Chapter 31: Integration
At the hot spring in the mountain behind the bell tower, Han Nuo came here alone after taking leave. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
In the past five days, Han Nuo has constantly reflected on the changes in his mentality, from the indifference at the beginning, to the slight arrogance brought by self-confidence after the breakthrough of the junior, thinking that as long as he works hard, he will get the results he wants.
Therefore, Han Nuo, who worked hard, confidently believed that he would inevitably enter the sea of consciousness again around the autumn equinox and embark on the path of cultivation!
Unexpectedly, this kind of mentality ushered in the first setback, the first failure for himself—where his cultivation was trapped, and he did not achieve the results he wanted.
Therefore, Han Nuo's heart began to be slightly flustered and nervous, so Han Nuo began to constantly lengthen his meditation time, constantly increase the intensity of his cultivation, and tighten his heartstrings!
However, as time passed, Han Nuo's heart began to panic, and he began to become unconfident, and this kind of unconfidence that evolved from strong self-confidence (that is, inferiority caused by arrogance) is the most hurtful, and it will completely ruin a person's life.
Fortunately, with Zhong Lao's awakening in the end, Han Nuo spent five days recalling the changes in his mentality bit by bit over the past year......
Time kept flowing, Han Nuo was lying in the hot spring, looking at the stars that appeared in the mist from time to time, Han Nuo felt that his thoughts were constantly drifting, and a faint sleepiness began to appear in Han Nuo's mind, invading Han Nuo's consciousness little by little, gradually, Han Nuo's breathing slowed down, and then fell silent little by little......
In the hot springs, it gradually quieted down. Then, a tall figure slowly appeared in the mist, standing quietly on the edge of the hot spring, just like the immortal who left the world independent, as if it would go away with the wind at any time.
A half-white and half-black hair was gradually revealed in the mist, adding a bit of vicissitudes, and when I looked closely, it turned out to be Zhong Lao, but at this time, where did he still have the rickets and the slightest old state in the bell tower!
Zhong Lao carefully looked at Han Nuo, who was sleeping soundly on the edge of the pool, with a thoughtless, pure smile like a baby on his face, a trace of joy suddenly flashed in his eyes, and the corners of his mouth also showed a slight smile.
And that slightest smile will also break the picturesque fairyland, making Zhong Lao return to the world!
Zhong Lao's body slowly regained its somewhat rickety appearance, and with a wave of his right hand, an extra recliner appeared out of thin air next to the hot spring, Zhong Lao lay down lightly, his eyes narrowed, and he began to quietly look at the starry sky.
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Opening his eyes again in a daze, Han Nuo's eyes opened suddenly, and a trace of incredulity flashed in his eyes, as well as a hint of relief.
The blue sea was quietly like a mirror at his feet, reflecting the other side of himself, and then with the turmoil in Han Nuo's heart, it set off a slight wave, and then full of calm again.
This is your own sea of consciousness!
What is exposed on the surface of the water is always the tip of the iceberg, and under the surface of the sea is countless subconscious, countless thoughts and ideas that you may not be aware of......
Han Nuo quietly observed the other self reflected in the water, a seven or eight-year-old body, a black hair, and eyes like stars. The body is no longer as translucent as when it first appeared in the Sea of Consciousness a year ago, with traces of the "Huang Ting Jing", but just like the body in reality, the skin is compact and as white as white jade, but it is just ...... It's just that the slippery body looks a little out of place at this time!
In a hurry, Han Nuo felt that he was wearing a royal blue robe, and correspondingly, another figure on the sea also changed into a royal blue robe, looking even more ethereal!
Han Nuo gave a thumbs up to his reflection on the sea with satisfaction!
If you want to say that Han Nuo is the most satisfied with one thing in his life, that is, his current happy family, and the second thing is his face.
Han Nuo in his previous life had nothing to do with handsome characters, and because he grew up in an orphanage and lacked nutrition, Han Nuo was only 1.60 meters tall in his last life, which was the second biggest pain in his heart!
Although his body is a little slow in this life, Han Nuo believes that his height will not be low, at most it will be a few more years.
Han Nuo once again carefully observed his sea of consciousness, and gradually, Han Nuo found that in the depths of his sea of consciousness, there was a different light.
Han Nuo unconsciously put his face on the surface of the sea, and did not feel the feeling of touching the surface of the water, but felt that there was a trace of chaotic thoughts rushing into his heart, but they dissipated in the blink of an eye.
Han Nuo, who found that there was nothing wrong, stared closely at the place that emitted white brilliance, and gradually, Han Nuo saw another sea in the white jade ring!
Suddenly, Han Nuo felt that the light of the white jade ring was flickering, and then, it was constantly magnifying, constantly magnifying......
Gradually, the white jade wrench got closer and closer to the sea, and as the white jade wrench got closer and bigger, Han Nuo finally saw something different in it.
As the white jade ring became bigger and bigger, Han Nuo saw something different in the almost dry ocean, it was five different, pure lights, some golden, some cyan, some purple, and there were also milky white colors that were completely different from the white light around them, like swimming fish chasing and playing in that ocean, disappearing and disappearing from time to time......
Gradually, the white jade ring became bigger and bigger, and Han Nuo felt that it was almost comparable to a lake, and at this time, Han Nuo finally saw something different in that ocean......
Almost instinctively, Han Nuo buried his head lower, and gradually, when Han Nuo finally saw that face clearly, his head suddenly raised, and his eyes were suddenly filled with an incredible light, that is......
The face of my last life! But how could it be...... Han Nuo was surprised at first, and then suddenly turned into a surprise: Well, yes, it seems that only appearing here is the most reasonable!
Han Nuo buried his head under the surface of the sea again, but this time, Han Nuo was not observing the sea, but carefully looked at the white jade wall that trapped the ocean.
Looking at the ghostly pattern above that had only been seen under the microscope and had now been magnified thousands of times, Han Nuo was finally convinced that this white jade aura was the culprit who came to this world, and the jade wrench that he couldn't find no matter how he looked for it, and had been lost in the depths of his memory.
The white jade wrench finger is still getting bigger, bigger, bigger and bigger...... Until......
Han Nuo's face suddenly left the water, and his body also rose rapidly.
Boom -
With a bang, it rose from the bottom of the sea like an endless mountain, stirring up monstrous waves in the sea of consciousness, which also made Han Nuo's heart surge......
Boom -
There was another loud bang, and a huge wave slapped on the mountain that the white jade wrench had turned on, just like the waves hitting the reef cliff, shattering into a little white foam, scattered and returning to the sea, but it did not bring the slightest damage to the reef cliff.
Looking at the turbulent sea of consciousness around him, Han Nuo began to calm his mind little by little, let the sea of consciousness recover his calm little by little, and then slowly floated in the sky above the wrench, first after observing the white jade wall with a complicated face, Han Nuo floated to the top of his previous life spirit in the ocean, looking at the body in the ocean that was almost dozens of times larger than his current body, and a trace of incredible light flashed in his eyes.
It turns out that I was so powerful in my last life!
Looking at the figure that still revealed a trace of unyielding will although his eyes were closed, Han Nuo slowly remembered the kind of hardship of his life in the orphanage after his parents left in his previous life, and the tenacity of character brought by that kind of hardship...... Thinking about his figure of working hard in society, Han Nuo's heart was for a while, when was he easily defeated? Thinking about the first time he accompanied a guest to drink, the first time he experienced the failure of his first love that had ended before it began, and the failure of being snatched away by his colleagues...... When have you ever given up? When have you ever felt inferior like this?
Moreover, when did you ever have the idea of being proud in your previous life? I didn't expect that after crossing for a while, I would slowly become arrogant, is it just the identity of the traverser? Then how can I compare myself to the reincarnated cultivator who has cultivated to become an immortal?
Slowly, Han Nuo recovered the scars caused by inferiority and arrogance in his heart, and then little by little he eliminated the immature arrogance in his heart, and stripped off the trace of inferiority in his heart......
Gradually, Han Nuo felt that his body was growing, and the white jade wrench was shrinking little by little, until, when Han Nuo felt that his body was as big as his previous body in the wrench, the white jade wrench suddenly burst out, and then burst out of a white light, which shrank abruptly, turning into a white light and throwing it into Han Nuo's eyebrows, and the sea in the wrench lost its support, and suddenly scattered down, as if pouring a scoop of water into a basin of water, stirring up countless waves......
Boom -
Han Nuo felt his consciousness for a while, and then intermittent memories began to appear in his heart, and he also had all kinds of thoughts that he had in his previous life......
Among them, Han Nuo saw the most righteous ideal in his heart, and also saw the most evil desire in his heart, as well as the choice of moderation, whether passionate, or indifferent, or good, or evil......
Sure enough, people in the world don't care about things, people can't see what you're thinking in your heart, but they can see what you're doing, so when you're complaining that the world doesn't understand you, maybe it's just yourself that you don't understand!
Han Nuo received the impact of various memories and ideas in his previous life, and looked at the various experiences of his previous life, as well as all the thoughts that arose at that time, and then the various choices he made, and the consequences brought about by them......
In his short memory, Han Nuo once again saw the face of his mother in his previous life that would only appear in his mind in the dead of night, the face of his father in his previous life who was tortured by illness and emaciated, and the lifeless eyes left by his mother at the end......
Gradually, Han Nuo's consciousness fell silent little by little, and he felt as if his brain was about to explode, drowsy from the impact of various memories and thoughts.
Finally, Han Nuo survived, and he once again saw that he himself was pulled down the waterhole by the white jade wrench like this, and died like this......
Then, a piece of information broke into Han Nuo's mind, and when Han Nuo read this message, he felt a burst of relief in his heart, and finally relaxed.
As his consciousness relaxed, Han Nuo felt that he couldn't hold on any longer, and then he fainted happily......
As Han Nuo passed out in a coma, Han Nuo's body in his previous life suddenly turned into a stream of bright light, and pounced on Han Nuo's current divine soul, slowly, turning into a bright cocoon, and sinking into the sea of consciousness below.
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