Wait for the flat ground to make waves
After Nian Tilt sent Wu Qiu back to the dormitory, Nian Tilt also took the bus alone and walked back to school, on the bus, Nian Tilt suddenly felt a little sad, those who grew up together, why do they let go of each other's hands when they grow up, those young feelings are really so unbearable The waves of the years, what about themselves, Nian Tilt thought that he and Ha Xin would one day become like this, if the same thing happened to him one day, he might not be able to do the same as Wu Qiu. Sometimes Nian Tilt will hint at himself in his heart, it is enough to love a person for seven points, and the remaining three points are used to love himself, and he can't pour all his lovers, so he may not be able to afford the consequences, from childhood to adulthood, his mother may instill the idea that his lover loves himself first, and he doesn't love himself, how to make others love himself, so Nian Tilt will always have an inexplicable desire to protect himself and want to protect himself. Thinking that he and Ha Xin are not in the same school, will such an excellent boy as Ha Xin one day have the same thing as a turtle, and he will be inexplicably sad to think of these Nian Tilt, Nian Tilt is a standard Aquarius, whimsical, and emotional fluctuations will be very jumpy. If one day, we also have such a situation, then I must be the one who leaves in style, I will never hurt myself for the person who betrayed me, the broken mirror cannot be reunited, Nian Tilt warned himself in his heart, Nian Tilt felt that the occurrence of such a thing as splitting legs and derailment was really a problem with the three views, isn't love responsibility and responsibility.
The busyness of study and the arrangement of extracurricular activities gradually made Nian Tilt forget these sensitive emotions, she began to work hard like a little bee on campus again, recently because the student union has to study late to check attendance, Nian Tilt's evening time has been arranged, day by day busy, when I didn't come to school, I always heard adults say that the student union is a small society, because I always fantasize about the life of work after graduation, with the fear of the unknown, Nian Tilt joined the student union, Nian Tilt is actually a person who is very afraid of contact with an unfamiliar environment, She always hopes that she is ready to integrate into the new life in all aspects, Ha Xin's college life is also wonderful, new studies and new challenges, Ha Xin is immersed in her studies and the library, college life is really worth looking forward to, all kinds of organizations, all kinds of resources really broaden your horizons, and those who have not been exposed to the knowledge before are dead attracted to this teenager.
Since Qiao Ya went to H City, she has had a lot less contact with Nian Tilt, and Nian Tilt also understands that Qiao Ya chose to chase the footsteps of thousands of miles and went to H City, a strange city, without familiar friends, it must be very difficult at first, and it takes time and energy to establish new interpersonal relationships. In the last contact, Qiao Ya told Nian Tilt that Qianli and Ah Xing broke up, because the family introduced Ah Xing to the object, the boy has a good family background, looks and character are not bad, Ah Xing was shaken, after all, the future promised by Qianli will take four years, she doesn't know what the future will be, she doesn't dare to gamble on an unknown tomorrow with her youth, and Ah Xing feels that she and Qianli are actually people from different worlds, Ah Xing, who entered the society early, will weigh the pros and cons of life, love is very beautiful, but bread is the foundation of life, this young man once illuminated himself, but this light was not enough to illuminate the direction of Ah Xing's life. Qianli even wanted to suspend school at that time in order not to break up with Ah Xing, after Qiao Ya knew, she scolded Qianli, those parents' expectations, their future can be so easily abandoned, and they are worthy of those years of hard study, worthy of the eyes of their families, Qianli can only accept this reality in the end, and began to continue his studies, a polite boy even learned to drink during that time, Qiao Ya's heartache who can understand, Qiao Ya also went to warn Ah Xing, since he chose to break up with Qianli, completely cut off this thought, don't ruin this boy, otherwise she won't let her go. Even if she doesn't have an identity, Qiao Ya is willing to stay by Qianli's side, and she seems to be a little more comfortable watching him get better and better. Nian Tian didn't tell Qiao Ya, she always felt that Qianli was a scumbag, he knew Qiao Ya's heart for him, and he also came together with his sister, even if he came together, he still hid Qiao Ya, and still enjoyed the care of this girl with peace of mind, in the summer of the college entrance examination, Qiao Ya was even in poor health for a while, sick, Nian Tian called Qianli, hoping that he could comfort Qiao Ya, but Qianli refused, Qianli felt that it was Qiao Ya's own business, Nian Tian couldn't find anything wrong with what he said, but he was very uncomfortable.
Nian Tilt didn't understand why his two best friends could meet this kind of scumbag, is it something wrong with this society, can boys be so without three views, Nian Tilt remembered what Wu Qiu said, how can there be a cat that does not steal fish, Nian Tilt only felt a chill on her back, she thought of herself, she didn't know if one day her boy would also sink into this mixed era one day in the future. Nian Tilt thinks about whether she is not gentle enough and not beautiful enough, Nian Tilt's independent personality can be vividly displayed even in this passionate love, she is basically not the kind of person who will want to consult Ha Xin for the first time when she encounters things, she always feels that she is an independent person, and she should have independent thoughts and the ability to deal with things around her at any time. She didn't know if she would be too strong and clingy enough. Sometimes I don't know if I should blame this society for the temptation of being too great, or if the love of teenagers collapsed too quickly.
Nian Tian didn't talk to Ha Xin about her girlfriends, she always thought that these were their privacy, there was no need to be the talk of her love, the school days were unhurried, and the daily schedule was full, and Nian Tian sometimes felt a little tired, but after all, tomorrow is a new day, and it's over, and getting through is growing. Nian Tilt will also soak in the school library many times, those hobbies that youth gave up for their studies can finally be picked up in college, in the bones Nian Tilt is very fond of those literary works, those books that have not been read can finally continue to be read, so good, life, really good, college.
Saying goodnight to each other every night with Ha Xin has probably become a part of Nian Tian's life, getting used to having one more person by her side, and understanding that there is a young man's arm not far away that belongs to her. Life is plain and beautiful, Nian Tian thought that such a peaceful day would continue, until the evening after self-study, Nian Tian received Wu Qiu's WeChat, Wu Qiu told Nian Tian, Yang Hai is also in a school in City A, that school is not very far from Ha Xin, a few days ago she and a few high school classmates went to Ha Xin's school to find Ha Xin to play, and also had dinner together, and then Yang Hai also asked Ha Xin to send her back to school. Hearing what Wu Qiu said, Nian Qian was stunned, what she cared about was not whether anything would happen to Ha Xin and Yang Hai, but that Ha Xin didn't tell her about it, for a while, Nian Tian was a little empty of her brain, and she didn't know how to pick up Wu Qiu's words, Nian Qian asked Wu Qiu how she knew, in fact, most of her high school classmates didn't know that Nian Tian and Ha Xin were walking together, but Yang Hai knew, Yang Hai used to be one of Nian Tian's closest friends when he was in high school, Wu Qiu then told Nian Ting, Because one of the several boys Yang Hai called in the past is Wu Qiu's hair small, he has played very well since he was a child, a few days ago, Wu Qiu's mother asked Wu Qiu to send something to her, and the boy gave it to Wu Qiu, when the two of them were eating, the boy inadvertently said that the boy didn't know about Ha Xin and Nian Tilt, and joked that in the past, Yang Hai was handsome and had a good family background, this time the taste has changed, and the key is that Yang Hai has been with another brother who has studied well with Ha Xin before, The boy in the back went to another city, and the two of them broke off, and now there is one in front of him, so he must have to start. Wu Qiu was very worried when he heard the news, as a high school alumnus, everyone knows Yang Hai's personality too well, whether he likes it or not, he always has to grab it first, Wu Qiu is afraid that Ha Xin can't help the temptation of a beautiful girl, I'm sorry for Nian Tan, the grief that happened to him, Wu Qiu doesn't want to repeat it in his girlfriend. Those painful memories still occasionally sting even after Wu Qiu was disheartened and broke out of the cocoon into a butterfly. So as soon as she knew about this situation, Wu Qiu didn't think about anything, so she immediately went to find Niantian, she wanted to remind Niantian to pay attention to herself.
Nian Tian felt as if he had a dream, one was his former good friend, the other was his boyfriend, Yang Hai's reputation Ha Xin couldn't have heard of it in high school, in the face of such a girl, what would happen to Ha Xin, Nian Tian didn't know, she didn't have any confidence in herself, what is love, this question Nian Tian thought, but she has no way to guarantee that the person who loves her will always love, love is true, and it may be true when you don't love, Nian Tian doesn't understand why Ha Xin didn't tell herself about this, Is it worried that he may have a misunderstanding, or do he have other thoughts, after all, a beautiful girl like Yang Hai can easily satisfy the vanity of a boy. She has a lot of questions in her heart, she really wants to ask Ha Xin straight to the point, but she doesn't know how to speak, she doesn't even know how to be a good girlfriend, inexplicably a kind of aggrieved emotion instantly rushed to Nian Tilt's mind, two lines of tears were quietly left along the corners of her eyes, why is it sad, Nian Tilt herself doesn't know, it's just that she feels very uncomfortable and panicked. All night Nian Tilt was entangled in his heart, whether he could do it, should he go to Ha Xin to ask clearly, the dialog box of Ha Xin on the mobile phone was open, and Nian Tilt edited and deleted the information......