Has he ever looked for Su Ai's shadow on her?

At the moment when his lips were about to touch hers, Dong Xiaoren turned his head sideways and avoided Jun Mofei's lips.

His lips brushed over her cheeks, and a hint of surprise flashed in his dark eyes.

"What's wrong?" Jun Mofei asked.

Dong Xiaoren lowered his eyes and muttered, "It's nothing." ”

"If you have any concerns, concerns or worries, you might as well speak up. Jun Mo said, clasping the fingers on the back of her head, gently playing with her hair, "Xiao Ren, we are about to get married, and we want to get along together for the rest of our lives, what else do you have that you can't tell me?"

Dong Xiaoren's body trembled slightly, and he raised his head and looked at Jun Mofei fixedly. Do she and him have to get along together for the rest of their lives?

So those words and doubts in her heart, should she really ask them?

Dong Xiaoren took a deep breath, opened his mouth and said, "Two days ago, I watched a video, the video is one of your previous interview programs, in the interview, Su Ai was mentioned, you said, maybe it's not bad to fall in love with an ordinary person, you said that if you can, you hope to fall in love with a kind and strong person who will work hard for his goal, even if he can't succeed, he will continue to persevere." At that time, did you really just regard Su Ai as a friend, or did you actually want to fall in love with someone like Su Ai?"

She chatted with Su Ai, maybe Su Ai is not beautiful, but she has a good personality, and getting along with Xiao Ai will give people a very comfortable feeling. The gentleness and tranquility of the other party will infect the people around her.

Maybe it's because of this that she has a husband who loves her so much and has a warm home. Even Mo Fei, who has always been unapologetic to women, will become friends with Xiao Ai.

Even herself, although she and Su Ai were just talking once, she would have a good impression.

If Mo Fei really wants to fall in love with someone like Su Ai, it seems to be reasonable.

Jun Mo was stunned for a moment, and the video of the interview ...... He didn't give many interviews, and he mentioned Su Ai's ...... in the interview Jun Mofei's face turned pale again.

Not because of the physical pain, though, but because he remembered what he said in the interview at the time.

His memory has always been very good, and as soon as she reminded him, he roughly remembered the scene of the interview at that time. At that time, Su Ai had not yet married Mu Ang, and Mu Ang regarded him as a rival in love.

Looking at the ups and downs between Su Ai and Mu Ang, he will also think of the fate he has never found. Su Ai's many qualities moved him and made him admire.

So he would think that if his life depended, like Su Ai, it would not be a good thing. That's why I said those things unexpectedly in the interview.

It's just that at that time, he didn't think that in the near future, he would find Mingyi, and Mingyi would see that video.

"I admire Xiao Ai, but appreciation does not mean that I fall in love, from the first time I saw Xiao Ai, I knew that I would not fall in love with her. Jun Mo said.

"Because she's not your lifeline?" Dong Xiaoren said, "If she is your lifeline, then will you fall in love?"

Jun Mofei opened his mouth, but for a while, he didn't give an answer.

If Xiao Ai is his lifeline, then will he fall in love? At the beginning, he didn't think that if Xiao Ai was his lifeline, then he might be able to fall in love, and then feel what it is like to fall in love with someone.

What kind of love will make the ancestors of the Dejun family who have found their lives no longer just to curb the pain in their bodies, but to get their hearts.

Jun Mofei's hesitation made Dong Xiaoren's heart sink more and more. It was as if he was silently giving her an answer.

"I think I know. She lowered her head, trying to keep her eyes wide so that the tears that swirled in her eyes did not fall.

When Xu Miaohong showed her that video, she had already cried once, so she shouldn't cry anymore now.

"No, you don't know anything!" Jun Mofei slammed Dong Xiaoren on the sofa, he didn't want to see her like this, and buried a lot of thoughts in his heart, so that he always had a feeling that he couldn't really touch it.

Suddenly, on the couch, she got off him, his hands pressed against her side, imprisoning her body, and making her unable to avoid him.

Jun Mofei looked down at the person below him, and said with a hint of hoarseness in his voice, "I have no way to tell you, if she is my lifeline, will I fall in love with such a thing?" Because this kind of thing, in my opinion, did not exist from the beginning. I love you, I have never been in love with Xiao Ai. Yes, I used to have a good impression of Xiao Ai, but this kind of good feeling has nothing to do with love, I just appreciate her character and hope that she can live a better life!"

She knew that she should believe his words, and she shouldn't think about those who had and didn't, but there was a knot in her heart, which made her always feel as if her heart was aching faintly.

Does he understand his true feelings?

"Mo Fei, no matter what kind of feelings you have for Su Ai, I will marry you. Dong Xiaoren said, this is also something that she has been thinking about repeatedly in her mind in the past few days.

His body stiffened suddenly, and all movement stopped. The dark eyes stared at her deeply, as if they wanted to see through her.

She said that no matter what, she would marry him, and he should be happy.

But in his heart, there was not the slightest joy at the moment, "Don't you care what kind of feelings I have for Su Ai?" his voice revealed a trace of coldness.

Dong Xiaoren snorted.

"Then why are you willing to marry me?" Jun Mofei asked with a heavy gaze.

Why ...... "I am your lifeline, and you have helped me a lot, my mother's illness at that time, and my father's illness now, you are by my side to help me......"

Before she could finish her sentence, she was already choked by the silence in his eyes, he had never looked at her with such a gaze.

"So, you married me only because you sympathized with my physical pain, because you were grateful for the help I had for you, not because you loved me?" Jun Mofei asked.

Love...... She loved him, and if she hadn't, she wouldn't have cried bitterly after seeing that video.

She opened her mouth, but for a moment, the sound seemed to be stuck in her throat, and she couldn't get out.

And he asked word by word, "Dong Xiaoren, have you ever really believed in me?" believe in my feelings, believe that the person I really love is you?!"

Her heart was like being hit hard by a hammer, and at this moment, it hurt terribly.

Suddenly, he chuckled, with a thick mockery, "After all, you still don't believe that I love you, do you? No matter what I say, you still don't believe it, do you?"

He stood up suddenly, and at the same time pulled her up from the sofa, and in her inexplicable expression, he pulled her all the way to the door of the villa.

"Mo Fei?" Dong Xiaoren looked at Jun Mo Fei inexplicably.

"Dong Xiaoren, if you stay with me, just because you are my life, just because I have given you a lot of help, I found someone to save your parents, because I owe me kindness, then I would rather never have these!" As his voice fell, she had been pushed out of the door by him.

Touch!

The door to the villa was closed.

She was outside the door, and he was locked inside the door alone.

Dong Xiaoren was stunned and stared at the closed door.

The hands that the two of them were shaking each other were empty at the moment, and the temperature of his fingers still remained on her fingertips, but he pushed her away, on the night of the full moon, at this time......

"Mo Fei, open the door!" Dong Xiaoren patted the door, she didn't have a key card by her side now, even if she wanted to open the door and enter the villa, it was impossible!

But the door did not move, and there was no sign of it opening.

"Mo Fei, Mo Fei!" Dong Xiaoren shouted anxiously, if he didn't touch her now, then he would be in pain like she saw before!

Dong Xiaoren kept knocking on the door, but still no one opened the door.

Inside the door, Jun Mofei leaned against the door, panting hard, using all his strength to prevent himself from opening the door.

The moment his hand pushed her away, the pain in his body quickly spread to his whole body. Pain...... But the pain is all too familiar.

That's the pain of the blood curse, that's the pain of not being able to find life, that's telling yourself how much you need life.

But just now, he forcibly pushed his life away.

The people of the Jun family will have a pride in their bones.

Love too deeply, if you can't get the same love, if it's just sympathy and reciprocation, then he'd rather not!

Jun Mofei staggered away from the door step by step, afraid that if he was too close to the door, when the pain made him lose his mind, he would open the door, he would hold her in his arms fiercely, and he would only imprison her by his side regardless of her wishes.

It hurts! It hurts!

As if he couldn't hold the pain in his body anymore, Jun Mofei stumbled and fell to the ground, his body was twitching, his wheezing became heavier and heavier, and his hoarse voice was shouting over and over again, "Xiao Ren...... Shinobi ......"

She knew that he loved her so much, loved her so deeply, and when he hadn't met her, every day and every year, he fantasized about what she would be like.

And how happy he was when he finally saw her and finally found her!

This night, Jun Mofei was in pain in the villa, while Dong Xiaoren stood hard all night outside the villa.

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