Chapter 388: Runaway Impulses
"But even if we can't see the light at all, we have to keep going, because heaven and earth give us the right to live!"
Just one sentence is enough to lift everyone's minds.
Once the ice field begins to conquer the world, all the people in the cultivation realm will become the target of being crushed, and no one will be spared. Under the oppression of this unprecedented crisis, even if some people are lucky, they dare not speak out.
After that, things were much simpler, and various people who had contact with the headless monk appeared to speak, and many old cases were confirmed to be the work of the headless monk. Li Yunuan knew that these accusations inevitably contained some frame-ups, but the purpose of this Mobei Conference was to make Bingyuan and the headless monk into heinous devils, so although some of the charges were obviously fabricated, no one debunked them, and everyone was immersed in the accusations against Bingyuan. By the time the meeting was dismissed, even the fabricators had forgotten which ones they had made up and which ones had indeed been made up by Bingyuan.
Everyone was excited and motivated.
Looking at the young monks who were excited by the heavy responsibility of justice, Li Yunuan suddenly felt tired like never before.
She was about to return to Wushuang City, but when she saw the general Lu taking the initiative to walk by, she couldn't help but be stunned and said, "Master." ”
Jiang Luo gently returned to her title: "You are now a peerless city lord, you should not continue to call me like this." ”
"But—"
Seeing the unkind look of Mrs. Relic not far away, Li Yunuan hesitated.
Jiang Lu said: "Don't worry about her, although she and I are a mother and son, since they belong to different sects, they can't be mixed up." ”
"These things, I ......" Li Yunuan blinked his eyes, and found that the direction in which Jiang Lu was walking was not the Mo family, where Wan Shizong was temporarily borrowing, so he said: "Where does the master plan to go next?"
Jiang Luo said: "Since you have come to the Northern Regions, it is inevitable that you want to worship Fengluo, but unfortunately your cultivation is insufficient, so you can only worship in the periphery." ”
"Can I go along?" asked Li Yunuan.
Jiang Luo said: "It's rare for you to have this heart." ”
......
It is said to be a worship, but in fact, on the edge of the ice field, along the dividing line between frost and desert, a few glasses of sake are sprinkled, words of nostalgia are spoken, and finally a sacrifice is burned.
But even such a simple prayer is just as soaked in mourning.
Feng Luo is a humble gentleman, he has never treated his disciples equally, regardless of their talents, and he handles affairs inside and outside, and he is a rare talent in Yanluofeng's Yuchi Palace. However, it is such an arm that must not be lost, but-
Recalling Fengluo's earnest teachings and silent love, Li Yunuan also came from sadness.
"If only I had been there then. She whispered, "Maybe Master Fengluo won't be ......."
Jiang Luo said: "What are you talking about?" If you were there that day, you would have lost another life. Headless Monk ...... It has always been a living killing machine...... We ......"
At this, he sighed.
"Don't look at my generous statement on stage, in fact, I don't have any certainty in my heart. The strength of the temple is much more than that of the Xiuzhen Alliance, even if the entire alliance is drawn above the Yuan Infant Stage, it is not their opponent!"
Li Yunuan said: "I know. ”
"But even if you know that Bai will lose, you have to fight, this battle is a life-and-death battle in the cultivation realm, we ...... I don't have the right to choose!" Jiang Lu said bitterly, "The reason why I am reluctant to accept the position of head of the sect is not that I want to evade responsibility, I just ...... I'm afraid I'm going to be the last generation of the Ten Thousand Masters Sect, I'm afraid...... I will have to give the order to send the disciples to death......! Can't do it, watch them die...... I can't do it!"
"Master, don't say any more, these pains of yours...... I know. Li Yunuan said gently, she is now also burdened with the life and death of hundreds of thousands of people, and naturally understands the contradiction of the general.
"No, you don't understand, I ...... There's a deeper ......"
He lowered his eyes, tears rolling in his slender eyelashes.
"Do you think my attitude towards Madame Relic is a bit excessive?"
When Li Yunuan heard this, he reassured: "I believe you didn't mean it. ”
"No, I just targeted her on purpose! Because she betrayed everyone, she colluded with Bingyuan!"
Jiang Lu said indifferently, he knew that Li Yunuan would be shocked, so he turned his face sideways and didn't look at her.
Li Yunuan swallowed a few mouthfuls of liquid.
The news was so shocking that she was a little suspicious of her ears.
"Madame Relic is the mainstay of the Alliance, and she ...... How can it be...... Something must be wrong!"
Jiang Lu smiled bitterly: "When I first found out, I had the same idea as you, but the facts are indisputable, she did collude with Bingyuan for a long time...... She and Yuan Mo had known each other for thousands of years...... Even my biological father was ...... with Bingyuan Associated ......"
The last few words almost exhausted all his strength, and after speaking, he let out a long sigh, holding the stone pillar with one hand, and the whole person lost his strength.
"Master ......"
Li Yunuan suddenly felt a heartache.
Although the general spirit has long been the appearance of an adult man, the general spirit in her memory will always be the fourteen or fifteen-year-old boy. Looking at his bitter and sad appearance, her heart was also sour.
“...... It's ridiculous, I've always been proud of my origins, and I firmly believe that the man who can make my mother give up her status as a protector of the Buddha must be a dragon among people. But when the truth was revealed, I realized that it was all my wishful thinking! My father was just a tool for my mother to achieve her goals, and he never loved her. The Relic Lady borrowed him to complete the indispensable transformation of the gods when they advanced to the tribulation...... She...... If I wasn't a kid who was gifted enough to meet her expectations, she would ...... She won't admit me at all, just like she's never wanted to reveal her father......'s identity!
“...... If you feel uncomfortable, cry. Li Yunuan said softly, she knew that since Feng Luo died, the general spirit had been strong for many years.
But no matter how strong he is, he is still a child, a child who is extremely lacking in emotion because he is too obsessed with cultivation.
Fingers tapped his shoulder.
This small action made the grievances and sorrows that had been depressed for more than a hundred years suddenly pour out at once.
Jiang Lu couldn't suppress his feelings anymore, and tears rolled down, wetting Li Yunuan's clothes.
At first, it was still suppressed and choked, but gradually, the sobbing became heavier and heavier, and tears flowed out unscrupulously like a flood breaking through the floodgates.
This is a scene that must not be seen by outsiders.
Li Yunuan knew the pride of the general, so he sealed the mirror enchantment within a radius of three miles, and if there was someone who inadvertently broke in and cultivated lower than her, he could only see a wasteland.
......
has been suppressed for too long, so that the general's feelings are a little out of control.
It was a long time before he woke up from the frenzy of unleashing: "I'm sorry...... It's just out of control. ”
Li Yunuan said understandingly: "Everyone will have a time when they need to vent, and you are the same. The deeper you repress, the more unhappy you will be. ”
The general nodded approvingly.
Indeed, after crying, I felt much better. ”
Li Yunuan took the opportunity to persuade: "By the way, you just said that your father has something to do with the ice field, what is going on?"
The general then recounted the information about his life experience obtained in the temple, and Li Yunuan felt a chill in his heart when he heard it.
As early as when she left Wan Shi Zong, she was vaguely aware that Madame Relic's attitude towards her was a little strange, but she never expected it...... It turned out that she didn't care about herself, but ...... Luna King!
"The lowest level of the North Ice Palace...... There is indeed something. Li Yunuan chose as soft words as possible, "Before the fall of the Moon God Monarch, he often lived in the Northern Stygian Ice Palace, and most of what the Relic Lady got from the deepest part of the Ice Palace was something related to the Moon God Monarch. Speaking of which, you are ...... too."
"Needless to say these comforting words, I know that I am a bastard who is not recognized by the blood of both sides, and in the cracks!"
"Master, you-"
Li Yunuan didn't know how to comfort him.
She glanced at the snow in the ice field, and suddenly her heart moved, and said, "That's not the case......! I'm sure she wants your acknowledgement as well. The women of the mortal realm went through ten months of suffering to give birth to their children, and the women of the cultivation realm were even more ...... If the feelings engraved in the bones are not love......"
"And ......," she hesitated.
"And what?" asked the general.
Li Yunuan said: "And the ancestor can have the current achievements, not only because of the power of the bloodline. If you hadn't had the idea of getting your parents to admit it, you wouldn't have worked so hard to grow. So the ancestor has always loved your parents in his heart, but he ...... You don't want to admit it!"
"Perhaps, I ......"
"I understand your feelings, such a life experience is difficult to accept on anyone's body. ”
Li Yunuan gently comforted, since she knew Li Yeyin's identity, she found that she had indeed become confused.
No matter how absurd it was, she could calmly accept it after a brief moment of surprise.
"However, since the master can be born in heaven and earth, there must be heaven's arrangement. If you can't accept yourself, how can you comprehend the will of Heaven and find your own future?"
The general was silent.
Li Yunuan saw that his heart was shaken, and he added fire and said: "The ancestor can inherit the bloodline of the first day of the Proud Moon Divine Monarch ten thousand years ago, and I don't know how many people will be jealous if I say it." If the master ancestor breaks through this confusion, his cultivation will definitely go to the next level, and when the time comes, he will be more sure of dealing with the Ice Plains Temple. ”
Because of Li Yunuan's reminder, Jiang suddenly realized: "...... yes, I ......."
Li Yunuan hit the railway while it was hot: "I've been thinking about a question all these years. I was a waste with almost no talent, and I walked slower than others from the beginning, and it took ten or even a hundred times as hard work to achieve what others could achieve with one effort. But in this way, I surpassed my peers and went to the front. Because I believe that the way of heaven made me born in this world, there must be a reason for it! No matter what happens, we must persevere. Only by going down and reaching the end can we find a reason to save zài!"