Chapter 350: I Want Family
What is family, his definition is not just a simple blood relationship, his real definition is to achieve a degree of mutual trust and mutual dependence, if you reach this level, even if there is no blood relationship, you can get the so-called family, but it is very difficult to achieve the two conditions of mutual trust and mutual dependence.
In this world, except for your parents, you rarely really expose your heart to others, you are wary of others, and others will be wary of you, but how to make the relationship between you reach the level where you can trust and rely on each other, then you need to pay sincerely.
Uncle Liu said that if you want others to work for you, you have to play for others first, in fact, the real meaning of this sentence is that you want to think about how others treat you, you have to treat others according to what you want, Feng Chenyu wants a family member who can be trusted, but Ah Hao does not trust him, if Feng Chenyu wants to be recognized by Ah Hao, then he must use his own heart to impress him.
Fifteen days have passed, since Ah Hao refused his request, the next day he returned the money he borrowed last time mercilessly, in Ah Hao's words, I don't owe you anymore!! From that day on, Feng Chenyu followed him every day in order to get his approval, no matter whether it was windy or rainy, he followed him every day, and never gave up.
Feng Chenyu himself understands that as long as he pays sincerely, Ah Hao will always become his family one day, and there will always be a day when he will willingly kneel in front of him, but he must be clear that what he wants is not surrender, what he wants is his family!!It is a family that can rely on each other and rely on each other!!It is a family that can accompany you when you are most down!!It is a family member who can deny you all over the world but stand beside you!!
If you want to get Ah Hao's approval, Feng Chenyu has to persevere to prove yourself, prove that you can trust me!!Prove yourselfYou can rely on me!!But his sincerity was not recognized by Ah Hao, and was replaced by unreasonable anger.
"Don't follow me anymore!!" Ah Hao yelled angrily at Feng Chenyu not far behind him: "I said I wouldn't be your family!!Not now, not in the future!!You're dead, don't follow me!!"
"No!!, I'm not going to give up. Feng Chenyu's eyes were full of stubbornness, and he looked at Ah Hao and said unswervingly: "I will make you my family, I want you to understand that you can trust me!!! ”
"Dream!!" Ah Hao looked at him expressionlessly, with a little coldness in his tone, and said slowly: "I have already given you the money, so you and I have already cleared up, if you are in such a shameless stalking, I will be unkind to you!!"
"You're welcome, what can you do, do you think this will make me give up?" Feng Chenyu roared unswervingly: "The deity has never regretted what he has decided, before you become my family, I will definitely follow you every day, after all, you will be moved by my sincerity." ”
"You scoundrel!" Ah Hao's eyes flashed with anger, and he said coldly: "You are so stubborn will only make me hate you even more, I said that I will never be your family, please don't follow me, I still have to pick up my sister from school." ”
Before the words fell, Ah Hao turned his head and walked to the left, but Feng Chenyu suddenly grabbed him and didn't let him take half a step forward.
"You're endless, you're challenging the limits of my patience, do you think I won't dare to beat you?"
"Wait, did you misunderstand something!!" Feng Chenyu's mouth twitched, and he smiled bitterly: "Your sister's school is on the right, what do you mean by going to the left?"
"You" Ah Hao suddenly blushed like an apple, looking at Feng Chenyu's harmless appearance and couldn't say anything for a long time, and finally had to stare at him fiercely and walked to the right angrily, and Feng Chenyu still insisted on following behind him.
"Oh, are you mistaken!!!!!
"Damn, do you have eyes in the back? Or you can't tell the difference between left and right from childhood to adulthood, I let you go to the right and you go to the left, I let you go to the left and you go to the right, you are worthy of being a super fantasist, your imagination of dreaming in the blank day is really blinding my dog eyes!!"
On the way to the school, Ah Hao's ears kept echoing Feng Chenyu's nagging, and finally he couldn't help but explode, turned his head and pointed at his nose and said angrily: "How do I go to you, go left and right, that's my freedom, you're following me, I'm really welcome!!"
"Hey!!, you didn't thank me, but you still have the face to say that I am not, you are so bold. Feng Chenyu patted his chest and said slightly angrily: "You speak with your conscience, if it weren't for the deity showing you the way, you wouldn't know where to go now, do you want your sister to wait alone in the classroom? Do you want him to stand stupidly outside in such a cold weather waiting for your arrival? And it's also my freedom for me to follow you, there is no law or morality that stipulates that I can't follow you!!"
"You" Ah Hao was speechless for a moment, because what Feng Chenyu said was really reasonable, there was nothing to refute, and he was originally a person who was not very good at expressing himself, and his head would smoke when he met such a well-spoken guy.
On the way, Feng Chenyu kept guiding Ah Hao, but Ah Hao's expression was a little unhappy, when he was about to arrive at school, Feng Chenyu was used to hiding far away, and Ah Hao only disappeared temporarily when Xiao Nan was present, and asked why, because Feng Chenyu promised Xiao Nan.
promised to buy him the same little rabbit when he saw him next time, but Feng Chenyu searched many places and didn't find the little rabbit, so before he found the little rabbit, Feng Chenyu would never allow himself to see Xiao Nan, otherwise he would no longer be a man if he violated the agreement!!
In the school, Xiao Nan is wearing a beautiful princess dress, this dress was bought by Ah Hao, because Xiao Nan's illness no longer needs any expenses, so life is naturally a lot easier, Ah Hao bought all the money in his hand to Xiao Nan whatever he wanted, which is probably to compensate for the happiness that has been treated to him over the years.
"Brother!!" The well-behaved Xiao Nan was like a porcelain doll, standing not far away and beckoning to Ah Hao, and then shouted happily: "I want to go to the playground today, can I?"
"No problem. Ah Hao said very happily: "You can play whatever you want, and when you finish playing from the playground, my brother is taking you to McDonald's, because my brother has treated you badly over the years, so I have to compensate you well." ”
"Hmm" Xiao Nan nodded sweetly, looked around and asked suspiciously: "Why didn't I see the big brother!!, he didn't say that he would promise to buy me a little rabbit, but why haven't I seen him yet." ”
Hearing this, Ah Hao's face was a little abnormal, and he stammered: "He has something to do these days, so he didn't come over, what are you looking for him?"
"Of course I miss the big brother!!" Xiao Nan blinked his big smart eyes and said weakly: "In this world, except for you, only the big brother is good to me, he promised to buy me a little rabbit, but he didn't show up, I'm afraid that he will suddenly disappear, and Xiao Nan will never see him again." ”
As he spoke, Xiao Nan's eyes were filled with tears, in this world except for his own brother, Feng Chenyu is the best person for him, although this appearance is a little terrifying, but he is very gentle, buying clothes for himself and cooking for himself, Xiao Nan, who has been bullied since he was a child, except for his brother, is really the only one who is good to him, he is very afraid that one day this big brother will suddenly disappear in front of him, and he will never see him again.
"Xiao Nan doesn't cry, my brother will accompany you. Ah Hao squatted down stiffly, complicated emotions flashed in his eyes, hugged Xiao Nan and said tremblingly: "My brother swore that he would definitely protect you, because you are the only family member in this world, no matter what happens, my brother will accompany you." ”
When this man who is not good at expressing emotions said this, tears flashed in his eyes, although he didn't understand why he would resist Feng Chenyu's request, but there was no doubt that he really trusted his sister unreservedly, if there is anything in this world that can be good to you without reciprocating but can be good to you for free, it is only blood relationship.
Ah Hao hugged Xiao Nan and gently comforted him, and then said rarely gently: "Big brother may come back in a few days, now you can accompany your brother to the playground to play." ”
Xiao Nan nodded happily, took his brother's hand and strode towards the playground, maybe he really owed Xiao Nan too much, Ah Hao is very gentle to his sister these days, no matter what he wants to eat or play, he will satisfy him for free, but complex emotions often flash in his eyes.
Although Ah Hao has a hard life, he has been on the street without a father and mother since he was a child, but he also has a younger sister, and even Sanfat has a mother-in-law who raised him, and he often buys some food to honor him, but what about Feng Chenyu? He doesn't even know who his parents are, and how much he longs for a family, a family that can give him warmth, and a family that can give you encouragement when you are in pain.
Looking at the scene of Ah Hao holding Xiao Nan, Feng Chenyu's eyes flashed with sadness, and his fists couldn't help clenching, what he was most afraid of was that he would suddenly disappear one day, no one would ask him, no one would care about him, as if he had never been to this world, so sad, so painful.
When Xiao Nan said that he wanted to be a big brother, this cold-blooded and ruthless big demon king also touched his eyes with his sleeve in pain, although he didn't know how long Xiao Nan would remember him, but it was just a momentary concern, then his heart was also warmed, and he also longed to be one of them.
"Ah Hao, whether you believe it or not, I firmly believe that you will become my family. Feng Chenyu wiped away the rare tears with his fingertips, silently followed behind them, looking at the warm scene of Ah Hao holding Xiao Nan, how much he hoped that one day, he would also hold Xiao Nan, but before that, he had to pay sincerity.
If you say, is there a kind of person in this world who can be good to you without blood relationship? This possibility depends on yourself, if you want others to treat you, then you should go first How to treat others, Feng Chenyu firmly believes that if you pay your own sincerity, you will definitely move him, and he will finally realize that unattainable wish, and his family may be all he says, but it is definitely no longer a dream.
Lotte Amusement Park is one of the few luxury amusement parks on Huoyao Street, and there is no need to be at the expense of Ah Hao, who bears the expensive costs, and can't help but be more generous, I remember that when Feng Chenyu first met Ah Hao, it was when he pretended to be a female ghost and stole money, at that time he was desperately running around for his sister's expensive expenses, until now he didn't have to raise money anymore, but he realized his original promise and returned the money he had stolen to them intact, and even borrowed Feng Chenyu's money to him.
Ah Hao led his sister into the playground, Feng Chenyu also followed silently behind, saying to him that even if he couldn't touch Xiao Nan, it was a kind of happiness to watch from afar, and when he walked into the luxurious playground, Ah Hao took his sister and started to play crazy.
Once Feng Chenyu asked Xiao Nan what his biggest dream was, this poor little girl said that he wanted to be a Ferris wheel again, but such a simple dream was never realized because of her family background, and the poor little girl with low self-esteem also buried this dream in her heart forever, until she met Feng Chenyu to realize her once unattainable wish.
Sitting on the Ferris wheel, Xiao Nan's smart big eyes looked down at the scenery under the window curiously, but from time to time he was a little sad why the big brother was not here, because Feng Chenyu brought him here last time, and noticed the sadness in his eyes, Ah Hao didn't say anything, just sat behind in silence.
At this time, Feng Chenyu sat silently on the chair with a hood underneath, these happy families seemed to have nothing to do with him, seeing those children holding the hands of their parents, how envious he was, he even fantasized more than once, if his parents were still there, what would he feel like with a family.
When you open the door, you will not see a messy room that no one cleans up, when you walk out of the door every day, your ears will always echo the nagging sound of your mother, when you are sick, your parents will accompany you at the bedside of the hospital, these lives are just extravagant hopes for him, seeing a happy family will only make his heart hurt more, if you want to ask why he wants a family, look around he can give the answer.
Looking at the slowly descending Ferris wheel, sadness flashed in Feng Chenyu's eyes, and he said to himself: "I want family because I don't want to die one day and no one will ignore me, I want family because I don't want to see a lonely and silent room every time I come home, I want family because I hope that one day when I disappear into this world, someone will cry to me!!"