Chapter 100: But I want to be worthy of my heart
"Find a place first, you want to be close to the mountains and rivers, set up camp, wait for the main force to arrive, and then we will go on the road together. Jun Moxie lightly ordered, he was about to go to the Blood Soul Villa, and Jun Moxie naturally refused to be stupid and stupid to take the lead in looking for abuse.
Even if you want to go unlucky, everyone will go together.
If the conditions permit, Jun Dashao still wants to take advantage of the hidden places, after all, in Jun Dashao's heart, the Blood Soul Villa is not a good thing, even if the Blood Soul Villa is all dead, Jun Dashao will not be a little sad!
Again...... Although this matter is now beyond anyone's control, it ...... Brother is the initiator. Heavenly Punishment Beast Cháo, in a way, that's my brother's team, at least an ally.
Wang Dong sent eight people to look for a place to camp from eight directions, and finally selected a suitable place. Jun Moxie and Guan Qinghan Dugu Xiaoyi looked over and immediately fell in love.
It's a small hillside.
In front of the hillside is a clearing, surrounded by dense woods, and a bend is the official road, where a spy is installed and everything can be seen at a glance.
There was the sound of dumpling water behind the hillside, and when I went around to see it, it was actually a stream that was not big or small, and it came down from the mountain in a zigzag, and the water flow was clear, and the bottom could be seen. Not far downstream, after a turn, it turned out to be a clear waterhole, as soon as they saw this waterhole, Dugu Xiaoyi and Guan Qinghan were a little excited.
Girls love to be clean, during the period of trekking all the way, the routes they take are all marching routes, so what is the right opportunity to clean themselves seriously, even if they occasionally encounter a barren mountain and a wild inn overnight, at most it is a simple wash, and it must not be like being at home, bathing in a huge barrel of hot water and fragrant soup, so enjoyable. As soon as she saw such a clear waterhole today, Dugu Xiaoyi only felt itchy all over her body.
Guan Qinghan looked at the waterhole, and he was also quite moved. But she thinks about it more, she knows her little uncle's character very well, but it can be said that it is very not too hard, if she and Xiaoyi's sister take a bath here, maybe he will really peek, no matter what, you have to find a way to make sure that he won't peek, otherwise, wouldn't you be ashamed to death?
When Jun Moxie saw this waterhole, he coughed politely, turned his head to look at him, and pretended not to notice.
...... Along the way, Jun Moxie and others saw teams of Jianghu Xuanzhi whizzing past their team from time to time, all rushing to Tiannan to help, but this group of "comrades" had the same attitude towards Jun Moxie's troops, either disdainful or oblique glances, and ignored them.
Obviously, the army has no place at all in the hearts of these mysteries. Of course, Jun Moxie didn't take them seriously.
However, in the past few days, the number of mysteries who have happened to meet has become smaller and smaller, and the road is quite deserted.
Outside the woods, there is a three-way road that winds into the distance, and every road is empty, and there is no sign of human beings. Looking up at the sky, the sky, far away from the city, is also exceptionally blue.
During the period when more than 200 guards were encamped, Jun Moxie, Guan Qinghan and others came to the valley mouth to avoid the hot construction scene.
It was not only the young master Jun and the two beauties who came out to breathe, but there were also four other people who followed behind, and they were the main and deputy captains of the Remnant Sky and the Soul Devourer.
Jun Moxie exhaled a long breath, feeling the emptiness around him, the silence of the long sky, and the insects and cicadas singing among the trees, he only felt that his mind was leisurely, it seemed to be very chaotic, and it seemed to be very calm, and what he was thinking in his heart seemed to be quite complicated, but it seemed to be very simple, and finally he couldn't help but feel a sense of confusion.
Even a moment of confusion can be said to be a fatal flaw for a killer, even a top killer like Junda Killer will not be an exception, but at this moment, Junda Killer is really confused, and he is confused for more than a moment...... It has been nearly half a year since I crossed my soul, a soul who does not belong to this world at all, into this world. Every day is like fighting in the previous life, but the mind is used a lot, but the hands and feet move very little. There are many times when he pretends to be crazy and stupid, but he uses very little of the iron-blooded means that he is best at.
In a blink of an eye, almost half a year has passed, and I have been immersed in these extremely boring things for a long time. So, how did I come into this world...... What are you here for?
Is it for the sake of dominating the world, for the sake of the princes of all generations, or for the sake of a free life?...... What is it for?
Jun Moxie put his hands behind him, and walked forward slowly, not in a hurry or slowly. But in the eyes of the six people behind him, there was a glance of surprise! Jun Moxie in front of him, swept away the previous kind of prodigal and slippery, squirming face, the whole person's temperament, it can be said that there is an essential transformation, it is like a transcendent hermit, although he clearly and clearly sees that he is stepping on solid ground with every step, but he clearly feels that every step he takes is walking into another time and space!
Another time, another space, is in a mysterious place that everyone does not know.
At this moment, everyone suddenly had a feeling that it was mysterious to the extreme: the mysterious son in front of him seemed to be ...... He doesn't belong to this world at all, or he should never belong to this world! This peculiar feeling is obviously ridiculous to the extreme, but it is real.
He walked step by step, but it seemed that everything in this world, including the people around him, the soil under his feet, the trees on both sides, the dust in the air, everything had nothing to do with him.
Everything still coexists in harmony, but the only thing that is not harmonious is the living person in his eyes.
It seems that between heaven and earth, only he himself is a single dúlì being, neither intertwined with all things, nor with everything. Jun Moxie, this person, he is actually a small world!
This feeling is not the loneliness of the cold in the heights......! Detachment! And ...... Endless slaughter!
Transcendent dúlì in heaven and earth, but can intervene in them at any time!
Heaven and earth have no self, I am not in heaven and earth, heaven and earth have me, I am heaven and earth!
Guan Qinghan and Dugu Xiaoyi had almost forgotten to walk, staring blankly at the figure in front of them, with only one thought in their hearts: Could it be that this is his true face?
After a long time, Dugu Xiaoyi finally couldn't help but step forward to talk to Jun Moxie, she was suddenly a little afraid of this strange taste of being clear and far away from Jun Moxie, but Guan Qinghan hurriedly grabbed her and stopped her from speaking.
Although Guan Qinghan didn't understand what Jun Moxie was doing at the moment and why it suddenly happened, Guan Qinghan still keenly felt that Jun Moxie at this time must not be alarmed, and even the slightest sound could interrupt this transcendent abnormality.
Huh~~~~ Jun Moye suddenly let out a long breath, stopped his progress, looked up at the sky with his negative hand, the white clouds were leisurely, shook his head with a wry smile, and stood quietly like this, only to feel that his thoughts were empty, clear, clear, and infinitely bright.
No thoughts, no stagnation.
The whole person seems to have suddenly returned to reality from the unreal. Jun Moxie obviously felt that although his jīng divine power had improved a lot, it had not broken through the previous bottleneck, and it seemed that there was a faint fog veil in front of his eyes, and it was hazy and unclear. If this layer can be broken through, the entire jīng divine consciousness will inevitably be greatly improved.
And the source of this layer of obstruction, Jun Moxie can vaguely feel.
It comes from your heart.
"Mo Xie, just now... You... What are you thinking?" Guan Qinghan's voice was still so cold, but Jun Moxie could clearly hear that there was already a touch of concern and concern in Guan Qinghan's voice.
Guan Qinghan Bingxue was smart, when she saw Jun Moye suddenly fall into this wonderful realm, she felt that it seemed that Jun Moye was about to accidentally break through at a critical pass, but after seeing that he was immersed in this wonderful realm for a while, he suddenly seemed to be like an immortal who was about to become an immortal and was beaten back to the world with a stick, and the difference between the two feelings before and after was extremely obvious, and finally couldn't help but ask out loud.
"I was thinking about ...... just now" Jun Moxie's state of mind was still a little trance-like, as if half of his feet were still in that wonderful state, and said leisurely: "...... What am I going to do in this life? Or what am I here to come to this world? or...... What are my goals? What can I do? What can I achieve?"
"Is the goal?...... Guan Qinghan hesitated, "Shouldn't everyone have a goal when they live?" In his heart, he was secretly asking himself: What about me? Why am I alive? Where is my goal?
Thinking about it suddenly, Guan Qinghan also felt a little melancholy: The little uncle should naturally have his goal, but I ...... Am I still qualified to pursue anything? Am I really qualified to do so?
"Yes, there should be a goal, and everyone should have it. I had the idea of returning the sky to the sky with my own strength, and to use killing and iron blood to clean up what I thought was a dirty world, so that the world could reach the kind of peace and prosperity I longed for to a certain extent. At least in my eyes, it doesn't seem like there are so many grievances......" Jun Moxie laughed bitterly.
"I never paid attention to what other people thought, I just stubbornly followed the way I was used to doing what I thought was right. I do my own thing, although I know that it is just a drop in the bucket, jīng wei reclamation, but I have never changed my original intention......! When I came here, I was lost, really lost......"
Guan Qinghan naturally didn't know what Jun Moxie meant by 'jīngwei reclamation', and he didn't understand what Jun Moxie meant by 'came here'. But she could hear that Jun Moxie had a deep loneliness in his heart.
This actually made her feel a faint pain in her heart.
It's like seeing a never-say-die fighter, after exhausting all the strength and abilities of his life, only to suddenly find that the enemy in front of him is the whole world, and he can never defeat, thwart, or destroy...... It turns out that what he has insisted on doing all his life is nothing more than a mantis arm as a car, a mayfly shaking a tree, and that kind of helpless loss and desolate unwillingness can really be described in words.
After pondering for a moment, Guan Qinghan comforted softly: "Life is a lifetime, what is it for, in fact, it is difficult to say; for us women, but the husband and the child, the day by day, the year after year, let the age go by year by year, but I don't feel too much loss; I believe that in this world, the vast majority of women are like this." Moreover, in this kind of plain but fixed life, there are still countless women who feel happy and satisfied. As for you men, especially those who have power, strength, and ability, they are all working hard for their own fame and great cause, dominating one side, and fighting bravely all the time. Even the most mediocre people in the market will strive to be a so-called 'human being' in their eyes in order to have better clothing, food, housing and transportation......"
When she said these words, I don't know when, Jun Moxie had already turned around, her bright eyes stared at her, but there was no frivolity in her eyes as before, and there was not even the usual amazing sè, only very calm, very profound, and a little thoughtful.
In this close feudal society, there are not many women like Guan Qinghan who can see it so clearly. This made Jun Moxie a little surprised.
"Actually...... In this world, the vast majority of men are too tired to live. And it's not really worth it. Guan Qinghan has confusion in her eyes, but she also has firmness, and even some disdain, it seems that the pursuit of the so-called men in this world may not be worth mentioning in her eyes.
"So, what do you think this world is for?" or what should it be for?"
"I don't know what people are doing and I'm not qualified to say on behalf of others, but I know what I know. Guan Qinghan said slowly, but his eyes were glowing with bright colors: "I Guan Qinghan is just a weak woman, and besides, the world makes people, but I am afraid that I will not have any qualifications for a husband and children in my life." All I want at this moment is ...... If the heart is at peace, this life is enough!"
Yes, I care about the cold and only seek peace of mind.
At that time, for the sake of the family, I was worried about marrying Jun Mo, although I had never met, but for the sake of the family and my parents, I had no choice.
Because, at that time, I was willing to pay for my parents.
So, I have a good heart.
From beginning to end, I have only met Jun Moxian twice, although I can't talk about any feelings, but at that time I already knew that Jun Moxian was really a good man with iron bones, and a great husband among people!
Later, Mo Wei died in battle, and at that time I felt that such a good man was worth paying.
Therefore, I am willing to pay for Jun Moxuan, the hero of the empire, to live in the Jun family, and to consider myself as a surviving person; on the one hand, it is to leave the family that was already disheartened at that time; but the most important thing is Jun Moxuan's heroism, let me feel cold, if I dissolve the marriage contract, I will be sorry for my conscience. !
In fact, my choice was right, at that time, although I was lonely, I was extremely lonely.
But my heart is at peace.
This time, in order for Jun Moxie's uncle and nephew to finally return to their homeland, I did not hesitate to go to Tiannan with a weak body, ready to face difficulties, no matter what, at all costs, I also want to ensure that Jun Moxie's uncle and nephew can return to the north safely.
I'm ready to sacrifice myself for these two.
This is just the peace of mind!
Nothing else!
Jun family, treat me with the righteousness of my loved ones, if I watch you unintentionally, Jun Moxie's uncle and nephew die because of me, I care about the cold, isn't it better than a beast!
Moreover, there is an extremely secret reason...... Jun Mo Ye seems to have a lot of affection for himself, he used to be cold as frost and didn't care, but recently, there are always some faint signs of distraction, especially when Jun Mo Ye helped him break through the boundaries and improve his Xuan Qi cultivation, the skin-to-skin kiss between the two made Guan Qinghan dream back a lot, which has made Guan Qinghan frightened recently, in case ...... Therefore, it is better to take advantage of the trip to Tiannan to get rid of it. Cut off the rights and wrongs of the world, repay the Jun family with a clear and jade body, and also cut off the little uncle's infatuated heart!
Everything is broken, and I feel at ease!
The style of the Jun family remains the same, the housekeeper's style is not stained, and the prestige of the two families is not fallen, that is. As for myself...... Don't think about it!
"That's good! That's great! Hahaha......" Beside him, Jun Moye suddenly laughed wildly: "But ask for peace in your heart! Regardless of whether he is right or wrong! Haha, people in the world often say, but seek the peace of the heart, where the righteousness is, but who knows, the peace of the heart and the place of righteousness are fundamentally contradictory!"
"Therefore, it is okay to kill people and save people; but if you seek peace of mind, you can live up to the rolling red dust of this life! In this life, I am not for the country or the people, but for what my heart desires and what my heart is at peace! Everything is worthy of my own heart, that is! Why think so much about it? What is the peace of the country and the people, and what major events in the world, are just bullshit!"
"In this life, if I do my own thing, I will be unscrupulous! I just want to be unrestrained! No matter who I am, I don't want to control my thoughts, no matter who I am, no matter who I am! The reputation of the world is ruined, and everyone is cold-eyed, what does it have to do with me? With my own heart, I am happy to be happy with enmity and hatred, and with my original intention, I will dominate the world! I just want to be worthy of my heart, and I will stand up to the heavens and the earth! This life is enough!"
Jun Mo Ye laughed, and was unintentionally untied by Guan Qinghan, which was very happy.
Young Master Jun was happy here, but Guan Qinghan and Dugu Xiaoyi over there were shocked, and even the four main and deputy captains of the Heaven Devouring Soul behind them also obviously felt the change in Jun Moxie.
Jun Moxie in front of him seems to have completed his amazing transformation in an instant!
From a somewhat flashy and prodigal son of a family, suddenly became a hermit master, this change is undoubtedly extremely abrupt, but then there is a more abrupt transformation, and from a super dusty man, metamorphosis into a cold, cold and strong man!
At that moment, he was like a sharp sword that had just come out of its scabbard, standing proudly between heaven and earth, and seemed to be able to fold ten thousand rays of brilliance. Heaven and earth are so great that they can no longer bind him!
The inexplicable confusion in Jun Moxie's chest was swept away, and he only felt refreshed, and invisibly, his state of mind cultivation had taken another big step.
Harmonious and transparent, not limited to things.
In this life, how can I be content with the status quo and sleep in the fragrance of heaven?
I should crisscross the rivers and lakes, fight the sword in the world, look at the heroes of the world with swords, climb to the top, and ask who the heroes are?
Although I don't dominate the world, no one in the world wants to point fingers at me, don't want to deal with me, don't want to deal with my family!
My goal is finally clear!
I want the Jun family to become an existence that far surpasses the Wind and Snow Silver City and the Blood Soul Mountain Villa!
Even if it is an emperor and a general, even if it is a peerless supreme, no one dares to look at it squarely!
And all this is destined to need to be accumulated with countless blood!
But, my heart is at peace!
This is where I have been working all my life......! No regrets!
A cold smile escaped from the corner of Jun Moxie's lips, and he said softly: "In this case, my killing journey will start from this Tiannan!"
This incomparable qi machine stirred up the six people around him. The fallen leaves of late autumn were already lingering, but at this moment, they were forced by his Ling Tian killing machine, and they immediately left the branches one after another, and swirled down with the wind.
It's like an overwhelming rain of yellow leaves!
A few of the little birds left the branches, and just after two flickers of their wings, they were invaded by murderous energy, and with two mournful chirps, they fell to the ground.
In the distance, three figures flying rapidly in the mountains and forests suddenly stopped, looking at this side solemnly, one of them said solemnly: "What a terrifying murderous aura! Who is over there?"
The two people beside him also looked cautious, looking at this side from a distance, and one of them said contemplatively: "Could it be ...... Chu Weeping Soul has arrived?"
"It may not be! Chu Wai Soul certainly has this murderous aura, but Chu Wai Soul's murderous aura is the most sharp and concentrated, if it is really Chu Wai Soul, it should be indomitable, only in one direction in front of him; and this person's murderous aura is overwhelming, rushing into the sky! The two are completely different from each other! It can be determined that this person is not Chu Wai Soul, but this person's murderous aura is by no means inferior to the killer Supreme Chu Crying Soul! Even, it is still excessive!"
"No matter who it is, go over and take a look!" Another person suggested: "Even if the Killer Supreme Chu Weeping Soul is there, with the strength of the three of us, we may not be able to fear him!"
"Okay!" The black-bearded middle-aged man in front pondered for a moment and resolutely agreed, and said with great pride: "Yes, how many of us Dongfang Sanjian have been afraid of anyone?
"Yes, big brother, I heard that this time it is the third eldest of the Jun family who is handsome, are you and I ......" One of the short and fierce men said tentatively.
"No! What happened back then, my mother has not opened her heart until now, and she has been injured because of this, resulting in the blockage of the meridians, if it weren't for the Jun family, how could it be like this? The little sister has been sleeping for ten years, and her life is almost completely gone, so why did she come? This time, Jun has no intention of having the ability to go back alive, and if he doesn't have the ability, he will die here, what do we have to do with it?" The black-bearded middle-aged man raised his eyebrows in the gallop, and said with some anger.
"But, even if it's ...... But that gentleman is not evil, he can be regarded as your nephew and my nephew, and he is related to the bloodline! Even his mother once let out his words back then, ...... Are you indifferent?" the short middle-aged man asked, a little unconvinced.
"Injustice!" the black-bearded middle-aged man sighed in the wind and said categorically: "Jun Mo is evil...... I naturally don't allow him to have anything to do, but the affairs of the Jun family have nothing to do with us! I also know that Jun is a good man and a good person, but if it weren't for him, my sister-in-law and two nephews would not have had an accident! So, there is no need to talk about this matter!"
The man sighed, and the three of them changed direction, and without speaking, they flew like meteors in the direction where the murderous aura was emitted.