Chapter 155: Don't Love If You Don't Gut
After a night of talking, when he walked out of the quiet room, although Li Yunuan still had a few sharp knives hanging on his head, he was already on the ground with a boulder in his heart, and he couldn't help but walk lightly, walking in the flowery courtyard, enjoying the spring style that was infinitely extended by Taoism.
Because of the abundant spiritual energy, the abode of the cultivator, whether deliberately or unintentionally, always has the beautiful scenery of dense vegetation and flowers and trees blooming all year round.
Looking at the peonies and peonies in the courtyard that are still fragrant in early winter, because of the extraordinarily rich double-petaled pear blossoms in the autumn dew, and the peach red like clouds and clouds in the distance, Li Yunuan's heart is full of sadness.
Blooming and withering are the reincarnation of the Tao, and all living beings are born and die in a cycle that never stops. Seeking the Tao is supposed to be to seek the truth from the false, but the monks always embark on the wrong path of pursuing eternal life because of their innate greed for life and fear of death on the way to seek the Tao.
There is no true immortality in the world, matter will always collapse, and even the world realm itself may one day come to an end.
Eternity, like eternal life, cannot exist.
Reminiscing about the realization of the heaven and earth that achieved the vision of Jindan in an instant, Li Yunuan's heart gave birth to endless cowardice.
Life is short, but dozens of cold and summer, although the sage said, "It is okay to die at night", but there are so many ways in heaven and earth, so many truths, even if history itself is exhausted, it may not be able to reach the other side.
The other side is vast and unreachable, and eternal life is ethereal......
The Tao is endless, even if the people are born and die, what they gain is only a drop in the ocean.
Knowing that there is no end, why do we seek the Tao?
As soon as the thought came to her mind, everything in her field of vision suddenly lost its color, her body began to freeze, the corners of her forehead were full of frost flowers, and the fingers that had touched the petals were shaking.
The demons invaded her sea of consciousness, and the golden ball rolled painfully in the darkness.
For what is the truth?
The sound of rolling thunder ran over his body, and blood flowed from all seven orifices.
For what?
Li Yunuan closed her eyes.
Not afraid of any ridicule, insisting on worshipping the Ten Thousand Ancestors, and insisting on pursuing the highest Tao with the worst roots, what is it for?
Because I need strength, and only strength can make my relatives who have succumbed to death claim belated justice.
The obsession is so strong, no matter how many difficulties and obstacles on the road are, it can't give rise to a trace of fear and cowardice in her heart.
She devoted all her time to cultivation, and never calmed down to think about what to do after revenge. Because from the very beginning, she knew the Tao of the Dao, without superior qualifications and no elixir to change her life, this mediocre root bone until she ran out of longevity, and it was impossible for her to defeat Kuze by turning into a god. She knew that she was afraid that her life would be all wasted in the pursuit of strength and revenge. The best result is only to die with the withered water, but more likely it is...... You can't kill your enemies until you die.
However, at the moment when Jindan's vision was stimulated, the Dao marks of heaven and earth that poured into the sea of knowledge like a tide allowed her to see another world.
Is hatred really worth a lifetime?
The avenue is vast, and no one can end it. Even if Kuze is lucky enough to cultivate to the catastrophe, he will fall one day.
Obsessing over hatred will only blind your heart to what is truly worth cherishing.
Deep in my heart, there was a voice muttering like this. Li Yunuan said that the thing it refers to that is really worth cherishing is love.
But do I really have pure love to cherish?
The world I stepped into was a world where strength determines everything, and all gains and losses are linked to ability.
Master Lu did care for me, but his care was based on expectation, and I-
In order to protect myself, in order to take revenge, I have already committed the biggest taboo of the Daomen, he is so protective of the sect, if the East Window incident happens, it will definitely ......
Li Yunuan thought bitterly, the paper can't hold the fire, that day will come, and then the general will definitely be-
Sure enough, only flesh and blood relatives in the world can give unconditional love to their children, even if the child is worthless, they will still have expectations for him/her, love him/her, pay for him/her, and die for him/her.
But my dear ones...... They're all dead......
Although the trip to Spirit Pet Island was fruitful, what really deserved her ecstasy was to learn that Brother Yeyin was safe and sound, and even had another chance, and his cultivation rose sharply. It's a pity that I was in a hurry at that time, I couldn't recognize him, and then the disaster struck suddenly, I don't know where he is now, whether he has retreated?
The soul blood on the demon seduction bracelet is still gorgeous, proving that he is still alive.
Therefore, finding Brother Yeyin, pursuing stronger strength, and killing Kuze is the whole meaning of my quest!
If the matter of secretly practicing the Xingchen Peerless Technique is discovered by the sect, then I will betray the sect and become an evil cultivator that everyone hates!
Anyway, the difference between good and evil is only in people's words, and the indiscriminate killing of innocents like Kuze is not the same as being regarded as the power of the righteous path!
Just follow the rumors, even if the whole world has betrayed me, as long as Brother Yeyin is willing to believe in me and advance and retreat with me, my world will still be complete!
As soon as his mind was settled, Li Yunuan's vision suddenly returned to color, and the frost that climbed to his knees also disappeared without a trace, only the depths of the dantian were a little bit pure gold, proving that the invasion of Fang Cai's heart demon was not an illusion.
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"Uncle Li. ”
A sweet and almost flattering salutation sounded, and Li Yunuan didn't need to look back to know that it was Shangguan Lingsi.
"Shangguan Senior Nephew, don't come to harm?" The heart barrier has been removed, Li Yunuan has no barrier to Shangguan Ling Si, seeing him approaching, he picked a Wei Zi, touched his nose and sniffed lightly, and said: "Yao Huang Wei Zi is worthy of being the emperor of flowers, the flowers are graceful and luxurious, and they are unusual and comparable." ”
"Only the peony is true to the country, and the flowers move the capital when they bloom. Although the world loves the lotus flower lightly and spiritually, the plum blossom is proud of the frost and snow, and the orchid valley is fragrant, but I think that although the peony is a rich flower, it also has the solar term of holding the branches and dying, as well as the beauty of the first fragrance in the world. It is rare that Li Yunuan has a kind attitude, and Shangguan Ling Si is also full of interest, and said flatteringly, "This place is not suitable for planting peonies, but because my mother likes it, I specially transported the soil from Luoyang, and hired a famous craftsman with a lot of money, just to smile when the flowers bloom." ”
This courtesy, flattery, and flattery. It's a pity that Li Yunuan didn't have any intention of him, just smiled and didn't say anything.
Shangguan Ling Si didn't know what she wanted, and when he saw that her face was slightly pale, he hurriedly changed his words: "It's a pity that the beauty of the mortal world is not as beautiful as the strange flowers of the fairy world. ”
"The heavenly immortal dust is too far away, but the beauty of the world is close at hand. There are clouds in ancient poems, and when the flowers bloom, they must be folded, and they should not be broken without flowers. Shangguan and nephew, knowing your duty and taking pity on the people in front of you is the right way. ”
Li Yunuan said calmly, she didn't like Shangguan Lingsi, and it was inevitable that she deliberately stated the relationship between generations and cleared up the relationship in her words.
What's more, she knew that although she acquiesced in her son's great hospitality to her, Shangguan Lingyun's heart was more about Murong Shuang. And Shangguan Ling Si repeatedly failed to respond because of his overtures to himself, and it was inevitable that he was still in love with Murong Shuang in his heart.
If you push the boat down the river, push him to Murong Shuang's side...... Although with Murong Shuang's heart, she would definitely not look down on a character like Shangguan, but she has always liked to fight with herself, and she may accept Shangguan Ling Si because of her momentary anger......
The idea of the calamity has been decided, Li Yunuan's smile suddenly softened a little, and he said step by step: "Senior Murong was unfortunately injured by the evil demon this time, although the rescue saved his life in time, in the end he was seriously injured, and it will be difficult to make great progress if he seeks a way in the future." Pity her for being arrogant, but she has encountered such a setback......"
"I also heard about Senior Sister Murong, and I kindly went to offer condolences yesterday, but I don't know which sentence poked her sensitive spot again, and she was beaten out of the way. Shangguan Lingsi said bitterly, if it is purely utilitarian, the value of Murong Shuang and Li Yunuan, in fact, is between the best, Li Yunuan is chosen only because he selfishly likes women with gentle personalities.
However, like all men, he also covets Murong Shuang, who is gifted, luxurious, and arrogant, especially when he returns from Spirit Pet Island, seeing that the once invincible princess has become a pitiful weakling, evil thoughts are inevitably about to move.
If my wife can give birth to a gifted flesh and blood for me, let him worship under the mighty sect......
Ambition grew unscrupulously, and when he looked at Li Yunuan again, he suddenly felt bored.
“...... The stronger and more proud a woman is, the more she craves warmth and love in her heart. This misfortune doesn't want it to happen, but since it has happened, she can only learn to accept the facts. ”
Li Yunuan, who took the changes in Shangguan Lingsi's expression into his eyes, said quietly, folded off a peony and lured it: "All flowers want to be held in the palm of your hand and carefully cared for." People who like to be wrapped in a strong coat often have a fragile and delicate heart. If you really love her, you shouldn't be afraid of setbacks, and take advantage of her loneliest and most uneasy moments to warm her and move her. ”
"But—" Shangguan Lingsi said hesitantly.
Li Yunuan then stroked her face with flower petals, and said softly: "She is so gorgeous and splendid, like a peony, like a rose, and has a noble family background, good qualifications, and a teacher's respect, which man doesn't like it? ”
"But I prefer gentle women. Shangguan Ling Si said in embarrassment, but was calmed by Li Yu's cold gaze like a clear spring.
"You have shown me courtesy, but you have begged her not to do so, and you want to use this means to win her attention. Her eyes were indifferent to water, and her words were even softer with the firmness of sharpening all things, "In Yan Luo Peak, there are often male disciples who pursue Murong who are not courteous to me. I have self-knowledge, maybe my appearance can be regarded as the best among people, but who in the Taoist sect has a hateful face? Not to mention that when a monk chooses a Taoist companion, the first thing is the root and bone qualifications, the second is the character, and finally the appearance. Sacrificing one's roots and seeking the end, being blinded by glitz, is something that ordinary people will do. ”
"Senior uncle?" Shangguan Ling Si whispered, Li Yunuan, who always had a soft appearance like a stream, was even more unfathomable than Murong Shuang's fierce flames, but he didn't expect it.
It's no wonder that both the General Emperor and the Phoenix Divine Monarch have high hopes for her, and she is indeed an extraordinary woman.
If I insist on pursuing her without knowing the measure, I may really be cremated into ashes by Feng Jun's natal truth.
Shangguan Ling Si is a person who cherishes his life, and he has always understood how to advance and retreat, and after realizing that Li Yunuan is not a flower that he can climb, he immediately put away his flattery, and said respectfully: "Uncle Shi is too modest." Uncle Shi is a rare jade, but the world has no discernment, and always underestimates beautiful jade as a stone. ”
"It doesn't matter if I'm jade or stone. The important thing is, do you dare to be that jade cutter?" Li Yunuan asked rhetorically.
"Don't dare. Shangguan Lingsi said in a low voice, "I'm just a person who lingers on flowers and loves flowers. ”
"Then don't waste time on the unharvested land. ”
After speaking, Ying Ying smiled and left with flowers.
Looking at her figure gradually moving away, Shangguan Lingsi only felt that he was sweating like pulp, stood still in place, and said, "Obey Uncle Shi's teachings." ”