Chapter 1234: Jun Proud Chapter: The heavier the rain
Is it because he doesn't have confidence, or because he doesn't believe that he likes her? I don't believe that he really likes her, not out of guilt or responsibility or something.
"There must be something I like to prove that I like you?" he said, carrying her step by step on his back, "I thought that feelings were more real than words." ”
Feel...... His words were very similar to Daddy's, and Daddy also said that she wanted her to feel for herself.
But now she can't tell which feelings are real and which feelings are false.
"What if I want to hear from you?" she said.
His steps were silent for a moment, and the sound of the rain became clearer around him.
After a long time, he raised his steps and continued to walk, "I don't know what I like about you, it's cuteness, innocence, or your perseverance sometimes, I just know that when I stay with you, I'll be happy." Maybe at the beginning, I did have the mentality of wanting to make up for something, so I would run to see you day after day, play with you, and agree to many of your requests, but gradually, I found that it turned out that I liked to be with you more than wanting to make amends. ”
If he wants to compensate, if he feels guilty, then over the years, he has already compensated enough. The reason why he will always be with her, will be in a relationship with her, will become a boyfriend and girlfriend, and will work hard to restrain his YU hope, is actually just because...... He liked her, he liked her so much.
"You...... Do you like to be with me?" she asked, stunned.
"An An, I thought you should have known this fact a long time ago. He was a little helpless, didn't she know such an obvious fact? Or was he really too restrained himself?
"What about you...... Why didn't you tell me about the past earlier?" she muttered, if the events of the year were told to her by himself, rather than when she overheard Xiao Kai's argument with him and only knew about the events of the year, then her mood might be completely different.
I don't think about the bad side anymore.
He pursed his lips, his lips were full of rain, and he inadvertently felt a little bitter in his throat.
"Think I'm cowardly, cowardly. He whispered, his voice almost drowning in the rain.
It was even a little difficult for her to hear what he was saying.
Cowardice, cowardice? These words, in her impression, have nothing to do with Yan Yan at all, in her eyes, he seems to be omnipotent, no matter what happens, he seems to be confident, and the overall situation is in his hands.
She still remembers that once when she was in the study, she heard her grandfather commenting on Yan Yan, saying that Yan Yan would be the opponent of Su Tiange in the future.
If it is handled well, then it will be friends and can complement each other in the future.
If it is not handled well, then it will be the enemy, and it is difficult to say who will kill the deer in the future.
Although she felt that Yan Yan would never become an enemy with Brother Shutian in the future, it also showed that her grandfather had a high opinion of Yan Yan.
It also shows that grandpa also values Hikohiko.
But such a hikoko is now talking about cowardice and cowardice?!
"I don't understand. She said, "Is cowardice and cowardice have anything to do with telling me what happened back then?"
yes, she doesn't understand it yet...... Zhou Xiaoyan hooked the corners of his lips self-deprecatingly. For the complexity and changeability of people's hearts, as well as cowardice, she is far from the age to experience these.
"Because I'm also worried, I'm afraid that if you know what happened before, you'll hate me, and you'll be unwilling to see me again, and you'll ignore ......me again," and he's used to her company, once he loses it, then the person who can't stand it will be him.
"How could I hate you!" she said urgently.
"Really?" a smile tugged at the corner of his lips, only to feel that the rain splashing on his lips seemed to become a little warmer, "You really don't hate me?"
"Of course not!" she said, realizing that she was saying something ...... She hadn't even figured out what kind of feelings he had for her...... Feel...... It's as if his emotions and thoughts are completely controlled by him.
But...... But......
She understood that even if he really didn't like her, even if he was just playing with her for a drink, she wouldn't hate him because she was so ...... I like him so much!
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Mountain, Wang Yixin looked at the heavier and heavier rain, and was very anxious, his daughter was said to have run into the mountain, and Zhou Xiaoyan's child, before entering the mountain, the last phone call he made showed that he went to the mountain to find An An.
However, this mountain, whether it is big or small, is now night, and it is raining again, which has brought great trouble to the search.
Even though at this moment, the manpower of the Jun family and the Zhou family, plus the police force sent by the police, began to enter the mountains one after another, but at present, there is no good news to bring.
Wang Yixin's mind couldn't help but start to have all kinds of bad guesses.
"I'm going to the mountains to find An An. Wang Yixin said to Jun Aosheng, what he had in his heart was self-blame for himself. At her current age, her daughter is already an adolescent, and she has encountered emotional problems.
If she, as a mother, had better guidance and cared more about her daughter, then An An would not have suddenly gone to that splendid nightclub, let alone encounter the messy things behind.
"Even if you go to the mountains to search, it won't be of much use, but it will drag down the search team. Jun Aosheng said, understanding his wife's worries and self-blame, "Don't worry, it's just a search for a mountain, with the current manpower, at the latest in 3 hours, An An can be found." And I've already investigated this mountain, and over the years, I haven't heard of any beasts or anything like that in the mountain. An An is our daughter, and she will be safe. ”
In fact, if it weren't for the overall situation in the mountain, various manpower arrangements, and timely grasp the routes and progress of various search teams, it is estimated that Jun Aosheng would have rushed into the mountain to find his daughter.
"But...... If An An really encounters something......" Wang Yixin's voice was already obviously choked, his eyes were wet, and he was about to cry.
Jun Aosheng has hardly seen his wife cry in the past ten years. Even if sometimes the wife is sad and sad, most of it is because of the children.