Recently, I have been under a lot of pressure, after work, it has passed, there is no leisure time to code words, I know that I can't help it, I haven't slept well for a whole month, I go to bed at three o'clock in the morning every day, get up at half past seven in the morning, I don't know what I'm insisting on, looking at other people's new books are better than me, I really don't have the motivation to continue! I forced myself,Tell yourself to be strong,But there are still countless times I fell asleep with my phone,How many days and nights,I don't know how I survived,Now this work has nearly 700,000 words,But it hasn't been put on the shelves for a long time,I drink too much every day.,I almost want to collapse.,The phone has fallen countless times.,Who can I tell about my depressed mood!!I'm really tired!!