[857] Jun Mo Fei Chapter: Are you willing?
Ji Lianxin opened her eyes suddenly, she didn't go back to the villa tonight, she didn't call to talk to him, and he didn't call to ask.
If she hadn't returned, would he have been asleep now, or was he awake?
She stood up, picked up her phone on the bedside table, and looked at the time, which showed that the time was 11:15 p.m. Reason told her that since Chu Xici didn't mention it, then she would go back to the villa tomorrow.
But there was a voice in the depths of my heart, but it was talking...... What if he didn't sleep, if he was still waiting for her?
Is it possible?
Is this kind of thing possible?
Ji Lianxin bit her lip, held the mobile phone in her hand tightly, and after thinking for a while, she finally seemed to have made up her mind, got up and changed her clothes, picked up her bag, walked out of the room, and came to the entrance to put on her shoes.
Her movement obviously woke up her parents who had fallen asleep, Ji's mother walked to the living room, looked at her daughter who was about to go out, and couldn't help but be surprised, "Xiaolian, it's so late, where are you going?"
"Mom, I have something to do temporarily, and I want to go back...... The company dormitory, I won't sleep at home tonight, you and Dad will rest early, and I'll call you tomorrow morning. Ji Lianxin replied.
"What's the matter at this late hour?"
"Hmm...... Very important thing. After she finished speaking, she hurried out of the house.
A taxi was hailed at the door of the community, Ji Lianxin reported the address of the villa, and the car drove towards the villa.
At this time of the night, there was no traffic jam, it was very smooth, Ji Lianxin looked at the receding scenery outside the window, and couldn't tell what was going on in her mood at the moment.
Ming Ming had decided that he would not put his heart on that man anymore, because between her and him, there would be no result, because the person he loved was not her, because she didn't want to put herself in a hopeless love again.
I've been hurt and hurt, so I don't want to try again.
But his sentence - he loved her, but once again upset her heart.
The taxi drove to the door of the villa, Ji Lianxin got out of the car, stood at the door of the villa, took a deep breath, opened the bag, the bag contained the key to the villa, and was lying quietly in the bag at the moment.
Ji Lianxin opened the door with the key, and the villa was dark, Ji Lianxin couldn't help sighing, thinking that the people in the villa should have fallen asleep at this time, and Chu Xi resigned...... It's time to sleep.
When she returned, what did she expect to see?
Ji Lianxin closed the door, and when she passed by the living room and was about to walk towards the stairs, the lights in the living room suddenly turned on, Ji Lianxin was startled, and turned her head to look, only to see Chu Xici standing at the switch by the wall of the living room, and the light fell on him, with an indescribable silence.
"You...... How is it in the living room?" she asked, had he been in the dark living room when she had opened the door and entered?
"Waiting for you. He replied, walking slowly toward her.
The distance between the two is constantly narrowing.
"Wait for me?" she muttered, "you can sleep by yourself......
He had now walked up to her, stretched out his arms, and took her into his arms.
"Because I'm curious to know if you'll be back tonight. His face was buried deep in her hair, sniffing her fragrance, as if this was the only breath that could reassure him.
She was stunned, his hug was so strong and scorching, and her nose was also surrounded by his breath.
"That'...... What if I don't come back tonight?" After all, she decided to go back to the villa in the evening only by chance, and she had planned to spend the night in her own house.
"Then wait until tomorrow to see when you'll be back. "He doesn't care.
There was a feeling of astringency in her heart, a little heavy, and another indescribable feeling.
"But at least now, you're back. He continued, holding her harder, as if to melt her into his body, and never letting her leave.
She was in his arms, quietly, without struggling, and all she could hear was the sound of his heart beating. Again and again, powerful and powerful.
"Hmm...... I am back. She murmured, as if she heard her own heart, which had been calm, beating more and more intensely, as if to foretell something.
"Do you know what I was sitting alone in the living room when you weren't back?" he said abruptly.
She paused slightly, and then asked, "What are you thinking?"
"I wonder what I am going to do if you really don't come back, and if one day, you really don't even care about your parents, then what am I going to do so that you can stay with me again. I also thought about a lot of things that you used to be by my side. In that darkness, he said, he thought more.
He even thinks about it, why at that time, when she was wholeheartedly by his side, he didn't care about it at all? Blindly chasing Dong Xiaoren, it is undeniable that Dong Xiaoren's talent and character attracted him, making him feel interested in women for the first time, taking the initiative to pursue them for the first time, and wanting to know for the first time what it would be like to be loved by such a woman.
But he didn't get Dong Xiaoren, but it didn't make him feel too uncomfortable, it wouldn't make him feel painful, and more, maybe it was just an unwillingness.
He thought that the so-called love for women was nothing more than that, but after Lianxin left him, he found out that it was not!
It turns out that there is a kind of love, which can be a habit. When you get used to the presence of a person by your side, when you get used to everything about the other person, and suddenly you lose, it's like losing everything.
It's like air, it's like rice, maybe when it exists, you don't feel like it's anything, but if you lose it, you can't live.
People are so ridiculous, they get it, they don't care, they lose it, and they understand that it's precious.
He went to great lengths to get her back to him, thinking that he just needed her company, but he had already fallen in love with her unconsciously.
"Tell me, what do you have to do for me to love me so much that you can't leave me?" he asked, staring at her with burning eyes.
Her body shook, her long eyelashes fluttered, "Do you really want me to love you?" Once, her love, he was so disdainful, no matter how intimate the two were, but he always kept her out of his heart.
And now...... If you give love again, will you be able to get your future self back?
"Yes, I want you to love me. He said with great certainty, "Lianxin, it was you who made me understand, it turns out that I can love someone so deeply, it turns out that if I love someone, I can't ask for it, I will go crazy, so ...... Don't drive me crazy, okay?"
He muttered, this tall man has always done what he wants, and he will not easily bow his arrogant head to others, but at this moment, his voice and his eyes have a begging meaning.
She had never seen such a Chu Xi Ci. She also knew how difficult it was for him to say such a thing.
Can it be believed?
Can you take his word for it and love again?
She stared at him in a daze, and he stood in front of her, far and near, and her heart ......
Her hand slowly lifted, not even controlled by reason, but almost instinctively stretched towards his cheek, and then let her palm be flat on his face.
His eyes flickered, quietly, but he let her hand caress his entire face.
"I ......" After a long while, she took a deep breath and said, "I am no longer a little girl in my 20s, I can ignore everything else for love, and now I am 30 years old, I ...... It is impossible to just for a love and ignore the result. ”
There is too much difference between her and him's family background, and her mother's attitude today can be seen that his family is not willing to accept her at all.
And what about her? Can she just be in front of his mistress and watch him get married and have children in the future? She thought that she could not do it, and if she loved again, but in the end she could not stay together until she was old, then she would rather not start again.
I don't want to be distorted by a fruitless love, and I don't want my parents to be ashamed of my love.
"Do you mean marriage?" Chu Xici asked, pulling Ji Lianxin's fingers and rubbing his fingertips gently.
Ji Lianxin slowly lowered her eyes, but heard him say in her ears, "I said, whatever you want, I can give it to you, if you want marriage, I can also give it to you, as long as you are willing to love me!"
She looked up in amazement and looked at him in surprise, "But your mother ......"
"I said yes, then yes. He said with a serious expression, "My mother's side, I will go and convince her, I only ask you, do you want to love me?"
What he wants is a promise from her, as long as she says yes, then he can solve all the obstacles without her having any worries.
Ji Lian's heart was stunned, his voice echoed in her ears over and over again, and her heart was beating violently, as if telling her to pluck up courage again and love again.
Maybe she can deceive others, but she can't deceive herself anymore, she once put down her love for this man, but she was buried deep in her heart, but it never really disappeared.
Maybe it will slowly disappear with the passage of time.
But now, in the depths of her heart, it is constantly gushing out...... (The black-bellied president wants to hug ..) /0/172/)--
(The president of the belly black wants to hug)