Chapter 54 Closure of Business
I stayed in the hospital in the town for more than ten days with Bazihu, leaving early and returning late, and my psychological tolerance was honed a little stronger.
After that, it was Mo Li who took me to an abandoned magazine in the town, where he published, in his words, and enthusiastically introduced me to his friends from the magazine.
This abandoned magazine was destroyed in a fire, and more than ten people in the magazine were killed. The 'people' that Mo Li introduced to me were the same people who died here at the beginning, and I was used to this kind of life during this time, so naturally I didn't show any frightened and nervous looks, and I got along quite well.
After another ten days, the butcher took me out of town and into a mass grave in the west of the town.
Watching the butcher pick out some broken bones from a pile of weathered bones and put them together, explaining in detail whether the skeleton was a man or a woman before his death, looking at his serious appearance, I have a strange feeling, I feel that the butcher is like an archaeologist or a puppet, and his serious attitude seems to have changed as if he has changed a person.
"It's hard to control your emotions!"
At this time, the butcher was like a scholar, and said quietly: "People have seven emotions and six desires in life, even saints can't annihilate the darkness in their hearts, no one can perfectly control their emotions, they can only constantly restrain and suppress ......"
"What if I can't control it?" I asked.
The butcher glanced at his red-gloved right hand and said softly: "If you really can't control it, try to run as far away as possible, vent and release, and try not to hurt your relatives and friends!" ”
I stared at his right hand and whispered, "Have you ever lost control?" ”
"Hmm!"
"What were the consequences?" I asked cautiously.
The butcher gave me a deep look, pointed to the mass grave, and didn't say a word, but had already responded to me.
There are mass graves in a radius of hundreds of meters, and there are many bones, and I don't know how many living beings have been buried.
I was silent for a long time, and then sighed lightly and said, "If the killing is too heavy, you are not afraid of retribution?" ”
"None of the people here are innocent!"
The butcher said, "I have been to the Yellow Springs and have been prepared for retribution, but when I set foot on the Yellow Springs, they refused to accept me. The boss saw that I was pitiful and took me in......"
Speaking of this, the butcher paused, and a mocking smile appeared on his indifferent face, not knowing who he was mocking.
"It is said that people who do a lot of evil will not end well, but over the years I have seen many good people who do not die well, and many evil people live freely. Isn't it ridiculous to kill people and set fire to the gold belt, build bridges and pave roads without corpses? People know that ghosts are terrifying, ghosts know people's hearts are poisonous, wicked people like me, people hate ghosts and abandon them, there is no place to live and no way back to die......"
The butcher's face was calm, but the anger and rage that lingered around him grew stronger and stronger, and this sense of contradiction gave me a very strange feeling.
In the words of the butcher, on the surface, a person in a suit and leather shoes is likely to have a belly of male thieves and female prostitutes behind his back, which can be regarded as a case of split personality, but it is far less than my situation.
Bazi Hu took me to the hospital, where I felt the birth, old age, sickness and death, and controlled my emotions in a more gentle way in a depressed atmosphere. Mo Li took me to the abandoned magazine office, chatted with many magazine editors who had been dead for many years, and talked nonsense from all over the world, and there was emotional resonance under joy, anger and sorrow.
The butcher is a bit extreme, and what instills in me is the evil of humans and ghosts......
No, it's a certain truth between good and evil.
Although the butcher always said that he was evil, I concluded one thing from what he said.
There is no pure distinction between good and evil in this world, and if you do a good deed in your life, as long as you do an evil deed, you will be nailed as a 'great sin'. If you do a bad thing in your life, and occasionally do a good deed, you will be praised for goodness and merit.
What is the rationale for this?
Therefore, people and ghosts are good and evil, just a thought!
This perception is not so much my own perception as it is a common recognition between me and my second personality!
As for my third personality......
He doesn't seem to have any other words to say than to scold 'waste', 'wretched', and 'hypocritical'.
More than a month of training is over, in this more than a month of time, I have become accustomed to the life of the hotel, used to listening to the boss humming and falling asleep every night, used to the ......
In general, I found that the little girls still get along relatively well, and if it had been before, I would not have believed that I could be friends with them.
During this time, there was still no news of Grandpa, and the people who had troubled our grandchildren before did not appear again. Also, that Mo Yi didn't come back either, in the words of the little girl, that guy won't come back, the boss has already transferred him to Jiangcheng.
The night before leaving, the little girl pretended to have a farewell dinner, and the eight-character beard and others gathered in the hall.
"Xiaohezi, don't go to any university, it's hard to find a job even after graduation this year, just continue to follow me, I guarantee that I won't lose you!" The little girl said hypocritically.
Mo Li pursed his lips and continued: "If Zhang He really stays, your position as the acting store manager will be in danger, and you say it nicely, and I can't wait for people to get out of here!" ”
The little girl was in a good mood today, and she didn't bother to be angry with Mo Li, so she snorted and said: "The old lady is not as careful as you think, she really wants to keep Zhang He by her side, of course, not to stay here!" ”
Hearing this, they were slightly stunned for a moment, and looked at the little girl for some reason.
I also looked at the little girl suspiciously, she smiled and said: "The boss said, this hotel has to be closed for a while, there are not enough people in Jiangcheng, we all have to transfer it, there are branches in Jiangcheng that have been found, let's clean up and deal with things here during this time, and we will go to Jiangcheng ......together after a while."
"Roar~"
Bazi Hu and Mo Li screamed excitedly, the black cat also showed a humanized smile, and although the butcher was still expressionless, his eyes softened a lot.
I'm the only one, dumbfounded!
No way!
If these guys go to Jiangcheng, can I hope for a peaceful and normal life?