It's dark at night.

Shag sat on the sofa in a hotel bathrobe.

The location of this hotel is good, with floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the most prosperous panorama of the entire Jin city.

Neon flashes and brilliant lights.

Looking up, you can see a few sparse stars hanging in the deep dark night sky, and the night planes fly through the night sky, emitting an eternal twinkling light.

She finally couldn't help it, turned on her phone, and dialed a number that had already called her many times.

The number, as always, was answered quickly.

"Shag, where are you?" It could be heard that Qin Tianyu's voice was very anxious, and there was still the sound of a car honking on the phone, he should be looking for himself.

"I'm in the hotel, I'm fine, don't worry." Xia Ge let out a breath, "I'll go back to school tomorrow and apply for accommodation, you don't have to worry about me." ”

I heard that the building manager aunt in the school is very strict, and idle people will not be allowed in.

Therefore, I am not afraid that Mrs. Qin will come to make trouble with me again.

"Which hotel are you in, I'll look for you."

"No, I'm fine." Xia Ge lowered his eyes, bit his lip and said, "In the future, I will be myself, this is good." ”

I don't want to make a fool of myself in front of my classmates anymore, maybe one day I can't help but confront Mrs. Qin hysterically like an uneducated crazy woman.

I don't want to have nowhere to live, and I don't want to worry that my belongings will be thrown away by a woman.

That's it, after an exhausting past and love and hate, I don't have the strength to stick to be with you and face the courage of the future.

"Hey, Shag, I'm ......"

Qin Tianyu frowned and sighed when he heard the busy tone on the phone.

She's fine.

No matter how long the night is, it is also spent in a sleep.

Surprisingly, there was no insomnia, no dreams, and I slept very comfortably this night.

Shag stretched, got up, took a shower, and faced the cold world.

When the classmates in the school heard that she was coming to the dormitory, they started to talk about it, and it must have something to do with Mrs. Qin rushing in and slapping her that day.

Gangneung was the only one who was happy to hear about this.

Although he is from the city, his family lives far away, and he goes home once a week, and spends the rest of his time at school.

When Jiang Ling heard that she was moving in, he happily circled around her, "Great, senior sister, so that I can see you every day." ”

Look at the good voice that is as clear as a spring, and the words that come out are like bells that drill into the bottom of Xia Ge's heart.

Xia Ge pursed his lips and smiled, "Why are you looking forward to seeing me so much?" ”

Gangneung blinked and smiled, not speaking.

Xia Ge smiled at night, laughing at the innocence of this boy, he is the kind of family that has lived in a very happy family since he was a child, and he can be felt from afar, giving people a very comfortable feeling.

Like a small sun, it radiates a warm glow, close to you, warm you.

But it also showed more and more that he was covered with scars.

"I still have something to do, let's go first, junior brother." Shag was carrying his bag and preparing to leave the classroom.

Jiang Ling's eyes lit up, "Senior sister is going to buy things to be used in the dormitory?" I can go with you. ”

Xia Ge touched the jade bracelet wrapped in cloth in his pocket and shook his head, "I have other things, thank you for being willing to accompany me." ”

Jiang Ling scratched his head, nodded, and smiled lightly.

"Goodbye, senior sister."

Xia Ge traveled a lot of places before he found a quaint-looking jade repair shop, and I heard that the old uncle here is very powerful, and he can restore it to look better than when it was not broken.

The old uncle was very meticulous, tracing the wound of the jade bracelet, and Xia Ge sat on the stool and waited, and waited until it was dark before taking it back.

When she got out of the subway, Xia Ge hung her head, her long hair covering her face, and she couldn't see her expression at this time.

“...... Shag? Cheng Yue suddenly appeared and looked at her worriedly, "I have something to say to you." ”

Xia Ge raised his head, still didn't speak, but his eyes could freeze to death.

Cheng Yue panicked and waved her hand again and again: "I lied to her yesterday, I don't want her to keep pestering me, so I made an excuse." ”

"What else?" Xia Ge glanced at her, his pale bloodless lips showing a slight slit.

"And ...... Well, I shouldn't hide my orientation...... Actually, I'm afraid that you will think that I am different from normal people, think I am strange, and stay away from me. ”

"What else?"

"Huh? And also? What else is ......" Cheng Yue scratched her hair, feeling that the woman in front of her couldn't guess her mind at all.

"Do you really dislike me?" Shag's eyes were fixed on her.

"Of course it's true." Cheng Yue smiled, but her lips closed tighter and tighter, and she said after a long time: "That's not the case....... I'll admit that I like you. ”

"However, I never intended to say it." Cheng Yue paused, and then said: "Because I'm afraid that after I say it, I won't even be able to be a friend, you know, I didn't mean to hide it from you." ”

The night breeze was slightly cool, Xia Ge pursed his lips, Cheng Yue became serious, and even the air condensed: "Xia Ge!" ”

Before she could react, the whole person had already fallen into a warm embrace.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you."

Xia Ge swallowed a sentence: "It's okay, thank you for liking, let me know that I am also worthy of being liked and loved." ”

"In the future, will you still be friends?" Cheng Yue stared at her.

Shag just leaned on her shoulder and didn't say anything more, and a light drizzle began to fall in the sky at some point.

Cheng Yue panicked: "Hey, hey, don't cry!" ”

Growing up, what she feared most was to see tears, once her mother, then herself, and now her.

But Xia Ge just shook her head, and it wasn't until she was pulled by Cheng Yue to the subway to hide from the rain that she came up with a sentence: "Do you know that my mother is a murderer?" ”

Cheng Yue nodded, and swallowed some words to his lips.

Actually, she knows everything.

Although Shag didn't talk to her.

If Xia Ge knew that the encounter in the company was not a coincidence, but she was deliberately close, if she knew that the reason why she said this about Qin Tianyu's badness was just to keep her away and live with her for a longer time, such selfish and careful thinking, then, would she still lean on her shoulder so willingly?

Cheng Yue didn't dare to think about it anymore, and there was a slight chill in his heart.

From the first day she met her, she knew that she was not a simple girl and that she had too many secrets and stories.

But she also knew that she couldn't leave this woman.

"It's alright, Shag...... Everyone has their own secrets, you don't want to tell, I won't inquire, these are not important. ”

Shag's fingers gripped her light blue shirt tightly, and the neckline was wet.

Tonight, Xia Ge didn't even make a sound to cry.

.......

She still didn't live in the school.

Because it is said that there is a person in the dormitory who dislikes her background and fills the bed that was originally intended for her with suitcases.

Although some people couldn't bear it, they didn't stop it.

Xia Ge glanced at it and chuckled, "You don't have to do this, don't worry, I won't live with you anymore." ”

Then he left the dormitory with his own things, and the dormitory manager didn't have a good attitude towards this girl who was tossing back and forth, and said coldly: "Don't forget it." ”

Xia Ge had no choice but to knock on Cheng Yue's door again.

Cheng Yue opened the door ignorantly with messy hair, and rubbed his eyes in surprise when he saw Xia Ge standing outside.

"Why are you back?" She asked, surprised.

"What, you're not welcome?" Xia Ge said with a grin.

"Of course you are welcome." Cheng Yue took her suitcase and put it in the bedroom where she originally lived.

After going around for a few months, I'm still back.

The place is not big, but it is very comfortable.

This place has preserved so many good memories for them, and the reason why it is beautiful is because all the harm has not yet been staged.

Shag let out a long sigh of relief and began to tidy up the room.

When nothing happens, start over.

You know, I'm really what you say, because I grew up with so few emotions and no friends.

Whoever is good to me, I will be very moved, whether he has the purest feelings for me or not, it doesn't matter.

So, I'm very attached to that kind of life that won't be ignored.

You may not understand, but this is very good, it means that you have not experienced a difficult life like mine.

......

The clock struck three times at midnight.

Qin Tianyu was in the bar, spitting smoke rings and playing with them, and the white mist was shrouded.

The friend couldn't bear it, stepped forward and snatched the cigarette from his hand, and sighed: "You...... What's so hard about this, torture yourself like this, is it interesting, if you can't let go, go and chase it back, brother, I believe in your ability, you must have your hands on it. ”

"I can't go." Qin Tianyu didn't look up, and lit another cigarette.

"Since you can't let it go, it's better to act as if nothing happened before." The man took a sip of his cocktail, "If you smoke like this, it's not far from lung cancer." ”

"You have to take care of it!"

Having said that, he couldn't help but snuff out his cigarette.

"I can't let it go, but I have to be so ruthless, if it weren't for liking her, you wouldn't deliberately want to keep her distance and keep her from harm...... Qin Tianyu, when did you become indecisive, you were ignorant and fearless before......"

The man's words were like a sharp knife poking at Qin Tianyu's heart, sliding down his chest all the way to the gallbladder, and the whole person became bitter.

The scene at that moment, how could he forget-

Xia Ge stood in the middle of the living room, and the clothes and debris in the sky were thrown at her, so lonely.

He knew that he was powerless to change his parents, and that they would be even more reckless.

If Xia Ge ends up with him, it will be a lifetime affair, he will be subjected to the white eyes and cold words of his parents for the rest of his life, and he will have to live in a piercing poisonous tongue and sharp white eyes for the rest of his life, how can he completely ignore her feelings in order to satisfy his selfish desire to be with her.

Especially lovers, absolutely not!

The identity of the eternal future, if they have the crystallization of love, it should obviously be a happy thing, but when he thinks that some people will say that he is the identity of an illegitimate child who is not seen, how can he not feel distressed.

For five days in a row, he didn't set foot in the school, just silently stood at the door, looking at her figure from afar.

She is mostly on her own, and sometimes she is with the little boy named Gangneung.

The two men talked and laughed, passed by him, and turned a blind eye to him.

It's false to say it's not distressing.

But Qin Tianyu didn't have a choice, and took a deep breath of the cigarette in his hand: "Instead of suffering in the future, it's better to break it off as soon as possible." ”

"I just hope you don't regret it later." The man sighed lightly and shrugged his shoulders helplessly.