Chapter 46: The cat dressed as the male protagonist (Yu Ze Fanwai)
Sister, the window of the plane is probably the closest place to Baiyun.
The white clouds are beautiful, like the marshmallows you took me to eat.
Sister, goodbye.
I'm obedient, don't dwell on you.
After being honest with your heart, it is not difficult to admit that you are not worthy of him as you.
I've known to fight with him since I was a child, and I've never been nice to him, even though I'm the closest person.
On the contrary, he, my twin brother, has never done anything to hurt me, despite being hurt by me countless times.
Such a clean person is worthy of a clean sister.
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However, it is easy to know, but it is extremely difficult to do.
Sister, I want to see you despite being abroad.
I wanted to go back countless times, but I told myself to hold back.
Sister, in fact, you have a sentence that is not right.
I'm not unwilling, I really like you.
But I know that you don't believe this sentence when I say it.
Sometimes I think if I didn't approach you with a purpose in the first place.
It's just the beginning.
You picked up me in a coma at the school gate, and I, the grace of saving my life, promised me.
Look at it, how beautiful.
However, everything seems to have been messed up by me.
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Sister, I met someone on the road today.
It's your roommate, named Song Yi.
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Sister, Song Yi turned out to be my classmate.
I want to be close to her.
I wonder if you're still in touch.
I want to know, what are you doing.
However, I was a little hesitant.
Because, last time, when I approached you with a purpose.
As a result, I still regret it.
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Sister, I didn't expect that I didn't approach her, but she came to approach me.
She took the initiative to approach, so can I ask her about you?
I don't know, you guys still have contact.
If it's just a roommate, it's possible that you won't be in touch after graduation, right?
Still, I want to know.
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Sister, I heard her talking to you on the phone today.
She calls you, Neon.
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Sister, Song Yi told me that she was going back to China for a while.
Is it back to join you and ...... My brother's wedding.
I should bless you, lovers will eventually be married.
But why does my heart hurt so much?
Am I getting sick?
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Sure enough, I got sick.
I won't be able to go to school for a while.
It's annoying to stay at home every day.
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Song Yi came back, and she came to see me.
You even gave me a handful of your sweets.
I really want to throw it in her face, but this is your sugar, and I can't bear it.
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Song Yi's behavior has been strange lately.
She seems to be ...... Teasing me?
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Sister, my illness has healed and I started to go back to school.
Song Yi confessed to me, I didn't refuse her, I just said I'll think about it again.
I know what I'm struggling with.
I want to refuse, but I can't.
She's the only person around me who has a connection to you.
Sister, I might be doing bad things again.
Simply, I've done a lot of bad things since I was a child, and it's not bad for this one.
Moreover, Song Yiming knew that I liked you, and confessed to me.
That's not a deception, is it?
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I'm with Song Yi.
She took good care of me and seemed to be no different from you.
But I know it's different.
Even though you're doing the same thing, she's not you.
You're still in touch, did she tell you we're together?
You know, what's going on?
Will you be jealous?
A little bit is good.
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Sister, today I graduated from graduate school.
Took over my father's company in the United States.
It's funny, you always thought he loved me, so everything about him must be mine.
Not really.
The person he wants is not me, but my brother.
It's not because I'm not as good as my brother, it's just because I'm not as good as my brother.
It's just that my brother didn't accept it, and he had no choice but to give it to me.
You see, how important is it to have a good body?
So, it's not unreasonable for me to target my brother when I was a child, isn't it?
Don't reject me like that because of that.
Sister, do you know how sad I was when you turned a blind eye to me during that time at C University?
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Song Yi didn't return to China, and she became my secretary without telling me.
We are a couple, but we are never like a normal couple.
Now that we are working partners, our relationship is like that of working partners.
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Today, Song Yi is very happy.
I asked her why.
She told me that her goddaughter was born and showed me pictures.
It's just a small ball that hasn't grown yet, but I can see at a glance that it's your child.
It was lovely and I loved it too.
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Song Yi wants to go back to participate in Xiao Mu's full year wine.
I came back with the excuse that I had business in China.
A few years later, it felt a little unreal to set foot on the land of City C again.
In an instant, it was full of joy.
Finally, standing on the same land as you, breathing the same air, I don't have to miss you across jet lag.
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I didn't go to see Xiao Mu, and I didn't go to see you.
Because I was afraid to take a look, I didn't want to go.
I talk about business non-stop so that I don't have so much time to think about you.
But when I learned the news of Xiao Mu's illness and hospitalization from Song Yi, I finally couldn't control myself.
I went to the hospital, and on the way, I told myself, just take a look at it from afar.
Look at Xiao Mu.
I didn't expect you to be so sharp, sister, you found me.
Just when I thought you would turn a blind eye to me again, you walked up to me.
"Coming back?"
You asked me like an old friend I hadn't seen in years.
I was a little overwhelmed at the time, and I don't know if I answered your question.
I just remember asking, "Can I see Xiao Mu?" ”
You froze for a moment, nodded, and turned to lead the way.
I heard you say, "Of course, that's your niece." ”
To my surprise, Xiao Mu, who was still sick and crying, stopped when he saw me.
He smiled at me and stretched out his little hand for me to hug.
At that time, she was held in her brother's arms.
I thought that with my brother's possessiveness for you, he would not let me hold your daughter.
But, sister, brother hugged me.
He always seemed to be more generous than I was.
The child's weight is very light, but it is very difficult for me to hold it.
Of course, not because I was not in good health, but because I was afraid of hurting her.
I heard my brother say to Xiao Mu, "This is the second uncle." ”
At that moment, I wanted to cry.
The little girl is so smart and follows her parents.
Her father only taught me once, and then he learned it, and even called me a few times to my second uncle.
The ten minutes I spent holding Xiao Mu that day was probably the happiest time I have had in recent years.
When I left the hospital, my brother came to see me off.
We didn't have much to say along the way, but when we parted, I said it anyway.
What I said was, brother, I'm sorry.
This is what I owe him.
He didn't speak, just tapped me on the shoulder.
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When I returned abroad, I thought that this short time together was just a dream of mine.
I didn't expect that I would receive a video from Xiao Mu, which Song Yi gave me.
Since then, I have started to send gifts to Xiao Mu every year, but fortunately, you have not returned them to me.
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Song Yi is getting married.
I sincerely wish her and thank her for being with her over the years.