I have also chased the beauty of love, and I have it as fearless as a moth to a fire. But the imaginary Yiren always met him with his words like cold water, nay, ice cubes, and when his head spewed down, he would not stop until he turned a small fire to ashes.

The confession is as follows:

Are you there? XX。 Now I'm talking to you with some alcohol that I wouldn't normally dare to say. I know that I often get bored with the people around me because I'm conflicted. No one could be with me, maybe I should have been so lonely. In my class today's team building, there is a song "Once You", the girl who once made me feel distressed, and now you are quietly gone. I know that all words are common, and I will not deny that I used to like you, just as I know that everything changes. I know that everything I miss will eventually become a pity, and I don't want to use everything to limit freedom, because birds should fly in the sky, horses should gallop in the grassland, and people should be free. I also have a common problem with boys, which is that they ignore the feelings of their other half. Any confession will push the situation into a dilemma, but a dilemma is better than being bitter. I used to laugh at the great author's humility in love, and I always felt that I was too small. But when I was there, I realized that all words were not enough to express my feelings. Love is as small as dust, love is direct and frank after being drunk, in fact, I already know the result of these words, but it is just a good person card. And then the two of them are strangers. Now I have nothing, and I can't guarantee everything, I know that our lives are nothing but a pile of meat, especially when eating, and I feel the same as any living being. Man is nothing but an animal. I know that in this way, my friend didn't have to do it, but please forgive me for being in a state at this point because I couldn't organize words when I was drunk. But losing the grammar and facing it with only one heart is the real love, and I know that I will not succeed, so it is just wishful thinking on my part. But I don't regret what I'm telling you at this moment, it's enough to sober my wine a little. Don't say that drunken words don't count properly, I know that words are true when you're drunk. I haven't finished reading the "Skin" you recommended to me, but I know that people are really just fleeting, so I recorded it in writing, because I always felt that I would disappear in a blink of an eye. Because too much recording should make you tired, and the resulting bitter consequences are self-inflicted. I sat with my classmates and I felt like I had to succeed so that I could be qualified to do something I wanted to do. If girls are divided into three, six, nine and so on, you are the first class, and if love has a deadline, you are worth 10,000 years. Our team building was coming to an end and I knew I was running out of time to type. In any case, please go on with my joy and don't tell me about your suffering, which will make my heart ache. I have fully recorded your original beauty, even if it is more than passing, I am willing. Writers are just a group of mentally ill people who are withdrawn in their hearts, if the Republic of China has the most beautiful love words, I am also willing to build the most beautiful love words for you and me. I sometimes hate writing so many words, but I know it's the other me who does it. Because he was too withdrawn, too humble, I had to live with him. You say, if I succeed one day, will this love letter that I wrote in this state not be a love letter to be ridiculed by those who come after me? Will these words be moving? I don't know, maybe it's getting boring. I don't know, because the singing of the KTV suddenly became louder. I hate times like this, where everything becomes precocious, everything withers, and love becomes laughter. If silence is your gesture, please don't tell me. If grief is my music, please don't stop. Perhaps I came to this world to record my own life and provide information for the lives of others. My friends are urging me, I'm timid, so after sending it again, I'll go back to school and I'll not dare to look at my phone anymore. Because I know it's a failure. The only girl I've ever held hands with is my mom, it's true. To be honest, I drank glass after glass of wine, and there were very few people I loved. I give you the power, and if there is a result, please don't tell me. "Upper Evil" is my eternal answer. There may be typos, but I've really tried my best to express myself in this state. I wish I could succeed so that I could keep this text, this love, in history. If there is permanent, I hope to be with you. If there is a long time, I hope it is you. I will definitely not be a licking dog, I will also be a licking dog of the times. Refuse or not, no regrets. Prosperous China, no self! I only hope that you will never be without a trace, because I will always watch over you. Hahahe. If you have nothing to say, please reply, if you have something to say, please reply. I will always be a friend.

yes, maybe liking is so humble. But you can't despise my dignity by liking you.

XX replied as follows:

I'm sorry, but I've always just treated you like a friend. Reading your docs just feels like you need someone to listen and give me my feedback out of respect for you. I'm sorry if you misunderstood. Best wishes.

Here's how you feel:

I know your reluctance, I won't feel sad or frustrated because of this, people pay attention to fate. But the most difficult thing for me to accept is the attitude you reveal from it, if I send you a document, please don't read it with sympathy on the surface of "respect", I don't need such respect, this is the biggest insult to me. The reason I'm sending it to you is simply because I think it's okay to write, like a child with something good that he desperately wants to share with others, so that you can get to know me better. It turns out that beauty only exists in fantasy, and I think this is the most profound lesson for me.

"I would have turned my heart to the bright moon, but the bright moon shines on the ditch" This can be used for the self-deprecation of love losers. I'd love to tell you that I don't really need to beg anyone to read what I've written in my life. If you say this out of your sincerity, then the vision of this beautiful "Yiren" will be shattered immediately, and it makes me feel that my vision is really bad!

Boys, don't think too much about love, because we have more important things than love, and we have our own business that must be completed! Next, I will quote the words of some famous people in history when they died, so as to discuss the big proposition of why we are born from the opposite side.

Wen Tianxiang: "Kong said to be benevolent, Meng said to take righteousness, but its righteousness is exhausted, so benevolence; Reading the books of the sages, what you have learned, and now and in the future, you are almost worthy of it. ”

Tang Yin: "If you are born in the sun, what if you die and return to the underworld?" The yang and the earth are similar, only when they drift in a foreign land. ”

Wang Yangming: "This heart is bright, what can I say."

Lu Xun's friend Fan Ainong: "In such a world, what is the real life?" Gai Wu generation was born arrogant, failed to follow the crowd, but died, without physiology. ”

What do I want to say to quote these people's last words? What I want to say is that we are in the best era, no matter how big the disadvantages of this era are, this era will always be more prosperous than the Tang Dynasty. I can be a dog, "I'd rather be a peaceful dog than a troubled world", I can also be a licking dog, but I only be a licking dog in this era, as for you, you don't deserve to let me bend my eyebrows. If I can, I have great hope, I hope to devote myself to the furnace of the times, go through some tempering, and finally become the sword of the times. Don't seek to help the society in danger, save the country in the turbulence, only seek the prosperity of China, it is better to have me!

I believe that all mature people will tell you that there is no hurry about love, and the stronger you are, the more power you will have to choose. Then I, an immature and not strong person, also said here: "I believe that my love will come, and she will come with the arrival of her career, and try to be her own!"