There were many times when I was on my way to the playground and I thought that if the light could shine in front of my eyes along the hair that had come down my forehead, maybe I wouldn't be so isolated. Loneliness is a grand carnival, except that the protagonist and supporting characters are all themselves.

The dark red track is filled with runners, and the plastic playground surrounded by it is divided into separate and private spaces with tools such as speakers. Everyone can enjoy the pleasures of this space, especially in the light that they have never had or cannot have during the day.

I crossed the playground, crossed the track, stretched my tendons on the high poles, warmed up before the start, and in a few moments, I was one of the three.

The pleasure of running is generally to be able to clearly recognize your limitations, and after three or four laps, your physical strength has reached a certain level, and you can only run forward by crankiness. Thinking about it, I stopped, walked around the playground for a round or two, watched the carnival of others, and thought about my own thoughts. Mr. Lu Xun also said: "The joys and sorrows of human beings are not the same, I only think they are noisy." There was a lot of noise around, but it was better that no one disturbed my purity.

When I'm tired, I just find a random space on the playground, lie down and look at the stars in the sky, if it weren't for the light emitted by too many street lamps around, I think I could also see the charm of the starry sky. But I also felt like a star with the brightest light, able to hide the potholes on my surface, so in people's eyes there are only shining stars and no potholed spheres, this may be the mystery in people's mouths!

I call this little experience "Raising the Light".

When the wandering mind returns to reality, there will be a greater sorrow, the great sorrow in life is always wrapped in a very faint sweetness, and the sweetness has passed, and the sorrow will come in full swing, and thus in the sorrow we see great hope and establish a firm faith.

Just as the disappearance of distance causes the sense of mystery to fade, all that is seen is a pothole. Quarrelsome, quarrelsome, calculating...... I am deeply disgusted by so much darkness.

Once upon a time, I felt like a fish caught in the net of fate. When I was very young, I thought I could only go with the flow in the water, and when I was a little older and had some strength to get rid of the fixed drift, I wanted to break free, but there was a lot of resistance, and fate made me obey its arrangement, but I didn't. I was subjected to a lot of cold air and a lot of ridicule in the countercurrent, but I still persevered, and then I used all my strength to jump out of the water, and I saw another world. When I fell into the water again, I didn't care about everything, I had a bubble of another world in my eyes and in my heart, it kept emitting a wonderful light calling to me, and I thought, this is what I wanted.

So, I got up suddenly, and walked forward desperately, regardless of the fact that I was already in the eyes at the moment, just stride forward, go to the path I chose, and let him come and go!

It is like turning the wind and snow into swords, how to do the sun as the glory!

The light does not shine evenly on everyone's face, because the world has never had a common destiny, and all we can do is draw close to the light, or become the light ourselves, and that's it.