237. [237] Intention (75 votes for monthly pass)
Kalona naturally felt that these days, Guan Cancan looked a little distracted, "By the way, why are you calling Si Jian Yu Daddy? Haven't you called someone else's daddy for a long time?" If she hadn't mentioned this to Cancan before, she would have thought that Xiaoxiao was really Si Jianyu's daughter.
"Because Kalona you said that you can only call Daddy if you see a man who looks like a smile!" Si Xiaoyu replied as a matter of course.
Kalona was speechless.
At night, when Guan Cancan was holding his daughter in bed, he looked at his daughter's eyes similar to those of Si Jianyu, and asked softly, "Xiaoxiao, do you like to call your uncle daddy today?"
"Like. The little one was honest and said what he thought, but then her little face wrinkled again, "Mommy, that uncle, doesn't like me to call him Daddy, he said he wouldn't be anyone's daddy." It's strange, why wouldn't he be anybody's daddy? Doesn't he have a baby?"
A series of questions came out of Si Xiaoyu's mouth.
But Guan Cancan didn't listen to it at all, all her thoughts were only in her daughter's previous sentence.
The heart, as if she had been hit hard, had already buried the former relationship completely, and she had already told herself, and she would have nothing to do with that person in the future.
But when she heard this, why did she still feel distressed? Why would that man say such a thing?
Do you plan to never have more children in your life?
"Mommy, why are you crying?" the immature voice sounded in her ears, and her daughter's soft little hands wiped wildly on Guan Cancan's face, trying to help her wipe away her tears.
Guan Cancan came back to his senses, he hadn't cried for so many years, but today, he cried twice because of Si Jianyu, "It's nothing, Mommy, this is not crying, it's happy, happy and smiling that today is safe and sound." β
Si Xiaoyu looked strange, originally thought that she would be beaten PP at night, but Mommy didn't scold her at all, she looked at her in a daze all night, and now she was crying, but she said she wasn't crying.
The uncle also cried, but he also said he didn't. Si Xiaoyu suddenly burst out.
Guan Cancan was stunned, and Si saw the royal ...... Did you cry? That elegant and cold man, in front of a smile, cried?
He ...... Why are you crying?" asked Guan Cancan, unconsciously.
Si Xiaoyu shook his head, "I don't know, after that uncle asked my mommy's name, it became so strange." β
Guan Cancan was taken aback, "He asked my name?"
"yes, after I said my mommy was Zoe, he seemed to be disappointed, and said...... 'What am I thinking?' When she left, she just didn't want to love me anymore, she just wanted to forget me, even if she did have a child, how could she possibly give birth......'Mommy, what do you mean by that?'
Si Xiaoyu's memory has always been very strong, and because of this, she can recognize words and things much faster than ordinary children, and even those complex piano scores, she can quickly memorize them. Naturally, she heard and wrote down these self-talk of Si Jianyu, but she didn't understand the specific meaning of these words at all.
But Si Xiaoyu didn't understand, but Guan Cancan did.
"It's not interesting, be good, go to sleep. Guan Cancan said softly.
Fortunately, Si Xiaoyu was not interested in getting to the bottom of it, and obediently closed her eyes, "I want to hear Mommy sing." β
"Good. She hummed a goodnight serenade and lulled her daughter to sleep.
Looking at her daughter's sleeping appearance, Guan Cancan's heart is still up and down, should she be happy? The name that her daughter said to Si Jianyu was not her Chinese name, if so, maybe now, Si Jianyu was already standing in front of her.
But...... But it also made her more aware that in Vienna, she might run into him again at any time, and when the time comes, she can't hide anything from him.
What would he do if he knew that Xiaoxiao was still alive? Guan Cancan was not sure.
The next day, Mu Ang came to see Guan Cancan, "I just saw the news this morning, but I didn't expect Xiaoxiao to meet him." "This he, of course, is referring to Si Jianyu.
"It was just an accident, and he didn't know I was Xiaoxiao's mother. Guan Cancan said.
Mu Ang groaned, he originally thought that with his ability, he could protect Cancan in Vienna and prevent Si Jianyu from discovering her existence, but now it seems that he is still a little overestimated.
There are too many accidents that he can't control. When Si Mi Yu and Chan Chan are in the same city, the chances of these accidents happening are much greater.
"Or, I'll send you to other nearby cities for a while, and when Si Jianyu leaves Vienna, you and Xiaoxiao will come back, and it will be considered a vacation. Muang said.
Guan Cancan said, "I want to return to China." "This is the solution she came up with yesterday after thinking about it all night.
"Returning home?" Mu Ang was stunned.
"I haven't been back all these years, I believe or something, and I have entrusted you to transfer it on my behalf, because I was worried that Si Jianyu would know Xiaoxiao's storage zΓ i, and would fight with me for custody, so I haven't been back, and now since he is in Vienna, then I want to go back, meet my mother and grandparents, and Xiaoxiao, it's time to meet her grandmother and great-grandparents. β
For her relatives, she owes too much, because of the entanglement with Si Jianyu, because she wants to give birth to Xiaoxiao alone, so that over the years, there has been very little contact with her relatives.
Even though my mother and grandparents knew about Xiaoxiao's cunzΓ i, they had never seen them once.
"If you want to go back to China, that's fine, I'll arrange it for you. Mu Ang said, looking at Guan Cancan, and suddenly said, "Even today, are you still sure that you won't be with him again?"
Guan Cancan moved his eyes slightly, "Me and him have already passed." "And many things, many feelings, the past is the past, and there is no going back.
"Then are you going to hide from Si Jianyu for the rest of your life? If it's just for Xiaoxiao's custody, then I'll help you, no matter what, even if it's a lawsuit, I won't let Xiaoxiao's custody fall into his hands. β
"I don't want to involve you anymore, back then, my departure involved you, although you never said anything to me, but I still know that your career was almost driven to the end of the road by him. Guan Cancan said, she has always known this, and she has always kept it in her heart, "If this time, I involve you again for the custody of Xiaoxiao, then maybe you will have nothing." β
"I don't care. These four words came out of his mouth without hesitation.
"But I don't want that to happen. Guan Cancan said, "What's more, I don't avoid him all my life, I just want to wait until Xiaoxiao grows up and has the ability to be independent, and then I will tell her about the matter, and when the time comes, the choice of a qiΔ is in Xiaoxiao's hands." β
Therefore, she did not let Xiaoxiao follow her surname, but according to the traditional concept, Ran Xiaoxiao's surname was Si, because it was his daughter, and Xiaoxiao was a testimony of her relationship with him. She has never regretted that relationship. If she hadn't loved so deeply, maybe she would never have known that love can be so deep, sweet to the bone, or painful to the heart.
Their relationship has always been true, but later, too many things happened, so that this relationship slowly changed, and he had a new voice around him, a new companion, and he no longer needed her.
"Do you have to wait until Xiaoxiao grows up before you let go of a qiΔ?" Mu Ang looked at Guan Cancan steadily, "If so, then I'll wait." β
Waiting for that day to come, even if it takes more than ten years, he will always wait, waiting for her to be willing to truly accept him.
Guan Cancan opened his mouth, and just wanted to say something, but Mu Ang had already taken the first step and said, "Don't say anything if you refuse, these are all things I am willing." Cancan, people must always have a goal, so as not to live a muddy life, just like your current goal is to make Xiaoxiao grow up, and my current goal is to wait. β
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It was not easy for Kalona to get a banquet invitation from GK Group, of course, this banquet invited many well-known figures in classical music, as well as the owners of those big orchestras, such as Kalona, a music production company that specializes in modern pop music, basically did not attend.
When Kalona saw Si Jianyu, she hurriedly stepped forward and put on a close, wanting to climb a little relationship, after all, the competition in music, although it depends on strength, but the relationship also occupies a very important weight in it, if you can have a good relationship with GK, there will definitely be great benefits in the future.
"Mr. Si, remember me, we only met a few days ago. Kalona stepped forward with a smile on her face and said, "Thank you for sending Xiaoxiao home that day, but your car was leaving so fast that I didn't have time to say thank you." β
"Smiling?" Si Jian Yuwei frowned, this was the name of the little girl that day, and these days, the strange thing is that he always thinks of this girl from time to time, "I remember, you are her mother." He said lightly.
Kalona hurriedly waved her hand, "How can I be born such a cute oriental doll, it's my friend's child, she is also the gold medal composer of our company, the style of the music she makes is very unique, almost every song can enter the TOP list, if Mr. Si is free, you can come to my company to see." β
Kalona said, as if she suddenly thought of something, "By the way, I also have a new song here that our company is about to release, Mr. Si can listen to it." As he spoke, he handed an MP3 to Si Jianyu.
ββββTomorrow, Si Jianyu will know that it is Cancan~~~~~ lalala~