At that time, Xiao Ai replied, "I want to know the truth, even if there will really be a bigger blow, but at least I know the truth." It's better than being unclear for a lifetime. ”

So...... It's better to tell the truth.

Even though it may make Yu more uncomfortable, she and Xiaoxiao will accompany Yu, and the pain will eventually pass, but the doubts will be buried in the bottom of my heart for a lifetime.

Perhaps, she can hide it for the rest of her life.

But the bottom of Yu's heart is the same, there will be suspicions, and it will be a hidden pain for a lifetime.

Si Jianyu walked into the ward, looked at Guan Cancan, who was surprisingly silent, and said with some doubts, "What, were you chatting with Su Ai unhappy just now?"

Guan Cancan shook his head, "No, it's just that Xiao Ai made me understand something." As she spoke, she took his hand and placed it on her abdomen.

His body froze.

These days, she knew that whenever his hand inadvertently touched her abdomen, he would become stiff and even pale.

"Yu, didn't you ask me why you want to get rid of this child?" Guan Cancan raised his head and looked at Si Jian Yudao steadily.

His pupils suddenly constricted, and the heart of this usually calm man was beating fast at this moment.

He had asked himself this question many times, and he had guessed many possibilities, and he had hoped that she could tell him the real reason.

However, at this moment, when she asked him so seriously, he was timid for a moment.

After a long time, he said, "Yes." "Either way, he wants to know the real reason. Even for this reason, it would make him miserable.

"Because the child, once born, has a great chance of being a deformed child, I don't want to take this risk, and I don't want the child to suffer for the rest of his life. Guan Cancan said, but in the seemingly calm voice, there was still a touch of bitterness.

"Deformed?" Si Miyu never thought that the answer he heard would be this.

"On the day I was pregnant, you should have been taking psychotropic drugs. At that time, I came to the hospital for a check-up, and I met Lifang, and he told me about it, so I planned to have an abortion. And Mu Ang ...... "Guan Cancan paused, if Mu Ang didn't know about this at the beginning, maybe things wouldn't have become so complicated, but many things, in the end, are no longer out of control," At Xiaoxiao's birthday party, Mu Ang inadvertently guessed that I was pregnant, and I asked him not to tell you, afraid that if you knew the truth, it would ...... Then he found out that I was coming to the hospital, so he came over and ......"

She didn't have to say anything about the rest of the matter, he knew it all, because he was also involved.

Si Jianyu's whole person was like an ice cellar, his face was white, and his hand against Guan Cancan's abdomen was trembling constantly. It turns out that it's all his reason, and it turns out that the main reason for a qiē is all him!

She did nothing more than not want him to get hurt, but he was pushing things to a worse point.

"Yu!" Guan Cancan shouted suddenly, holding the other party's face with both hands, "Look at me, Yu, please look at me!"

His eyes moved, and after a while, the focus of his eyes was fixed on her face, and his voice was hoarse and harsh, as if it had been squeezed out of the depths ......of his throat, "I was wrong, really wrong...... The real culprit for the loss of this child, from beginning to end, is all me. ”

"It's just a mistake. Guan Cancan said, hugging Si Jianyu into his arms, his head resting on her chest, and her voice, choked in his ears, "Actually, the person who is really not good enough is me, if I had paid attention, maybe earlier, I would have found out that your love was unstable and you were taking medicine, but I didn't find anything." That's why so many things happened behind the back. ”

What's more, she would think...... "If I had told you when I was pregnant, and then we faced this difficulty together, would it be much better than now." ”

At that time, she blindly hoped that he would not be in pain, but she forgot that some times, perhaps, as Xiao Ai said, it is better to know the truth than to be unclear for a lifetime.

He stretched out his trembling hands and hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to firmly embed his body in her body, "In the future, no matter what happens, will we face it together?"

At this moment, she couldn't see his expression clearly, but she could hear his hoarse voice, and she could feel his trembling tight hug, "Yes, face it together, whether it's good or bad." Guan Cancan responded.

Immediately, she felt him hug her tighter.

It was so tight that her body ached.

But she didn't want to push him away, she wanted to be like this, always holding him and being held by him all the time.

A few days later, Su Ai didn't expect that the news of her breakup with Mu Ang would cause a stir again. The cause of the incident was that Xiao Ke, a new colleague in the studio at that time, after joining the studio, had great curiosity about her, and usually when there was no work at hand, he liked to come to her, and if he had nothing to do, he would talk about the topic of boyfriend and girlfriend dating.

It can be seen that Xiao Ke is very curious about her relationship with Mu Ang, full of gossip and Yu Wang, and has asked Su Ai more than once, since she has a relationship with a man like Mu Ang, why do you still work here, earn such a job with a basic salary of only a few thousand yuan a month, and have to sell good songs, so as to have a little commission.

And Su Ai's answer is because she likes to write music, and she wants to rely on her own efforts to spell out some achievements.

Regarding Su Ai's answer, Xiao Ke pouted and was quite disapproving. Su Ai even overheard Xiao Ke and other colleagues in the studio saying that Mu Ang was not too serious about her, so he didn't spend any money on her, so that she had to work hard.

Although the mouth grows on someone else, it is something that you can't control, and what others think is someone else's business, but after Su Ai came here, she began to deliberately alienate Xiao Ke.

It's just that he is a little cute, but he still pretends to be close to him, which also makes Su Ai quite speechless.

And on this day, Xiao Ke saw Su Ai come to the studio early in the morning, so he pulled her, first said a lot of affectionate words, and then said, "Xiao Ai, didn't I tell you before, my boyfriend is an animation director, my boyfriend said that an animation company owned by Muhammad is recruiting a director, so I want you to help me say a favor, so that my boyfriend can join Muhammad." ”

"Isn't your boyfriend the original painting? When did you become a director?" Su Ai said strangely, she still remembered that not long after Xiao Ke first joined the company, when her boyfriend came to pick her up from work, she mentioned that her boyfriend drew original animation paintings.

And the man, in Su Ai's impression, is quite young, as if he has just graduated from college.

"Hey, it was originally an original painting, and if you explore it yourself, you can also direct an animation or something, anyway, the threshold for animation directors is not high. Xiao Ke pouted, and said with some displeasure, "Besides, my boyfriend is quite talented, and the cartoons he made are highly evaluated by the industry." ”

"Then since Muhammad is recruiting, your boyfriend can directly submit his resume. Su Ai replied.

Xiao Ke gritted her teeth, if she could be admitted directly by submitting her resume, why did she come to beg someone! Her boyfriend's strength, she knows that when the original painting is still alive, when the director is completely bluffing, although her boyfriend is bent on becoming an animation director in the future, but now it is obviously not qualified.

According to her boyfriend's words, Muhammad's animation company recruits 3 animation directors, but the competition is fierce, and many directors who are a little famous have also participated in the application, if you don't go through the back door, it will be impossible at all.

And as soon as she heard this, she immediately patted her chest and said that it was no problem, after all, in Xiao Ke's opinion, Su Ai looked honest no matter how she looked at it, and it shouldn't be difficult if she asked her to help.

What's more, just to put it mildly, it is definitely not difficult to let Mu Ang directly admit an animation director.

It's just that Xiao Ke didn't expect Su Ai to say this, so he said, "It's not that I want to trust someone, it's safe! ”

"I'm sorry, I don't think I can help much. Su Ai replied.

Xiao Ke's face froze, "This is just a word you said to Mu Ang, what can't help." ”

"I'm not a professional in animation, and I'm not familiar with that circle at all, so if your boyfriend's strength meets the recruitment requirements, there is a natural chance to be admitted. Su Ai said.

Xiao Ke didn't think that Su Ai would refuse like this, "Aren't you Mu Ang......'s girlfriend?

"Not anymore, so I can't help you. ”

"What?" Xiao Ke was taken aback. So, in less than half a day, basically the colleagues in the entire studio knew about the breakup of Su Ai and Mu Ang.

Some people like to be cynical, and at this time they are saying something that falls into the ground, what "Sure enough, I know that Su Ai and Mu Ang have been dating for a short time, and I don't look at it, what kind of identity Mu Ang is!"

"It's just, look, it's not like I've been dumped now. ”

"In these years, there are a few Cinderellas who can marry into a wealthy family! Besides, Su Ai is not very good-looking, there are more good-looking women than her, and it is not good for Mu Ang to choose anyone. ”

Although Su Ai had heard a lot of such words before, she rarely heard them in the studio. Now listening to some colleagues who are usually kind on the surface, saying this behind their backs, Su Ai still has a chill and sourness in her heart.