【1055】Jun Ao Sheng: Hold hands
Wang Yixin said, and Jun Aosheng did not refute her words, the rejection and resistance in his eyes were gradually fading. Su Tian, this child who has the same fate as him, makes his heart touch somewhat.
"If you don't want to die before the age of 45, then holding my hand at the full moon is the best option. She said.
He suddenly sneered, "Just hold your hand?" "Holding your hand, can he be satisfied? Even if your body doesn't hurt, what about the deep desire in your heart?"
"yes, just hold hands. She said, raising the hands of the two of them again, "Can I go to the bathroom?"
He pursed his lips, but did not refuse her request.
So, Wang Yixin took Jun Aosheng's hand, walked into the bathroom together, came to the sink, she turned on the faucet, the warm water flowed out of the faucet, she took the hand holding him, came to the faucet, washed each other's hands, washed away the blood stains on the hands, and when the blood stains on the hands were all washed away, she still grabbed his hand with one hand, and the other hand pulled a towel from the side, soaked in water and stirred, because only one hand can move, so when it was dry, it took a little effort。
When it was almost done, she picked up the towel and reached in the direction of his face.
He tilted his head to avoid her towel, but she was once again unrelenting towards his face.
His eyelashes twitched slightly, and finally he stopped avoiding her hand, and the towel in her hand, pressed against his cheek, wiping the blood from the corner of his lips.
The skin of his lips had been bitten, and although the blood was no longer flowing, the blood stains on his lips were still so dazzling, and it made her heart tighten again.
Wang Yixin, hasn't you decided? Don't love anymore! She said to herself again in her heart, and then wiped his blood little by little.
From the flap of his lips, all the way to his chin and chest...... She didn't stop until the blood on his skin was almost wiped away.
"Why do you want to do this?" he asked abruptly.
"I just don't want to see too much blood. She replied.
The room was already in a mess, and she took his hand and walked out of the room to the living room downstairs. Turning on the light in the living room, she pulled him to sit on the sofa in the living room.
Quietly, sitting like this, the surroundings were so quiet, suddenly she had a feeling of being quiet and good.
Her gaze couldn't help but look at him, his eyebrows, his eyes, the bridge of his nose, his face, his body...... It was so close to her, but so far away.
Sometimes, shouldn't you get too close to the person you want to do? Just like the story she once heard, the angel kept flying to the sun because he longed for the sun, but when the angel really got close to the sun, his wings were burned by the sun, and finally he fell from the high sky.
And what about her now, is she just like this angel?
Maybe keeping a distance and putting away that heart is the best way.
"Are you going to keep shaking hands with me like this?" said Jun Aosheng.
"Yes. Wang Yi responded, "Hold it until tomorrow morning." ”
"And what about the full moon after that? should you hold it like this every full moon?" his voice was tinged with mockery.
But she replied without hesitation, "Yes, every full moon, hold it." ”
"How long do you think this can last? a month, two months, or a year or two?"
"Hold on until the day you die or I die. ”
Her answer was serious, and he was momentarily apprehensive. Until the day one of them dies......? Is it the so-called interdependence?!
"What the hell do you want?" he stared at her fiercely.
"I've already said it, I just want you to live well. She said.
"Nothing else you want?"
"Nope. ”
He suddenly had a sense of loss, so, everything else about him, she didn't want it?
He didn't say anything more, but leaned heavily on the back of the sofa, closed his eyes, and just when she thought he was asleep, his thin lips slowly opened, and asked her, "Sutian, can you really find your life?"
"Well, it can be found. It's just that the book doesn't mention Yang Mo's address when she was a child, and the only thing she can probably know is that Yang Mo should be two years younger than Jun Shutian, and she once had the experience of being kidnapped, and for the experience of being kidnapped, Yang Mo seems to have lost part of her experience, forgetting all this, and the rest seems to be gone.
"Yes, I wish you were telling the truth. "I hope she didn't lie to him, I hope that Su Tiantian can really find her life, I hope that there is really a so-called crossing as she said, and I hope that her sudden disappearance before is really a last resort......
Wang Yixin almost wanted to ask, if you want to, why don't you want to believe it?
However, she didn't say this sentence after all.
Why...... There's no reason for that.
Even if you get to the bottom of it and want to come to a conclusion, what about it?
If he is willing to believe it, he will naturally believe it, and if he is not willing to believe it, then what is the use of saying more?
Time passed little by little, since last night, she has been thinking about the full moon, she has not slept well, and today she has been nervous, coupled with the toss just now, it is quiet now, and she is naturally sleepy.
With a yawn, she grabbed his hand again, then closed her eyes as well, and fell asleep unconsciously.
After a while, Jun Aosheng on the side slowly opened his eyes and looked at the person who had fallen asleep, with a complex light in his eyes.
"Can you really stop loving me?" or—" He paused, almost silently, "have you ever really loved me?"
It's just that the answer he wanted, she was asleep, and she couldn't give the answer.
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When Wang Yixin woke up, he was lying on the bed, and he didn't hold Jun Aosheng's hand.
She was startled, and the whole person turned over and sat up, and the room was furnished like a certain guest room. Wang Yixin hurriedly got out of bed, and then after seeing the sky outside the window, he breathed a sigh of relief, outside, it was already daytime, and the night of the full moon had already passed.
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