Let me live in your world (29)

Li Qian smiled and said to me, "I heard that your family of four made a big fuss about the security department in the morning?" ”

I smiled and replied, "It's not so exaggerated, my parents just took advantage of the reason and were arrogant and louder." ”

Li Qian asked, "Does your hand still hurt?" ”

I whispered: "Actually, it's fine, it's only swollen for a day or two, but my mother insisted that I put a bandage, saying that it looks more serious, and I have enough confidence to quarrel." ”

Li Qian smiled "poof": "Auntie is so cute." ”

Chen Qianying walked into the classroom, saw me and Li Qianzheng talking and laughing, and walked to the seat: "Does your hand still hurt?" ”

Li Qian didn't say anything and walked away.

I took the book and replied casually: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt, it can be dismantled in two days." ”

"I ......" Chen Qian's image was about to say something, but she didn't continue.

The days passed like this, but in front of Chen Qianying, I behaved more and more seriously, and became more and more respectful and polite to her, even if I knew that sometimes she wanted to joke with me, I deliberately avoided it.

A sense of rustiness arises.

"You've run out of money for me."

Chen Qianying took out two hundred yuan from her pocket again and stuffed it into me.

"That's not what I meant." I calmly gave it back to her: "You can eat at home in the future!" I'm afraid I'll forget to buy you breakfast. ”

Chen Qianying looked at me: "Don't you even want to buy me breakfast now?" ”

"Not really! I'm just worried that I'll forget! ”

Chen Qianying's eyes turned red, "In the past, no matter how much money you had, you would remember to buy it for me." ”

"Oops! Sometimes I forget to eat breakfast myself. ”

I saw Chen Qianying's tears flowing down aggrievedly, and hurriedly took the money in her hand and said, "Okay, okay, I'll buy it for you, isn't it breakfast!" But first, if you forget, you can buy it at the school store. ”

"Lin Fei, don't you hate me very much?"

I asked curiously, "How can you think that?" ”

"Then why were you so kind to me before, but now you don't even want to sell me breakfast."

Me: "I've said I'm worried about forgetting!" ”

"Then why have you been so indifferent to me lately?"

I understood what she was trying to say: "How can there be indifference? Don't I always respond to you when you speak? Besides, wouldn't that be great? I'll be there when you need me, and I'll help you! ”

"Do you want to be with Li Qian?"

"Nope!" I replied blandly.

"But it's clear that you haven't said as much to me to me as you have said to Li Qian recently."

Me: "Isn't that just a daily interaction?" Then according to what you say, Chen Shibin and I are still staying together all day long, do I want to be with him! ”

"I know, you're just starting to hate me. I'm always getting you in trouble, I'm always asking you to do this and that, you're annoyed, aren't you? ”

"I'm going to be really annoyed, will I go and do this and that for you?"

"Then what do you say! Why don't you even want to buy me breakfast? They don't want to go with me when they go to and from school. ”

Hearing Chen Qianying's call, the classmates present all looked over.

I whispered comfortingly, "Then don't you have a boyfriend anymore!" There are so many things he can do for you! Besides, don't I help you do everything else you ask me to do for you? ”

Chen Qianying yelled: "How can I have a boyfriend? ”

I was stunned for a moment, and said timidly: "Isn't that Deng Yan!" ”

Chen Qianying said with tears in her eyes: "Have you read my diary?" ”

I looked around, and almost everyone looked this way: "Grandma, I beg you, don't cry, others still think I'm bullying you, I didn't want to see it!" I won't be so angry that I cry! ”

Chen Qianying shouted aggrievedly: "I almost lost my life in order to hear you say that you like me, why didn't you see you at first sight when I woke up?" ”

"I'll go to the hospital to talk to you as soon as I get out of school at night, you woke up during the day, and I'm in class during the day!"

"How much do you read in your diary?" Chen Qianying shouted again.

"Isn't it just a diary! You've seen me, too! There's no need to be so angry! ”

"Where the hell did you see?" Chen Qianying yelled again.

"I saw you say that your aunt is back, I don't know if your cousin will get along with me, and then I fell asleep."

"Then why don't you keep watching."

I:......

"You've already seen it, why don't you finish it?" Chen Qianying shouted: "Don't you know that my cousin is Deng Yan? You idiot. After speaking, Chen Qianying lay on the table and cried.

Is my cousin Deng Yan? My head buzzed......

"That's not right! On your birthday, when your father came back, Deng Yan went up to say hello to him and called him uncle! ”

Chen Qianying took out the diary from the drawer, threw it on me, and ran out of the classroom.

I opened my journal......

2003/X/X

My cousin also transferred to No. 6 Middle School, so happy.

As soon as I arrived at school, I said I wanted to see my boyfriend. I said that Lin Fei will be transferred back to the (7th) class in two days, and come back!

......

2003/X/X

My cousin walked into the class and got to know Lin Fei and each other.

This stupid boy must have thought that his cousin had also come to him to declare war, and he ignored his cousin.

My cousin asked me to watch a movie at night, I thought about going with my cousin with Lin Fei, and I agreed to him as soon as I opened my mouth, Lin Fei seemed to be jealous, hehe, and asked if we knew each other very well?

I just wanted to tell Lin Fei not to be so rude to my cousin, but my cousin said: "It's just a friend, although you are her boyfriend, you can't restrict her personal freedom, right?" ”

It seems that his cousin also intended to tease him......

......

I hurriedly flipped through a few pages and continued to read to find out what was about Deng Yan......

2003/X/X

Today is my birthday.

As soon as my cousin entered the door, he asked me, "Doesn't Lin Fei know about our relationship?" ”

Me: "He didn't ask, so I didn't say!" ”

The cousin smiled evilly: "Then don't talk about it yet, let's see if he will be jealous if I get so close to you." ”

"It's weird! If it were someone else, he would have been angry a long time ago, the last time that Sun Longquan asked me out, he directly refused for me, but if you ask me to dinner, you won't. ”

"He wouldn't have guessed, would he?"

"Probably not!"

Cousin: "Could it be that someone else told him?" ”

"No way, our relationship, I didn't say anything."

The cousin thought for a long time and said again: "Maybe he thinks that we are really the kind of neighbors who have played since childhood, and it is difficult for him to come forward to stop him, worried that you will think he is domineering." ”

"I don't know."

"Anyway, when my uncle comes back, I won't call him uncle, just call uncle, don't let him find out, you can talk about it from your aunt."

I squinted at my cousin: "What kind of bad intentions do you have, I can warn you, don't play too big, he has a bad temper, and it won't end well if he's really angry." ”

With a wicked smile: "Didn't you say that as long as you coax him for a while, it's fine?" ”

......

I closed the journal.

It turns out that Deng Yan is really Chen Qianying's cousin, so everything makes sense, why is Deng Yan with other girls, she still has to hang out with Deng Yan every day......

Early in the morning, I glanced at Tianma Mountain in front of me, and then at Chen Qianying.

Chen Qianying looked at me proudly.

"Come on!" I said reluctantly, with a drooping face.

Chen Qianying smiled and walked around behind me and jumped on my back.

"You're so heavy!"

"Nonsense, it's obvious that you don't usually exercise well, that's why you think I'm heavy."

I walked forward: "If I hadn't exercised, those little deflated people who were going to chase you would have beaten me to death a long time ago." ”

"I never asked you, when did you learn kung fu?"

"I went before the second year of junior high school! It's just that I've just started learning, and I don't have actual combat experience, so I suffered a loss in the next few fights! ”

"What else are you hiding from me?"

I said fiercely: "You have read all my diary, what else can I hide from you?" You tell me what else you are hiding from me besides your cousin's business? ”

"Nope!"

"Then tell me when you remembered the past?"

Chen Qianying grinned and said: "Actually, the next day, I remembered some daily little things, but the order was a little messy!" ”

I suddenly let go of Chen Qianying and turned to look at her: "What! Got back to memory the next day? ”

Chen Qianying: "When I first woke up, I really couldn't remember anything, my head was dizzy, but I slowly remembered many things from the next day!" ”

I yelled, "Then you don't tell me." ”

"You didn't ask!"

"I didn't ask? Damn, I didn't ask...... "I'm so angry that I don't seem to be asking, TMD, I really didn't ask." "You can tell me if I didn't ask!"

"So what am I going to say? As soon as you come, I will tell you: 'I think of you?' ’”

I clenched my fists with both hands, so angry that I couldn't say a word.

Chen Qianying: "Hey, why are you letting me down?" ”

I turned around in a huff, then sank and continued walking.

"You tell me all day about the past, and some things I really didn't remember at the time, but as long as you say it, I can still have a little impression. And then you take me everywhere and play everywhere. In the past, I begged you to take me to put Kong Ming lanterns, and it took a long time before you took me there, and finally you took the initiative to take me there, so I thought that I would not tell you that I remembered something, so that you would take the initiative to take me around to play. ”

"Damn, why didn't I see you running after the lantern that day?"

"I wanted to chase it too! But Liu Jianli is next to her! I can't leave her alone! And you're going to hold me back, too. ”

"That's not going to happen, if you really want to chase it that day, I'll go with you."

"Really?" Chen Qianying asked excitedly.

"Yes!"

"The doctor also said that I should not do strenuous exercise for nearly a year, and then maintain a certain amount of exercise when I have fully recovered."

Me: "So you just didn't tell me because I took the initiative to take you around?" ”

Chen Qianying: "No, I'm also worried that if I tell you all at once, you will feel that I lied to you and be angry with me." "Wait." I remembered one thing: "Then does Liu Jianli know about your recovery of memory?" ”

"I told her the day I put the lantern, but I told her not to tell you."

"Holy." I suddenly realized that Liu Jianli laughed that day because of this. "What about after entering the third middle school? Can't you just talk to me? ”

Chen Qianying: "I've thought about it too!" But I saw Lai Zhuoxi two days after entering the school, and I suddenly thought that you had chased her before, and I also wanted to try the feeling of being chased by you! ”

I:......

"Who knew you were so stupid chasing girls."

"I ......" was so angry that he couldn't speak.

"My cousin also told me to tell you earlier! But I really couldn't find a chance! It's not that I'm afraid you'll be angry. ”

Me: "Then you won't let your cousin tell me!" ”

"If you had told your cousin about this, you wouldn't have been more angry!"

I thought about it, and it seemed like this was the truth.

"Later, my cousin got a girlfriend and told me: We have a misunderstanding, and now that he has a girlfriend, I have to tell you sooner. But I don't know how to speak! ”

"No wonder the time I saw him take his girlfriend to talk to him, he froze." I turned my face and shouted, "All in all, you're just playing on me, and you've been playing on me for so long." ”

I thought Chen Qianying would refute me and continue to argue, but I found that she was holding my neck tightly with both hands: "I'm sorry!" I really didn't mean to. ”

I relented and asked softly, "Then why did you have the courage to tell me that day?" ”

"Because you and Li Qian are getting closer and closer, and you are getting farther and farther away from me, I'm afraid of losing you......"

I didn't say anything more, I went up step by step, trying to fulfill my promise......

Years later,

One night, after my brother had a son and her sister had a daughter, and we were both called out for drinks by the same friend, I told her a lot of things from the past, including the 'prophecy' and the words of apology. The two of them chatted about the past without a fuss.

Suddenly, one day, Fang Yuan came to me with one-on-one twins in his arms.

"Lin Fei, can I ask you a question?"

Me: "What's the problem?" ”

"Did you and Chen Shibin really rush into the train station on motorcycles to find me?"

I looked at Fang Yuan and nodded.

Fang Yuan saw my response, put down the child, squatted down and cried......

The two children didn't know why their mother was crying, they just patted Fang Yuan's back on the side.

And I didn't know what to say, so I watched her quietly.

After a long time, Fang Yuan stood up, wiped away his tears and said to me with a smile: "Thank you Lin Fei, thank you for helping us so desperately. ”

I smiled.

Fang Yuan smiled: "I have no regrets in my youth. ”