In today's medical technology, it can be concluded that plague is an infectious disease caused by some strongly pathogenic microorganisms, such as bacteria and viruses, and is generally caused by poor natural conditions and environmental hygiene.

In ancient times, there were many descriptions of plagues, and these descriptions could more or less explain some problems.

In ancient times, plague was also known as "plague gas", "boil gas", "anger gas", at that time some people had a special opinion on the plague, thinking that "the warm plague is a disease, not wind, not cold, not summer, not damp, but there is a strange gas between heaven and earth." He also pointed out that the source of the cause was the sensation of foreign gas, and the same thing in it was probably referring to those bacteria or viruses.

At that time, the doctors believed that the qi was material, and that only then could it be subdued by medicine, although the qi was "invisible and seekable, invisible and visible, silent and odorless, how could it be seen and smelled", but it was an objective substance, and further pointed out that "the substance of things can produce qi and medicine also." "Such a reaction is in a way that people know that Chinese medicine can treat such a condition.

Anger invades the body through the mouth and nose. Therefore, people believe that "evil enters through the mouth and nose" and infects the way of anger, "there is a natural subject, there is an infection, although the feeling is different, the disease is the same". Because of this, people now have the ability to see that the spread of the plague is due to the air and the breath.

When the human body really feels the anger, whether it will cause disease or not depends on the amount and virulence of the anger and the resistance of the human body. And some people pointed out that "those who feel deeply are immediate, and those who feel shallow, but they are not upright and fail to develop suddenly"; His youthful vigor is strong, no matter how strong or weak, if his righteous qi is slightly weakened, he will be sick when he touches it"; The essence is full, the evil is not easy to enter, the essence is in deficit, and between the breaths, the external evil is thus multiplied." Generally speaking, most of the people who can be infected are due to the weakness of righteousness, and when the natural qi is in deficit, that is, when the body is weak, the plague will take advantage of the weakness.

Because it is hesitation, there will be epidemics caused by anger, and there are different manifestations of pandemic and sporadic. However, the pathogenesis of anger is different in terms of region and time. Therefore, due to the different types of anger, the diseases caused are also different, and the parts of the organs that are violated are also different. The ancients even pointed out that "...... For all kinds of diseases, it is the difference in knowledge." It is also pointed out that human diseases and animal plagues are caused by different temperaments. That is to say, no matter what kind of environment, what kind of people, the concurrent diseases are different, and each outbreak of the plague is guided by hesitation and different anger.

In fact, if you look closely, you will find that at the beginning of countless plagues, the complications of the patients will be the same, those strong and healthy young people will suddenly have a high fever that will not go away, the throat and tongue will be congested and emit a different smell, and many patients will sneeze and hoarse, because the strong cough causes chest pain, and at this time, the plague has begun to spread unconsciously......

Nowadays, plague has been called a disease caused by the spread of bacteria and viruses, so the research method of Western medicine for plague is to suppress it, which is different from domestic Chinese medicine.

Even if it was the original smallpox, which had been so rampant that almost no one of every ethnic group had smallpox, the northern modern medicine claimed to have died out in the natural world, this progress is a great achievement in the history of human medicine, the first collision of the early days of Chinese and Western medicine, and the idea of "fighting poison with poison" in the Chinese people's pox and the scientific experimental spirit of Westerners have this special gap.

Smallpox, a very dangerous infectious disease, was brought into the country in the early days because of the captives who suffered from smallpox, in the eighteenth century, the number of Europeans who died of smallpox reached 150 million, the earliest way to prevent smallpox in the country was not to avoid smallpox, but to inoculate smallpox, to put on the underwear of children who had not had pox, or to pick out the blister pulp of smallpox patients, and blow it into the nostrils of healthy people after drying, so that smallpox would be planted again, and there would be no more infection, thus greatly reducing the degree of smallpox, before this kind of pox was discovered, the mortality rate of smallpox in ancient times was 100%. After the emergence of this pox seeding technique, there is basically no smallpox death in China, and this pox seeding technique originally came from the ancient Chinese medicine home remedies, that is, the typhoid fever school that had not evolved to complete.

For the domestic Chinese medicine is different, those Western medicine for the plague or epidemic understanding, only based on genetics and immunology, his father research objects to decompose, analyze, and then find out the pathogen and antibodies, to make a fish fry that can resist the plague, and the emergence of this vaccine has greatly extended the life of human beings, but also gives people a kind of optimism that has never been had, when the plague slowly disappeared in people's field of vision, everyone thought that Western medicine had won, but in fact it was not.

In Western medicine, it takes time to find a vaccine for a virus, they need to study the decomposition of the virus first, and then slowly add it, but in this process, it already takes a lot of time, and when encountering the highly mutated influenza virus, most of the vaccine methods show no effect at all, while the treatment of epidemic emergencies in traditional Chinese medicine has repeatedly shown its might, which can also explain what the two sides think in the face of the plague.

For Chinese medicine, when encountering such a plague, the method they give has always been to emphasize that 'prevention is better than cure', and the best way is to protect yourself in advance and not let yourself fall into it.

For the practice of traditional Chinese medicine, Western medicine has chosen to suppress the plague and use its own methods to delay the occurrence of the disease as much as possible, but this is almost useless, what Chinese medicine needs is to eradicate these plagues.

It is precisely for this reason that even if the ignorance of the same treatment violates different people, or people in different regions and different environments, all of them behave differently. Different people's resistance is also different, and the climate and other objective environments in different regions are also different, which will lead to abnormal changes in pathogenic substances, because the problem of Chinese medicine is to carry out different prescriptions to treat the virus according to the intolerance of various diseases

Gu Zhaoyan has only been for a while, and has already summarized the origin of the plague and the initial solution to the plague, that is to say, if you want to really cure the plague, then you can only rely on traditional Chinese medicine, and traditional Chinese medicine is the only way to treat it, but at this time, what she needs is a pathogen...... Now that these people have been quarantined, all that can be done now is to create pathogens!

When Cheng Qian saw Gu Zhaoyan coming out of it, he immediately checked Gu Zhaoyan's body, and only relieved when he found that there was no problem.

"Zhaoyan, don't worry, maybe tomorrow we will be able to research the drug for this virus, this is just an ordinary virus mutation......"

Cheng Qian's words are right, but it is, now it seems that this is indeed just a very puzzling virus mutation, and those people are precisely because of the mutation of the virus will have such a situation, they believe that only a small number of people will have such a situation, and the current isolation is just a temporary study, as for whether this so-called virus will spread, it is just a guess......

"Yes. ”

While nodding towards Cheng Qian, she secretly thought about the words that Fan Sheng told her, and thought of the plague in Fan Sheng's mouth.

The so-called virus mutation this time must not be an ordinary flu mutation, if it is just an ordinary flu mutation, the powder dress will not be like that, it seems to be a little anxious, but the powder dress has one point, and it is very clear.

Even if Gu Zhaoyan knew about this illness, but with her current strength, she couldn't do anything at all, let alone save people, I'm afraid whether she could take care of the people around her was one thing, after all, this plague was not like that ordinary small virus, according to Fan Shang's speculation, in less than three days, such a plague would begin to spread on a large scale, no! It shouldn't be said to be three days, it should be said that within three days, everyone will realize what such a virus will bring to everyone.

While thinking about the words of Fan Sheng, and thinking of Zheng Nuanyang in the ward, Gu Zhaoyan seemed to have suddenly made up his mind and spoke to Cheng Qian next to him.

"Doctor Cheng, do you have any blood from those patients? Can I take a little bit of it? Don't do anything else, just take out a little bit of Zheng Nuanyang's blood for me, I will study it, maybe it will help this disease." ”

When Gu Zhaoyan said such words, his face was calm, and then he looked at Cheng Qian, who was worried in front of him, and his eyes were unprecedentedly firm.

Cheng Qian was also stunned when he heard Gu Zhaoyan say such words, but when he thought of the people in the ward, and then thought about Gu Zhaoyan's appearance, he didn't say anything, nodded directly at Gu Zhaoyan, and then took Gu Zhaoyan and walked in the direction of the research room.

Soon, Cheng Qian took out a small glass bottle from the research room, and what was in it was thick blood, so that Gu Zhaoyan had a feeling of helplessness when he saw such blood, but he didn't expect that this step would be taken in the end......

"Dr. Cheng, thank you. ”

Nodding towards Cheng Qian, taking the things in Cheng Qian's hand, Gu Zhaoyan's eyes were full of gratitude, for the person in front of her, although she had not helped this person, she also spoke to this person again.

"Doctor Cheng, you must pay attention to your body when you see patients here these days, and if there is something wrong with your body, please notify me immediately. ”

Knowing the severity of this plague, Gu Zhaoyan couldn't help but open her mouth to Cheng Qian, after all, even if she couldn't save people, at least let her know the news of these people who had helped her.

seemed to feel Gu Zhaoyan's concern, Cheng Qian's face was full of smiles, he stretched out his hand and patted Gu Zhaoyan on the shoulder twice, and then his voice was also full of care.

"Well, I know, you also have to take good care of yourself, do you hear? If something happens to the hospital, I will call you as soon as possible, don't worry. ”

When Gu Zhaoyan heard Cheng Qian say this, he didn't say anything anymore, and after saying goodbye to Cheng Qian, he walked in the direction of Zheng Changfeng and Yu Yaqin.

Yu Yaqin's face was still full of teardrops, and Zheng Changfeng's eyes had become a little red, it should be because of staying up late, so that Gu Zhaoyan's eyes suddenly turned red when he saw this scene, but he immediately closed his eyes, and after sorting out his emotions, he spoke to the two of them.

"Uncle, aunt, you better go home first and wait, I just talked to Nuan Yang, Nuan Yang is fine, it will be fine. He also said, let me take good care of you, if you want him to be well, just listen to me first, and wait in the house first, okay?"

Although jade can prevent such a plague, there is no benefit in keeping them in the hospital, according to Fansheng's estimate, the hospital will soon become a high-risk group of the virus, and then it will be filled with a large number of patients, at this time, staying in the hospital is undoubtedly a danger.

Full of caring voices, Zheng Changfeng and Yu Yaqin looked at the girl in front of them who seemed to be in danger, and somehow their hearts suddenly calmed down.

"Zhaoyan, you said you saw Nuan Yang, is he okay?

Thinking that she could only look at her son who was lying motionless on the bed by the glass window, Ye Yaqin's face was filled with two lines of tears, which made Zheng Changfeng next to her immediately hug her tighter, and after Gu Zhaoyan heard such a question, he just nodded, and his voice was exceptionally calm, without any panic.

"He's fine, his condition has been suppressed, as long as he finds a drug that can treat it, he will be fine soon, so he asked me to tell you not to worry, and, uncle and aunt, the complications here are really too high, you better go home and wait?

The words in the mouth of the girl in front of him were extremely calm, but the meaning of pleading could already be seen on her face, Zheng Changfeng nodded helplessly when he saw this, because he also saw Gu Zhaoyan's eyes that had become red, this girl must have cried......

"Okay, I'll take your aunt home first, Zhaoyan, you also have to take good care of your body, don't exhaust yourself. ”

For a long time, his opinion on this girl was a little strange, so at this time, Zheng Changfeng looked at such a girl, and his heart was a newcomer to this girl, no matter what Gu Zhaoyan did, he would get his support, and he could even see that the thing that Gu Zhaoyan was hiding behind him, the red one, should be blood...... What is this girl going to do?

After receiving Zheng Changfeng's consent, Gu Zhaoyan glanced at Zheng Changfeng gratefully, and then choked up in his voice.

"Uncle...... Thank you ......"

Thank you, believe me, thank you, and don't ask a word at this time.

"Okay, let's go first, staying here will only cause trouble. ”

Yu Yaqin suddenly raised her head from Zheng Changfeng's arms, glanced at Gu Zhaoyan next to her, and there was some firmness in her voice.

"I believe that Nuan Yang will be fine, so I waited at home for him to come home. ”

Gu Zhaoyan and Zheng Changfeng, who were on the side, saw that the woman who was crying just now suddenly became so determined, and their eyes suddenly turned red, what kind of confidence should they have to be so firm in the face of these people? What kind of confidence should they have to try to hide their cowardice when they know that their only son has become like this? Yu Yaqin, the woman who taught Gu Zhaoyan to love with her every move, taught Gu Zhaoyan another lesson at this moment.

It turns out that love can also be believing, trusting without reservation.

After sending the two people back to Zheng's house, Gu Zhaoyan did not go to the hospital again, but went directly back to the thirty-seventh floor.

Removing all the clothes on her body, Gu Zhaoyan buried her body in the pool water, and then put the glass bottle full of Zheng Nuanyang's blood in front of her......

Zheng Nuanyang in the previous life died because of her, but he was reborn with her, and he has been watching her grow, progress, and finally become stronger and stronger. And Zheng Nuanyang, who has been in this life, has so many things happened before they met, and even said that she was caught off guard a lot, so at this moment, she was confused...... Should Zheng Nuanyang be saved...... When I was alone, I suddenly didn't understand a little......

Feeling the temperature of the pool water gradually wrapping around her body, Gu Zhaoyan felt that her whole body had a particularly comfortable feeling, and in her mind, there were also two figures, one person sat on a wheelchair and smiled warmly at her, while the other person was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, revealing a pale smile at the moment she saw her, which made her mind suddenly chaotic and a little overwhelmed......

If you want to save Zheng Nuanyang, it's not like there's no way...... At least, there is a way to treat Zheng Nuanyang......

This method is not very approves, but it is the only way to save Zheng Nuanyang, Fan Shang said, there is no certain time, it is best not to use such a method to gamble, because this is no longer whether you can save that person's life, but when you want to save that person, you have invisibly put your own life on the line.

Life for life, to test the medicine, this is the only conclusion reached by the powder.

Now Gu Zhaoyan's medical skills are not so exquisite, and the aura in the space is not enough to drive out the plague on Zheng Nuanyang's body, at this time, the only thing that can be done is to cause such a virus to his body, and then experience this pain by himself, and produce certain antibodies in this pain.

In fact, this is also an unreliable method, because such a method can kill Gu Zhaoyan.

That is to say, Gu Zhaoyan wants to fuse Zheng Nuanyang's blood with the virus with her own blood at this time, and then catalyze the production of the virus, and produce antibodies from the body when the virus spreads, and after the antibody is produced, Gu Zhaoyan will use his own blood to treat Zheng Nuanyang, so I am afraid that such a method can kill Gu Zhaoyan.

Fan Sheng told Gu Zhaoyan that it may be because of the relationship between the space, or because of the relationship between the pool on the thirty-seventh floor, so Gu Zhaoyan's body has been changed invisibly, and such changes may not be found in ordinary times, but in some cases it is particularly prominent.

Gu Zhaoyan will find that his body will not be smelted by the cold and heat, and when he is injured, he will heal in a very fast time, and his appearance will become more and more attractive from the original delicate and lovely, and even something that Gu Zhaoyan himself did not find in the end...... And what Fan Sheng only told Gu Zhaoyan now......

Because of the irrigation of the aura in the space, in addition to the jade and pearls in the space, Gu Zhaoyan herself is actually a huge aura melting pot, and her blood also has a very great effect, and it can drive away some diseases at some times, but this practice is really harmful and not beneficial. Because human blood and a person's body have the maximum limit, so Fan Sheng didn't remind Gu Zhaoyan of this matter from the beginning, she didn't want Gu Zhaoyan to become a tonic in everyone's eyes one day, such a news was enough to give those people a reason to rob Gu Zhaoyan, she couldn't let Gu Zhaoyan do this.

Unlike what Fan Sheng thought so much, Gu Zhaoyan's thoughts in her heart at this time were very plain, because she didn't know what to do...... What would happen if she didn't save her?

Burying her whole person in the pool water, Gu Zhaoyan quietly felt the aura that seemed to flow around her, which made her heart feel extremely comfortable.

Coming in from the pool, after Gu Zhaoyan changed into pajamas, he directly entered the space, and saw Fan Sheng standing in the space, but he didn't find anything, but he saw that Fan Sheng was full of smiles on his face, and then after seeing her, he rushed towards her, and the whole person hugged her at once, a little warm.

Stunned by such a temperature, Gu Zhaoyan's back was a little unbelievable, and his voice trembled a little.

"Pink Clothes...... You've got a body......"

And the pink dress holding Gu Zhaoyan showed a gentle smile and let go of Gu Zhaoyan, but he didn't let go of Gu Zhaoyan's hand.

"yes, I'm shapeshifted...... I'm shaped! I've got a body! I've got a body!"

The beautiful and inhumane woman in front of her was so full of happy smiles, and her hand was tightly holding Gu Zhaoyan, so that Gu Zhaoyan could experience her happiness, which made Gu Zhaoyan's originally low mood a little strange, so she didn't say anything, and congratulated her directly.

"Congratulations, you can transform so quickly, and after you have a body, I can take you out to play. ”

The pink dress in front of her was still an ancient costume, and her every move was amorous before her move, which made Gu Zhaoyan smile on her face, after all, whether it was in her previous life or now, she had a friend for the first time, a friend who could be cherished.

"Zhaoyan, I can transform so quickly, I must be most grateful to you~ The spirit stone last time helped me very much, and maybe it was the reason why you saved people recently, so the aura in the space became extraordinarily rich, and I soon had a body under cultivation, you don't know, how happy I was after I found out that I had a body......"

The excitement on Pink Dress's face couldn't be concealed, because she had been yearning for everything like this for a long time...... She longed to have a body very early, but she knew that it was just a dream, but she didn't expect that this dream would appear so soon......

"Well, I'm also very happy, Pink Dress is even more beautiful after she has a body......"

Maybe because the pink dress was just a virtual before, she couldn't feel the charm between this woman's every move, but now seeing such a pink dress, Gu Zhaoyan had a feeling that she had crossed by herself, as if the ancient woman was standing beside her, and what she was now in was not in space, but in an unknown time and space......

At this time, it seemed that he suddenly remembered something, and Fansheng's originally excited face became a little nervous, and then his voice was a little helpless.

"Zhaoyan, have you already decided to do this?"

She knows more or less what Gu Zhaoyan thinks in her heart, after all, they are all women, and she has also been in contact with the man who makes Gu Zhaoyan unable to let go, so when she encounters such a thing, Fan Sheng knows that this person will definitely do something like that, perhaps, this is just decided from the beginning, and the so-called struggle in the middle is just to prove her heart......

Hearing the serious words of the powder, Gu Zhaoyan was stunned for a moment, looked at the bottle containing Zheng Nuanyang's blood in his left hand, and nodded slightly, with a firmness, an inviolable firmness in his voice.

"Well, I'm going to save him. ”

I want to save him, even if he is not my warm sun, I want to save him, even if he has no memories that belong to our common one, I want to save him, even if he is not in love with me now......

Gu Zhaoyan's heart appeared in that person's gentle appearance, that person's helpless and gentle movements, she thought, if she insisted on saving this Zheng Nuanyang, then it was very likely that it was because of the sunshine...... When you see such a person, you will feel that you are not all shrouded in darkness, and it seems that she can stand in the sun, so she must save him!

Even if...... It's not about love......

Looking at Gu Zhaoyan like this, Fan Sheng could only sigh in her heart, because this woman, the person in front of her, didn't she understand? Even if she had no reason to save people, she would find a reason...... It's like a series of things that happened last time...... saved that man because of Fu Qing, what Gu Zhaoyan thought in his heart must be the contact with Fu Qing later...... There are also all kinds of rescues, all of which made Fan Sheng see Gu Zhaoyan's heart again.

The drowning boy, Gu Zhaoyan didn't plan to make a move, right? It was because of Liu Qingfeng's appearance that he saved the boy's life, because he was someone he knew, because he could use it, because he ...... A wide variety of relationships......

That's why Gu Zhaoyan made a move, Fanshang was not suspicious, but confirmed, because at that moment in the space, she really didn't feel the slightest fluctuation in Gu Zhaoyan's emotions, it seemed that everything about those people was in Gu Zhaoyan's cold eyes......

Just like this plague, Gu Zhaoyan had already felt it in the hospital three days ago, but that kind of attitude of not caring about himself caused such a plague to spread...... And at this time, if she wants to use this method to save Zheng Nuanyang, it is just because Gu Zhaoyan needs such a touch of sunshine, and she needs sunshine that can keep her moving forward.

"Zhaoyan...... When you were in the hospital, didn't you never think about saving that boy?"

Somehow, Fan Sheng actually asked, with some questions in his voice, for Fan Shang's words, Gu Zhaoyan was stunned for a moment, and then lowered his head.

"I guessed right, didn't I?"

Looking at Gu Zhaoyan like this, there was a sudden little pain in her eyes, and then she spoke towards Gu Zhaoyan.

As if he had finally faced his heart, Gu Zhaoyan nodded, there was a kind of indifference in his voice, an indifference that ordinary people couldn't understand, if he saw Gu Zhaoyan saving people here, he would definitely feel that Gu Zhaoyan was different from the person who saved people......

"Yes, I never wanted to save those people. ”

Regarding Gu Zhaoyan's admission, Fan Sheng didn't have any rebuttal, just stretched out his hand and touched Gu Zhaoyan's head, with some sighs in his voice.

"Zhaoyan, I know, I know what you think in your heart, but have you thought about it? If Liu Qingfeng didn't appear at that time, you would let that life disappear in front of your eyes, wouldn't you feel cruel? That mother, you can clearly feel that mother's madness...... If her son dies, what will happen to her? You haven't thought about it? Death may not only be a child, such a child has already borne all the beliefs of that woman, just like Zheng Nuanyang is your faith. You have to understand that everyone has their own persistence and strength to live, your persistence is Zheng Nuanyang, and that woman, her persistence may be because of that child...... You have to think about it, if Zheng Nuanyang is gone, how should you face this world?"

Like teaching a child, Pink Clothes has some sighs in her words at this time.

She'd lived long enough that she didn't know how old she was...... Although she was not in the space at the time, she had seen all kinds of people since she became conscious, so she understood Gu Zhaoyan's appearance.

If people do not do it for themselves, the heavens and the earth will be destroyed.

Such a truth was something she understood a long time ago, but Gu Zhaoyan was different, she needed to use everything she had, life, power, friendship, love, family affection, these things that everyone yearns for to prove one thing, that thing is Gu Zhaoyan's already extremely strong heart.

When she takes everyone to heart and achieves great love, Gu Zhaoyan will be truly reborn, and Zheng Nuanyang's existence will have a real purpose.

"Can't do it...... I can't...... Pink ...... I'm sorry...... I can't do ......."

It was obviously a cold voice, but tears slipped from Gu Zhaoyan's eyes, and a pair of eyes suddenly had no light.

Gu Zhaoyan thought about everything Fan Sheng said, but he was at a loss, yes, at a loss. She didn't know how to make herself strong, everything that had happened was just proof of her failure...... After learning medical skills, she started to save people, but only her own heart knew that if there was no benefit, if there was no relationship, how could she take action?

It's like when Fan Sheng said these words to Gu Zhaoyan, he always felt that Gu Zhaoyan's mood was flat, and the bland was too terrible, this feeling made Fan Sheng feel very bad, even if Gu Zhaoyan had other reactions, it was better than this...... And she can't do what she says...... Why?

"Why? Why can't you do it? Zhaoyan, ask your own heart, tell yourself, why do you want to measure a person's life by interests, if every doctor uses interests to measure the lives of patients, then how should those patients who have no power and no power face everyone?"

Fan Sheng believes that there must be a reason, the reason why Gu Zhaoyan can't do this, a doctor should be benevolent, but although Gu Zhaoyan retains that kindness, it gives people a feeling of disbelief, this kind of kindness seems to be based on being seen, Fan Sheng even thought that if Gu Zhaoyan hadn't met those patients who had to help her, Gu Zhaoyan would definitely not appear......

Why? Why can't it be done? A person's life is not measured by profit...... Why? Why did you become like this?

It was as if the events of her previous life had suddenly slipped into her mind, and she remembered those days, those days that seemed to make her whole body almost crazy......

It was the days of the Xia family, I was bullied and couldn't speak, I couldn't tell anyone, I couldn't tell my mother, and I endured these abuses that seemed to be driving people crazy by myself...... Once during a play, the eldest young master and eldest lady of the Xia family splashed a large basin of water on her at school in order to see her jokes......

This memory is unforgettable, because the heart at that time seemed to be cold with the sky all of a sudden......

The winter weather was originally very cold, but in this case, Gu Zhaoyan, who was all wet by a large basin of water, couldn't get any help at all, and when the school doctor saw her, he just frowned, saying that he was going to get off work and let her go to other places to see a doctor, and she just dragged her trembling body towards the hospital not too far from the school...... The cold wind, the icy temperature, and the snowflakes that should have been beautiful but made her unappreciated at this time, she just dragged her body and walked towards the hospital step by step......

Her cheeks had turned abnormally pale, and she seemed to feel that her heartbeat had become smoother, as if it was because she had been frozen, so she seemed to be beating calmly and a little weak, making her feel as if her heart had turned into ice......

After finally going to the hospital, she found the doctor, but the doctor gave her the answer that it was whether there was any money...... At that time, how could she have money? How could a person who was even bullied for eating carry money with him? Of course, she was kicked out and stood in the snow again, at this time, the snow was already very heavy, and the roadside was empty, as if she was the only one left in the world...... A cold heart, a cold mind, a cold body...... At that time, she even thought that it would be great if she died like this......

But everything did not go as she imagined, she was saved...... An old man from a peasant family, that man has a pair of particularly rough hands, when she woke up from the bed, what she faced was the man's worried and warm eyes, and in the eyes of that man, it was the gentleness that she had never seen before, which made her let go of all her defenses at once, and threw herself into the man's arms and cried bitterly...... But she remembered his name, and the man told her that his name was Guardian.

There is no surname, only such an unprovoked name, the man smiled softly, and then told her that in this life, he wants to protect a person, so he changed his name to a guard, hoping that the person he guards can be happy......

Woke up again, she was sent back to Xia's house, the man...... It never appeared again, as if it had never been in her life, and her mother reacted by scolding her, asking her where she had gone, and what she had done...... Unaware of the heat that had not yet subsided......

What happened after that? What happened after that...... Gu Zhaoyan doesn't remember anymore...... Those...... For Gu Zhaoyan, it is no longer a particularly important thing...... So there's no need to memorize...... It's just that from this time, Gu Zhaoyan seemed to have completely turned into a mouse, just like Zheng Nuanyang described, she fell into the darkness, she thought, only by protecting herself well, will she not be hurt......

Gu Zhaoyan's eyes were confused, and her somewhat messy spiritual power was also felt by Fansheng, and she immediately stretched out her hand and shook Gu Zhaoyan's body, trying to recall Zhaoyan's reason, because Gu Zhaoyan at this moment gave people a really bad feeling......

A pink look suddenly appeared in his eyes, and Gu Zhaoyan's eyes had a trace of focus, and then a pale smile appeared on his face.

"I'm sorry...... Pink ...... I can't...... It's true...... Can't do it......"

The repetitive, seemingly mechanical words, made Fan Sheng stunned for a moment, and immediately reached out to hold Gu Zhaoyan into his arms, as if it was the way to hold a child, hugged Gu Zhaoyan, and then touched Gu Zhaoyan's head.

"It's okay...... It's okay...... If we can't do it, we'll take our time~ Don't think so much...... It's okay ~ no one forced your ......"

Gu Zhaoyan, who was hugged by the powder, finally came back to his senses, pushed the powder clothes away, and handed Zheng Nuanyang's blood to the fans, and then the firm voice sounded.

"Pink Clothes...... Do you know what to do...... I'm going to save him......"

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