The sun is scorching, and this summer seems to be hotter than usual. The streets and alleys are full of people coming and going, and it is a busy scene. The weather is getting hotter, people are wearing less and less, and there are groups of people waiting to see beautiful women on the side of the road.

Huo Hai, a teenager who was supposed to be the same as them, was in the scorching summer, but his heart was cold.

"Is there such an unlucky person as me? Huo Hai said to himself, everything around him was completely unconcerned. The ambition since graduation has disappeared with the cold words of the applicant, and all that is left is indifference and exhaustion.

Every night, my heart is always full of confusion, I don't know where my future path is, and I don't know what I should do. Every day, every moment, Hohi felt like the walking dead. It's really unfair for such a thing to happen to me. Huo Hai is not a complaining person, but he also complains.

The so-called good people don't live long, and disasters live for thousands of years, I remember that it was because of this common saying. Huo Hai's grandfather gave Huo Hai such a name. Homophonic scourge, so that you can get long-lasting, a great wealth.

Huo Hai's father and his grandfather are not the same idea, and the teaching to Huo Hai since he was a child is that good is rewarded with good and evil is rewarded with evil. This sentence has deceived Huo Hai for more than 20 years. It's not that easy to be a good person.

Recalling that at the beginning, I was simply unstoppable, and when I saw my grandmother crossing the road, I went to help her. When I see garbage on the ground, I pick it up myself. There is no opportunity to do great good things, good things within my ability, good things, I don't know how much Lu Dao has done. In this way, I should have accumulated a lot of yin virtue, and my life should be better.

Of course, now, for some reason, the old grandmother is afraid to help. However, when he got in the car, he gave up a seat to the old man and so on, and he still did it all the time. Whoever it is, meet to praise Hohohai as a good person.

But where is the good reward of good people, is this what happened to them? If it's just that after stepping into society, it's hard to find a job, that's it. It's nothing, and no one is appreciated by others in the first place.

I don't have a job, but I still have a psychological comfort. Since high school, she has been swearing to her girlfriend, and the money she earns from odd jobs has been used on her. Sometimes, I have to eat instant noodles for several days. This is already very worthy of her, he can't reach out to his family to ask for money at this time, his skin is not so thick.

But what did I get? Last night, my girlfriend, who had been together for six years, proposed to break up with herself.

Looking back, until now, Huo Hai still feels that he is light. "Hehe, I'm a good person, we're not suitable. Bastard, we're not suitable, are you and that old guy suitable. Huo Hai's heart seemed to be put into an ice cellar.

Yesterday, his girlfriend proposed to break up, and Huo Hai thought that she was dissatisfied and joking. Today, I ruthlessly took out all the rest of the money and bought a ring, intending to give it to her and please her. But I saw something. The girlfriend who just broke up yesterday fell into the arms of an old man who could be her grandfather today.

For something, people came in sports cars. If you are like yourself, even if you struggle all your life, you don't want to drive such a sports car.

Not to mention sports cars, my own life has not yet been settled. What can he do, he also wants to be like those protagonists, rush out of the gang and give the old guy a few hard blows. But can he really do this, does he dare to do this?

That's right, that old guy is definitely not a young and strong opponent, but what about the bodyguard next to him. Besides, even if you fight, what will you do, can you escape the other party's retaliation? Can the lost people come back. Even if you come back, you will take what you will raise. What if this old man took revenge on his parents, what could he do?

O sorrow of the poor, what is the matter in this world? Huo Hai didn't know what to do, like a walking corpse, and he didn't even have the idea of coming out. Just like that, he walked back like a walking corpse, back to his rented cabin.

Looking at the ring in his hand, Huo Hai smiled bitterly: "What about next month's rent." "I bought the ring, can I return it? After a long time, Huo Hai took out an old book from under the bed and flipped through it.

This is what his grandmother left for him. Grandma seems to have been a Miao person, and she has a unique skill of raising Gu and insects. However, with the development of reform and opening up, science became popular, and my parents did not believe in these unscientific things at all. Only myself, when I was a child, was very interested in these magical things, and I studied with my grandmother for a while.

Above, the official use of Reiki to feed bugs is recorded. Reiki? What is this, is there anything else on Earth? With blood, Huo Hai was afraid of pain when he was a child, and believed that all children were the same.

So for so many years, Huo Hai has not raised anything, and the things in this book have been clearly remembered by Huo Hai. Along with it, some acupuncture points and meridians about the operation of true qi are also firmly recorded in the mind.

"Hey, what's the use of all this? Huo Hai shook his head helplessly, and the bitterness on his face became even more serious. Raising insects, can you afford to pay the rent? Don't say you can't raise it, even if you really raise something, what can you do. According to the previous understanding of Gu worms, this thing is of no use other than being used to harm people.

In modern society, it is better to kill people with a knife and a gun. After reading it again, Huo Hai put the book on the table.

Shaking his teeth, he went outside to buy a bunch of beers and some side dishes, and ate them by himself. Tomorrow, I will go home, and I will never come to this place again. "Huo Hai eats vegetables, but what he swallows are tears.

I don't know how long it took for Huo Hai to feel dizzy, and then he fell asleep on the table.

The next day, the sun shone down, through the window, and fell on Huo Hai's face. Huo Hai, who had a hangover all night, slowly opened his eyes. "It's dawn, hey, the past is gone, and there's nothing left to go. When I go home, even if I go home to farm, I don't come to this place. Huo Hai's face was relaxed for a while, and the bitterness was in his heart.

Leaving the big city is easy to say. People who come to big cities, who want to leave. Don't look at those who are rich and powerful, running down all day long. But for those who need to support their families, no one can give up the income brought by the big city.

Huo Hai felt that he was out of place with a part-time job in a big city, and of course, he saw the betrayal of his girlfriend even more. In the face of money, anything can be betrayed. Not wanting to see her sad again, Huo Hai decided to leave this place.

After packing up his things, there was actually nothing to pack, Huo Hai pulled his luggage and left his temporary rented house. You don't have to go to the landlord anymore. The landlord will come to collect the rent a long time ago, and when he finds out that he is gone, he will naturally rent it to someone else. The landlord's disgusting face, Huo Hai didn't want to see it.

At most, I lost a few days' rent, and I still lost it. In the distance, Huo Hai saw an old man sweating and resisting the goods on the tricycle. With an instinctive tremor in his heart, Huo Hai wanted to step forward to help.

But the leg that had just stepped out of the road unconsciously retracted it. "Hehe, I can't even help myself, and I still go to help others. Is it good. has been a good person for so many years, and when you reach the most ugly, you will get a good person card. ”

Huo Hai laughed at himself, endured the thought of wanting to help, and turned his head to leave. In essence, Huo Hai is still a good young man who has not been polluted. But good young man, this kind of creature cannot survive in this society.

Because he saw that others needed help and didn't help, Huo Hai felt very uncomfortable. After all, unlike the education I received since I was a child, my outlook on life was shattered by my own hands, no matter who it was, my heart would be very uncomfortable. Huo Hai, who was in a trance, didn't notice at all that the green light in front of him had turned red. Still walking forward in a trance.

"......Squeak" The sharp sound of brakes suddenly sounded in his ears, and Huo Hai raised his head blankly. Suddenly, his body hurt, and the whole person seemed to fly up like a cloud. Huo Hai, who was in a trance, finally reacted.

"I, I'm knocked off. The word car accident appeared in Huo Hai's heart. When he was dying, Huo Hai didn't think of anything else, but thought of the good things he had done in the past. No matter how big or small, the good things you have done before are crossed in your mind. Unexpectedly, what I remember the most is these.

Because of his kindness, he has a girlfriend that others envy, and because of his kindness, he gives all opportunities to others. Even now, he still has a problem with his job. The worst fate is actually like this.

I don't know if Lu Dao's parents will die of sadness if they know Lu Dao. In Huo Hai's heart, the faces of his parents flashed. Then Grandma, then Grandpa. "Xiaohai, you have to live like your name forever. ”

Grandpa's kind face crossed in front of him. "Yes, that's right, my name, I'm Huo Hai. I, Huo Hai, swear to heaven that if there is an afterlife, I will definitely be worthy of my name. Good people don't live long, but evil people live for a thousand years. Lao Tzu swears, I will never be a good person again. Huo Hai was angry, and turned his last breath into his own oath.

After that, it was as if his body had hit something, and his eyes were dark, and he didn't know anything.