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Regarding this night, what Chen Pingping, who was in a wheelchair, said to His Majesty the Emperor who was sitting on the dragon chair, and it was still a mystery until many years later, because no one was qualified to listen, not even Gonggong Yao, who was not far from His Majesty.

This conversation was actually similar to the two conversations outside the imperial study within a year, the words came out of the king's lips, from the ears of the ministers, and did not pass on to the third person. However, in today's Kyoto, I have long known what has happened in the past few months, all of which have been secretly arranged by His Majesty and Dean Chen, and the two monarchs and ministers are just waiting for the enemy hidden in the shadows to jump out, and then capture them - Emperor Qing and Dean Chen have joined forces, which is really too powerful, and can actually hide the entire Kyoto in the dark for half a month.

It was only at this time that people thought that many years ago, Dean Chen began to accompany His Majesty in the great cause of dominating the world, the old man in a wheelchair saved His Majesty several times, and His Majesty also gave the other party the greatest trust and glory, the older generation of people have never doubted Chen Pingping's loyalty to His Majesty, which is a fact that history has long proven, but it is now reflected again.

There is a lot of speculation in the minds of the people of Kyoto about this conversation.

That night, when Fan Xian left the palace and rushed to the palace, he did not pay attention to the conversation in the imperial study, nor did he think about whether this conversation would be related to him, because he guessed that His Majesty was just a little lonely, and Chen Pingping was going to play the role of a loyal subordinate and a temporary friend.

The truth was not far from his guess. Because from a certain point of view, Fan Xian is really similar to the emperor Lao Tzu of other places. If Emperor Qing is the best actor in the world. has been hiding from the world for 20 years, so Fan Xian is naturally the second best actor. Keep your mind in your heart. Concealed Emperor Qing.

This is an unprecedented struggle for acting power. Fighting the ground is the heart. Fan Xian lifted the curtain of the carriage. Stunned to look outside the silent Kyoto night street. Faintly thought. Now that he has gained His Majesty's absolute trust, this battle is another victory for himself. However...... Why do you need to fight, and how will you fight in the future?

His face was worried and anxious. It's not acted. It's really from the bottom of my heart. Especially the extremely complicated joy and worry between the eyebrows and eyes. It fully expresses his mood at this time.

Passing by the wheelchair. Fan Xian bowed his head and saluted. I saw the gentleness and congratulations in Chen Pingping's old eyes. He understood right away. Sisi was indeed picked up by the dean. Since he has returned to Beijing, Sisi has naturally returned to Fuzhong, but he doesn't know if he has been born. Whether it's a man or a woman.

Think of it. Where was he still in the mood to think about the conversation in the middle of the study. The whole heart has returned to the Fan Mansion. Urging his subordinates to whip the horses pulling the carts. It's just that too many people have died in the past few days, so even if he knows that he may have become a father, Fan Xian can only be lightly satisfied. But there wasn't much ecstasy. Wan'er injured her biological mother in the center of the house at this time. I really don't know what to do when I get home.

The carriage did not stop at the main gate of the Fan Mansion. Instead, I went straight through the side alley and stopped at the corner gate in the back garden. Don't wait for the carriage to stop. Fan Xian had already jumped out of the car. smiled and glanced at the door to welcome his daughter-in-law. And he went into his own house. Just a few steps. The smile faded.

It's not that he's deliberately contrived. It's really a bloody day and a bloody day away from Kyoto. A new life has arrived. I really can't wash away the bloody smell of so much death.

Walked through the flower hall to the east wing. Not unexpectedly, he found that the lamp was still slightly on, and his father and Liu were waiting for him in the room. The faint light shone on Fan Shangshudi's face. Shine on his wrinkles. With wrinkles in the delight. Fan Shangshu was looking at a baby in Liu's arms at this time. Although he barely maintained the appearance of a solemn old man. But he couldn't hide the pleasure in his eyes.

Fan Xian entered the door and saluted his father and the Liu family first. But he didn't glance at the baby in Liu's arms. He looked directly at the bedside and saw Wan'er sitting on the edge of the bed, holding Sisi's hand and whispering something.

Wan'er's eyes were red and swollen, like pink peaches. It looks pitiful, and his face has lost a lot of weight. Emaciated. But he forced a smile and gossiped with Sisi lying on the bed. Fan Xian was slightly stunned and walked over. I don't care about the two elders in the room. sat directly beside Wan'er. With a smile on his face, he looked at Sisi who was leaning on the pillow. Look at this big girl back then. said: "It's all mother-in-law." Why don't you sleep after all this night?"

Sisi was a little frightened during the month of labor. But with the protection of the Supervision Yuan, she was taken by Chen Lao Pozi to travel in Kyoto's four wilds, and she never suffered from the cold. However, exercise is more common than that of ordinary mothers. Therefore, it seems that the spirit is better than that of ordinary mothers. In addition, this girl has grown up with Fan Xian since she was a child. It was also a little free and easy. Broad-minded. was not haggard because of the birth of the fetus in his arms, but his face was a little plump, and he looked more and more like a lovely child.

"Young Master. During the day, I slept all the time, where can I sleep. Sisi is also used to calling him a young master, and his eyebrows are full of joy and pride. It's just that the words are forcibly suppressed. Although she has a loose temperament. But it's not a heartless stupid thing, knowing that too much is going on in Kyori. The young grandmother was saddened. I don't want to go too far in this moment.

Just watched the young master enter the house and didn't look at the baby in Liu's arms, so he came to the bedside, and began to ponder in his heart. Could it be that he gave birth to a daughter, which made the young master unhappy?

Even though Fan Xian has a seven-trick exquisite heart, he still doesn't know much about the careful thoughts of the women in the backyard of the house, looking at this girl's expression, thinking that she was unaccompanied during childbirth and sad. He smiled and was ready to say a few words of relief.

He didn't understand, but Lin Wan'er wouldn't not understand, and the Liu family wouldn't not understand. watched Liu walk towards the bed with the child in his arms. Wan'er smiled slightly, glanced at Fan Xian, and said softly, "Look at the little girl." ”

Fan Xian was stunned. Looking back, he looked at Liu Shi and looked at himself with a slightly reproachful expression, and only then did he understand where the problem was. Smiled bitterly. He took the baby from Liu's arms and held it carefully in his hand. Keep your eyes peeled. Found a baby in swaddling clothes......

This little baby girl is really not good-looking. Not to mention his own appearance. It's worse than Sisi's big-eyed and affectionate

Looking at it, he couldn't help but laugh. I feel that I really have some ~ babies who are born soon after they are naturally not good-looking. As long as you're healthy.

When the three women of the Liu family saw that he took the baby in a careless manner, they were startled and did not react. Look at him nervously. I'm afraid he won't hold the baby. Liu was about to reach out to grab it back, but he didn't expect Fan Xian's left elbow to bend slightly, support his neck with his arm, and pat lightly with his right hand. Falling to the ground is a good look.

Looking at this scene, everyone breathed a sigh of relief, including Fan Shangshu, and they all looked at Fan Xian with surprised eyes. Wan'er, who had been depressed for a long time, couldn't help but smile secretly. Fan Xian only cared about his daughter watching at this time, where could he care about the eyes of others, and he didn't think about being in this world. A man who is willing to hold a child. Especially from a big family like them. It's very rare. And as familiar as he is. looks like an old mother, which is even more jaw-dropping.

Fan Xian hugged the child. said to Sisi gently: "The recent instability has also made you suffer...... But you know my land, and I don't look at my children when I enter the house, it's not that I don't like my daughter, it's just that in my eyes, children are always less important than adults. Your peace is the most important thing. ”

got the secret reproach of Liu and Wan'er. Fan Xian naturally knew why Sisi's previous gloom came about, and explained with a smile. I didn't care, but I didn't think that these words would fall in the hearts of Wan'er and Sisidi. Everyone has different feelings.

Sisi felt a burst of sweetness in his heart. I immediately thought about when I was a child. The young master is also muttering vigorously, the most bitter mother in giving birth. Boys and girls are the same nonsense. Although her heart is sweet. But she didn't dare to behave too much in front of Wan'er, because she knew that the young grandmother had always been extremely lenient to herself, and she had been bent on having a child in the past two years. But it has been ......

Thinking like this, Sisi missed Fan Xian's last two words, and glanced at the young grandmother who bowed her head and smiled gently. Somehow, I felt sad in my heart, and I felt sad for the young grandmother.

The thoughts of the women in this compartment are complicated, but Fan Xian hugged his daughter and watched carefully. The more I look at it, the more I look at it, the more I am happy, when I entered the house before, I only cared about my body and Wan'er's emotions, and I didn't take this daughter seriously, until I held it at this time, felt the softness and tenderness of this small body through the cloth, looked at the wrinkles on my daughter's forehead, and watched my daughter purse her lips from time to time, and the tip of her heart became softer and softer.

The biggest difference between men and women is here, women only give birth to children in October, and have already cultivated ten months of feelings, coupled with the pains and pains in the process, they are naturally born with indescribable warmth for children. And men's feelings need to be watched, held, and experienced, so that they will become stronger and stronger.

Especially the world's first-class busy people like Fan Xian, Sisi was basically not around when she was pregnant, and naturally she didn't have too strong feelings for this child. Just hugging and hugging, this feeling came, Fan Xian hugged more and more carefully, looked at the little girl in his arms in a daze, and thought, is this his daughter......? These small eyes that are tightly closed on the ground will grow bigger and bigger, and the longer they will become, the more beautiful they will be.

After the tip of his heart softened, it gradually became sweet and sour, for some reason, Fan Xian felt that his nose was a little blocked, but this emotion was too complicated, even he didn't know what words to use to describe it, he only knew one thing, his two lives of many disasters and difficulties, but extremely lucky, were finally extended in this world.

At this moment, he thought to himself, even if he died on the spot now, he would always have something left in this world. Unlike looking at the rows of books at Yoonsun's house in Kyoto Prefecture, this feeling is stronger, more vivid, and more touching.

After hugging for a while, Wan'er, who was watching from the side, took the child over under the guidance of Liu and Fan Xian's demonstration, and hugged her in her arms distressedly.

According to the rules of this world, this is also her child, and this distress is real. Fan Xian smiled and looked at the pity and curiosity in his wife's eyes, and then he realized that his wife was not very old, and under his own care, she was actually not much different from a girl. However, seeing Wan'er holding the child, it seemed that the grief in his heart was slightly gone, and he felt much better.

By this time it was late at night, and everyone was a little tired. It's just the first life of the third generation of Fan Fu, which makes everyone a little excited. Even Fan Shangshu stayed in this room without hesitation, watching this scene happily. Refuses to rest.

In the end, it was Liu who laughed twice. Let the old mother and the nurse who had been waiting outside come in, hold the child and stand aside, and urge everyone to rest early.

When Fan Shangshu left, he suddenly thought of something, and was about to call Fan Xian to the study to ask about the situation in the palace today. Your Majesty's emotions. I immediately thought that this child was exhausted these days, and finally had a happy event, so why bother. and he did not speak.

Instead, it was when the two elders left. Fan Xian happily asked, "Father." When I was in Jiangnan, please choose a name, I don't know what to name this girl. ”

He asked happily, but Fan Shangshu glanced at Liu. His eyes were a little complicated, and he immediately said calmly: "Daughter's family, don't worry about choosing a name." Let's take a nickname first. ”

"Fan Xiaohua. Fan Xian smiled and said, "The nickname has already been thought about." ”

As soon as these words came out, Lin Wan'er and Sisi were a little dissatisfied, thinking that they were like others. Why did you come up with such a vulgar name? But Sisi didn't dare to speak in front of everyone. Wan'er noticed the look of the family man. I was stunned. Didn't say anything either.

Fan Xian and Wan'er glanced at each other, and then remembered something. The face is a little unpleasant. After Fan Shangshu and the Liu family went out, he couldn't help but shake his head, sighed, looked at the daughter in the arms of the old lady on the side, and said, "Could it be that the name of this little girl will also be given by the palace?"

Sisi was startled when she heard this. I thought to myself what this mean? I immediately thought of the young master's other identity. He quickly pursed his lips and did not dare to express any opinion.

Lin Wan'er looked at him and said softly, "I heard the master say it." Back then, you were ...... It was also taken from the palace. I see more than names, at the latest the day after tomorrow. Your Majesty will let you carry the child into the palace. Bestowing a name is a matter of time. I'm afraid that the palace will send a group of old mothers and nurses to let you choose. ”

Fan Xian raised his eyebrows slightly, and said with a sneer: "Those old groceries in the palace...... Come on. Alone, it is. ”

Now he naturally has this confidence to speak. Even the Queen Mother dares to slap the people, let alone those old fish eyes. Just one of these words

In the east wing, holding the baby girl, her own mother became scared. She bowed her head. The atmosphere didn't dare to make a sound.

Fan Xian glanced at them and said calmly: "Take care of the young lady on weekdays." It's always hard for you. But the wet nurse doesn't need it, and tomorrow the young grandmother will go and talk to the lady. ”

Lin Wan'er glanced at him in confusion. I thought to myself, what is Xianggong doing, why do you want to drive the nurse out? I saw Fan Xian sitting back on the edge of the bed, and asked Sisi with a smile, "Do you have milk?"

Sisi was slightly embarrassed and nodded. Fan Xian smiled. said, "Then it's over." The child always has to be raised by himself, and it is nothing if the nurse nurses the child. ”

Fan Xian thought to himself, where do you people know the importance of breastfeeding. How much does bovine colostrum have to sell for in the world? Doctors have said that the psychological impact of mother's own breastfeeding on babies ...... He knew that these things would come out, and that no one in the world could understand them, so he did not consult with the two women. It was decided very arbitrarily.

The wet nurse on the side lowered her head and didn't dare to say anything, secretly slandering the wet nurse What's wrong with the wet nurse? Your old Fan family can make a fortune, not because the old ancestor of Lanzhou has milked a few royal children. The old lady of her own land heard something else. looked at the young master dumbfounded, and thought to himself, is the young master going to let his aunt and grandmother raise the young lady himself? This is a big rule, and I have to talk to the old lady tomorrow.

Fan Xian didn't know what this old woman was thinking, and he didn't care much, he had worked hard in this world for 20 years, and if he even had to talk about how to raise his daughter, he would have lived in vain.

Sitting next to Sisi and saying a few words, I found that this girl was sleepy, and she opened her eyes to speak, a little unbearable, Fan Xian smiled and said: "Hurry up and sleep, in previous years, when you were in Shanzhou, you were lazier than me." ”

Looking at Sisi's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, Fan Xian smiled and said: "I have been in Kyoto for a few years, I really confused you, I said when I was a child, giving birth to boys and girls is the same, although it is not a national policy, but it is also a family rule." ”

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When she returned to the master bedroom, she had already rubbed her sleepy eyes and brought hot water, ready to serve the two masters, Fan Xian waved her hand and drove them out, helped Wan'er to sit on the edge of the bed, looked at her eyes seriously, and said: "I know the rules in the mansion, the children born to my aunt have to live with the big house." ”

Lin Wan'er had tears in her eyes and turned twice, but they didn't flow down, she didn't know how much she had been hit in the past few days, how much sadness she had in her heart, but there was nowhere to pour out, today Sisi went home, although she remembered that the baby girl was Fan Xiandi's flesh and blood, her heart was also happy, and she was faintly grateful to Sisi, but her heart was full of complicated emotions after all.

Especially Fan Xian faintly revealed the meaning of not letting himself participate, several emotions were mixed, which made Wan'er unstoppably sad, she was born noble, her life experience was bizarre, her sex was like ice and snow, and she was always hidden and intelligent in her joy, but after all, she was a woman, but all women always have a woman's delicate thoughts.

Fan Xian looked at her quietly, knowing that the eldest princess died, the second prince died, and the royal blood was bloody, which made his wife already embarrassed, and said in a softest tone possible: "I just don't want those wet nurses to pollute our children...... This child is always ours, but Sisi is her biological mother after all, so she can't just hug her. ”

Lin Wan'er sighed, looked at the face of the husband in front of her knee, and said softly: "You don't have to be so careless in front of me, I know you are worried about me." She smiled a little reluctantly, "But sometimes it's a bit delicious, like you and Sisi sometimes talk to each other, I don't understand much, what are the national policies and family rules." ”

Fan Xian smiled helplessly, after all, Sisi is a person who grew up with him, just like his sister who grew up with letter education, naturally there is something to share in that life, he held his wife's hands and said softly: "In the future...... I'll tell you everything, only we know, others want to know...... Hey, I don't tell him. ”

After a pause, he clasped his wife's hands tightly, and said with a smile: "I will tell you all about carriages, sedan chairs, cars and cannons." ”

Lin Wan'er was confused when she heard this, thinking that the carriage sedan chair knew the ground, and what was the car cannon? But she also knew that he was coaxing herself, so she forcibly covered her face with sadness, lowered her head slightly and said, "I'm ...... If you want to have a child, see my brothers go down now, I don't know what will happen in the future, I have a child, I have a lot of hopes. ”

This was said indifferently, but it made Fan Xiandi's heart sour, especially looking at Wan'er's slightly thin cheeks at this time, which was much lower than two years ago. He knew his wife's thoughts, and the development of the medicine should be about the same, he had eight points of confidence in his heart, and said with a smile: "Of course, the child is going to be born, let's give Xiaohua'er another brother, and this family will be lively." ”

Wan'er only thought he was coaxing herself, smiled, and didn't say anything, but Fan Xian looked at him with a thief's eyes, and said: "But giving birth to a child, it seems that there are many steps to do, speaking of which, we haven't been intimate for more than half a year." ”

Lin Wan'er smacked him with a smile, and immediately thought that Xianggong was deliberately amusing herself, and thinking of his benefits and carefulness, she added a little sadness. Fan Xian was just joking, so many people died in the palace, how could the couple be in the mood to do this, he stood up, brought the basin with slightly warmed water, put it in front of the bed, and directly took off Wan'er's shoes and socks, but it scared her.

"Wash your feet, these days in and out of the palace, you must have suffered a lot. Fan Xian lowered his head, put his wife's bare feet into the basin, picked up the hot water, and gently kneaded it.

Lin Wan'er looked at his hair, felt the warmth on her feet, her nose was sore, and she cried silently. Fan Xian lowered his head, he didn't look up and knew that she was crying, he knew that his wife was miserable, but he couldn't find any words to comfort the other party, he could only wash her feet silently, and he couldn't help but feel countless sourness in his heart.

The sound of the water gradually subsided, Fan Xian, who had been tired for countless days and was extremely mentally exhausted, held Lin Wan'er barefoot with both hands, leaned on her knees, and fell asleep like this, sleeping peacefully, like a child. Lin Wan'er gently stroked his face with pity, the tears in the corners of her eyes gradually dried, and she said softly: "I won't be bitter with you." ”