"Hate?" he smiled, his laughter a little bleak, "Cancan, it's much better to be hated by you than if you put me down completely." So you can hate me, as long as you want. But if you don't get some rest, I'll still knock you out. ”

Guan Cancan bit his lip, "Don't you care about Xiaoxiao's safety?"

"Yes, she is my daughter, and I naturally care about her safety. But ......" Si Jianyu's voice paused, and there was a kind of complexity and absoluteness in his eyes, "Cancan, I'm selfish, if I want to choose between my daughter and you, then I will definitely choose you." ”

Even if Xiaoxiao is his daughter, even if Xiaoxiao is cute and cute, it also softens his heart, but the person he loves the most and cares about the most is always just her!

If Xiaoxiao wasn't her daughter, then I'm afraid he wouldn't be moved and cherished in the slightest.

Looking at Xiaoxiao always made him feel as if he had seen her.

Guan Cancan didn't start, because she didn't know how to continue. He has always been a person who acts according to his own ideas, and his words have already said this, which is to tell her plainly, if she and the future do not have a good rest, he will really do it!

His selfishness, inexplicable, but it made her have an indescribable sadness.

If he didn't just recognize Xiaoxiao, if he was by Xiaoxiao's side when Xiaoxiao was born, would he have more feelings?

So if he said this today, it wouldn't be so crisp.

The police are stepping up the search, but as the 72 hours of gold approaches, there is still no news from them, let alone a call from the kidnappers.

It's as if Guan Ling'er and Si Xiaoyu completely disappeared out of thin air.

Guan Cancan's face became more and more haggard, and the whole person became more and more restless, if it wasn't for Si Jian Yu forcing her to sleep, she would probably collapse first.

On the fourth day, news came from the police, saying that a little girl who had drowned was found, and Guan Cancan was asked to identify the person to see if it was Si Xiaoyu.

When Guan Cancan heard the news, the whole person almost fainted.

And Si Jianyu, who was listening to the news on the side, his face sank to the extreme.

The police case-handling officer waited cautiously, fearing that one of them would speak carelessly and annoy the other party. After all, the disappearance of a little girl, no clues can be found until now, which can only prove that their police handling the case is not good.

When he arrived at the door of the police station, apparently Mu Ang also rushed over after hearing the news, and after seeing Guan Cancan, Mu Ang's first words were, "It won't be a smile, God will not be willing to let a child like her leave this world so early." ”

Guan Cancan nodded, so far, she can only keep herself from falling down by constantly comforting herself like this.

When under the leadership of the police, the moment he saw the corpse, Guan Cancan resisted the urge to retreat and vomit, endured the trembling of his body, and stepped forward step by step......

"Wait!" Si Jianyu's hand stopped in front of Guan Cancan, "Don't go over to look, I'll go!"

If it was really a smile, then he was afraid that if she saw that scene, the whole person would collapse.

But at this time, Guan Cancan, although his body was trembling, still said in a firm voice, "I...... You'll have to check it yourself. "It was her daughter, dead or alive, she had to see it for herself.

He looked at her in a daze, and she, pulling his hand, walked back to the table where the corpse was lying.

One step, two steps...... When she walked to the front of the stage and watched the police pull off the white cloth on the corpse, she only felt that her heart suddenly contracted, and how much courage it took to see if this dead little girl was her own daughter.

When she finally saw the other party's face clearly and saw the details of the other party's body, Guan Cancan only felt a burst of weakness all over her body, like the originally tense nerves, which suddenly relaxed.

Mu Ang and Si Jianyu stepped forward closely, and they also saw clearly that this dead little girl was not Si Xiaoyu.

"Great, it's not a smile! It's not a smile!" Guan Cancan cried and laughed, completely controlling zhì not love.

Mu Ang stepped forward, helped Guan Cancan wipe her tears, and patted her back, "Yes, it's not Xiaoxiao, it's not her!

Si Jianyu's gaze looked at the scene in front of him fixedly. dazzling, but now, Cancan is in front of Mu Ang, showing her truest side.

Is this his punishment? His thin lips were pursed tightly, his hands hung down to his sides, his nails dug deep into his palms, and the red blood trickled down his fingers little by little, silently falling to the ground, like a blooming manju sawa......

――――

The night was dark.

"Mommy, I'm scared!"

"Mommy, help me!"

"Mommy, Xiaoxiao misses you so much, but Xiaoxiao can't find Mommy!"

Xiaoxiao seemed to be standing not far from her, looking at her like that, but no matter how she ran forward and stretched out her hand to her, she could not shorten the distance between them.

Can't catch it!

She can't catch a smile!

And the figure of Xiaoxiao is becoming more and more blurred, blurred to the point that it is almost gone&

"Don't! don't!" Guan Cancan shouted, suddenly waking up from his dream.

What caught her eyes was pitch black, and in the darkness, her whole person was hugged by a force and pulled into the other party's arms.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here!" a low, gorgeous voice rang in her ears.

Is that...... The voice of Mishi Shimi!

In fact, even if he didn't make a sound, she could recognize him by his breath.

His breath, and the feeling of his embrace, was all too familiar to her...... So familiar that even after five years, she still remembers.

Her forehead, palms, and body were all covered in a layer of cold sweat, and the nightmare just now made her almost weak at the moment. The fear and panic in the dream made her heart palpitate.

Can't you find Xiaoxiao?" Xiaoxiao can't be accidental......" she muttered, her voice choked, tears welling up in her eyes, bean-sized tears, constantly rolling down her eye sockets, wetting the placket of his chest.

His body stiffened, and he raised his hand to hold her face, even though the room was dark at the moment, he could still see her face clearly, see her face full of tears.

Lowering his head, his lips kissed her cheek, sucking - sucking her tears, "Don't cry...... Cancan, don't cry......" His tears made his heart ache even more than those cold words of hers.

These tears will make him think that she kept crying in places he couldn't see. She squatted in the lounge on the 17th floor and cried, cried at the door of the piano room of the old mansion, cried in the apartment of the two of them, and even cried by the river......

At that time, she was crying, but he could only know it from other people's mouths in the surveillance after the fact.

If he had been by her side at that time, when she was crying, would things have been different now?

He kept sucking her tears, swallowing every tear of her. For him, it was bitterness, a memory, a redemption, and even more so begging for forgiveness......

It seems that the woman in front of her is intertwined with the past her, as if as long as she doesn't cry, then he can do anything......

However, when her voice murmured in his ears again, it made his blood freeze, "If Xiaoxiao is not there, then I will definitely not be able to live." ”

Si Jianyu's whole person was stunned, and his body became cold by the way. If the daughter really has anything in case, she ...... Will it not survive?

What about him? If this world is without her, how will he live?!

"No, I don't agree! I definitely don't agree to such a thing!" "Si Jian Yu--clasped Guan Cancan's jaw hard, and said fiercely.

Her jaw was pinched by him, and the dim light, as well as her blurred teary eyes, made her unable to see him clearly at this moment.

"Who are you not to say yes?" she said in a hoarse voice, "I have nothing to do with you anymore. ”

His hands and feet became even colder, "No, you won't have nothing to do with me, if you like children, then we can have more and more children, I will have many children with you, many ......"

As if to prove something, as if he was afraid of something, his lips suddenly kissed her fiercely, snatching the fragrance from her mouth.

Syllable!

She slapped him hard in the face, "Si Jianyu, no matter how many children there are, it can't replace Xiaoxiao!" Just like the first child between them, then it is not even a child who is born, and similarly, there is no child that can be replaced, "And-"

In the darkness, her voice revealed a kind of coldness, "In my life, there will only be one child who laughs and laughs, I will not, and I can't have any more children with you!"

This sentence is like a sharp pair of scissors, cutting off all his hopes.

His body stiffened, his face in the position of being beaten by her, motionless, as if time had stood still in him.

After a long time, he smiled softly, "Really...... No...... Ha ha...... No, it won't...... Cancan, why, the person I love the most is you, but the person who makes me the most desperate is also you?"

In this world, the person who can hurt him is her.

The person who can make his heart ache is her.

The person who can make him desperate is even more her.

If he hadn't fallen in love with her, he wouldn't have known this distress and despair, but now, he doesn't regret falling in love with her.

"Cancan, do you know, the despair you gave me is even worse than killing me!" was what he said to her.

――――Emma, it's only finished now~~ It's a little late today, Mo Da ~ Happy reading the text everyone~