"No, I'm not hungry right now, I just want to go home. Su Ai lowered her head and replied.

His hands tightened as he held the steering wheel, "Do you have to go home now?" as if to deliberately avoid him.

She slowly turned her head to look at him, looking very attentively and carefully, as if she wanted to see him clearly, and imprint his appearance into her heart.

"If you don't go home, would you like to go with me somewhere?" she said quietly.

He didn't hesitate to respond, "Okay." ”

Fifteen minutes later, Mu Ang looked at the delicacy in front of him with a complicated expression. He didn't expect that Su Ai would ask him to accompany her to the riverside.

This riverside, for him, has too many memories.

Su Ai took the initiative to unbuckle her seat belt and get out of the car, took a deep breath, and the air with the breath of the river poured into her body, which also made her chaotic head a little sober.

"Why are you here?" Mu Ang's voice sounded in Su Ai's ears.

She turned and saw him standing behind her.

His standing posture is straight but with a kind of nobility, which sets off his cold and handsome face, which is more and more beautiful and attractive. He always has a temperament that is not close to the living, indifferent and alienated. But it is precisely this temperament that makes many women more attractive, like moths to a fire, constantly wanting to get close to him, wanting to see the other side of his indifference and alienation.

She had known him as a bystander for so many years, and she had never seen such a woman. It's just that I didn't expect that one day, she would also become one of them.

It's just that she is much luckier than them, at least she has been sincerely treated by him and liked by him.

"I always feel that this is a very wonderful place, Cancan and Si Jianyu have happened a lot here, and you and I have also happened a lot here. Su Ai said as if she was reminiscing, if at that time, she knew that there would be such a result between her and Mu Ang, would she still let Brother Guan put her down here and walk to him after Cancan's wedding day?

Will you still walk with him aimlessly for more than an hour in high heels?

Or is it on a rainy night, with him in the rain, promising to love him?

These thoughts appeared in her mind repeatedly at this moment, but her final answer was still yes. If time had to come again, she would have made the same choice.

If you love it, don't regret it, and now, as she once said, be free and easy, and let go.

"Muang, thank you, you liked me, and thank you for saying you loved me. Su Ai said slowly.

But her words made Mu Ang's heart suddenly lift, and those deep black eyes suddenly narrowed, "What do you mean by this?"

The nose was sour, but the eyes were so astringent, every time she looked at him, she had the urge to cry even more, but in any case, she still wanted to make it clear to him, "At the beginning, on that rainy night, I told you that I would try to fall in love with you, and at that time, I was serious, so later, I also did it seriously." But I know that feelings are not something that can be obtained with so-called seriousness. Feelings are never a matter of one person, but of two people......"

Her voice, softly, but very clearly, sounded softly, and then slowly drifted away in the night wind.

His heart was beating fast, telling him clearly, he was afraid, afraid of what she was about to say, "Don't go on!" he said eagerly, "You're in love with me, and I'm in love with you, since you said that feelings are a matter of two people, then we're like this, isn't it good?"

Her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and the corners of her lips drew a wry smile of self-deprecation. "I also hope that you are really in love with me, but no, you are not actually in love with me, what you actually love in your heart is still Cancan. ”

His face stiffened, and the wry smile on the corner of her lips was so dazzling, making his heart feel as if it had been pierced by a sharp needle, and there was a stinging pain, "Who I love, I know myself, Su Ai, the person I love now is you!"

"Really, do you really know?" Su Ai muttered, "But when you are concerned about Cancan, in your eyes, you can't see me at all, no matter how close I am to you, no matter how long I look at you, you can't see my cunning." ”

He wouldn't know how much pain she would have when she wanted to say these few words, "Mu Ang, in fact, you just think you are in love with me, because you want someone to love you so much, so even if it is not me, but someone else plays this role, you will have the illusion that you are in love with that person." But this kind of love is not real love. ”

His eyes were staring at her tightly, and his footsteps were closer to her, "Delusion? Do you think I'm going to fall in love with anyone? Just because I didn't notice you coming for a while today, do you think I'm in love with you by illusion? Or is it because I lied to you that I'm in the company? What do you want me to do to believe that I've put Cancan down, and the person I love now is you?!"

He questioned, the whole person became more and more anxious, and the calmness of the past seemed to be disappearing little by little because of her.

Desperately want to use something to prove that he loves her, not anyone, as long as he loves him, he will love each other.

Su Ai opened her mouth and asked an old-fashioned question, "So if one day, Cancan and I are in danger at the same time, and you can only save one person, who will you save?"

He opened his mouth, but there was no way to give her any answer, because at this moment, his mind was blank, and he didn't know what to answer.

She lowered her head, another wry smile. Su Ai, you know that this question will only hurt you more if you get the result, so why do you still ask? She kept asking herself in her heart, and the answer was probably to make herself die more completely.

For a while, there was silence between each other, and in their ears, there was the laughter and laughter of the people around them.

After a long while, Su Ai finally raised her head and looked at Mu Ang again, before dating him, she didn't know what it was like to be really in love with someone, and now, she finally knew, although it would hurt, but she would not regret it.

"If there really is such a day, then you can save Cancan, you don't need to save me. Su Ai smiled.

His pupils constricted, and for a moment, he could barely believe what he was hearing.

Her words seemed to be about to completely give up the relationship between them.

No!

He suddenly opened his arms and took her into his arms, "You love me, don't you?"

"Well, I love you. She stayed quietly in his arms, her hands around him little by little. In the past, in such a public place, if he hugged her like this, she would definitely blush and be shy. But now, she doesn't even think about how many people around her will notice them.

Maybe this hug will be the last hug between them. His breath, his hugging feeling, seemed to her as a precious memory.

I don't know how long she hugged him, but she raised her head slightly, and her fingers gently stroked his jaw.

He looked down at her, his eyes no longer had the panic and anxiety just now, "Don't be angry with me, Ai." He said, gently taking her hand and kissing her fingers with thin lips, "I know that today is my fault, and it will not be like this again." Maybe I really can't completely let go of Cancan right now, but ...... Give me some time, let me love you well, more and more. ”

All he knew was that he couldn't afford to lose her. Accustomed to her company, he couldn't stand the feeling that she wasn't by his side. That time, she asked him to think about his feelings for her, and in those days, without her by his side, he was almost at the limit of his patience.

I'm used to her voice, I'm used to her oil, I'm used to her shyness, I'm used to her broken thoughts...... Unconsciously, he got used to her qiē, and felt at ease and comfortable by her side.

And once he doesn't have these, then I'm afraid he will only fall into the unpredictable abyss more than before.

"I love you, and I will love you even more. Believe me. He muttered, like a spell, ringing in each other's ears.

Su Ai raised her other hand and gently stroked his face.

His eyebrows, his eyes, the bridge of his nose, his lips...... All of him, she liked it so much, loved it so much, but she said to herself, her moonlight love dream, it's time to wake up!

"Mu Ang, I'm sorry, I can't let you really fall in love with me, for me, it's also a pity, but I can't love you anymore, I hope that in the future, you can meet someone who can really fall in love, and then put down Cancan and love well. She said word by word, very seriously.

Since her beginning is so serious, then her end must be serious.

His grip on her hand tightened suddenly, and a pain spread from his left hand.

But she didn't cry out in pain, just looked at him quietly.

Her quietness, like a mirror, reflects his wolf bèi at the moment. His panic, his helplessness, and his uneasiness all continued to spread throughout his body because of her words.

"What do you say...... Are you telling me, are you going to break up?", this sentence was almost squeezed out of his teeth.

Break up, yes, it's a breakup. Su Ai nodded, "Hmm." ”

"So I'm not going to ...... Love me again?" He didn't even notice it, his voice trembling as he said the last few words.

――――Today, I have diarrhea until people are about to collapse~~~ Let's make do with it~~~~~