Since the two of us returned from the trip, I have wanted to take Wu Hui to a hostel near the school almost every weekend to relive the passion, trying to break through the last step, but I have never been able to do so.

In the midst of disappointment, the last winter vacation in college is approaching. In the next year, we will face the test of finding an internship or employment unit by ourselves.

The night before we left, we walked around the campus as usual.

The girl's parents have asked her to find an internship unit for her, intern in a state-owned enterprise in her hometown, and strive to become a regular employee in the later recruitment examination.

But Wu Hui refused, and she had a very unpleasant quarrel with her parents for this.

During this time, when we were together, we found that my girlfriend was in a bad mood and always forced a smile. I felt that this was caused by the conflict between her and her parents due to the arrangement of the internship unit, and persuaded her to obey her parents' arrangement many times.

Every time Wu Hui mentioned this issue, she tried her best to avoid it, and she was too annoyed to face my repeated persuasion, so she refused the invitation for three consecutive days. After finally getting forgiveness, I didn't dare to bring up the topic again.

Looking at the girl who was worried, I didn't have the good words I used to have, so I could only silently hold my cold hand, hoping to drive away the cold of winter for her, which was also my only ability.

Looking at the helpless expression of his sweetheart, he felt humble at that moment, and he didn't have the courage to say any bold words.

It was supposed to be a sweet time, but it slowly passed in our silence.

In the end, Wu Hui declined my request to send her home tomorrow, then turned around and walked back to the dormitory.

Looking at my girlfriend's weak and helpless back, I can only sigh sadly.

Maybe it's because we have our own hearts, we don't keep in touch often during the winter vacation.

I once wanted to go to Wu Hui's side like I did during last year's winter vacation, but the pressure of reality made me unable to see a way out in the future, and I told myself again and again that since I couldn't give her a bright future, why bother to add trouble to her, let it be.

Most of this winter vacation is lying in bed looking at the gray screen of the mobile phone in a daze, enduring the thoughts and worries about his girlfriend.

The school year has started, and there is no need to report to the school for the last semester as in previous years.

After making up my mind, I still hid from Wu Hui and made my first stop from home to that city.

When we met again, she didn't have the slightest joy, but slapped me hard, crying and shouting: "Who asked you to come, I hate here, why do you still come!" ”

Ignoring the pain on his face, he hugged the girl: "I miss you, if you don't like it here, let's go together." ”

She broke free from her embrace, crying with tears on her face: "Although there is my pain here, there are also my parents and relatives. I've wanted to get out of here more than once, but no, let's break up. ”

I was stunned. Wu Hui is different from some girls who often talk about breaking up, this is the first time she proposed to break up after being together.

The girl continued to cry and said, "Do you want a reason, then I'll tell you!" I don't love you anymore, I can't forget my previous boyfriend, I gave him all the first time, and I was even pregnant! He's a jerk, but I can't forget him! ”

She seemed to have exhausted all her strength to finish these words, and slowly squatted down with her face hidden, tears dripping to the ground.

The message contained in the words kept repeating in my mouth, which had not yet recovered from the blow of the breakup: "Why? Why? ……。 ”

Standing in place for a long time, so long that I don't remember when Wu Hui left, I only feel that this world is so silent, only the sound of my own heartbeat.

Gradually, he regained a trace of consciousness, regardless of the surprise of others, let the tears flow down and soak his entire face, and turned his head and slowly left this sad place.

A kind old man next to me delivered my forgotten luggage to my hand, and he stopped talking.

The walking dead came to the station, looking around in confusion.

At this time, I found that Wu Hui was like a guiding light, and if I lost her, I also lost my direction, and now I don't know where to go.

I felt the vibration of the mobile phone in my pocket, and I took it out with hope and saw that it was Li Jiajia calling, and I was extremely disappointed.

Weakly breathed out: "Hey......." Suddenly grievances, helplessness, sadness, and pain welled up in my heart, and tears rained down again.

"You finally answered the phone, and you made a dozen calls. Huihui told me ....... ”

Li Jiajia may have stopped after hearing my sobbing sound, sighed and continued: "Alas...... I never expected this to be the end result. If you're okay, go back to school and we'll talk. ”

I thought it was time to go back to school. Today, Wu Hui's words and deeds are not only a blow to him, but also add many questions. At present, there is definitely no result from the girl, so it is better to try to listen to Li Jiajia.

A few hours drive away, just in tears and memories.

Passing through the teaching building, canteen, playground and other places, the scene of the two strolling is still vivid, and in a blink of an eye, it is already a thing or a person, as if it is a world away.

didn't go back to the dormitory to put his luggage first, but eagerly came to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory, and saw that Li Jiajia was already standing downstairs waiting.

Before I could ask a question, she was the first to speak: "I understand that you want to ask a lot of questions. Unfortunately, there are some questions that I don't know the answers to. Huihui's personality is familiar to you, and some things will only be buried in your heart. ”

Instead of giving up, I began to ask, "Why did she break up?" ”

"She only told me to stay at home and go to the internship according to my parents' arrangement, and maybe work and live there in the future."

"That's not a reason, I can try to stay over there."

That's what she just said to me. I also wonder why she has been resisting that city, including going to school here, because she wants to escape from there, so why would she obey her parents' arrangements this time? ”

"Why does she resist her hometown, is it because of her emotional experience?"

"I guess because of the ......, I don't know, maybe."

"And what happened to her and her former boyfriend?"

"I only know that she has had a boyfriend before, and she has hurt her fiercely, which has had a great impact on her life. I don't know the specifics, and she's been reluctant to mention this person. Li Jiajia seems to be evasive about this question and is reluctant to say more.

Listening to the other party's questions and not knowing the answer, I didn't get any answer, thought about it again and again, and finally faced the reality and asked: "Then there is still hope for me and her?" ”

Li Jiajia shook her head gently: "To be honest, don't be angry and uncomfortable. I feel very hard, hard. She must have thought about this decision for a long time...... Actually, I feel like she still cares about you. She took the initiative to call me to contact you, worried that something would happen to you. ”

Hearing these words, I haven't had time to improve my mood.

Then he said, "But she asked me to tell you that there are some things that don't get to the bottom of things, so let's stop here." At the same time, you should not contact her again, whether it is a phone call or a text message, she will not reply again, let alone go to her. You are destined to have no share, and you should cherish each other. ”