227. [227] Missed so much

If you really take out this child, then ...... She may never have a child of her own in this life! Mu Ang looked at Guan Cancan steadily, and after a long time, he said in a hoarse voice, "Do you really want to gamble?" and the bet is her peace.

If one is not careful, not only the child will not be able to save it, but it is even difficult to say whether she can be safe.

Guan Cancan nodded, there was a firm gaze in her eyes, she wanted to bet, she wanted to bet on this!

Mu Ang's lips moved, he wanted to ask, is she still in love with Si Jianyu, is she still thinking about it even if she leaves, thinking about it, that's why she wants to give birth to this child so much?

A woman, only if she truly loves a man, will she be willing to give birth to each other's children with her life!

But after all, Mu Ang did not ask these words, he was afraid that the answer would disappoint him and make his hope even more dim.

He grabbed Guan Cancan's hand with his backhand and said, "I will help you, whether you want to give birth to this child or want to leave here, I will help you, I just ask you not to refuse my help." ”

His hand wrapped around hers, tight, as if he was afraid that she would pull it away.

Her eyes flashed, and his somewhat nervous expression was printed in his dark pupils.

Finally, her lips slowly opened, and she said silently, "Thank you." ”

Enough, enough, now he has three words for her, it's enough.

At this moment, when Mu Ang said this, Si Jianyu thought that the important person mentioned in Mu Ang's mouth meant Guan Cancan, but he didn't know that Mu Ang was referring to Guan Cancan's unborn child in his womb.

Looking at the back of Si Jianyu leaving, Mu Ang lowered his eyes lightly and looked down at his flat hands.

Cancan, even if she really wants to give birth to Si Jianyu's child, even if she can't forget Si Jianyu now, or in the future, he has to fight for her again.

Mu Ang slowly tightened his hands, this time, he must firmly seize this opportunity!

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Lu Li let go of the car, followed behind Si Jianyu's car, watched him drive to the riverside, watched him get out of the car, walked to the riverside, and looked at the river with a daze, as if he was thinking about something, and as if he was remembering something.

Lu Lifang thought about it, but he was still not at ease, so he approached Si Jianyu's side. These days, Ah Yu's love is very unstable, so he can't rule out that Ah Yu will do something extreme - especially when he fought with Ang just now.

"Cancan, once cried here. Si Miyu's voice was abrupt.

Lu Li let go for a moment, and then heard her friend say again, "But I only knew from other people's mouths that she had cried here, but I still don't know why she was driving alone and why she was crying bitterly......

She is obviously the person he loves the most, and he should know everything about her, but it wasn't until she left that he realized that he didn't know so much, and it turned out that she had shed tears and suffered many more grievances than he imagined.

Ang said that he was worried about whether Chan-chan would jump like this. Lifang, you say-" Si Jianyu's voice paused, his eyes wandered, and he turned his head to look at Lu Lifang beside him, "What will it be like to jump down from here?"

Lu Li was taken aback with confidence, and hurriedly said, "Don't say anything that you really want to jump from here, Ang is just talking, how do you know if Cancan really wanted to jump at that time." "I really don't know what Ang and Ah Yu talked about before he went to the police station.

While speaking, Lu Lifang deliberately moved two steps forward and blocked in front of Si Jianyu, afraid that he would really fall headlong.

Si Jianyu smiled indifferently, "What, are you afraid that I will jump?"

"The way you are now, do you think I can not worry?" Lu Li said angrily.

"Don't worry, I won't jump. Si Mi Yu pushed aside the landing salute and walked forward, stopping at the edge of the river with his toes completely close to the river.

Lu Lifang was deeply shocked into a cold sweat.

Si Jianyu turned around and faced the landing salute, the moonlight falling on the river and also on him. The silver moonlight made his complexion more and more icy and cold. He opened his lips lightly and said word by word, "I won't jump until I find Cancan." ”

Lu Li was stunned.

By the river, it was not too far from the old mansion of the Si family, Lu Lifang followed Si Jianyu into the old mansion, only then did he breathe a sigh of relief, and said to the ancient housekeeper who greeted him, "You take good care of Ah Yu, his love has not been very good recently." ”

Steward Gu nodded, these days, although the young master has not returned to the old mansion, but what happened, he still heard something to some extent.

After hesitating for a moment, Steward Gu spoke, "Sister Guan, still don't have any news?"

Lu Lifang nodded, if there was news, then Ah Yu would not be like this.

Steward Gu sighed unconsciously, "Hey, I knew that there would definitely be a problem when Sister Guan walked out that day, I really didn't expect that Sister Guan would say that she would leave." ”

Lu Lifang was taken aback, "What did you say? Have you seen Cancan? What do you mean by that?"

"The day before Sister Guan left, Sister Guan came here to look for the young master, who knew that she happened to see the young master and Sister Fang in the piano room...... Sister Guan's face was not quite right at the time, but when she left, she was quite calm, and I thought it was best to have nothing, but who knows, it's really ......" Steward Gu said as he spoke, but suddenly stopped, looked over Lu Lifang, and looked somewhere behind him.

Lu Li turned his head, only to see Si Jianyu standing by the door not far away, his face was pale and his expression was shocked.

At this moment, Si Jianyu only felt that not only his hands were cold, but his whole body was rapidly becoming cold and ice. What did he hear just now? Cancan...... Who, you've been here alone?!

"You repeat what you just said. Si Jianyu walked up to the ancient butler, almost as if he was going to use all his strength to finish this sentence.

His whole body looked like he was about to crumble, and his hands hanging down at his side were shaking constantly.

The ancient steward looked at Si Jianyu worriedly, but he still obeyed the order and said what he had just said again.

Si Jianyu's face was gray, and Cancan saw that he and Fang Ruolan were in the piano room? What was he doing at that time? Playing the piano, letting Fang Ruolan approach, he was completely silent in his thoughts, just like a blind man, he didn't even know that she had been here.

While in the break room, he missed her.

And when he was in the old mansion, did he still miss her?

She came to him again and again, but he missed it again and again! At that time, it was he who gave her the final blow and wounded her completely, so that she walked so simply?

The heart hurts to the point of numbness, but it can continue to hurt, just like a blunt knife, constantly sharpening and stabbing on his heart, it will not let him die immediately, but it will continue to hurt like this.

"Ah Yu!" Lu Lifang couldn't help but exclaim.

On that handsome and elegant face, there was a look like crying and laughing, and Si Jianyu opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something...... But in the end, it was a mouthful of blood that spurted out.

"Young Master!"

"Ah Yu, what's wrong with you?!"

Lu Lifang and Steward Gu were shocked, and the two of them rushed towards Si Jianyu at the same time......

The long body slowly fell backwards, and the blood splattered on the ground, stained red.

Cancan, Cancan...... You've been crying, why don't I know until now?

Cancan, if I found you, would you really forgive me, or would you say you hated me?

Cancan, how many things did I do wrong to make you completely die and leave?

In the past, I was most afraid that you would leave me, and I was most afraid that you would not love me, but now, what I am most afraid of is ...... If I can't find you in this life, then how can I live...... How to live......

It seemed to be shrouded in darkness in front of him, and in his ears, he seemed to vaguely hear her cry, which made him feel so painful!

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Some people can quickly forget a person, a certain thing, use time, work, and replace it with other more important people or things, for these people, forgetting jì is a very simple thing.

However, some people need to spend their lives forgetting certain people and certain things. Even if you bury those people or things in your heart, self-hypnotize, you have let go, you have forgotten about it, but you still think about it from time to time.

Remembering in the middle of the night, remembering an action in a moment, when it collides with an action in the past, or when looking at someone who is similar...... I thought about it.

Vienna, the famous city of music, is a city where even the air is filled with musical notes.

On the streets, you can see entertainers performing everywhere.

The blue and clear sky, as soon as you look up, even the mind can be washed.

"Cancan, is this your new song?" Kalona, who had brown hair, a good face, and a bumpy figure, looked at the music sheet in her hand, her face was surprised, and she even began to hum uncontrollably.

Guan Cancan smiled, "What do you think of this song?" The clear and beautiful voice is the same as before he lost his voice five years ago.

"It was great. "If it is launched, it will definitely not be a problem to be on the major music charts, but it is suitable for the singer to sing this song, no...... I don't think it's much. ”

"That's what you're supposed to be thinking about. Guan Cancan said, basically, in the past few years that the two have been working together, she is only responsible for writing music.

This music production company was founded by Kalona, who is both the owner and the producer, and when Guan Cancan was studying music in Vienna, she was accidentally seen by Kalona to write the tunes she wrote.