253. [253] What she was to say to him

Guan Cancan hugged his daughter, and Si Xiaoyu's small body almost curled up in Guan Cancan's arms, and his two little hands were still tightly grasping the placket of Guan Cancan's pajamas on his chest, revealing an endless attachment.

This scene is warm and peaceful, and Si Jianyu can't help but look stupid.

In the past, Cancan had gently hugged him and fell asleep, but now, he had to use a forced way to make her lie in his arms.

At this moment, he was even a little jealous of his biological daughter, who could get Cancan's wholehearted love, Cancan...... The most loved thing is always her family, before, it was her mother, her grandparents, and now, there are more daughters.

And he, now in her heart, no longer cares, no love, not even hate.

Before, he was afraid that when he found her, she would hate him and resent him.

But when she said those words to him by the river, he realized that hatred and resentment were not the most hurtful, and her indifference was the most terrible.

When a person doesn't care about you at all, then there will be no hatred.

Suddenly, his lips raised a silent self-deprecation, it was really ridiculous, and at this moment, he actually felt that it would be good if she could hate him.

When Guan Cancan opened his eyes, he saw Si Jian Yu sitting on the sofa chair next to the bed, his charming eyes staring at her steadily.

The sun shines through the curtains and falls on him, because he is behind the light, and on his face, forming a strong interlacing of light and shadow.

The light and shadow set off the three-dimensional of his facial features even more, but it also showed the kind of silence on his body more clearly.

Guan Cancan stiffened, he didn't expect that he would see the queen when he woke up early in the morning.

"You...... How long have you been here?" her voice had the lazy softness of waking up in the morning. She thought that he would be back today, at least after the afternoon, but he seemed to have been sitting here for a long time.

"It's been a few hours. He said casually.

So, he was here in the middle of the night last night?! Guan Cancan was thinking about it, and suddenly felt a movement around him, but it turned out that Si Xiaoyu opened his eyes in a daze, his small body twisted around, and he opened his eyes in a daze.

It's rare that the little guy usually wants to sleep lazy, but at this time, after seeing Si Jianyu, he sat up with a grunt, stretched out his hand to Si Jianyu, and begged for a hug, and shouted non-stop in his mouth.

Si Jianyu stood up and hugged Si Xiaoyu.

The little guy suddenly shivered, pouted, and muttered, "Daddy, you're so cold!" But having said that, the little guy didn't mean to run away, but instead hugged his neck, squeezing his warm, soft body towards him, "Xiaoxiao is very hot, Xiaoxiao warms Daddy's floor." ”

As he spoke, the little guy's mind was still rubbing against Si Jianyu's chest.

A warm feeling is flowing in his chest, this feeling is something he has never had, is it the kind of feeling that a father has for his child?!

And this feeling was brought to her by the little one in her arms.

If it is said that in the past, Si Xiaoyu gave Si Jianyu more feelings, which was the feeling of Xiaoxiao and his children, then now, Si Jianyu's feeling is that he has a feeling of being a father.

It's as if he can do a lot of things for this little guy to be happy, hoping that her life will be smooth and healthy, and he is willing to use his own ability to make her happy.

Guan Cancan looked at the intimacy between his daughter and Si Jianyu with some trepidation, and thought of what she was going to say to Si Jianyu for a while, and couldn't help but feel a little astringent in his heart.

"Come, smile, get dressed first, and after you get dressed, you can hold Daddy for as long as you want. Guan Cancan said, afraid that his daughter would catch a cold, and wanted to help her daughter get dressed first.

Si Xiaoyu obviously didn't want to let go of Si Jianyu, after all, she hadn't seen this new daddy for several days!

However, Si Jianyu smiled lightly and said, "Yes, after you get dressed, you can hug your father for as long as you want." ”

The little guy reluctantly left Si Jianyu's arms.

Guan Cancan took his daughter's clothes and was about to help her daughter put them on, but Si Jian Yu suddenly pressed her hand and said, "I'll come." ”

She was stunned, and the next moment, the clothes in her hands had been taken by him.

Si Xiaoyu stood on the bed with a smile, but Si Jianyu leaned down and gave the little guy clothes and skirts one by one, when he wore socks, he bent his knees and squatted down, held the little guy's little feet, and carefully put the cute rabbit socks on his daughter's feet.

Guan Cancan was in a trance, as if he saw the scene when Si Jianyu used to dress her, and at that time, this man also squatted in front of her with his knees bent like this, putting on socks for her and shoes for her.

Her eyes moistened. This man has also done many things for her, taking care of her and making her understand what love is.

After Si Xiaoyu finished dressing, he was tired of Si Jianyu's arms again.

"Daddy, why haven't you come to see Xiaoxiao for a few days, Xiaoxiao misses you so much!" asked in the little guy's clear voice, "Mommy said that Daddy is very busy, so he didn't come to see Xiaoxiao!"

"yes, Daddy is busy. Si Jianyu glanced at Guan Cancan, who was standing aside, and said to his daughter, "Daddy is busy thinking about a lot of things, so he doesn't have time to come and see Xiaoxiao, but it won't be in the future, when Xiaoxiao thinks about Daddy in the future, Daddy will come to see Xiaoxiao at any time." ”

"Then what if Xiaoxiao wants to see Daddy every day?"

"Then Daddy will come to see Xiaoxiao every day. ”

Receiving this promise, the little one immediately giggled, and the sound of a silver bell-like laugh wafted through the air of the old mansion.

The ancient housekeeper looked at this scene from afar, and his heart was infinitely emotional, there has been no such laughter here for a long time, and now, the old man is afraid that he has already known the saving of the little sister, and he doesn't know what the old man thinks in his heart.

However, if the old man can see Xiaoxiao with his own eyes, he will definitely like her, because she is really a likable child.

After eating breakfast and Xiaoxiao went to play with those children, Guan Cancan walked to Si Jianyu's side and said, "Let's have a good talk while we are free now." ”

"Okay, let's go to the study and talk. After Si Jianyu finished speaking, he took the lead in raising his legs and walking in front.

Guan Cancan followed behind him.

In the quiet study, there were only the two of them. Si Jianyu stood by the bed, looking out the window, at this moment, the study was peaceful, and all he heard was the chirping of birds outside the window.

After a long while, Guan Cancan spoke, "I want to move out with Xiaoxiao." ”

His long body stiffened, "Why, isn't it good to live here? Is it that the food is not delicious, or is the servant not attentive enough?"

"No, it's very good, but Xiaoxiao and I are not suitable for a long stay. Guan Cancan said

"What do you mean it's not suitable?" he turned his head to look at her, "Xiaoxiao is my daughter, and you are ......" In her eyes, the last few words of his eyes seemed to be unspeakable.

"Xiaoxiao and I will stay in City B. Guan Cancan said about the decision she had made after thinking about it in the past few days, "I am looking for a house in City B, and it will not stop you from coming to see Xiaoxiao, you can often come to see Xiaoxiao, and you can also take her out to play." "And there are some very famous piano institutions here in City B, although the musical atmosphere is not as good as Vienna, but it should be enough for Xiaoxiao's current piano training.

Of course, Guan Cancan had also thought about returning to Vienna before. After all, the musical atmosphere there is more suitable for the development of laughter music, but once you return to Vienna, it also represents a separation from your loved ones.

She has been indebted to her father for four years, and since she no longer needs to hide from Si Jianyu, it is better to settle down in City B.

When Guan Cancan said this decision, Si Jianyu's eyes moved, but there was no joy on his face.

Her words and mouths are all about the connection between her daughter and him, but there is no relationship between her and him, and he understands that she is drawing a line with him, or...... It was to tell him that the only connection between him and her now was only his daughter.

He could continue to forcibly keep her here, forcibly lock up all her freedom, but ...... Will he hurt her again and again?

Five years ago, he had hurt her deeply, and now, five years later......

"You...... Do you have to go?" he asked, "you can stay here, I can promise you that in the future, unless you promise me to go in and out of here, I can not step a step here, and I can give you absolute freedom." ”

There was a clear hint of concession and pleading in his tone.

"I've decided I'm moving out. She said calmly, but she was so resolute. Now, for no reason, she lives here again.

"Then you and Xiaoxiao's new home, I'll help you arrange it. He retreated.

"No need. Guan Cancan said, "I have saved some money in Vienna in the past few years, and it should be no problem to buy a smaller apartment in City B." In Vienna, the cooperation with Kalona allowed her and Xiaoxiao to save a sum of money in addition to worry-free food and clothing, and Carona will give her a share every year, so Guan Cancan has no worries about money.

Si Jianyu lowered his eyes, his face was silent, and from his expression, he couldn't tell what he was thinking at the moment.

Guan Cancan didn't say anything more, turned around and planned to leave the study.

However, just as she walked to the door of the study, and her hand just touched the doorknob of the study, she was suddenly pressed against the wall on the side by a force.