Yaojia,

Yuxi sat quietly on the balcony, silent, Yao Si held a glass of red wine in his hand, lowered his eyes and drank lightly, the atmosphere seemed a little heavy. Shu Yan Badger

Turning around, Yao Si put down the wine glass, walked in front of Yuxi, squatted down, and looked at Yuxi who was a little distracted.

"Still bothered by these things?"

A little distressed stroked Yuxi's long hair, Yao Si let out a long sigh, and Yuxi's delicate body moved slightly, turning his head to look at the scenery in the distance.

"Yaoji, have you read the collected materials?"

Yaoji shook his head, sat down next to Yuxi, and said in a deep voice with a frown.

"I didn't want to know any of this, so when my subordinates 'handed in' your memories, I didn't watch them, and I didn't know what was inside. ”

"Actually, you could have restored my memory five years ago. ”

Yuxi said lightly, but the feeling in her heart kept coming up, she actually knew very well that Yao Si only took out the information to show herself now, for the sake of her body, afraid that she would not be able to bear the pain at that time, and would fall down again.

Then

For more than a year, Yao Si once asked himself if he was willing to recover all his memories, but Yuxi himself shook his head and said he was unwilling.

Because

With so many stories happening and suffering so much, a lot of bad things must have happened, and since they are all suffering, why do you need to recover.

Maybe

The rain will sink heavily. Some people will think that Yaosi's move is suspected of being 'selfish', but Yuxi, as the party concerned, is sincerely 'excited', and everything Yaosi does is for his own good.

He has the ability to seal and lock all his memories, and even bring himself back, so that he and Yaosi, as well as Niannian, can live happily together for the rest of their lives.

But he didn't.

He chose Yuxi's choice, as long as Yuxi wanted to do it, he would accompany him without hesitation, as long as Yuxi was unwilling, he refused without hesitation.

How can people not love such Yaoji?

"Yes, five years ago, I could have left you alone at all, let your life and death, and tell you what happened, but, you asked yourself, five years ago, could you bear such pain?"

Yu Xi felt that his whole body was cold, yes, if he had to blame it, he would blame his luck for not being good, a 'wave' was not flat and a 'wave' rose again, and he endured so much.

"I want to go to the cemetery. ”

Yuxi suddenly raised her head and said to Yao Si seriously, she wanted to go and see the child, if he was still in this world, he would be more than four years old, five years old.

As long as she remembered what happened that day, Yuxi felt extremely terrifying, she only remembered that in the flames, Li Shengjue and Shen 'Yu' Ying stood together at the entrance of the 'door', watching themselves burned to death, and after being rescued, she was so desperate that she didn't even have the courage to survive, Li Shengjue said, Ling Yuxi, I misjudged you.

Li Shengjue said, you shouldn't have killed my child.

thereupon

In desperation, one life after another, Yu Xi crashed into the pillar not far in front of him, who knows, when he hit, his feet slipped and his body crooked, and as a result, a table corner hit Yu Xi's stomach fiercely.

-- That's the truth of the matter.

The untold truth.

At the beginning of Yu Xichu, she didn't really want to repay her son's life, she wanted to pay back her own life, because she felt that there was no point in living any longer.

That child, she was never willing to give up, but when she woke up, the blood between her legs was constant, so Yu Xi shouted angrily that she wanted to return her life.

"Okay, I'll take you. ”

When she walked out with Yuxi, Nian Nian happened to walk out with a 'fine' beautiful doll in her arms, and when she saw Daddy and Mommy going out of the 'door', she hurriedly ran over and asked in a 'milk' voice.

"Daddy, Mommy, where are you going?"

Yuxi squatted down, gently hugged Yuxi's petite body, and lay on the little shoulders of the 'girl' with some sadness, Niannian felt that Mommy's mood was not good, and suddenly frowned.

"Mommy, what's wrong with you?"

patted Mommy gently, thinking about coaxing Yuxi, for fear that Yuxi would be sad and cry.

Yuxi had red eyes, supported Niannian, and said softly.

"Mommy is going to a place now, see ...... Look at a person......"

"The baby is going with Mommy. ”

After saying that, Niannian turned around and put the doll on the sofa, then went into the bedroom to get a small dress, and walked towards Yuxi with a serious face.

Seeing this, Yuxi was relieved, and felt that there was no need to hide these things, she was a little adult, and she had the ability to judge anything.

So he nodded, Yao Si hugged Nian Nian, and the family of three walked towards the big 'gate'.

Along the way, Niannian was very well-behaved, knowing that Mommy was in a bad mood, she would make Mommy laugh, sing, tell stories, and feed Yuxi water.

After arriving at the cemetery, Yuxi did not choose to take the cable car, but walked up step by step.

"Mommy, who are you going to see? ”

Niannian's eyes widened, and when she looked at the cemetery all over the mountains, she hugged Yaosi's neck tightly, this place, although it looked beautiful, but she felt scared.

"Niannian, what we're going to see is the child Mommy had five years ago, but he stayed in Mommy's belly for less than five months, and Mommy lost him. ”

"You know, over the years, Mommy's memory is not good, and she has forgotten a lot of things, so she hasn't come to see it, and my brother is here alone, maybe he will miss us very much, maybe he can't say. ”

"Do I have a brother~~~"

Niannian's eyes widened, looking at Yuxi in surprise, and when she heard that her brother had died before she was born, suddenly tears continued to fall.

Xiao Niannian pressed his 'chest' and cried with 'sobbing'.

"Wow~~~~ brother...... Brother ......"

"The baby wants a brother...... Woo......"

Facing the crying of Niannian, Yuxi lowered her head, the tears in her eyes were overflowing, and the kind of self-blame in the bottom of her heart didn't know how to describe it.

If five years ago, if it wasn't for my carelessness, if I hadn't given up my life and wanted to die, maybe everything would have been different.

Standing quietly in front of the tombstone, Yu hoped for his photo, and when he looked at the scenes arranged around him in a very dreamy and fairy tale, Yu Xi was in pain with his thoughts.

This is her child, her child.

Nian Nian has always wanted his brother, or his younger brother, and today he suddenly knew that he should have had an older brother, but when he died, he was also very sad, hugging the stone tablet, and crying loudly.

Yao Si looked at their mother and son sadly, knowing that they needed to vent their feelings at the moment, patted Yuxi on the shoulder, and turned to leave.

Halfway through, Yoji turned his eyes to look at this place uneasily, and finally left, just give them a little time and let them vent their emotions freely.

"Brother...... Brother...... Baby's miss ......"

Bai Nen's little hand patted the stone tablet, Nian Nian shouted loudly, she wanted her brother to hear, and she also wanted her brother to talk to herself, Yuxi was sour and sour in her throat, hugged Nian Nian into her arms, kept wiping away her tears, choked up, and said softly.

"Niannian, listen to Mommy. ”

Gradually, Nian Nian stopped crying, her eyes widened, and she looked at Yuxi, who took her hand and asked her to sit down against the stone tablet, and then said softly. 12cyb。

"My brother has left us, so don't be so sad, don't be sad, people's lives, there will be birth, old age, sickness, death, we are alive, we must be happy, to be happy. ”

"Perhaps, my brother has become a star in the sky, and at night, when you look at the stars on the balcony, my brother is also watching you. ”

"If you want him, you can talk to the stars, my brother can hear you. ”

"Really?"

Nian Nian fell into Yuxi's arms, and asked very happily, if this is the case, it is okay, you can chat with your brother every night in the future.

Yuxi nodded heavily, and the mother and daughter hugged each other tightly.

The wind gently swayed the surrounding trees, and the sunlight shone through the leaves like stars, emitting a little light-15401183

Distance

A figure looked at this scene with pain in his eyes, his fists clenched tightly, and he wanted to stab himself to death with a sword.

Looking at Yuxi in such pain, looking at his brother who missed him so much, Li Shengjue wished that five years ago, he was the one who died.

Slow ...... Step by step towards Yu Xi, when the wind blew, it rolled up the unique fragrance on Li Shengjue's body, Yu Xi blinked violently, and then stood up with Nian Nian, turned his head to look, and saw Li Shengjue's figure unsurprisingly.

"Yuxi...... Nian Nian ......"

Li Shengjue took a step forward and called the names of Yuxi and Niannian in a lost voice, but Yuxi was suddenly on guard, took a step back with Niannian, and stared at Li Shengjue coldly.

--Li Shengjue's eyes were full of pain.

The pace was also stagnant, and he didn't dare to take another step forward.

Looking at Nian Nian quietly, Li Shengjue felt that it didn't matter if Nian Nian belonged to Yao Si or who, it didn't matter, the important thing was that he just wanted a family of three to reunite now.

This kind of thought is too extravagant and too extravagant.

"Are you coming to see your son?"

Squatting down, caressing the stone tablet, Li Shengjue said in a deep voice, over the years, this place has almost become his home, every grass and tree here, every tree and a 'flower', he is clear, even if he closes his eyes, he can point out where there is a carved 'flower', where there is a mark.

In the past five years, if it weren't for here, he might not know how to live.

"Yes, I came to see your son, who was killed. ”

......

Burst......

A sharp arrow pierced Li Shengjue's back from the back, and the pain made Li Shengjue's eyes black, and he almost vomited out a mouthful of blood, turning his head to look at Yuxi with some desolation, Li Shengjue was speechless.

Oh, yes

She was right, son, she killed herself.