Lu Li should be happy, and in the end, Si Jianyu did not attack Liang Zhaomei. Of course, this move only refers to the fact that it did not cause any harm to Liang Zhaomei's body for the time being.

If Guan Cancan can be found in a short time, then it is okay to say, if Guan Cancan is really not found, Lu Lifang is afraid that not only Liang Zhaomei will have trouble, but I am afraid that the entire Liang family will not be able to get rid of it.

It's just that even though Lu Lifang hoped that Guan Cancan could be found earlier, the results of the search still did not have the slightest whereabouts of her.

As time continued to lengthen, the haze in Simi's eyes and the blue and black under his eyes became heavier and heavier.

When Lu Lifang came to the apartment, he only saw wine bottles pushed on the coffee table on the ground, and Si Jian Yuzheng was playing a song in front of the white piano with his fingers that were not yet healed.

The sharp and intense sound of the piano brings a heavy oppression, and even the ears have a tingling sensation.

It was the sound of despair to the extreme, the sound of dying on the verge of death.

It wasn't until the piano sound was over that Si Jian Yu said to Lu Li as if he was drunk, "Do you know? This is a song written by Cancan, and this is how she felt when she was in a car accident. Fang Ruolan hurt Cancan, I will let her life worse than death, Liang Zhaomei hurt Cancan, I will let her fall from the clouds, and then there is - I, the one who hurt Cancan the most, is actually me, you say, what should I do, Cancan will forgive me, will let me find it?"

Lu Lifang comforted, "Cancan is just an ordinary person, with your current carpet search, there is no reason why you can't find her, but it may be later." Or maybe it won't be long before she will appear automatically, after all, Guan Cancan really loves you. ”

"And what if she doesn't love it anymore?" asked Tsushimami abruptly.

Lu Lifang was silent, he didn't love it anymore? Even if he found Guan Cancan, I was afraid that it would be another disaster.

"No, it won't. At this time, he can only say this, just because there is a rare fragility in the eyes of his friends at this moment, if he answers "yes" at this time, then Ah Yu's fragility may completely erupt, "Cancan loves you so much, I will definitely not love you like this." ”

Si Jianyu suddenly smiled lowly, his expression was charming but there was an indescribable sadness, "Yes, she won't love me, she's just too angry, so she avoids me, but ......"

Si Miyu's body staggered to his feet, and he picked up the fable, "I really want to see her, I really want to see her...... She can punish me however she wants, as long as I can see her......"

He muttered to himself, collapsed on the couch, closed his eyes, and clutched the fable in his arms with both hands.

Lu Lifang looked at the man who looked drunk, but thought in his heart, if Ah Yu could really get drunk and fall asleep at this time, then it would not be a good thing, but he ......, "Ah Yu, are you asleep?" he asked.

Along with it, it was Si Miyu who slowly opened his eyes and said hoarsely, "Since Cancan left, I haven't been able to sleep for a day, not even for 1 or 2 hours. Like hunger-KE, the body and mind miss her frantically, and the more I can't see her, the more obvious the dry hunger in my body becomes, "Maybe I'm not crazy now, but if I can't find Cancan again, I'll definitely go crazy." ”

And at that time, he became a madman, will Cancan love him again?

Even if she doesn't have a voice, even if she can't give birth to a child for him in her life, it doesn't matter, he just wants to hold her, he just wants to smell the breath on her body, he just wants to sue her, he is wrong, he is ridiculously wrong, as long as she is willing to forgive him, even if she wants his life, it doesn't matter......

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At this moment, in a small suburban village not far from City B, Guan Cancan is sitting on a small bench, holding a pen and paper in his hand, writing something. These days, her life is almost like living a life of paradise. In this village, no one knew her, there were no disturbances, no cynicism, just the simple smiles of the villagers in the village.

These warm smiles seemed to be slowly soothing the pain in her heart.

A child approached Guan Cancan and looked curiously at what Guan Cancan was writing. Guan Cancan smiled at the child, pulled out a piece of white paper, followed the boy's appearance on the paper, and casually drew a cartoon image and gave it to the child.

The child was obviously very happy, and said to Guan Cancan in a chattering manner, and kissed her on the face a few times in a very interesting way, and then walked away with the painting he had just gotten.

Guan Cancan gently stroked the kissed area on his face, and the smile on his face became stronger.

Mu Ang watched this scene from afar, and his heart surged. At first, he only thought that Cancan chose to be with his cousin because of his money and status.

But...... Now it seems that he was wrong? She wasn't that kind of person at all.

Because she loves, she chooses to be with her cousin, and now, because she doesn't love, she chooses to leave. And what about him, can he protect this woman, can he have a new beginning with her? no longer purposeful approach, no longer to hurt anyone, no longer to take revenge, just because of his own heart...... In love with this woman.

Walking up to Guan Cancan, Mu Ang's eyes glanced at the paper that Guan Cancan had been writing just now, and on the paper, it was obviously a newly written sheet music, "Have you written a new tune?" he asked.

Guan Cancan nodded, these days, what she has the most is time, and writing tunes can at least make her not think about the things that will make her heartache, can distract her, and can also make time pass faster.

"The plane is ready, but are you really planning to go abroad?" asked Muang, "Even if you stay in the country, I can protect you from Si Mi Yu from finding you." ”

Guan Cancan wrote on the paper with a pen: I want to go abroad to relax, and I have always wanted to go abroad to study music and composition more systematically, and now I have this time.

And the real reason is not whether Si Jianyu can find her, but staying in the country, and he can easily see the topic and his information about him at any time. And every time she watches and listens to it more, it will make waves in her heart. And abroad, it can be much quieter, there will not be so much news about him, news about him......

Muang groaned, and after a moment said, "Then you can avoid anyone when you are abroad, but please don't avoid me. I would like to know how you are doing, and if you have any trouble or difficulties, you can always come to me. ”

Guan Cancan looked at Mu Ang, the young man who was cold and cold in the school at the beginning, but now, he was the only driftwood she could grasp. If it weren't for Mu Ang, she wouldn't have left so smoothly.

Guan Cancan wrote on the paper again: Thank you for helping me this time, but I'm afraid I can't give you anything in return.

She can't give the affection he wants, and now she just wants to heal the pain in her heart, and she has no time to take care of anything else. Go abroad, maybe a year, or half a year, she can forget the pain......

But or ...... Never forget?!

This love is too deep and too hard, and it has become a difficult thing to even forget.

"How do you know you have no way to reciprocate!" said Muang.

Because she didn't love him, but her pen had just written two words on the paper, and he held the pen in her hand abruptly, and wouldn't let her write any further, "You will be able to afford and be willing to give what I want in return." So, he didn't want to see her write down the words that rejected him on paper, and he didn't want her to kill his hopes again.

Guan Cancan looked at Mu Ang suspiciously, only to see Mu Ang continue, "As long as you think it is appropriate in the future, you can write me a song that belongs to me." ”

She was stunned, she didn't expect what he had made to be such a request.

"Cancan, this, are you willing to give it?" Mu Ang looked at Guan Cancan with some hope in his eyes.

If it's just a tune, there's no problem, it's just ...... Suddenly, a familiar feeling of nausea came to him, Guan Cancan covered his mouth, ran to the sink, lowered his head and vomited.

"Vomit...... "I didn't eat anything today, but I still vomited so badly, as if I was going to vomit my whole stomach."......

Mu Ang anxiously followed Guan Cancan's side, watched her vomit until her face turned pale, and asked nervously, "Did you eat something bad?" I'll find a doctor to see you right away......

However, Guan Cancan didn't seem to hear his words, just put his hands on his abdomen and stared at his abdomen incredulously.

In a flash of lightning, a possibility flashed through Muang's mind. Is it possible? could it be what he thought? She's already gone to Si Miyu, but is she ...... now?

Mu Ang stood stiffly, and after a long time, he said with great difficulty, "Cancan, do you ......" The last few words seemed to be unable to continue.

Guan Cancan raised his head and met Mu Ang's complicated gaze.

She didn't know, but the feeling of vomiting was so similar to before.

The hospital examination report that Liang Zhaomei showed her, as well as her mother's words, let her know that it was difficult for her to have any more children. So, it shouldn't be so coincidental...... There shouldn't be ......

Can...... If she really has a child in her belly, then what should she do?

Child...... At this moment, she was hoping that she could really have a child that belonged to her completely, and she would give this child all her love......

―――――― there will be a drop tonight...... It's just that it's going to be late, and those who can't wait can get up tomorrow morning to see ~~~ Those who have tickets, continue to support the tickets, and promise to add more~