Gao Zilan's chopsticks that were about to pick up vegetables slammed to the ground, and this answer was really beyond his expectations.

He thought about it a lot, and he even thought it was love, but he didn't expect him to answer this.

He didn't want power, power, women, money, he wanted a family that anyone could have.

"You... Why do you say that? Don't you have a family? Don't you have parents?" Gao Zilan looked at him with some surprise.

Feng Chenyu's expression suddenly darkened, and he said in a low voice: "I have no family, I have no parents, I am an outcast." ”

"So you're an orphan."

"It's not... I'm not an orphan, I was abandoned about a few years ago. ”

"Well, I'm sorry, I want to talk about your sore spots, let's talk about something else. ”

Feng Chenyu nodded and said, "I don't care, what do you want to talk about, ask me then." ”

"By the way, what do you want to pursue most in life, such as an answer, a dream or something, what I want to find most is my missing father, do you have it. ”

"Yes, I've always had a thing that I wanted to know the most, and I especially wanted to get the answer to this matter. ”

"Oh, let's hear it, it's a dream or something. ”

Feng Chenyu shook his head again with a wry smile, his expression was even darker than when he talked about his family just now.

"Now, it's not that I've been following this question all my life, it's that I'm really good to live, is it really right that I'm born? Is my existence wrong or right? ”

Gao Zilan opened his mouth in surprise, he never expected to get such an answer anyway, it was really beyond his expectations.

A person who seems to be mysterious, what he wants most is his family, but what he wants most is whether he was born into the world or not, and what this person has experienced, so that he has such a problem.

Feng Chenyu spoke again and said, "What do you think is this thing of fate?

"Fate, this should be fate, that is, everything is arranged, waiting for us to complete it according to the script. ”

Feng Chenyu lowered his head and opened a bottle of beer, he took a sip of wine, stared at the liquid flowing inside, and said, "Whether fate is destined or drifting with the wind is uncertain. ”

"Is this?" Gao Zilan lowered her head and thought about it again, and suddenly her eyes lit up, and she said, "I think it's both." ”

The beer in Feng Chenyu's hand suddenly trembled, and he said to himself, "Do you have both?"

"Yes, of course it's both, for example, the encounter between me and you, it can be fate that makes us meet, or it can be an accident that makes us meet. ”

"Yes, when you say that, I suddenly feel enlightened, and maybe, one day, I will follow these two things to find the family I want, and the answer I want to know. ”

"Well, it's good if you can think like this, in fact, you don't need to be depressed every day, my mother said, life is like running, just stride forward, don't care about the past, the past will pass as long as you take a few steps lightly. ”

Feng Chenyu nodded with determination, if it was fate, then one day he would get the two things he wanted, if it was falling with the wind, he could go for it himself.

The reason why fate is in your own hands is because only if you firmly grasp the route of fate falling with the wind, will you open the gears of fate, which probably means both.

However, no matter what, Feng Chenyu patted his chest, whether it was destined to be a pawn or a king, but an accident that fell with the wind, he couldn't recognize it, because he once said, my fate is not up to the sky, fate is in his own hands.

After Feng Chenyu thought about everything, he had only one goal, that is, to stride forward, if you stay in the same step, no one will be able to help you.

Feng Chenyu looked at Gao Zilan gratefully, and said, "Thank you, thank you, your words really made me suddenly enlightened." ”

Gao Zilan waved her hand modestly and said, "You're welcome, I'm just saying it casually." ”

"I'm in a better mood now, I want to eat. ”

Gao Zilan nodded and said, "You can eat as much as you want, this is a buffet." ”

Feng Chenyu, who was in a good mood, didn't say a word, just picked up a big chicken leg from the table and put it in his mouth, and before he finished chewing the chicken leg in his mouth, he picked up a piece of steak with his bare hands and stuffed it into his mouth.

The corners of Gao Zilan's mouth twitched, and she said, "Can we eat more civilly, wasn't it very good just now, eat with chopsticks one bite at a time?" ”