Chapter 157: Li Youran's thoughts
From now on, he is no longer the previous Guan Qinghan, but a brand new person. is not only the daughter of the housekeeper, but also the daughter of the Jun family, and the only daughter!
Recomb the cicada hair, skillfully show a slender posture, choose the choice of talent, and let it be autonomous!
A new life is just around the corner!
At such an exciting moment, Guan Qinghan's eyes couldn't help but look for someone in the crowd...... Finally, she saw it!
The handsome face was smiling gently at him, his eyes were soft, and at the same time, a wisp of gnat-thin but familiar voice came from his ears: "Cold......"
Guan Qinghan smiled with tears, hummed softly, suddenly his face was flushed, but his heart became sour for a while, and he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, obviously happy and happy in his heart, but tears quietly flowed out...... Farewell, nightmarish rìzi!
Under the command of Song Sheng, all the VIPs entered their respective seats in an orderly manner, ready to indulge in a drinking party. The wine that the Jun family took out this time was the best wine from the sky-high auction, and more than a dozen jars were prepared for each table, which was enough to drink freely...... Before the feast begins, the rich aroma of wine is already appetizing...... Jun Moxie was about to move forward, but he saw a person in the slash walking towards him with a smile, and said in a low voice: "Jun Sanshao, do you have time now? How about chatting with Sanshao below?"
"Oh, let's talk, with you?" Jun Moxie looked at Li Youran with a smile, tilted his head, and said with a smile: "Do you think there is room for us to talk?" Or is there still a need to talk?"
Li Youran smiled lightly, his eyes were focused, and he said in a deep voice: "Yes, not only is there room for chatting, but there is also a need for chatting, and I believe that the topic of our chat, Jun Sanshao will also be very interested." ”
Jun Moxie turned his head to look around, looked around, muttered, and said: "Are you so confident?!It's good to chat, just satisfy your wish, anyway, on this occasion today, although it may not be meaningful to chat with you, it is better than chatting with many boring people here!"
Li Youran smiled bitterly, it turned out that this guy also saw that it was one of his wishes to talk to him today. Fortunately, I still have a lot to talk about this wish!
"It's such a mess here, come with me. Jun Moxie smiled: "Presumably, you don't want others to listen to what you said to me, right?"
Li Youran smiled and said, "That's right, it's bothering the three less." ”
Jun Moye laughed and took the lead in turning his head, followed by Li Youran, following closely. In the eyes of outsiders, it looks like a pair of close friends are walking arm in arm and talking affectionately.
At the moment when Jun Moxie turned his head, he clearly felt that His Majesty the Emperor, who was sitting high on the seat, glanced at him from a distance. Although it was only a glimpse, those deep eyes were full of indescribable subtleties.
Jun Moye took Li Youran all the way, and the two walked through the corridor, went around a few times, and came to the garden pavilion, and in this early winter, they came to the garden pavilion to have a long talk...... Presumably, this is the first strange thing in Tianxiang Country or the whole world!
The sky is full of clouds, the air is cold and windy, and the pavilion is full of wind, and it is bright on all sides, it is really a good place - it is definitely the origin of colds and fevers!
This is not because Jun Mo is arrogant and neglects the guests, but there is really no more suitable place to go. There are already a lot of guests who come to congratulate in the house today, and they have already occupied the entire front hall and inner hall, Guan Qinghan's small courtyard now has Mei Xueyan and others, so it is naturally inconvenient to take Li Youran over; his own courtyard hides a lonely night cold, and there are two crippled children, which is not very convenient; and Jun's unintentional courtyard is not only hidden in the cold smoke dream and Mu Xue pupil of the wind and snow silver city, but also a large number of soul-devouring hidden guards to guard, which is naturally even more inconvenient...... The last place to go - Old Man Jun's study, isn't that too much to promote him Li Youran?
After thinking about it, Jun Moye simply took Li Youran to the garden, anyway, the two of them have good strength, and they have long been out of the cold and heat...... Li leisurely looked around, amazed, and said: "Sanshao here is really an outstanding person, looking at the entire Tianxiang dìdū, the harsh winter has come, the leaves and branches, a depression, but the garden of the Jun family is so verdant and green, chūn Hua endless, it is really refreshing, this is not a compliment, but a leisurely heart. ”
Jun Moye laughed, sat down first, raised his hand to give up his seat, but did not answer immediately.
Li Youran didn't sit down immediately, put his hands behind his back, turned his back to Jun Moxie, looked at the green around him in a daze, and seemed to be talking to himself: "Jun Moxie, in my memory, this should be the first time the two of us have had such a formal conversation!"
"Well, it turns out that today is your first ......" Jun Moye nodded, and sighed a little: "It's a pity that I can't be responsible, I really can't be responsible......"
"I'm eight years older than you, you're eighteen, and I'm twenty-five this year. Li Youran ignored the cold jokes of the eldest young master, and looked out intently, the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of loneliness: "Third young man, do you know how I have come over all these years?"
"Somehow, or maybe something, I have been suppressed for too long, and I have the idea to talk about it. Especially in front of you, although we don't have such a friendship, but, there really is this kind of hope, if you are okay, you might as well listen to it, and listen to a small story, although it may not be jīng color, but it is still somewhat interesting. ”
He smiled self-deprecatingly, and said without waiting for Jun Moxie to answer: "These things have been pressed in my heart for too long, but there has never been any suitable occasion or object to vent. ”
"You say, I listen, you and I may not be able to become friends, but at this moment, I will be a good listener. Jun Mo's evil face is rare and serious. At this moment, he felt the loneliness in Li Youran's heart, and he couldn't help but feel a little sympathy.
Li stood quietly for a long time, as if adjusting his thoughts and organizing the language to be narrated, and then said slowly: "I remember very clearly, my memory has always been very good." I still remember that since I was three years old, my grandfather took me away from my mother's knees, saying that it was a loving mother who had many defeated children since ancient times, and children who had followed their mothers for too long had absolutely no great prospects...... I still remember my mother crying in distress, her face was full of tears, and she knelt in front of my grandfather and begged me to take me for another month, but my grandfather didn't agree, but only allowed her to come to see me every other month. ”
"It was the first and deepest memory of my life, my mother's tears. Li Youran closed his eyes, exhaled a long breath of white breath, and a rare cháo red flashed across his face, as if his mood fluctuated very much.
After a while, he continued, and his voice became steady: "When I was still three years old, my grandfather hired a Tianxuan master with a lot of money to comb my meridians for a month to lay a solid foundation for Xuanqi; ”
Jun Moye sighed softly, he didn't know what to say at all. These children born in the high gate, the hardships of childhood and the tempering of teenagers are something that ordinary children dare not even think about, and the more they are born of the lineage, the more they are valued by the elders, the more so; therefore, once these children grow up, some people will become so sloppy, so irritable, and even perverted!
Because, their xìng grid has been extremely distorted since childhood! The long-term backlog, the constant pressure, they need to release...... Therefore, once the power is in hand, often do a lot of tyrannical things, from a certain aspect, the tyrants of the past dynasties, are also formed in this way, the king of Shang, the Yang Emperor of Sui, the end of the Eastern and Western Han Dynasty Wang Mang is as good as that, before the throne is powerful, there is a great name, in addition to the power, it is unimaginable to be tyrannical...... "When other children are playing, I also want to play; but they can, but I can't." As soon as I slack off, my grandfather will have people beat me and reprimand me, and he will be harsh on me as much as he will be on other brothers, a hundred times more!"
Li Youran's voice was like a whisper: "Since I was a child, he told me that you are different from others, and when you grow up, you want to do great things! ”
"After countless beatings and reprimands, I finally accepted my identity completely. A high status. Li Youran's expression was calm, as if he was talking about other people's things: "I, I can never speak loudly, I must always be gentle and elegant, even if I am angry in my heart, I still have to smile on my face, I smile very calmly and sincerely, and I want to be calm, even if I am obviously in pain to death, my face must be indifferent, calm, and even happy." Because, my grandfather told me, perseverance is the most basic quality of a person who achieves great things. ”
"At that time, every month, the day my mother came to see me, it can be said that I lived the most alive day, because on that day, although I still could not fall behind in the slightest degree of schoolwork, all the samurai and masters who supervised me would leave, and my mother would accompany me, practice, practice swords, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, cook for me, and then she would stand quietly and watch me practice, and I also looked forward to that day every month, and I usually did not dare to relax, because I found that when my progress was great, my mother's face would show surprise, and she would be very happy...... As soon as she was happy, I was very happy. I want her to be happy every month......"
Li Youran's eyes were tightly closed, the corners of his eyes were a little moist, and a gentle and affectionate look appeared on his face, but he turned his back to Jun Moxie, but Jun Moxie couldn't see it.