540. [540] I have thought it through
And when she rushed to Muang's side, told him to stop, and shouted his name, it didn't have the slightest effect. He was still playing, not looking at her for a single thing.
It was only when she took away the patchwork sheet that had been placed on the piano that he looked at her with a vacant look and said coldly, "Down, this is what Ai left me." ”
At that moment, Guan Cancan was stunned, such Mu Ang, as if she saw Mu Ang at that time, when Su Ai could not be found in the sea.
It's just that Mu Ang at that time, although he was decadent, but in the depths of his eyes, there was still some kind of hope, some kind of hope that he longed to find Su Ai.
And now, there is not even that little hope, and people even feel that there is a strong death aura in him.
This man seems to be going to give up his life at any time.
Guan Cancan shuddered in his heart, afraid that Mu Ang would follow the same path as Lu Xiaoxiao and Mu Tianqi.
However, just as she wanted to continue speaking, Si Mi Yu grabbed her, put the music back on the piano, and pulled her aside.
"Why do you want to pull me away, I still have something to say to Mu Ang!" Guan Cancan said.
Compared to her excitement, Si Jianyu seemed calmer, "No matter what you say, he can't listen to the current Ang, don't you understand?"
Guan Cancan was silent, yes, the current Mu Ang is no longer something she can persuade at all. The only thing that can really make Mu Ang listen to it is Su Ai's words.
But Xiao Ai ...... Thinking of Xiao Ai's physical condition that had just recovered from a serious illness, as well as her chaotic mental condition, Guan Cancan hesitated, not knowing whether to go to Xiao Ai, or whether to let Xiao Ai know that Mu Ang looked like this now.
And this hesitation was also dragged on until Su Ai's search at this moment.
At the moment when he saw Su Ai looking for it, Guan Cancan suddenly felt a sense of relief.
Xiao Ai will take the initiative to come here, and she must be relieved that Mu Ang can't be relieved, maybe there will be more possibilities between them.
And Si Jianyu, after watching Su Ai's appearance, suddenly walked up to Su Ai, blocking her sight, and at the same time blocking her way, so that she couldn't take another step forward.
"Yu?" Guan Cancan looked at her husband puzzled.
But he saw Si Jianyu looking directly at Su Ai and said, "You came here, have you thought it through?"
"What...... "Su Ai muttered.
Si Jian Yu pursed his thin lips slightly, "After all, Ang is my cousin after all, and I can't watch him be ruined like this." ”
Su Ai blinked her eyes, what the other party meant by this ...... Is she ruining Muang?
"If you're just on the spur of the moment and haven't figured out what to do with Ang, then don't go any further, it's good for him and it's good for you. Si Jianyu continued, "Now he can't withstand any blows, if you can't be with him, then for him, if you appear in front of him again and refuse him one more time, it will only give him another heavy blow, pushing him even closer to the brink of death." ”
The emotional injury, Si Jianyu has experienced it himself, and naturally knows that that kind of taste is worse than death.
Su Ai was stunned, and in the palm of her hand, she pinched the moonstone ring tightly, which made her palm ache.
She asked herself, has she thought clearly? has she figured out how to face Mu Ang? has she figured out how to deal with this relationship? has she figured out whether to accept or reject? think clearly whether she should believe it once? Believing what Mu Ang said, he really loves her, without any sympathy and guilt!
Her heart was beating again and again, and at this moment, she suddenly calmed down, so calm that she heard the sound of her own breathing, her own heartbeat.
The chaotic mind seemed to become clear all of a sudden. Her heart, her body, was telling her what her decision should be.
Taking a deep breath, Su Ai looked at Si Jianyu seriously, "I've already figured it out, I want to see Mu Ang." ”
Si Jianyu stared at Su Ai, and after a moment, his lips raised slightly, and he said with a light smile, "That's good!" After speaking, he turned to the side and got out of the way.
Su Ai raised her steps and walked into the room step by step.
Guan Cancan walked to Si Jianyu's side, "Xiao Ai her...... Will you be with Muang?"
Si Jianyu put his arm around Guan Cancan's shoulder, "It should be." Since I said those words, she still plans to look at Ang, which means that she can't let go of Ang, even if her memory is not restored, but there are some things that can't be changed. ”
"I hope so. Guan Cancan said, "I really hope that Xiao Ai and Mu Ang can be happy." "After going through so many things, I finally came to this point, if we still can't be together, then God, for Xiao Ai, for Mu Ang, it's really unfair!
But Guan Cancan also knows that when things come to this point, it is no longer for outsiders to interfere, and now, all the ...... I can only look at Xiao Ai.
Whether it is happiness or ruin, maybe it is all just in Xiao Ai's thoughts.
......
The sound of the piano became clearer and clearer as Su Ai walked into the room, and her eyes finally saw the familiar figure.
He sat at the piano like this, ten fingers, constantly moving on the keys, note by note, flowing from his fingertips, but his whole being, like a puppet with an empty shell, lost his soul, and was just playing like a machine.
The sound of the piano poured into her ears, Su Ai's nose was sour, her eyes were getting hotter and hotter, and tears poured out of her eyes.
Her self-righteousness, her refusal, made him look like this.
She thought it was good for him, but in fact, it was pushing him into a worse situation.
Su Ai, is this what you want? She asked herself, and the answer was no!
Looking at him like this, her heartache was so intense, this heartache almost covered all her senses.
In an instant, her mind went blank, and her eyes just looked at him in a daze.
Seems...... Ten thousand years at a glance.
Seems...... Everlasting.
Seems...... A solemn pledge of love.
- "Muang, I am very ordinary, from childhood to adulthood, my grades are ordinary, my sports are ordinary, there are no outstanding talents and shining points, and there are actually many people like me. And I'm ...... Well, it's not pretentious, but I know, it's very ordinary, it's not beautiful or ugly. I don't know when I'm going to ...... you like this I'm starting to get a little excited. ”
- "Some people say that in love, the person who falls in love first, the one who loves more deeply, is destined to be the loser of the two, and now, Muang, I am willing to be the loser, what about you, will you be willing to be the winner?"
- "Muang, I think I'm in love with you!"
- "Okay, Muang, let's get back together." ”
- "Muang, one day, when the person you love the most is me, I will wear this ring, and this will be our agreement." ”
These...... It's what she said...... Those forgotten memories, at this moment, flashed through her mind one by one......
She said that she would love him well.
She said she would believe him.
She even said that she would give him a lot of love and would not let him be lonely for the rest of his life!
Ring...... When one day, he is willing to sue her that the person he loves the most is her, she will wear it.
That's why she put this ring so carefully in a small wooden box, expecting that one day she could put it on.
However, when he really sued her and loved her the most, she didn't believe him, but refused again and again.
How can you do this?!
How can you hurt the person you love the most?!
How can you do this, let him become like this?!
Her tears fell wildly, and her steps walked forward step by step. Every step forward seemed to drain all the strength of her body.
"Muang, stop playing, that's enough, it's already ...... That's enough. Su Ai shouted.
She thought her voice would be very loud, but the voice that came out was actually very small and hoarse, and she even thought that he would not be able to hear it.
But his piano stopped suddenly.
All of a sudden, the room became quiet.
Then, he turned his head stiffly and looked at her with a vacant look in his eyes.
Su Ai's heart seemed to be beaten heavily, once upon a time, she had seen him look like this, and this was all caused by her.
Is it because of memory? Because at this time, too many memories of the past filled her mind, which is why her head hurts so much. But she can't pass out like this, she still has too much to say to him, there are still things to do, not done!
Su Ai endured the splitting headache and continued to walk forward, until she came to Mu Ang.
He was still sitting in a chair in front of the piano, and she was standing, looking down at him.
The tears she shed fell on his face, burning his skin and making his expression change slightly.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" Su Ai muttered, tears flowing like this, "I'm sorry, I didn't believe your words, I forgot a lot of things between us, I want you to be happy, happy, I want to love you well, but it has brought you so much pain." Mu Ang, I love you, in this life, the person I love the most, is you!"
The sound of crying and choking, accompanied by tears, made the hollowness in his eyes fade little by little. At this moment, Mu Ang seemed to see clearly that Su Ai in front of him was real, not his fantasy, but really existing.
――――Haha,It's ~~ reconciled.,But it's not finished yet.,Continue tomorrow~quack~.