Chapter 31: About Dreams
Lao Pan said, I also hope that our children here can go out of the mountains, no longer like I did back then, want to study but have no opportunity, here seems to be isolated from the outside world, the city is developing rapidly, but here is decades unchanged.
Pan Qingchuan said, so Dad, you have to control your condition, so that you can see the earth-shaking changes in our village.
Doctors usually tell the patient's family the worst outcome, but Pan Qingchuan always believes that there will be miracles in this world.
This time when he returned to Zhushi, he still wanted to do one thing, that is, to match his father, and when necessary, he hoped to save his father by cutting his liver.
In Huoyun Village, I went to bed early and got up early every day, and I was no longer busy or sleepless all night, the pain in my cervical spine had recently improved, and the whole person felt refreshed, Pan Qingchuan felt that sleep really had a miraculous effect.
And the environment here is also very nurturing.
He also has to try to keep it that way, and if one day his father needs it, he wants to cut a healthy liver for him.
If Harukawa had successfully transferred out, the money he received would have been enough to cover the cost of the transplant.
Although I have experienced countless dark nights that make people despair, I finally see hope.
Lao Pan smiled and said, I take the medicine you bought for me on time every day, don't worry, the doctor said that the condition is serious, since I went to plant the kiwi fruit tree and exercised my body, you see that I have slept well recently, and the whole person can still gain a little fat.
His optimism seemed to be contagious, as if the disease and gloom were far away from them.
When he arrived at Huoyun Village, Lin Lin walked for a day and a night, even if he had the experience of camping in the wild, but in the dark mountain, he couldn't see his five fingers, walked one foot deep and one foot shallow, and could still hear the cry of wild beasts from time to time, that kind of fear and fright, as if it made people raise their hearts to their throats and eyes.
Walking the mountain road that night, her back was sweating all the time.
Although I also brought camping equipment, in that state, I just wanted to finish the rest of the road quickly, and I didn't want to stop at all, as if I could hear the sound of my heart beating as soon as I stopped, and I was very nervous.
I only heard the sound of Lin Lin panting in the night breeze, Pan Qingchuan said, it is better to rest and wait until dawn before continuing to walk.
The kerosene lamp in his hand shone brightly.
Because of fear, Lin Lin refused to stop, she said: "We must ask our superiors to agree to build a road for us, otherwise it will be difficult to get out of the mountain." ”
This matter that has plagued Huoyun Village for generations, if it is to be solved in this generation, the people in the village will never believe it.
Building roads is a big deal, and Pan Qingchuan knows that he may encounter a lot of resistance, and it is very likely that the leaders are very busy, so he put this matter on hold.
He was afraid that Lin Lin would have a psychological gap at that time, so he said, this matter is subject to the fate of God, and we will work hard with the best results.
Lin Lin stubbornly said, what I want to do must be done.
During the chat, Pan Qingchuan learned that Lin Lin was the first in the class every time from elementary school to university.
It is this stubbornness that makes her have an unusually firm heart under her seemingly soft appearance.
Sure enough, the top students are all ruthless characters.
In Lin Lin's opinion, the former Pan Qingchuan was not very persistent, and devoted himself to his beloved career.
Lin Lin suddenly stepped on the air and let out a scream, Pan Qingchuan hurriedly dragged her elbow with his palm, so that he didn't fall because of the unstable center of gravity.
Shocked just now, Lin Lin's forehead was already dripping with cold sweat.
If Pan Qingchuan hadn't supported her, it would have been very likely to slip down.
Lin Lin's voice was a little short of breath and said, "Thank you for saving your life." ”
The originally tense atmosphere, when she said this, Pan Qingchuan couldn't help but burst out laughing.
also imitated her tone and said, "The girl is in a hurry, do you want to rest for a while and drink a cup of hot tea." ”
It's not easy to walk at night.
If you don't get it, there will be a danger of falling, so Lin Lin no longer recklessly agreed.
She was surprised to find that Pan Qingchuan's method of setting up the tent was very fast and professional, and it didn't take long for him to set up the tent and let Lin Lin go in to rest.
And he was outside pouring the small portable stove he had brought with him, ready to make a pot of hot tea.
Pan Qingchuan brought the tip of the hair, and the light was warm by the emergency light.
He is extremely skilled in cooking tea, a cup of hot tea, the young shoots at the tips of the hair are like elegant dancers, standing in the tea soup.
The sweetness of the entrance has dispelled the fear in his heart just now, and Lin Lin praised, this tea is really delicious.
The corners of Pan Qingchuan's mouth crossed a beautiful arc, and said, "This is what I found on the mountain, an old tea tree, I have to have three or four hundred years of appearance, in fact, in addition to growing potatoes, Huoyun Village has many things that can be planted." ”
Lin Lin seemed to suddenly realize Pan Qingchuan's good intentions, and said to him: "The reason why you want to plant kiwifruit first is that you want everyone to see that there is economic value and follow you to plant it." ”
Pan Qingchuan nodded: "Although in their opinion, I went to college and went to the capital, but over the years, everyone has taken the deep-rooted concept that we can only grow potatoes here."
Poverty seems to be a brand in the depths of the mind, and it cannot be removed.
Therefore, if you want everyone to change their mindset, you must let them really see that planting can bring economic benefits.
Lin Lin looked at the starry sky, and used to see a slogan, if you want to get rich, build roads first.
It's full of people's wisdom.
She said to herself that the Cowherd and Weaver Girl still need a bridge to come together, let alone want to get out of this deep mountain.
Pan Qingchuan has always been puzzled in her heart, it is too easy for a highly educated girl like Lin Lin to find a good job after graduation.
But why did she run here as a girl to suffer this way.
Pan Qingchuan chatted with her casually and asked her, "Huoyun Village is very bitter, do you still want to stay here?" ”
Lin Lin replied seemingly without thinking: "It must be! ”
She didn't say the half of the sentence that was hidden in her mind, because you are here, so I want to be here without hesitation.
Pan Qingchuan understands her willingness to stay here as her ideal ambition, and she wants to make her own achievements here.
During the time that Pan Qingchuan lived here, he felt that his mentality had changed a lot, he used to get up early and be greedy for darkness, in order to prove himself, and to let his parents live in his own building as soon as possible, he had almost no time of his own.
I didn't even get a chance to take a good look at the night sky so quietly.
For the universe, we are still too small after all.
Lin Lin was silent for a moment when she saw him.
She was a little cramped, she was afraid of being cold when she was with Pan Qingchuan, she found that she was very happy when she was with him, but she was always unconsciously cautious.
She likes to see the corners of his mouth in a beautiful arc.
His eyes were deep but clear, and she always felt like she was stuck in them.
Lin Lin took a sip of hot tea, and the smell was in front of her.
She said that I started in kindergarten to study in the key kindergarten that is difficult to enter, and the primary school is also the best primary school my parents found, no, it should be an old dilapidated primary school district house bought at a high price, with no toilet and no kitchen.
So I've always had a heavy burden in my heart, I'm afraid that I won't study well, I'm afraid that they will be disappointed, I study hard, and if I can't learn, I'll memorize by rote.
I can't even remember the questions I brushed.
I finally fulfilled their dream and graduated with a PhD, but looking back on the past 30 years.
I haven't done anything for myself.
This time it was my own choice, so I wanted to do my best to do it well.
Pan Qingchuan never understood what kind of motivation made Lin Lin have such a big motivation to come here.
After all, compared to Lin Lin, his purpose is too pure, Lao Pan wants to come back, for him, where Lao Pan is, home is there.
As a family, it is good to be able to be neatly together.
Pan Qingchuan also talked about a lot of interesting things when he was a child, at a construction site, his father worked, his mother helped cook there, and he would help with the kitchen cooking.
Many children have not had the experience, Pan Qingchuan feels that this is the wealth of his life, the ups and downs of life are very normal, and many experiences are destined to become nutrients in life and nourish beautiful flowers.
Pan Qingchuan did not go to kindergarten, his childhood was spent with his parents in different construction sites, he played the most with the sand used to cement on the construction site, sometimes lying on the thick pile of sand, Lao Pan would tell him.
Close your eyes and feel like you're lying on the beach, the sea breeze blowing across your face and the waves crashing against the reef.
Pan Qingchuan felt that at that moment, he really couldn't hear the noise on the construction site, as if he could really feel the smell of the sea breeze blowing through his nose with a fishy smell, as if he could really hear the sound of the waves.
So whenever he encounters adversity, he closes his eyes and can hear the sound of the waves.
Lin Lin also tried to close her eyes, but she couldn't hear anything, but it seemed that you felt the sound of Pan Qingchuan's breathing.
I don't know why, but at the moment she feels at ease by his side.
She leaned back in the tent and fell asleep.
Pan Qingchuan used his jacket to block the wind for her, this was the first time he looked at Lin Lin in such detail, with fair reflective skin, long eyelashes, and thin lips.
Exciting.
Those four words popped into his mind.
But then he was denied by himself, and now his father is sick, and if he succeeds in matching, he plans to cut his liver to save his father at any time.
And now all the money is ready to be spent on treating my father's illness, and his condition has not deteriorated for the time being, but it is like a sharp sword hanging over his heart.
Fall in love with someone.
is going to give her a better future, and now he can't give anything, he doesn't dare to hope to fall in love with someone.
The night was very beautiful, dispelling the fear, and Lin Lin slept until dawn.
When she woke up, she saw Pan Qingchuan standing not far away, like a guard.