Chapter 86: Grief-stricken
When I woke up, I found myself lying on a bed, and the nine-tailed fox was sitting next to me, holding a damp cloth in his hand, and gently wiping my forehead.
"Where am I, Qinghuan?" I noticed that my voice had changed, and it had become very hoarse.
"You're awake, you've been in a coma for two days, you're hungry, aren't you? I'll go get you something to eat. ”
"What about Qinghuan?" I grabbed the sleeve of the nine-tailed fox, I remember that I was unconscious at the time, Xu Qinghuan and her......
The last thing I want to see happens, although the nine-tailed fox blindly covered it up, saying that Xu Qinghuan is being treated and will recover soon, but I believe what I saw, and I am sure that Xu Qinghuan is dead.
I let the nine-tailed fox go out, I want to be alone and quiet, leaning on the head of the bed, my heart is extremely heavy, I never thought that there would be such a day, the beloved left me, I would rather her betray me, than she would be separated from me Yin and Yang, never to see each other again!
I closed my eyes, and all that appeared in my mind were pictures with Xu Qinghuan, bit by bit, emerging in my heart.
"Yunfei, take me to your worldly realm to have a look, I really want to go. ”
"Well, I promise you, I'll take you with me in the future, and there are feather realm them, and we'll go to the 21st century together. ”
Qinghuan, didn't you say that you would go to the 21st century together, why did you leave me alone...... I lit a cigarette, the bitter smell of smoke pierced my lungs for a while, I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, the wounds I had suffered in the ground had healed, and the wounds in my heart, I don't know when the road will be smoothed out.
Everyone leaned or stood, in a daze in the courtyard, and when they saw me walking out, Yujing hurriedly came over and helped me. Qin Tian patted me on the shoulder and didn't speak.
"What about Qinghuan?" I wish Xu Qinghuan could appear in front of me, and said with wide eyes, stupid, isn't it good for me. But that's not realistic, even if I try my best to avoid it, but I have to face it after all.
Qin Tian took me into the side room, Xu Qinghuan's body was lying quietly on the bed, Qin Tian and Yu Jing stood silently at the door, I walked in and picked up her cold body, and couldn't help but burst into tears.
"Qinghuan, why did you leave like this, what do you let me do?" Time seemed to freeze, no one spoke, and I sat with Xu Qinghuan's cold corpse in my arms for an afternoon.
It was dark, and Yu Jing and Qin Tian came over to comfort me.
"Lao Li, people can't be resurrected after death, I know that you are very sad, but you have to cheer up, you are a man, brothers will accompany you to get drunk tonight. ”
Yu Jing also echoed: "Qin Tian is right, Miss Qinghuan had an accident, everyone is very sad, but you can't be immersed in pain, be strong, Brother Li." ”
I didn't have a trace of expression, sitting on the edge of the bed with dull eyes, looking at the Yiren on the bed, she can no longer be with me, God for what to do to me, at first, maybe I just took her as a substitute for Liu Tingting, but then I really fell in love with her, love from the heart, I gradually forgot Liu Tingting, I decided to protect her with a lifetime, although I had something to do with the nine-tailed fox, for which I have been blaming myself, the nine-tailed fox is also interested in no longer intervening, and when everything is calm, we can live an ordinary and happy life, what do you wait for me, for what is the matter......
I lay on her bed, just wanting to spend a little more time with her, Qin Tian and Yu Jing went out, my nose was sore, and tears flowed out again. After combing her hair for the last time, I took a deep breath: "High Priest, I will torture you to death!"
I clenched my fists, my nails sank into my palms, a drop of blood accidentally dripped on her chest, I hurriedly wiped it, but the blood was gone, I wiped my tears and walked out, I had to accept the reality.
Murong Xue personally cooked and made a sumptuous dinner, the brothers of the Qinglong Gang lit torches in the courtyard and sat in a circle around the table, inside the house, Qin Tian came out and helped me in, I sat on the main seat, Qin Tian took out a few bottles of Moutai in the 21st century from the space ring, poured me a bowl, I drank the wine in one go, the spicy feeling may be able to wash away my sadness, I took the Moutai in Qin Tian's hand and drank it all.
"Lao Li, I know that you are sad, the brothers have been with you, don't hold it alone, cry if you want to cry. Qin Tian handed me another bottle of Moutai and comforted me.
I didn't say too much, just blindly drank the wine, gradually, the alcohol took effect, I felt dizzy, Yujing saw that I was almost drunk, so he snatched the wine bottle in my hand, I didn't hear what he said clearly, I just wanted to get drunk again.
"Leave me alone, it's my brother who is going to have a drink with me!" I put the empty bottle on the table, and it fell to the ground and shattered with a thud. Yu Jing and Qin Tian each picked up a bottle of Moutai and drank it with their heads up.
"And me, Li Gongzi, if you want to get drunk, we will get drunk with you. Murong Xue also picked up a bottle of Moutai and took a big sip.
"Well, it's okay to get drunk once, I hope that after we wake up, we will see the strong Yunfei in the past. The nine-tailed fox took a bottle of wine and poured a bowl for Xiaoxiang Ke'er, and drank it all.
I don't know how long Lu Dao drank until the candle burned out, the three women were drunk, and they lay on the table completely regardless of their image, Qin Tian took out a pack of cigarettes and lit it for me and Yu Jing, and with the strength of the wine, Qin Tian told his miserable past.
"It was 5 years ago, when I was only 19 years old, studying at a famous university, with my excellent grades, I became the focus of the campus, the school flower at that time was a girl named Xiao Xin, the same age as me, standing together is a pair made in heaven, it was Xiao Xin who took the initiative to pursue me, and Xiao Xin was with me, so that countless people were jealous, at that time there was a group of people in the school who were mixed outside, I heard that the mix was not bad, even the school administrators had to give them face, that day Xiao Xin was forcibly pulled into the car by them, afterwards, I learned the news, went to the supermarket to buy a watermelon knife, single-handedly killed into their nest, I was stabbed several times, hacked their leader, Xiao Xin blocked a fatal knife for me......"
No wonder Qin Tian would go to the underworld, it turned out that Qin Tian, who had always been a hanger, also had such a miserable experience. Yu Jing patted Qin Tian on the shoulder: "Two big brothers, forget the past, let's start again!"
Qin Tian extinguished the cigarette butt and picked up the wine bottle: "Yu Jing is right, Lao Li, tomorrow will be better!"
I raise the bottle, drink it all in one go, forget the past, start over, can I really forget?