217. [217] So Love, So I Want to Be Selfish (25 Votes Plus Change)
"Mr. Si, this is a red diamond ring designed according to the plan you agreed to last time. The manager of the jewelry store respectfully placed the diamond ring in his hand, which was worth 100 million, in front of Si Miyu.
The number of such red diamonds in the world is extremely rare, and a man is willing to use such a diamond ring as a wedding ring, which naturally shows that he attaches great importance to that woman.
Last time, the manager still remembered the scene when Si Jianyu and Guan Cancan came to choose the ring together, but this time, it was only Si Jianyu who came alone, and Si Jianyu's expression was gloomy, obviously in a very bad mood.
Although the manager had a lot of speculations in his heart, he didn't show it at all on his face, as if Si Jianyu came to take the ring alone at this time, and the haze on his face was normal.
At this moment, Si Mi Yu raised his hand and picked up the red diamond ring from the flannel tray. The red diamond ring shone brightly in the light, and she looked at the red diamond with surprise and concentration, which he still remembers. When he asked her why she liked the diamond, she said it was because she felt the color was like the way his eyes felt to her.
Resemble...... His eyes?
Once, she said, when she wore this ring in the future, she would be like he was by her side.
But now, would she still be willing to wear the ring?
Si Mi Yu pulled the ring into his hand and squeezed it fiercely, the edges and corners of the diamond ring stinging his palm. And in the palm of her hand, there seems to be a residual feeling of her writing that line of words, that line - "You can be our marriage contract without zài".
Don't you save zài?!
Does she not want to marry him, or does she no longer love him?
His hands were clenched into fists, and the green tendons on the back of his hands were bulging, as if he couldn't feel the pain in his palms at all, until the manager on the side shouted with a gloomy face, "Mr. Si...... Mr. Division, your hand ...... The hand is bleeding ......"
Only then did he find a few wisps of blood, which were constantly oozing out along his fingers, and the crimson blood was dripping on the gray-white carpet one by one, like a blooming red flower.
Si Jian Yu spread out his palm, and the red diamond ring was lying quietly in his blood-covered palm, and the red blood and diamonds were so compatible.
This blood, like tears from diamonds, weeps......
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Guan Cancan's eyes were red, and he sent a text message to Su Ai, but he didn't go to the studio.
Engagement...... Between her and him, when the bonds of voice, children, and marriage contracts are all gone, what is left?
It's only love!
But how long can this love last? She can't give him what he wants!
In the bathroom, Guan Cancan took off his clothes and looked at himself in the mirror, where his arms were close to his shoulders, there were two shallow bruises, which were caused by him lifting her whole person in the middle of the night.
And what about her, is this ending the best for her? Originally, she was still contradicting that she could not make him sleep, and that she probably would not be able to give him a child in her life. But now...... These contradictions will no longer exist.
Slowly soak yourself in warm water and take a shower alone. In the past, she always took a bath alone, but at some point, it slowly became a bath for two people, and when she got used to the bath of the two, now, she is used to washing alone again.
That man will not marry her in the future, will not grow old with her, and will no longer gently carry her into the bathroom, just like a baby who will be protected for the rest of his life, help her take a bath.
In this apartment, there are his shadows everywhere, there are things he used everywhere, and even this bathroom is always as far as the eye can see, it is something that she and him are paired up.
When Guan Cancan finished taking a shower and came out of the bathroom, she began to pack up her own things, and since the marriage contract no longer existed, there was no need for her to live here anymore.
Many of her clothes were bought by him, and the clothes she brought with her were pitiful, and the only thing she needed to sort out was probably some books and musical scores. She sorted out the scores one by one, as well as the score of the song that caused this turmoil in the first place...... The tune she was supposed to burn, but ended up being seen by him...... The song that carried so much pain for her.
Suddenly, Guan Cancan found that there was one missing piece of music.
She didn't touch this composition, it was always stacked together, except for the ......
On that day, Yu Zai was playing this song, and the score was scattered all over the place!
Guan Cancan ran to the living room, bent down, and looked around the corner of the living room to see if there was the music score, until she lay on the ground, only to find that the music had slipped into the gap under the sofa.
Guan Cancan desperately tried his best, trying to squeeze his fingers into the gap, wanting to take out the score.
Her hand was stuck in the gap, it hurt, but even though it hurt, she still wanted to get the score back. Why do you have to take it back? She was going to burn the music, and in that case, it doesn't matter even if it's under the sofa!
But her fingers were still desperately squeezing deeper into the gap, as if she was not only getting back the score, but also other things.
In her ears, there was a lingering sound of the piano, the sound of the piano he had played that day, the fragmented and sharp sad sound, like a rewind, constantly ringing in her ears......
Manage...... Yu, did he find that in addition to the despair and pain in her song, there was also a small hope, hoping that he could hear the cry in her heart, hoping that he could finally find her, save her, and save their children......
Wish......
Even if this hope can no longer be realized, she still cherishes this hope...... Just because ......
Her fingers finally reached the score, and when Guan Cancan pulled the score out from under the sofa, her hands were already full of red marks, which looked scarred.
But her expression was smiling, and there were tears in her laughter......
She cherished such hopes, and she desperately wanted to get this score back, not caring if she would get hurt, just because she loved him......
Love it so much!
Even if you have been hurt, you still love ......
Is it really going to miss him like this? Is it really going to be unrelated to this man? If she didn't have this man, would she still meet a man she loved so much in the future?
And can she be selfish once? selfishly for her own love......
Guan Cancan stood up suddenly, touched his tears, walked to a drawer, and took out a car key from the drawer!
She hadn't driven since the accident, but ...... She wanted to overcome, to drive, and ...... Go find him!
Guan Cancan walked out of the door, and the bodyguards waiting outside the apartment naturally noticed it, thinking that Guan Cancan was just walking around casually, after all, usually, Guan Cancan occasionally went for a walk in a nearby park in the evening. Unexpectedly, Guan Cancan actually took the car key directly and drove away. Suddenly, the two bodyguards were dumbfounded, although they drove again immediately, but they happened to hit a red light at the intersection, and they wanted to follow again, but there was no trace of the car.
One of the bodyguards dialed Si Jianyu's mobile phone number, but he couldn't get through.
"What should I do?" another bodyguard asked uneasily, after all, they were too negligent in this matter, of course, and because of this time, Si Jianyu didn't pay much attention to Guan Cancan, so they naturally felt that Guan Cancan was beaten into the cold palace, and Cheng Dù, who attached great importance to Guan Cancan, naturally followed.
"Let's just assume that we don't know anything, anyway, it was originally Guan Xiaoxiao who left without saying hello to us. I hope that after a while, Sister Guan will come back by herself. ”
"It's better to do this! Really, what is Sister Guan doing! ”
"Who knows!"
The two bodyguards, you and me, drove the car back to the apartment again.
Guan Cancan drove all the way to GK Group. It's already evening, and the GK Group is already off work, and many employees are leaving the company one after another.
When Guan Cancan rushed to the president's office, Secretary Jiang was stunned again, but he didn't expect to see Guan Cancan for two days in a row.
"Sister Guan, the president left the company this afternoon, and he shouldn't be back to the company today. Without waiting for Guan Cancan to ask, Secretary Jiang had already replied one step ahead.
Guan Cancan gasped slightly, took the pen and wrote: Then do you know where he might be?
Secretary Jiang smiled, "I don't know much about this, Sister Guan, you can call the president directly...... Uh, or texting is fine. Thinking that Guan Cancan couldn't speak, Secretary Jiang quickly changed his words.
She texted, but there was no reply, and she couldn't get through when she called her phone.
Guan Cancan didn't know where Si Jianyu would be, thinking about it, the only place she knew he would stay in was the Si family's old mansion.
There are some roads, but if you drive there, you won't have to worry about it.
Guan Cancan drove to the old mansion.
And at this moment, in the piano room of the old mansion, Fang Ruolan was looking at Si Jianyu with a shocked expression. She never knew that he could play the piano, but at the moment, he had been playing for a long time, as if she didn't have zài at all, he was just playing on his own.
That kind of sharp and broken song, depressing and sad, to Fang Ruolan's ears, it was simply unpleasant, and even made her feel the urge to cover her ears.
But Si Jian Yu was playing over and over again.
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