Love is blind

Chen Jingyi also hurriedly got into the car, and He Mo had been waiting for him here for a while.

As soon as she got in the car, she turned on the radio, tuned to the music channel, then fastened her seat belt, closed her eyes and leaned against the back of the chair: "Let's go." ”

"Are you tired today?" He Mo saw that her mood was not very high.

"Well, there's too much going on today, I want to take a break."

He Mo didn't say anything more, drove the car away, and didn't make a sound along the way, letting her have a good rest.

But Chen Jingyi's calm surface is moving fiercely inside.

Chen Sisi's words just now kept echoing in her ears.

Why did you slowly become inferior?

Where did you get your confidence in the first place?

Little by little, she recalls the events between the two of them from the beginning of their acquaintance to the present.

She finally found a clue.

When I first met him, my impression of him was simply that he was good-looking. As for herself, because the people around her always praise her, so at that time she felt that she should be worthy of him.

But as the two of them gradually came into contact with each other, she slowly discovered his other qualities.

He has achieved something in his career, is gentle in the world, and has positive sunshine in life...

She found many sides of him, and each one was so good, like a... Perfect people.

And who deserves to be a perfect person?

Therefore, the more she understands, the more she feels that she is farther away from him, and the more inferior she feels in her heart.

But even if this is the reason, how can you stop dwelling on it and regain your self-confidence?

According to Chen Sisi, she now has two options.

The first is to accept all of this with peace of mind and consider it your luck.

This may sound simple, but is it really possible?

She may try hard, deceive herself, and she can pretend to accept it.

The second...

Become like someone worthy of him...

It's too hard...

He's so good, how can he catch up?

Ay... It's hard to fall in love... I wouldn't have liked him if I had known... How nice it is to like a little mediocre...

Waiting for He Mo to stop the car, she opened her eyes and found that it was in the parking lot of the community.

"Huh? Didn't you say you went there yesterday? ”

"I see that you are so tired, I want you to come back early to rest, do you want to go?"

In fact, she was just asking, she really didn't want to go today.

"No, I don't have much appetite today, let's go next time."

He Mo heard that she had no appetite, so as soon as he got home, he boiled a pot of porridge for her, coaxed her to drink a bowl, and hurriedly let her rest.

Chen Jingyi was a little absent-minded at work this week, but fortunately, she was finally looking forward to the weekend.

She had already made an appointment with Qiao Qiao in advance, asking her, the dog-headed military division, to give her staff officers.

After listening to Chen Jingyi's relays of what Chen Sisi said, and her self-analysis of herself, Qiao Qiao frowned: "I did feel that you seemed to have become inferior during the time when you two were not together, but after you were together, I saw you getting along and thought that you had recovered." ”

"Hey, you still have to pretend."

"I think it's because of your lover's eyes that I think he's so good. But how can there be a perfect person in this world, although he is indeed very good, but it is really not as exaggerated as you say. Seeing that Chen Jingyi wanted to open her mouth to refute, she immediately continued, "However, it can't be denied that there is indeed a little bit of a gap between you and him." Of course, I'm not talking about appearance, you two are a perfect match just by looking at your appearance. I mean..."

She stopped suddenly, as if wondering what to say.

"Which of us is with whom, you just say it directly, it's okay." Chen Jingyi motioned for her to continue.

"It's just... Objectively speaking, you seem to be... A bit lazy. Of course, I'm lazier than you, but I don't have a comparison with someone like He Mo. ”

Lazy...

Indeed, she is still self-aware, isn't she just a salted fish.

"I've been in my comfort zone for a long time, I really don't want to move..."

"But don't you want to regain your confidence now, then you have to work hard, you can't be a salted fish anymore, you have to turn over quickly!"

"The salted fish rolls over... It's still salted fish. Chen Jingyi said weakly.

When Jojo heard this, he was so angry that he crossed his waist, and then, as if he suddenly remembered something, rushed back to his room and took out his laptop.

"I remember we didn't say we would take the exam together, I'll check it out...", she quickly typed on the keyboard, and then, "Coincidentally, the registration deadline is at the end of April, and it just happens to be able to apply." ”

After she finished speaking, she directly pushed the computer to her, as if she had to obey, unquestionable.

"Huh? Is it so sudden? ”

"What you have to do, you have to do now, or you will never be able to do it. Fast! Fill me in! Jojo showed momentum.

Chen Jingyi quickly glanced at the screen: "But the exam is in October, I feel that there is not enough time..."

"There will always be a squeeze, and there are more than a hundred days, and it will be too late."

"So which subject should I apply for first this year?" She bit her lip, this is really a tricky question, if you want to pass the CPA, in addition to mastering the knowledge, reasonable arrangement of test subjects is also a key.

"A subject? You're so naΓ―ve, you have to report two doors anyway. ”

β€œWhatοΌŸοΌŸοΌŸβ€ I already felt that I didn't have enough time to review, so I gave her one more course?

"CPA, you see, it gives you 5 years, but you can't really plan to drag it out until the fifth year, you have to get it done in three years at most, otherwise your front is too long, and there will be no motivation to do it again."

"So what should I choose?" She is now like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, waiting for Jojo's arrangement.

"It's easy to match a difficult subject."

"Or... Just accounting and economic law, right? ”

"Okay! I remember that you seemed to be very good at economic law when you were in college, so you don't have to spend too long on this subject, you can study accounting hard! On your birthday next week, I'll give you a full set of materials as a gift. After saying that, Qiaoqiao took out his mobile phone, opened Taobao, and prepared to place an order.

Oh my God, Chen Jingyi shouted in his heart, it's too difficult to become an excellent person!

"Eh, no," Chen Jingyi, who reacted, looked at Qiao Qiao, "Then why don't you report it?" ”

"I didn't feel inferior because of a man, I didn't report it, I'd better be a happy salted fish."

"And what were you doing with such impassioned passion?"

"Standing and talking doesn't hurt your back, anyway, you must work hard, become a better version of yourself, come on!" After speaking, he also clenched his fists contrivedly to cheer up.

Chen Jingyi's face was full of black question marks.

Worthy of her... It's a familiar formula...

"Oh yes, did you have any contact with Zhou Wei later?" She heard Jojo say "I didn't feel inferior because of men", and suddenly thought of this stubble.

"I said a few words when I went back on the day we had dinner together, but they were all some and some of them, and then they were gone."

Qiao Qiao and Zhou Wei are not from the same company, unlike when she and He Mo were not in contact, even if WeChat was not in touch, they could still have some contact.

But if they don't contact each other on WeChat, won't it be over directly!

Looks like I have to get a horse!