Chapter 230 This man is hers
Inomori turned on his computer, clicked into the forum he often logged into, clicked on the visitor record, and sure enough, he saw a user whose avatar was a Shiba Inu visiting his homepage.
He pursed his lips, the user had been visiting his page for days in a row, and the times he did so were very irregular.
The reason why this user makes him feel strange is because this avatar, a small Shiba Inu, happens to be the same as the puppy that Xiaobao took away.
He chuckled, and the first thing he reacted when he saw Shiba Inu was to think of Xiaobao.
People who already have nothing to do with themselves.
And his nickname, is a vintage.
When Inomori saw this vintage, he held his chin and thought for a moment, and that year, he obtained the fundraising and challenged the team to jump from a cliff and fall into the water.
He was still young at that time, which was a very successful start for him and the beginning of his later extreme sports career.
It's been 10 years now.
It's really an incomparably distant thing to think about, so far away that it's a little strange to me.
The thrilling in the past is in great contrast to my current comfortable and cookie-cutter life.
Jing Sen pursed his lips, this is an extreme sports forum, although he can't do these things in person now, but sometimes he will come here to take a look, the content is more professional, and ordinary people rarely come in.
But he's been diving in the forums and he's not making much noise, how did this person find himself?
It stands to reason that it can't be.
At this time, someone sent him a private message, it was the same group of partners who challenged him back then, and he planned to do it again in the same place ten years later.
In the past ten years, fewer and fewer people have stayed, some have died unexpectedly, and some have chosen a relatively stable life for various reasons.
Thinking of this, Jing Sen felt a little regretful.
He pondered for a while, but still agreed to join, his withdrawal, not entirely because of physical injury, but more of a shadow in his heart, he saw his girlfriend covered in a vast snow...... Since then, he has withdrawn, but he feels more and more bored in life. After so many years, what he misses most is that fearless experience.
He suddenly remembered that this activity had been initiated a long time ago, but few people had been interested, and not long ago, he suddenly received a financial support to make this activity possible.
.......
Qin Zhi and Chen Xi'er have reached a relatively speechless state.
If you don't say three words, you will definitely be cold.
Probably because, there is nothing to say, nothing more, it is worth saying.
Staying in the villa for a long time, it is indeed boring, Qin Zhi rubbed his eyebrows, opened the door and wanted to go out to breathe, as soon as he opened it, when he saw Chen Xi'er outside the door, his face changed very much.
He let go of the doorknob and separated himself from Chen Xi'er at a long distance.
Chen Xi'er sighed slightly, she knew that she and Qin Zhi would never be able to go back to the past.
Qin Zhi coughed dryly and said to Chen Xi'er in a deep voice, "I just want to go outside to breathe." ”
Chen Xi'er pinched her fingertips and shook unconsciously.
It was a long time before she looked up.
Qin Zhi had never seen her with such an expression.
Hard, dangerous, like falling into a deep black mire, there is no more light.
Chen Xi'er tapped the corners of her lips, and the tail of her eyes was a rich bright red. She bit her lower lip, her fingertips clenched white, and said in a hoarse voice, "I know." ”
Qin Zhi walked around outside and blew a strong wind.
And where he couldn't see, Chen Xi'er sneered and said sharply: "Say, are you colluding!" ”
The man knelt on the ground, trembling, "Miss, no, really not!" ”
"Oh?" Chen Xi'er looked at him mockingly, "Then you should say, I let you monitor Qin Zhi's every move, and you didn't even know that he was going out, didn't you have the heart to let him go?" ”
"Miss, you believe me! Not me, I didn't think so! The man shook his head, and he pointed to the sky and swore an oath, "I was just negligent for a moment. ”
Chen Xi'er sighed.
She looked at the man in panic and washed his face with tears, and she was still a little embarrassed. She thought that she had really chosen her capable and trustworthy henchmen, but she didn't expect this man to betray him.
The man fell to the ground, pleading to hold her legs, whimpering: "Miss, you let me go, let me go!" ”
Chen Xi'er frowned forgedly, and finally couldn't bear to wave at his subordinates: "Take it down!" ”
Qin Zhi was lighting a cigarette and blowing the wind not far from the villa, when he saw two men walking out of the villa with one on his back, taking him to the cliff, and with a kick on his shoulder, the whole person fell from the cliff.
A terrible scream grew farther and farther away until it was gone.
Qin Zhi's heart sank, afraid that it was because of himself.
When he went back, Chen Xi'er was lazily nestled in the sofa, her eyes seemed to be open.
She called him softly as if nothing had happened, "You're back." ”
Qin Zhi pursed his lips playfully, and just wanted to say something, but was robbed of his gaze by the blood stains that occupied half of Chen Xi'er's body.
He stared at the mottled bloodstains, his whole body trembling slowly, "You killed him?" ”
He sharply questioned her, "Tell me, why?!" ”
Chen Xi'er's face was distorted, but she sneered: "Didn't you guess, why did you come to ask me again." ”
Qin Zhi's eyes were suddenly empty, and there was no longer focus.
"Why do you have to kill him......" Qin Zhi leaned weakly on the sofa and whispered like a collapse, "I'm right here...... There's nowhere to go—" he cried out at last, "why do you want to kill him?" ”
Chen Xi'er sneered, walked to Qin Zhi's side, leaned down without hesitation, and hugged him.
It was a very devout and formal hug.
But Qin Zhi was choked by cold despair in this embrace, unable to resist.
Chen Xi'er fifteen years ago, Chen Xi'er fifteen years later.
Drowsy upside down, a big dream.
It's like his life, it's all ...... Subverted.
Chen Xi'er hugged him tightly, and the corners of her lips curled up happily.
She hid her sincerity, took every step of the way, contacted a group of hot-eyed jackals, and was finally able to hold what she wanted firmly in her hands.
She couldn't forget the first time she saw Qin Zhi.
Like himself, he represented the business school in the debating competitions held by the college.
Two teams from the business school participated, and in the end, it became the two teams competing for first and second place.
The sharp and logical Qin Zhi made her brain blank for a moment.
In the end, she = this team lost, but she had a feeling of being willing to bow down.
Qin Zhi lazily shrunk in his coat with a thick fur collar, took a leisurely step with his long legs, and walked in front of him, his long eyelashes cast a blue and gray shadow, and his eyes seemed to be open, but they were very detached and deterrent: "Your name is Chen Xi'er?" ”
She nodded.
He gently hooked the corners of his lips, and with a strong posture with great contrast, just as he wanted to say something, Chu Yunxi jumped up and down on him, "Qin Zhi, you won!" I knew you were going to win! ”
She suddenly wanted to know now that Qin Zhi wanted to say it but didn't remember what it was.
Later, she found out that this man had a seemingly casual appearance, but he was a very strong person in his heart.
The stronger Qin Zhi is, the more she wants to see Qin Zhi imprisoned and trampled.
She couldn't help but wonder how beautiful the weakness and humiliation on Qin Zhi's face would be at that time.
Just thinking about it makes people's hearts pound.
This thought has been with Chen Xi'er for many years, from the curiosity at the beginning, to the end, it was rubbed into her bones and blood, and it became a deeply entangled obsession in her heart.
She wanted Qin Zhi to not be able to ignore herself, and wanted Qin Zhi's eyes to only revolve around her, so she deliberately created various troubles to seek his help, and then entered his company to accompany him.
And Qin Zhi didn't choose her in the end, watching him get married and have children, he grew one year older every year, and the time left for her was less than a year.
Once she made up her mind, no matter what, it had to be done.
No one could snatch Qin Zhi from her.
No one.
Chen Xi'er grabbed his slender ten fingers, "If you don't marry me, I will destroy your dependence, I will unite Chu Yunxi's family, and ask her to help Su Yun leave for the sake of family marriage, destroy all the things that lie between us, and then make you surrender to me and become my vassal." ”
Qin Zhi's eyes were glazed, and his heart was like ashes.
After a long time, a hoarse voice sounded ghostly: "Even if you erase my memory, I will definitely engrave your appearance in my heart, and I will always ...... Nor will it respond to your feelings! ”
"I don't care." Chen Xi'er laughed ruthlessly, sad and proud.
She hugged Qin Zhi with all her strength, gritted her teeth and said, "I don't care at all!" As long as you're by my side. ”
Qin Zhi closed his eyes and laughed hoarsely, "Isn't it just as you want now, you're by your side, is this what you want?" ”
The man's whole person was gloomy, like a candle in the wind, like a phosphorus fire in water, and he lost all life.
Is this what you want me to be?
"This is the medicine you use to erase your memories." Qin Zhi slowly opened his hand, a white pill in his palm, "It's so troublesome and so painful, it's better to let me forget it all at once." ”
As he spoke, his lips trembled, and a tear flowed slowly and slowly from his own twisted and desperate laughter.
Slowly.
Warm.
Lingering and poignant.
...... fell on Chen Xi'er's neck.
At that moment, Chen Xi'er shook violently. She bit her lip tightly, hugged Qin Zhi in pain, and wept silently where he couldn't see.
Qin Zhi put all the pills in his mouth and swallowed them hard and bitterly.
With such a large dose, he would literally lose all his memories.
In her heart, she was happy and sad at the same time.
There had never been a moment when she knew so much as she did now.
This man, it's hers.
But...... Never, it won't be hers.
Is this really what you want? She kept asking herself in her heart.