The nebula is still churning, still surging from the outside to the inside, also slow up and fast down.

Subsequently, in my hesitant mind, a lot of negative emotions such as timidity, confusion, fear, fear, panic and so on slowly resurfaced, which still made me anxious and uneasy, in the face of these emotions that made me resist, although I was gritting my teeth and insisting, but in addition to the slightest timidity, confusion and fear in my heart, I also had subconscious resistance in my heart.

My heart is still desperately struggling to escape the strange circle of this feeling.

Running away, this is a normal reaction.

If you don't run away, it will make me uneasy.

I struggled in this strange circle, my mind was thinking about accepting these negative feelings, but in my heart I was trying my best to reject and resist.

After a long time, when I was tired and anxious, and hovered on the edge of fear for a long time, I realized that in fact, the feelings of timidity and fear were not terrible, but what was terrible was that I was really timid. If I am cowardly, how can I understand cowardice? How can I use cowardice? Conversely, if I am not cowardly, what can I be timid?

In fact, timidity is not terrible.

Thinking of this, my heart gradually became quiet at this moment.

When I was hit by those timidities, fears, and panics again, my heart was no longer afraid of them, nor was I rejecting them, but appreciating them and enjoying them......

Timidity, fear, etc., are actually just a kind of mood! It's a ridiculous mood! It's also a funny mood!

With such a state of mind, those feelings of timidity, fear, and panic at this moment seem to have become my dolls, haunting me.

It's as if I can tease them and tease them with my hand, very naughty little ones.

At this moment, as I admired these timidities and fears from a top-down perspective that I had never seen before, my state of mind became incomparably taller, as if it were a mountain.

When I began to appreciate them, seeing them dancing and trembling, my body and mind couldn't help but dance with them, to fly with them, to express the joyful emotions with them.

The blue light around me was still flickering rhythmically, and it was like a beautiful piece of music plucking the strings in my heart, intoxicating me, and even making my soul flicker with that rhythm.

Not only that, not only is my mood moving with this rhythm, but the part of my left forebrain is no longer calm, it is also squirming there, and the brain waves there are also surging, yes, I can feel that the churning part of my head is the same as the churning part of the soul beast's head, and the soul power surging in that part of my head is also from the outside to the inside, up and down fast.

"Is this the cultivation of soul power?"

My second consciousness is staying awake and on guard in case something unexpected happens, and my second consciousness thinks about it carefully and slowly understands the truth of this.

Yes, soul attack is to make others afraid and afraid, but if you are easily intimidated by the negative emotions of cowardice and fear, then what can you talk about attacking others? You will already be defeated in the first place. It's like you're going to use a little bug to scare a female classmate, but if even you are afraid of the bug, how can you scare others?

Well, I think that's the case, so this soul beast is trying to teach me that I first learned not to be afraid of small bugs.

Got it, this soul beast is a bad guy.

My first consciousness was still slowly experiencing and enjoying this feeling.

And I can feel that this soul beast is deliberately guiding me to use my soul power to tremble with its blue light, this truth is easy for me to understand, after all, this is a soul attack technique, and only by learning to use this way to vibrate soul power can I achieve the purpose of making others afraid on the battlefield.

This is the Ming Xuanyu soul training my soul power, so that my soul power can be trained to be more powerful.

After understanding this, I indulged my soul power to the fullest, letting it flicker, tremble, and rejoice with the blue light.

After only a moment's effort, suddenly, the soul beast flashed violently, and then it became dim, and the secret room also dimmed.

The soul beast is out of energy again.

Take a deep breath and relax my nerves, only then did I realize that I was just using my soul power to tremble with Qingguang for so many moments, and fine sweat was already oozing from my forehead, this kind of soul power training method was much more tiring than the way I practiced soul power before, it seems that the cultivation of soul power is not easy, no wonder Tan Ying They are so proud after they become soul people.

The strength of soul people is not only in their soul power, but also in their state of mind and grasp of emotions.

After resting for a while, after I tried it twice, I already felt extremely tired in my mind, which should be the reason why my soul power is still very weak now, yes, now my soul power is so weak that I can't attack others at all, and using such weak soul power to attack others is equivalent to scratching others.

Although my cultivation method of "Soul Chasing" can exercise soul power, that kind of cultivation method can only be regarded as an amateur way for real soul power cultivation, and my current cultivation method is the cultivation of real professional players, so my strength in soul power is still far from that of a soul person, and it is impossible to convert this ability into my combat power in the short term.

But it's good to know the method, and with the help of the Ming Xuanyu Soul, I believe that my soul power will improve quickly.

It was already late when I came here today, and the cultivation of soul power was really hard, so I rested directly in this secret room.

As long as you master the method of cultivation, the key is to continue training in the future.

There seems to be Tanya's unique body fragrance in this secret room, sleeping here makes me unusually quiet and comfortable, after a while I fell asleep quietly, I also had a sweet dream in my sleep, a wonderful dream, I don't say the content of the dream, I believe that Tanya should be able to experience it tonight, she can feel it, she will be able to ......

Holding that pillow, I slept profusely.

The next day, I went back to school and started my normal study life again.

During this time, I was the same as before, often not living in the dormitory, often disappearing at night, of course I was returning to my house to practice soul power, this ability will become another secret weapon in my future battles, and I decided, if this ability is practiced, it will not be used until the moment of life and death in the future, even if it is a game to lose in the boxing market, I will use this as my life-saving stunt, the hole card of the box.

Of course, my soul power cultivation is not only at night, during the day, when I am bored, I will also use my soul power to try to attack weakly at passers-by like Brother Rundong, but now, even if I hit with all my strength, at most it will make passers-by frown, and they will not even stop their footsteps, and most of these people will not feel that they have been attacked by soul power at all.

This is my current strength in the soul power to take time, I went to the gym a few more times, there is still no one to challenge me for the time being, and the challenge I sent to the top two in the five-star fighter group has finally responded, one of the fighters 'Royal Twin Stars', has already given me a reply, he agreed to fight with me, and the old butler has already arranged this fight to the post-festival, this old guy still wants to use such a interesting game to attract the audience.

It's inconvenient for me to deal with him about this, the gym still has to consider Yingli, and I'm not in a hurry, just accommodate them.

So, I used this time to hone my skills.

Soon it will be the most important traditional festival of the Shenghua Empire, the Winter Festival! It's time for the holiday again, and then I'm starting to get nervous about one thing again, and it's time to go home again, I don't know if Brother Rundong can go home this year, he should go back! Counting the year he was a soldier, he didn't go back, and now it's been three years, he should go home again.

But it's inconvenient for me to ask him directly about this matter, with his character, I asked him directly, if he resisted, he would directly refuse, in order to be safe, I thought of a way, I want to mobilize Xiao Feng and Xiao Sheng brothers to go back together, and then let Xiao Feng and them drive Brother Rundong, so that Brother Rundong will naturally go back.

Well, that's a good idea, I have an idea