For most teenagers, the high school entrance examination is probably the first watershed in life, and those who cross it are magnificent, and those who can't cross it may face a new round of hell mode.

Zhang Niantian undoubtedly belongs to the former, in the second year of junior high school, Zhang Niantian was immersed in various TV dramas and couldn't extricate himself, often fantasized that he was the heroine of a certain drama in Lao Yao's math class, developed the plot according to his own ideas, and satisfied his fantasies about various endings, of course, the price was also heavy, and the score of 16 points in mathematics on the final exam paper was particularly dazzling, and his brain was empty for a while, and he forgot how to go home to deal with his parents' questions. Zhang Niantian is a very optimistic girl, when faced with her father's questioning, she also calmly replied that she would definitely be admitted to high school, her father's obviously questioning and helpless eyes could not shake her at all, in fact, she didn't know where this confidence came from, in a blink of an eye, the third year of junior high school in the town has begun to have morning self-study and evening self-study, this year she basically began to listen to the class well, although the teachers affirmed her progress, but also felt that there was little hope, but she didn't take these to heart, Perhaps the most enviable thing about junior high school students is the confidence and passion that emanates from their bones.

The high school entrance examination in July is here in a flash, and her father actually doesn't have much hope for her, but she always has to try, and I don't know if it's a beautiful thing, or whether the effort and the return are proportional or even higher than the return this time, this time the high school entrance examination Zhang Niantian actually performed extraordinarily, and no teacher believed that she could get this score when the score was evaluated, but when the results came down, it was 4 points higher than her score, and suddenly Yangmei exhaled and wrote on her face, probably from this time on, she felt that it seemed easier for her to get grades than others, It's basically a matter of a little effort to get a decent result.

The summer vacation of graduating from junior high school is probably the happiest moment for her to let go of herself, no nagging from parents, no summer homework, and no pressure to go to school, as long as she is happy and waiting for high school life, a phone call one day broke this peaceful life, on the other end of the phone is a junior high school male classmate of Niantian, and he is also the first boy to write a love letter to her, in fact, Niantian reads a year earlier than the average classmate, so the thought develops a little later, the girl is always happy to receive a love letter, after all, it represents recognition, There was still a little bit of vanity flickering, but when she calmed down, she rejected the boy, in fact, there was no reason, at this age, she didn't understand the love between men and women, and she didn't have the throbbing of puberty, she just felt that it was too troublesome. However, the boy's psychology was very frustrated, he always thought that his appearance was not handsome enough, and even imagined that Nian Tilt said that he wanted to eat swan meat, he then wrote a letter to Nian Tilt to ask her, is it really a swan, Nian Tilt is very helpless, and his friends complained about two sentences, too lazy to explain, a lazy word defeated all, from beginning to end Nian Tilt did not reply to the boy, one was afraid that his parents would feel that their early love was in trouble, and the other was that they did not want to make the classmates misunderstand. If Nian Tian knew that there would be this phone call and many questions during the summer vacation, maybe she would have been diligent and replied to the boy early that she had not said that he would be better off if he wanted to eat swan meat.

Time always moves forward, it is too unfair to judge the original self with his current self, how can the choices made by different ages and different states of mind be compared together, and the preciousness of time may also be that he never looks back.

The days passed unhurriedly, and finally came to the day of the start of high school, the high schools in the town were all boarding schools, and the thought of leaving home and leaving her parents, Nian Tilt's heart was a burst of joy, in fact, with her high school entrance examination scores, she could go to a better school next to her home, and she chose this school without hesitation. Counting the time and living the days, the moment she stepped into the high school gate, Nian Tilt was extremely excited, the seniors who came over, and the freshmen who were sent into the school by her father like her, the dormitory of the school was very simple, but Nian Tilt was full of joy, her parents were very strict with her tutor since she was a child, and her mother was always afraid that she would have an accident when she played outside, and basically did not let her go out, children of the same age had already played together, but Nian Tilt had no friends, only envy, so I thought of staying in the house, She was thrilled to have so many classmates to spend time with. Finally, her father settled her, and after repeated advice, she finally left school and returned home. She sat under the bunk bed in the dormitory, watching the roommates in and out, only to find that getting along with people is really a science, some girls are articulate and aggressive, and some girls are very wooden and talkative, Nian Ting does not like to be aggressive for a little thing, she always feels that we don't need to poke others for a little bit of enjoyment, so it is not interesting, she doesn't like to see other people's scars, and she doesn't like to expose other people's scars.

A group of lovely girls entered different dormitories in the order before and after registration, met different roommates, and started different lives, Nian Tilt also met his best friend Qiao Ya here, Wu Qiu, Yang Hai, a group of people are tired of being together every day, at that time, Nian Tilt was young and didn't understand which boy they discussed every day to study well, which boy was good at basketball, who liked whom, who confessed whom, just felt bored, it turned out that there was more gossip about high school life than studying, and Nian Tilt didn't have any big goals, I just want to spend the past three years in peace and stability, just be admitted to a university, at that time her dream was to be a policeman, different from the various youth love idol dramas that her girlfriends like, she prefers suspense, spy wars, and solving cases, the police and gangster films of Hong Kong dramas are her favorite, at that time, she always fantasized about becoming a heroic policewoman in the future, for the interests of the motherland and the people, she can sacrifice at any time, her girlfriends always laugh at her brain pumping, she doesn't think so, youth is love to dream, fantasizing about the future life, Of course, it is also possible to change the fantasy every day, as long as there is enough time.

The first year of high school Nian Tilt fully showed that he was a dry person, and rushed to the cafeteria as soon as he got out of class, although he didn't eat much, and there was nothing to grab, now he thought that he might have excess energy, after all, there were no extracurricular activities in boarding schools except for reading and self-study, and the energy of his youth was always endless. Nian Tian also belongs to some degree of late maturity, and does not feel that there is any shame in running around on campus, and even often prides himself in being the first batch of classmates to eat. When she was a teenager, she was always passionate and enthusiastic, not afraid of any voice, even if she was whispered, she could return the favor with a smile, she actually didn't understand why she didn't care about other people's eyes, she probably wouldn't have thought that she would lose these things she was the most fearless about all the way up, maybe growth is like this, a little bit to smooth your edges and corners, although you are miserable, you can only say I am willing.

Walking on the campus path, looking at the seniors and seniors, Nian Tilt often thinks about when she can grow up quickly, you can leave your hometown to see the outside world, from childhood to adulthood, Nian Tilt is most looking forward to growth, but she is very afraid of death, when she is conscious of the topic of life and death, she begins to paralyze herself, when she was a child, she often lied to herself that there is an elixir of immortality in the United States, and her parents can live forever after eating it, and she can not die, and she can't deceive herself when she grows up, can only keep avoiding the topic of life and death, sometimes she thinks about whether she is afraid of death or afraid of facing the reality that her family will eventually leave her, she doesn't know, she often laughs at herself A person who dreams of being a policeman, a person who thinks that he can sacrifice for the motherland and the people at any time can't face the topic of death, but who can face the topic of life and death calmly. Nian Tilt has always felt that she looks ordinary and has no strengths, and no one should like it, and she often complains to her girlfriends about what people like her are in love with her, maybe her parents have always said that she looks ordinary, so Nian Tilt has always been very envious of those beautiful girls, but she doesn't know that she is also the scenery in the eyes of others when she smiles sweetly.

One day for self-study, on the way back to the dormitory with Wu Qiu, Wu Qiu pointed to a boy in yellow clothes and said: Look at that boy, it is said that it is the Ha Xin with good grades, Nian Tian raised his head and glanced at the careless Ao, silently thinking that Wu Qiu's news is still strange, this is not something that a class of students can inquire, and it is not easy.

When the second year of high school was divided, Nian Tian chose science, Qiao Ya and Wu Qiu both chose liberal arts, walked to the new classroom, Nian Tian was surprised to find that the boy Wu Qiu pointed to last time was actually assigned to a class with her, three years of high school life became more and more tense day by day, and occasionally when Nian Tian looked up, she seemed to see Ha Xin aiming at her, she didn't know if she was wrong, she didn't dare to secretly figure it out, this boy has been in a class since he came over, and Nian Tian has not said a few words, but every time Nian Tian looks up, I will always see that the boy's eyes fall on her side, and she is not sure if it will fall on her, and she doesn't dare to talk nonsense with her girlfriends, after all, such a popular figure, girlfriends are estimated to be ridiculed, and she has nothing special, it is estimated that she is thinking about it, Nian Tian comforted herself, or hurry up and leave this ghost place after the college entrance examination. The atmosphere of the third year of high school is becoming more and more solemn day by day, and the guy called the college entrance examination has put a tight spell on teachers, parents, and students.