Chapter 007: No Loss
There was a knock at the door, Feng Chen paused, got up and went to open the door, "Father." ”
Seeing that he was standing at the door and didn't mean to let himself in, Feng Jingyu sighed, "Walk with me." ”
"Yes." Feng Chen nodded and followed behind.
The two walked for a while, and Feng Jingyu said, "Time flies so fast, in a blink of an eye, you are so old, and your mother has been gone for almost thirteen years, if she knows that you are so good, she will be very happy......"
Feng Chen lowered his eyes, his gaze was a little abrupt.
"However, she will also be worried......" As soon as the conversation changed, Feng Jingyu didn't go to see Feng Chen, "I think you hated me, right?" ”
Feng Chen raised his eyes to look at Feng Jingyu and pursed his lips, "No." ”
Feng Jingyu said again, "Actually, I hated you. ”
Hearing this, Feng Chen was still expressionless, as if he was saying this to others, Feng Jingyu continued, "Your mother has a special physique, it is difficult to get pregnant, originally we thought that this life will be Huai'an, a child, but we welcomed your arrival, you don't know, when I first learned that she had you, how happy she was, but I was always worried that her body could not bear it, and then came to give birth to you and fell ill, I think it was you who hurt your mother, but I know in my heart that this has nothing to do with you, and even your mother can't persuade me, I just need an outlet to vent my anxiety and fear...... The more I got to the end, the more I felt guilty that I couldn't face you...... Regarding this, I need to apologize to you, I'm sorry, for your childhood, I also need to apologize to you, I'm sorry, because my confusion and domineering have made you suffer a lot of grievances, and it has also created your current character ......"
Feng Chen's eyes were uncertain, he pursed his lips tightly, and said nothing.
"Jun Mo, my father is sorry...... Over the years, I have suffered you, and I owe you a lot......" Feng Jingyu smiled bitterly, "Little cub is right, I am indeed a bastard!" ”
Feng Chen raised his eyes, "He...... Scolding you? ”
"Isn't he scolding right?" Feng Jingyu shook her head, "Don't worry, don't worry, the young man's shoulders should bear the grass and the long warbler flying and the breeze and the bright moon, and the girl's eyes should hide the stars, the sea and the light, at your current age, you should be full of beautiful things...... Jun Mo, get in touch with some new things, as long as you don't violate the bottom line of human ethics, you can try boldly, don't be afraid of falling, don't be afraid of getting into trouble...... Your life is still very long, you can be subject to some storms, experienced, fall, get up, you can grow, and your future road will be more and more stable......"
Feng Chen asked, "What did Xiao Duan say?" ”
"Isn't it surprising that he can say these words? Even though he was only fifteen years old, he was old-fashioned, and sometimes, I had the illusion that he was an old man on the verge of death...... He's right......" Feng Jingyu sighed, his tone was unclear, "How can a child not crave the love and companionship of his parents......"
Feng Chen had a trace of envy and complexity in his heart, envying that young man for being able to communicate and communicate with his father like this, complicated ...... "his parents ......"
Feng Jingyu's eyes were far away, and then he smiled with a complicated smile, "He was adopted, don't look at his young age, but he is the only apprentice of the Lotus Lantern Holy Monk, and his seniority is terrifyingly high. ”
Feng Chen didn't ask, but saluted Feng Jingyu, "Jun Mo didn't blame his father......"
Feng Jingyu was stunned, he couldn't believe it, but he looked at him and said, "It's okay if you blame it, you don't blame it, you can't go back, we have to look forward, in fact, I hope you are like Xuanxuan, in front of me, it's okay to be presumptuous...... It's better to be casual......"
Feng Chen was silent, he really couldn't do it, Feng Jingyu waved his hand, "That's it, then it won't be you, go back......"
Feng Chen saluted calmly and turned to leave.
Xiao Ducai doesn't care whether the sky is bright or not, for him, he prefers to walk in the dark, and darkness is the best protective color.
Xiao Duan slept until the afternoon, and woke up when he noticed someone approaching him, turned over, frowned, and his soft voice was faintly stained with obvious dryness, "Come in!" ”
As soon as they arrived at the door and were about to knock on the door, Feng Yu and Feng Chen paused, glanced at each other in surprise, pushed the door in, stood in front of the screen, their eyes swept over the dark red brocade robe and the dark colored waist seal that were randomly placed on the screen, and lowered their eyes.
Feng Chen held the tray, which was two side dishes, a bowl of rice and a brocade box. He smelled a strange scent, very faint, the sweetness of candy mixed with a faint ...... Milky? He knew that this was the smell of Xiao Duan's body, and he smelled this smell when the two of them were very close when he restrained him yesterday.
Feng Yu arched his hand and said, "Uncle Xiaoshi, Huai'an and Jun Mo brought some food, as well as the meeting gift from your uncle." ”
“…… Oh. Xiao Duan was like an invertebrate, arching and arching again in the quilt, and his soft voice carried a hint of stickiness that had just woken up and the dryness of getting up, "Put it down." ”
The brothers glanced at each other, and after Feng Yu motioned for Feng Chen to put it on the bookcase, the two of them gave up their hands again, "Then Jun Mo and I will retreat first." ”
“…… Hmm...... Xiao Duan arched again, his eyes didn't open, and waved his hand, "Good night......"
Feng Yu coughed, but smiled silently, Feng Chen was still expressionless. The two of them withdrew and closed the door lightly, and after walking for a while, Feng Yu said, "Didn't you say that there is no cultivation, such a keen vigilance, I'm afraid that I won't be too reckless compared to you." ”
Feng Chen was still speechless.
Feng Yu had long been accustomed to Feng Chen's few words, and when he thought of Xiao Duan's bed, he shook his head and smiled, "It's really a child...... When did he go back? ”
Feng Chen replied, "Early in the morning." ”
Feng Yu shook his head and smiled helplessly.
A small disciple walked over and bowed to the two, "Young Sect Master, Second Son, Sect Master Message, please go to Yan Siyuan." ”
"Okay, we got it." Feng Yu nodded, the two walked, and said to Feng Chen, "I don't know what my father told us to go, what is the so-called ......?"
Feng Chen said, "You'll know when you go." ”
Feng Yu showed a smile, "My father has been in retreat for eight years, and now he is out of the customs for this little uncle, and now he is recruiting you and me to go, and I think it will be related to this little uncle." ”
Feng Chen did not speak.
As soon as the two of them arrived at the door of Yan Siyuan, they heard Feng Jingyu's voice, "You are a leopard in the tube, you know people in time, you don't know anything, you don't understand anyone, he just likes to have fun, he doesn't have bad intentions, Uncle Jun, you have been a gentleman all your life, shouldn't you treat children more?" ”
Feng Jingyou took a sip of tea, didn't say anything, and said in his heart that if every child wants me to take care of it, where can I teach it.
Feng Jingyu didn't have a good air, "It's really a good mud stove, you can't get a good reward for your kindness, I advise you not to listen, you will have a good time in the future!" It's for your good to let you take care of it, that's a bastard, provoke him, the six relatives don't recognize it, that is, now that he has abolished his cultivation, where the young master goes, he is still the master! ”