Chapter 262: The Princess's Heart

As soon as the words came out, even Murong Xiuxiu herself felt that there was no such possibility, her daughter had a very high opinion of herself, and she never looked at the men in the world in her eyes, even Junjie among people like Li Youran was no exception, although Jun Moxie had a transcendent status at this time, and his strength was even more amazing, far from being comparable to the ordinary, but these amazing changes all happened in a very short period of time, and the previous Jun Moxie was just a complete loser, how could he get into the eyes of his daughter?

Moreover, the two have only seen each other a handful of times, at most it is an occasional meeting when their daughter visits the lonely cold night, and there is no other communication, it is really difficult to connect them.

"I'm ......" Princess Reimu opened her mouth and lowered her head, "...... No. ”

Although she denied it, her words were extremely difficult, and before the words came out, a tear fell on the back of her hand.

"That day...... That night my uncle was seriously wounded and dying...... Only Jun Moxie has a way to rescue. I pleaded to no avail, so I had to swear a blood oath...... As long as he can keep Uncle Ye from dying, then I'll ...... I am willing to marry him, and I will be a wife and a concubine for ......"

"Ah, is there such a thing?" Although the queen also knew that it was the Jun family who saved Ye Guhan, who was seriously injured, she didn't know the reason at all, especially when she heard about this secret for the first time, she couldn't help but widen her eyes in surprise.

Princess Lingmeng looked at her mother with tears in her eyes, and looked at her mother with unspeakable bitterness: "Queen Mother, I am so bitter in my heart, really bitter...... That day, I learned that Jun Moxie was the one who saved me and the one who guarded me. The mysterious knife master......"

"It turns out that Jun Moxie has already been superior in strength, and at that time he was already at the peak of Tianxuan!" the queen was so shocked that she lost her words...... "Since that day, I have always paid attention to Jun Moxie's every move, and I have never let go of any news. Even, all his previous unbearable behaviors, I have taken out the analysis one by one......"

"Mother, I only now realize that I am really not as good as Xiaoyi, Xiaoyi can see his goodness, but I can't see it, I can't see it at all. This deep palace inner courtyard is isolated from too many things...... No matter what we want to know, we can only rely on other people's mouths to say, and the truth will always be shrouded in a thick fog......!

Princess Reimu smiled self-deprecatingly: "Queen Mother, I remember that when I was young, you once warned me that the palace is the most glorious place in a country, but also the darkest place, and the most depressing place...... At that time, you often shed tears, I don't know why, at that time, I still felt that as the emperor's daughter, my status was extremely noble, far above ordinary people, how could I be depressed, it should be very good......"

"But now I finally understand that the palace is not even what you say, it is also the most hypocritical and filthy place in the world! The people who live in this palace are simply a bunch of fools, and even the smartest people who enter here will eventually become fools...... Even, he can't even control his own future, and he has lived in hypocrisy and lies all his life, and he can't see the truth at all...... What a sad thing it is, Queen Mother!"

The queen looked at the dancing candle flame in a daze, and sighed deeply, the candle flame danced in her pupils, like a once beating dream, and with her daughter's faint confession, she once again remembered the past that she thought she had forgotten...... The proud boy back then, and the pure and beautiful girl, the chūnrì sunshine, the fragrance of autumn flowers, the mossy path that once walked side by side, and ...... The warm embrace that once snuggled up...... Unconsciously, her eyes were overflowing with tears, and after a long time, she muttered a smile in a mocking and contemptuous tone, and said: "Imperial family, glory, darkness, hypocrisy, filth, hehe......" Murong Xiuxiu's voice at this moment was unusually long and deep, as if it was a dream in a dream.

"Queen Mother, are you alright?" Princess Reimu was startled by her sudden voice, and couldn't help but raise her teary eyes in panic and look at her mother in bewilderment.

"It's okay, it's okay, the queen mother is fine, it's just a little touching. The queen smiled slightly, comforted her daughter in the most pale and weak language, was a little distracted, was stunned for a while, lowered her head slightly, and with the help of the dark shadow of the light, quietly slid down her tears, and said quietly: "You go on, the queen mother listens." ”

"Yes, the queen mother, just like Jun Moxie, all kinds of prodigal behaviors before, everyone only saw the appearance, and they all said that this person was hopeless, and the Jun family was completely finished...... Now that I think about it, didn't the person I said at the beginning gloat and fall into the ground? If Jun Moxie really showed his strong talent since he was a child, then he might have been dead in the world a long time ago, right?"

Princess Reimu said sarcastically: "At least Father, the Emperor will never tolerate it! He can't tolerate the rise of another Jun Wuregret, right? Even a sharper existence than Jun Wuregret?! And he can't tolerate such a person looking for him to take revenge!"

She said in a tone of vicissitudes beyond her age, "I only know now what Jun Mo......xie did not hesitate to damage his feathers for; I am about the same age as him, but what I have experienced is a heaven and an earth! In the past, I thought that I was so smart and talented, compared with Jun Moxie, I was nothing at all, and I was not even comparable at all, and my childish ideas in the past were not only ridiculous, but also pathetic!"

"Now that he is full-fledged and rises in one fell swoop, there is no need to hide anything, and in just half a year, the Jun family has become a super family that is difficult for anyone to shake, and the previous bad habits have all disappeared; Jun Moxie's name is like a chūn thunder, shaking the world! Sadly, it is only now that we have understood, and the people of the world have only understood. But it was too late. ”

Princess Lingmeng's face became more and more sad, and she was a little proud: "Actually, it's no wonder, because he doesn't have to endure it anymore, and there is no need to pretend anymore! Jun Moxie is a man, a real man! Queen Mother, I even think that Jun Moxie is not inferior to his father Jun Wuregret!"

"If you don't say anything, you're already in love with him. Otherwise, how could you speak in such a tone?" The queen sighed deeply: "But Meng'er, how did you fall in love with Jun Moxie? Haven't you always looked down on him? Is it just because of an oath? That's too child's play? You marry him, and really fall in love with him, but they are two completely different things, this is an unsolvable knot, there is absolutely no hope, Meng'er, you ...... What do you want me to say?"

"It's because I hate him that change is easy, right?" Princess Reimu's face was a little confused: "Queen Mother, do you know such a feeling? When a little horn that you thought was just a reptile on the soles of your feet turned out to be a dragon soaring above the nine heavens and above the earth and everything at your feet! When a person you didn't even want to look at turned out to be wrong, it was you who misunderstood, and you wronged others...... What does it feel like?"

She smiled sadly and said, "Ever since I knew that I had mistaken him, I have been trying to collect information about him all the way, all the information, from anything he has done in the past, everything he has said to me, to infer the true meaning and motive of what he said, and then to consider the situation of the Jun family at that time and the enmity of the white-clothed marshal...... I realized that everything he did had a deep meaning, and even every word he said was carefully considered and in line with the atmosphere of the environment at that time! Queen Mother, this is wisdom! Jun Moxie is a well-deserved real man and a real man!"

"It is easy for a person to live secretly, but it is difficult to endure humiliation and burden! Generosity is just a quick sword, but he silently endures and even cooperates with the contempt of others, and he has a peerless talent, but he treats himself as a clown for the sake of his family and hatred...... It's too difficult! At least I, I can't do it! I can't stand so many white eyes, so Jun Moxie seems even greater! So with the investigation, I slowly fell into it little by little, and I just fell into it...... Queen mother...... Such a man is the lover of any woman's dreams, how can I be an exception? Regardless of the blood oath, I have just regarded him as the only man I approve of in this life!"

Princess Lingmeng said faintly, but she stubbornly raised her head, and her face was already full of tears: "I know that there is no hope for this matter at all, there is no one at all! It is precisely because of this that I will say it; since the last time my father talked about it, I have known that there is no possibility between me and him! My father and family hate each other, how can he accept me?! Why would he accept me! But I am not reconciled! I am really unwilling! Queen Mother! I am not willing to let my feelings pass away with the wind like this......

She cried bitterly: "At the beginning, everyone was blinding my hearing and hearing, everyone said bad things about Jun Moxie in front of me, and the old man came to propose marriage, but his father categorically refused...... Although I was not happy at the time, I ...... But if I had known the truth earlier, I would have agreed, and I would try to atone for my father's sins! Even if he didn't accept it, I was once his wife and had a ...... You know, my heart hurts since I learned about what he had suffered before...... After every investigation, I want to hold him in my arms and comfort him...... As a man, he is not easy, even if he is a resolute man, there will definitely be a moment of weakness, I really want to be the person who accompanies him at that moment......"