198. 【198】Don't Hypnosis
He smiled lightly, "Even if this medicine doesn't have much effect on me, it's better than not taking it, and I can sleep for a while." "It's just that this kind of sleep is too short and shallow, and it's good to sleep for an hour or two.
She pursed her lips, if her voice was still there, then now he must be able to sleep peacefully, and without a voice, she has no effect on him.
In my heart, there was a kind of pain in my heart.
Whether it was pain for her loss of voice, or distress for his insomnia, or for the despair of recognizing his voice at that moment, Guan Cancan himself couldn't tell.
She just looked at him like this...... Look at him......
"Cancan, did you stretch out your hand just now to touch me?" his voice rang in her ears again.
She didn't nod her head, she didn't shake her head.
"Next time, even if I open my eyes, don't retract your hand, okay?" he said, taking her hand and touching it to his face, letting her fingers caress every inch of his face little by little, "Where do you want to touch me? forehead, nose, lips, or ......eyes."
In the silence of the room, only his voice echoed in the air.
Her fingertips touched his slightly cool skin, and then the longer she fell asleep, the temperature of her skin seemed to be getting hotter and hotter.
It was a familiar face to her, and she hadn't touched his face like this for a long time.
At some point, his hand let go of hers, and her two hands kept "groping" his face. He was thinner, and when he touched it, the bones felt more pronounced.
And when her fingers touched the black blue under his eyes, her eyes suddenly became moist, and large tears rolled out of her eyes without warning.
He was stunned, then hugged her face and said, "Don't cry, don't cry......"
But his words made her tears even more fierce, as if she wanted to cry out all the depression in her heart.
But now, she is even crying silently.
She opened her mouth, desperately trying to shout, just like that day she was lying in the driver's seat covered in blood, listening to him shouting her name, she desperately wanted to shout, desperately wanted to sue him, she was here, right in front of his eyes!
Guan Cancan cried, no matter how hard he tried, he just let out some "ah" from the depths of his throat...... Ah......h
She clasped her hands on her abdomen, as if the lost child was still in her belly. The feelings that have been suppressed since I woke up broke out at this moment.
If there had been no car accident, her baby would have been fine, she would not have lost her voice, and she would not have doubted his words......
He loved her, and her voice was a part of her he loved.
So when she doesn't have this voice, will he still love her......
She didn't know what his answer would be, and at this moment, she never knew that she would be so fragile, so fragile that she couldn't stop her tears, so fragile that she couldn't control her feelings at this moment.
When he tried to hug her, she even bit his hand so hard that she didn't seem to come to her senses until she tasted blood in her mouth.
His hand, bitten by her, was bleeding, and her mouth was full of his blood, which ran from her mouth to her nose.
He sucked and sucked her tears, carried her to the bathroom, and made her rinse.
When he saw her eyes fall on his bitten hand, he smiled faintly, "Don't worry, it's just a small injury, it's nothing compared to the injury you suffered." ”
Her body stiffened, and her eyes slowly drooped, masking the complex glint in her eyes.
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The next day, when Lu Lifang saw Si Jianyu's hand wrapped in gauze, he couldn't help asking, "Why did your hand hurt?"
"Nothing. Si Jianyu said lightly, but there was a touch of tenderness in his eyes, and Lu Lifang immediately understood, but he was afraid that this injury was related to Guan Cancan.
"Guan Cancan is fine. "To be honest, Lu Lifang is really afraid that at this time, Guan Cancan will have some accidents.
"She's going to be fine, and I'm not going to let her be okay. "This car accident, I won't just give up." ”
Lu Lifang knew that his friend was going to start tracking down the mastermind behind the car accident. It's just that Ah Yu cares about Cancan's Cheng dù, this time Guan Cancan almost died, and the child in his belly was even more unsaved, but he was afraid that Ah Yu would really take the other party's life.
"Don't kill anyone. He reminded.
Si Jianyu smiled coldly, "Many times, immortality can be more painful than death, Lifang, do you think I will let go of people who hurt Cancan so lightly?"
Lu Lifang couldn't help but shudder, no matter who planned this car accident this time, I was afraid that if that person was found out in the end, it would be better to live than to die.
"By the way, how did you sleep last night?" Lu Lifang asked as he glanced at the black blue in his friend's eyes.
"Just like before, a little sleep at most. Tsushimami replied, and if there was any movement, it would be very easy to wake up.
Lu Li sighed, who would have thought that a car accident would make Guan Cancan unable to speak. And Ah Yu returned to the previous life of habitual insomnia, "Have you ever thought about what you will do in the future if Guan Cancan has been unable to speak?"
"No, it won't. Si Mi Yu replied categorically, "I will let Chancan recover, whether it is her body or her voice, there will be no change in a single qiē." ”
However, when Guan Cancan's body gradually recovered, she still couldn't make any sound, Zhang Yi saw it in her eyes and was anxious in her heart. Obviously, the precise examination has been done, and all the voices have been said, and the daughter's physical functions are normal, in other words, there is no way to speak, and it is more a psychological factor.
When a well-known psychiatrist in City B gave Guan Cancan a psychological test, he came to the conclusion that the psychological impact of the car accident on her was far more than what appeared on the surface.
It should be said that the psychological reason for this situation of Sister Guan is very large, and it is likely that her subconscious thinks that it is better not to speak, so this situation has occurred. The doctor said.
"How is that possible!" Zhang Yi immediately denied, "Doctor, my daughter is obviously trying her best to speak!"
"There are many subconscious behaviors and thoughts that the patient is not even aware of. The doctor explained.
Zhang Yi was still arguing with the doctor, giving examples of her daughter's various actions that wanted to speak, but it was Guan Cancan who lowered her eyes slightly.
Was it her subconscious that didn't want to speak? When she opened her eyes in the car accident, she saw that he had mistaken her because of Fang Ruolan's similar voice, and the moment she felt the baby in her belly leave her, what was she thinking at that time......
Yes - if all he loved was her voice, then she would rather not have it!
Is it because she doesn't want this voice, so she can't speak? No matter how hard she tries to make a sound these days, she can't fight against that subconscious.
Compared with Guan Cancan's silent meditation, Si Jianyu stumbled, and the whole person leaned against the wall on the side, his face was pale.
It's just that no one noticed his abnormality at this time, and the doctor continued to explain, "Maybe it was during the car accident, what happened was related to speech and voice, Sister Guan might as well think about it, or maybe she was too frightened at the time to forget, then you can also use hypnotic methods." Let Sister Guan remember it again. ”
"Don't hypnotize!" Tsumimi's voice suddenly sounded.
Everyone's eyes looked at him, he straightened up and walked to Guan Cancan, "I'm afraid that hypnosis will make Cancan resound the bad memories of the car accident, which will cause irritation to her." ”
"But in that case, it will not be good for Guan Xiao-Sister Fu's voice. The doctor hurriedly said, "If you can find out why Guan Xiaojie's subconscious can't speak, then you can gradually guide her to face the problem and overcome the psychological barrier, so that she can naturally speak." ”
But Si Jianyu still vetoed, "Don't hypnotize." ”
"Okay, I see, Mr. Si. The doctor didn't say anything anymore, after all, the big boss had already decided, so he naturally had to do what he was told.
Si Jianyu squatted down in front of Guan Cancan, staring at her with his chin tilted slightly, "Cancan, don't worry, I will definitely find the best doctor to cure you so that you can speak again, so don't hypnotize, try other methods first, okay?"
Her eyelashes moved, and her gaze slowly moved to his face, his face was so pale, and the palm he was on the back of her hand at the moment was so cold.
Obviously he was trying to persuade her not to worry, but he seemed to be more worried than her.
Are you worried that she won't be able to speak? or are you worried......
Guan Cancan nodded and agreed with Si Jianyu's opinion. He suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, there was already a cold sweat on his back, and when he stood up, his feet were actually weak.
He knew that he was afraid, whether her inability to speak had something to do with his misrecognition of Fang Ruolan's voice. He didn't know if she was conscious or completely unconscious at that time?
And he ...... At this moment, I don't have the courage to ask her, did I see it?
All he knew was that if she really saw it and forgot it, then hypnosis would probably make her remember it again.
If he could, he wished she had never seen it, or...... Never remember!
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