That's her reason, the reason why she insisted on breaking up.

"What if I say, there won't be that day?" said Muang.

Su Ai didn't say anything more, but her hand was just like the night by the river, she raised her other hand, broke his fingers little by little, and completely withdrew her hand from his hand.

Mu Ang's face was as if it had formed a piece of frost, so cold that he didn't have the slightest expression.

Su Ai bent down, picked up the earrings that had fallen off before from the ground, put them in the pocket of her clothes, and took out the key card of the room and put it on the coffee table.

"I went back. She said, what she meant couldn't have been clearer, even though he said so, but she still chose to break up, still not planning to turn back.

The door, softly opened, closed softly, leaving a room of silence.

Mu Ang lowered his eyes and stared at the moonstone stud earrings on the coffee table and the key card.

She really wanted to get rid of him.

So, between love and friendship, did she choose friendship?

And this time, the taste of being chosen by others was so uncomfortable, even more uncomfortable than when Cancan didn't choose him.

"Hahaha...... Haha......" A strange laugh overflowed from his mouth little by little, "So in the end, will you still be loved for life and lonely for the rest of your life?"

So going around and around, hasn't the track of his fate changed in the slightest?

The love he wanted was never obtained, even if it was short-lived, he thought he already had it, but in the end he lost it.

It turned out that it was so difficult to get the love you wanted.

"Father, I am indeed your son......" Muang closed his eyes softly, muttering almost silently.

The same wants love, but doesn't get love.

It's just that what the father wants is the mother's love, and what does he, what he really want, whose love is it?

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Guan Cancan didn't know how to answer Si Jianyu's question, why did she want to kill the child, should she sue him?

And when Tsushimami finished asking this question, he didn't ask any more, just stared at her quietly for a while, and then closed his eyes, as if he had never asked this question.

When he was in the hospital, Lu Lifang chatted with Guan Cancan in private, "So far, the real reason, do you still plan to hide it from the emperor?"

Guan Cancan lowered his head and did not say anything.

"I don't know when you've become so hesitant. Lu Li said.

Guan Cancan smiled bitterly and said, "Maybe it's because the deeper you love someone, the more hesitant you are." ”

Lu Lifang has always felt that in the relationship between Guan Cancan and Ah Yu, Ah Yu invested too much, and Guan Cancan invested too little, so once he was injured, Ah Yu was always hurt more painfully and thoroughly.

But now, he felt that maybe his previous cognition was wrong, and Guan Cancan's love for Ah Yu was not necessarily less.

"Then did Ah Yu ask you the reason later?" Lu Li said, he thought that his friends would come to him in the past two days to ask Guan Cancan why he wanted to come to the hospital for an abortion, but he didn't want no one to ask him at all.

"I asked once, but I didn't say it at the time, and he acted like he hadn't asked. It was as if she hadn't taken the initiative to kill the child before the miscarriage.

"Ah Yu is used to taking things to heart many times, and if he doesn't ask, it doesn't mean that he doesn't think about it. Lu Li sighed and pondered, "If you really don't plan to tell him the truth of the matter, then at least come up with a relatively reasonable explanation." ”

After all, Lu Lifang also knew that if Si Jianyu knew that the real reason why Guan Cancan wanted to have an abortion was because he was taking medicine, I am afraid it would be another heavy blow to Ah Yu.

In the afternoon, when Su Ai came to see Guan Cancan, she saw that the other party's complexion had improved a lot, so she was also relieved.

"How's your health, what did the doctor say?" Su Ai said with concern.

"It's no big deal, I'll be discharged in two days. Guan Cancan said, "Thank you for the chicken soup you sent that day, I have a drink, it's delicious." ”

"If you like to drink it, then I'll let my mom stew it for you next time. Su Ai smiled and said, she came to the ward several times, but she didn't see the little guy, so she said, "Xiaoxiao, do you know that you are hospitalized?"

I didn't tell her, I just asked the housekeeper Gu to take it first, and told her that I was busy with work these days, so I had to go home in a few days. Guan Cancan replied.

"What about your family, didn't you say it?"

"Well, I'm afraid they're worried. ”

Su Ai looked at her friend's still somewhat sad face, thinking that it was because of the lost child, so she said, "You and Si Jian Yudu are still young, and there may be another child in the future, as long as the body is well." ”

Guan Cancan nodded, she also knew that this hope was almost equal to zero, but these words, sometimes used to comfort herself, would also make the depression in her heart dissipate some.

"What about you, I heard from Yu that you broke up with Mu Ang?" asked Guan Cancan.

Su Ai suddenly fell silent.

Guan Cancan pursed his lips and said with some uneasiness, "Is it because of my relationship?"

Su Ai was stunned for a moment, and looked up at her friend in surprise.

Guan Cancan said, "I later heard Lifang say that when I entered the operating room, you were also outside the operating room, it seems that you listened to some of what Mu Ang said, and then your face was a little wrong, plus Yu told me later that you and Mu Ang broke up, so I wondered if it had something to do with me." ”

Guan Cancan thought that the royal meeting had a misunderstanding because Mu Ang appeared in the hospital, so it was very likely that Su Ai would also have a misunderstanding.

"Xiao Ai, I can explain this, the reason why Mu Ang appeared in the hospital that day was actually because of ......" However, Guan Cancan's words made a start, and he was interrupted by Su Ai.

"Cancan. Su Ai looked at the humanity in front of her very seriously, "I have been good friends with you for so many years, and I have known Mu Ang for so many years, I know the character and character of the two of you, I broke up with Mu Ang, it is true that I have a relationship with you, but it is not what you think." On that day, it didn't matter what the reason Mu Ang showed up in the hospital. The reason why I broke up with him was only because I had no way to take your place in his heart, and the person he really loved was not me. ”

"Why, Muang mentioned it to me, and he said he loves you. Guan Cancan still remembers that day in the park, when Mu Ang said this, the tenderness in his eyes flashed. So she thought that Mu Ang should really be in love with Su Ai.

Su Ai smiled lightly, a little self-deprecating, a little lonely, "He also told me, but in this world, there are some sorts, you can not care, you can be second, third, fourth, fifth, or even very backward, it doesn't matter, but some sortings will make people care a lot, if they are not the first, they can't." ”

Guan Cancan looked at Su Ai with some apprehension.

Su Ai shrugged her shoulders, took a big breath, and pretended to be relaxed, "Okay, in fact, it's not as bad as you imagined, at least as I said at the beginning, when I love, I will love with all my might, if I really find that he can't really fall in love with me, then he will completely let go of his hand, and there will be no nostalgia and entanglement." ”

Guan Cancan is a person who has come over, so he naturally knows that if a relationship is really invested, how can it be so easy to put it aside. At the beginning, because of Xiao Ai's relationship with Mu Ang, she was worried that Xiao Ai would fall into it, and once Mu Ang couldn't repay her feelings, she would not be able to withdraw.

But now, she doesn't want her friend to be so sensible, so she has to give up this relationship like this.

She knows that it is difficult for Mu Ang to fall in love with someone, and if she falls in love, she will be very serious and persistent.

"Xiao Ai, Mu Ang, he is actually already slowly putting me down, in fact, if you are willing to try again......" Guan Cancan muttered.

But when I saw my friend's head lowered and his shoulders trembled slightly, all the words he wanted to advise were stuck in his throat.

"Cancan, don't say any more, okay? Su Ai's voice came in a low voice, if she continued to say more, then she was afraid that the tears that she had finally stopped would flow out again.

Guan Cancan took a long time before he said dryly, "But...... Don't you regret it?"

Su Ai's eyelashes trembled, this question, she asked herself, Mu Ang also asked her, and now, Cancan asked again. Raising her head, she looked at her friend, "I don't know if there will be a day when I will really feel regret and regret, but at least for now, I don't regret it, and I don't want to regret it." Cancan, in this world, I want to be like you, find a person I really love, and the other party really loves me, that person, don't have much money, power, status, don't need to be good-looking, or how strong the ability and talent are, but will put me in the first place, in the vast sea of people, the person he sees at first sight will be me, for me, that's enough. ”

Yes, in that case, it will be enough, enough. It's just that Muang can't do that.

Su Ai paused and said to Guan Cancan, "Cancan, I actually really envy you, envy that you can find a man who really loves you and is willing to give everything for you." ”

When Su Ai left, Guan Cancan was still thinking about what Su Ai said.

Compared to Xiao Ai, she may be really lucky, lucky to have Yu love herself wholeheartedly.

Looking down at her abdomen, Guan Cancan's mind flashed again and again Before Su Ai left, she asked, "Xiao Ai, if something happens, whether it is concealed or not, it will cause you a blow." But if you tell you the truth, then the blow to you may be even greater, will you want the other party to sue you, or continue to hide it from you?"