423. [423] I want to have a baby with you

There was more than one invitation card handed over by Guan Cancan, in addition to the one with Su Ai's name, there was also an invitation card with Mu Ang's name written on it.

"I don't know if Mu Ang is willing to participate, after all, at Xiaoxiao's birthday party, the royal will also be there. Guan Cancan said, and at the birthday party, she and Yu are bound to be very close, if Mu Ang still hasn't really let go of his feelings for her, then letting Mu Ang participate in this kind of birthday party is a pain for him.

But...... What if Mu Ang has already let go? Guan Cancan looked at his friend in front of him, thinking of what he said last time she foresaw Mu Ang. Mu Ang is seriously dating Su Ai, and she has been paying attention to some recent news about the relationship between the two of them. Although I don't know what Mu Ang's feelings for Su Ai are, it can at least be seen that Mu Ang attaches great importance to Su Ai.

"Or please help me transfer the invitation to Mu Ang, and then let him choose for himself to see if he wants to participate in Xiaoxiao's birthday party. Guan Cancan said. If she had given the invitation to Mu Ang herself, she was afraid that even if he didn't want to go, he would have forced himself to participate.

Su Ai obviously thought of this layer as well, nodded, and put away the invitation card.

While chatting about some recent things, the two ate vegetables, Su Ai had a good appetite and ate a lot, but Guan Cancan, on the other hand, only ate a little.

Su Ai looked at the amount of her friend's meal, and then looked at the other party's face, which seemed to be a little paler than before, so she asked, "What's wrong with you, are you not feeling well?" ”

"Well, I don't have much appetite. Guan Cancan smiled reluctantly, but in his smile, it made people feel as if he had something on his mind.

Su Ai stopped her chopsticks, looked at her friend and said, "Is there anything troublesome?" might as well say it, I might as well help come up with an idea." ”

"Troublesome matter...... Guan Cancan sighed lightly, the hand holding the rim of the cup gradually tightened, but he still shook his head and said, "Actually, it's nothing, I'm just thinking about how to do the birthday party with a smile, although Yu has already found someone in charge to be in charge of Yiqiē, but as a mother, I also want to participate." ”

"That's right. Su Ai relaxed, "People who are mothers are really different! Hey, sometimes looking at you and smiling really makes me want to have a child and experience what it's like to be a mother." ”

Guan Cancan seemed to think of something, a dark color flashed in his eyes, and then he smiled and said, "What about you, how are you doing with Mu Ang, have you considered getting married?"

Su Ai was almost choked by her own saliva, and waved her hand again and again, "Get married...... I'm probably still far away, but the relationship is quite smooth. Now that she finally made Mu Ang like her, it is estimated that if Mu Ang really falls in love with her, how can it be a long-term job.

However, when she saw Mu Ang, Su Ai looked at Mu Ang's face for a long time, well, even if she is not married, but you can also fantasize about it, if one day, she can really marry Mu Ang, then will she also give birth to a baby very similar to Mu Ang.

Then, she can give this baby a lot of love, and after having a baby, Mu Ang should be a little different from now, there will be more smiles, and it will become more approachable.

Su Ai had seen Mu Ang with a smile, and she thought that if one day, he really became a father, he would definitely be a good father.

"What are you thinking?" The cold voice suddenly sounded in Su Ai's ears.

"I'm thinking about how many children you're going to have. The words came out of his mouth so smoothly, and then there was silence.

Su Ai came back to her senses suddenly, looked at Mu Ang, who was speechless, and said hurriedly, "Uh...... I just think that if I have the opportunity to have a child with you in the future, the child will be very cute......"

Well, she wanted to bite her tongue off again, what kind of words did she say, it was getting darker and darker, "I...... I'm just thinking about it, not really going to give birth, you...... Don't mind...... Well, I just like to be cranky sometimes......"

Muang still stared straight at her, not speaking.

Silence is better than sound, but it makes people even more overwhelmed. Su Ai simply closed her mouth and cheekily met his gaze. Anyway, what should be said and what shouldn't be said has been said, as for what he will think, it is not for her to control it.

After a long time, he opened his lips lightly, "You want to have my child?"

"......" Su Ai's face was so red that she was about to drip blood, this question was too straightforward! But it was also true, she was indeed so fantasizing just now.

So, Comrade Su Ai nodded his head while continuing to thicken his cheeks, and then secretly observed Mu Ang's expression. It's just that he still has a blank face, and let her observe it in vain.

"I don't think there's anything good about having children, if you can't love children, then it's better not to have children. He said in a nonchalant voice.

His words, as if he had poured a basin of cold water on her head, made the flush on her face fade suddenly, "You...... Do you not want to have children?"

"No, I just haven't thought much of it. "Maybe I may not be able to give my children the love they want, so it's better not to have children than to grow up in an environment without love and without the joy of living." ”

Su Ai's heart suddenly swelled with an indescribable feeling, and she only felt that her nose was a little sour. Mu Ang was obviously talking about the child, but she had a feeling as if he was talking about himself.

She thought of Mu Tianqi she saw that day, and the interaction between their father and son was completely cold. And she had read the news before, and it was written that when Muang was very young, his mother was already crazy. So, has he never been able to get the love of his parents? There has always been no joy in life, until he met Cancan, it was like meeting the sunshine in his life?

It's just that in the end, Cancan finally fell in love with Si Jianyu, and he passed by the sunshine.

Su Ai suddenly hugged Mu Ang and took him into his arms, as if he was holding a lonely child, "You will definitely not love your child! ”

He was stunned, no one had ever said these words to him.

Can he love his children, and can he make his children happy, unlike his father and mother?

"And don't you feel that having the crystallization of love with the person you love will feel that life and love are continuing?"

"Do you want to have children with me because you love me?" he muttered.

"Right...... yes......" her heart skipped another beat, "but this kind of thing isn't just something I can do, eh...... I'll wait until you fall in love with me...... Uh, ...... again" her voice, the quieter it gets the further back it goes.

After all, even if he really wants to have a child, he has to wait until he falls in love with her!

"If I do have children of my own in the future, then I hope that the mother of the child will be you. His voice sounded low with a hint of hoarseness.

She slammed it, but she held him tighter. I don't know if this counts as a promise, promising that she and he may have a good future.

"If that day were to come, I would definitely try to be a good mother. She responded.

He suddenly felt that if one day, he could form a family with her and have children, maybe ...... This kind of life will be very happy.

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When Su Ai handed Guan Cancan's invitation card to Mu Ang, he took it and looked at it for a while.

"Are you going?" asked Suai, "If you feel embarrassed, it doesn't matter if you don't go." ”

Mu Ang raised his eyes, "What do you think I'm going to be embarrassed about?"

She bit her lip slightly, but didn't say more.

He raised his hand and stroked her black hair gently, if it was before, maybe he would indeed not go because of the presence of the Si Jian Imperial Meeting at the same time, but now...... This mentality seems to be fading away.

Moreover, this birthday banquet, since the Si family wants to show her face in the circle of high society in order to make Xiaoxiao appear, there will definitely not be too few people who go to participate.

A thoughtful look flashed in Mu Ang's eyes, and his fingers ran along Su Ai's hair, slowly touching her face, "I'll go with you then." ”

"Okay!" Su Ai saw that Mu Ang's expression was not reluctant, and said with a smile, "Then what gift should we buy for Xiaoxiao?" In view of her own meager salary, she was very "cheeky" and planned to combine the gifts of the two.

"Whatever you want. He said.

"Then tomorrow you can accompany me to the mall and see what is good. "Going to the mall together to pick out gifts for the children, this is another thing that Su Ai has never done before, and it is very expensive all of a sudden.

Mu Ang nodded, half-lowered his eyes, and looked at the handwriting with the word "Mu Ang" written on the invitation card.

With just one glance, he could recognize the handwriting on it as Cancan.

Cancan...... Cancan...... In the past, when I thought of this name, I would have bursts of pain in my chest, which was penetrating to the bones and heart.

But once upon a time, this pain became lighter and lighter little by little.

Is it true that one day, he can really let go of the person who will never belong to him because of another woman, and let go of this hopeless relationship for the rest of his life?