Since I was a child, I have known that I am different from the girls in ordinary families, I am a child abandoned by my parents, abandoned on the street, no one to adopt, no one to take care of, it was the master who saved me for a while, gave me food, gave me use, and trained me to become the premier gold medal mercenary in the mercenary union.

I have always known that if you want to get something, you must be prepared to pay the same price, others say how powerful I am, since I was a child, I was able to get the true biography of the legendary Mu Shaoqiu, worship under his door, and become a disciple of the master, but only I and a few senior brothers and brothers know that this seemingly majestic name has brought us what kind of heavy pain and suffering.

Because we are Mu Shaoqiu's disciples, we have lost the ability to cry since we were sensible, and we can't cry, because Mu Shaoqiu's cronies don't need tears, something that only the weak have.

The first thing to be sensible is to learn how to restrain your temper, even if you are angry, even if you are angry, even if you are sad, you can't show half of it.

Practice, fight.

From the age of six, the master let us go into the forest alone to fight against low-level monsters.

"Xiaoya, no one will help you, if you encounter danger inside, you can only solve it yourself, in four days, I will pick you up here, whether you live or die, it's up to you. At that time, the master patted me on the shoulder when I was still a six-year-old baby, and said this.

Worried, fearful, but in addition to facing it, I didn't even have the choice to escape and retreat, in the desperate and brutal killing again and again, I began to grow up, from a helpless child, to the most shining gold medal mercenary of the mercenary union, no one knows the pain.

I thought that this life might just pass like this, until the Shikoku competition began.

"The four of you are all the elites I taught by hand, this time on behalf of the mercenary union for the selection, I want you to spare no effort to stand out from everyone, remember, you can only succeed, not fail! You are my Mu Shaoqiu's disciples, remember not to lose my face outside, understand?" At that time, the master sat on the chair in the study, and said with a serious face.

"Yes. "I had to do it all the time.

Carrying the expectations of the master and the reputation of a young mercenary, he entered the palace for selection.

I thought I was going to win, yes, I was so confident that I thought I was the strongest among my peers.

I'm Xiaoya, a gold medal mercenary, and a sixth-order peak martial artist who became famous at a young age!

How could I possibly fail?

But reality gave me a heavy slap in the face, and I lost, not only me, but also my companions, all of whom failed, and lost at the hands of a world-famous waste!

That woman is the obstacle of my life, the source of my life's pain.

is just a waste, but shines in front of everyone, from a natural vindictive waste, to become the leader of the younger generation, she is arrogant, she is indifferent, as if this day, this place, has never entered her eyes.

Cruel, ruthless, ruthless, even in the face of his own sister, he can abolish the other party's cultivation.

How could I be willing to lose to such waste?

I have been training for more than 10 years, practicing for more than 10 years, in order to become famous in the world!

But all this was ended in the hands of Sima Ruyi, a woman, who defeated me so easily, looking at me condescendingly, like a winner, so disdainful, so indifferent.

It's nothing but a waste......

But what am I when I am defeated in the hands of waste?

I asked Master to go out of the mountain to stand up for me, I was unwilling, crazy unwilling! I wanted to get even the slightest chance to become a master, but fortunately, Master still had some affection for me, and in order to help me get ahead, he entered the palace, coerced the emperor, and put my name on the list of participants in the Four Nations Competition.

I succeeded, no matter how dirty the means were, Zaijian was not honorable, but I succeeded after all!

But weishenme?

weishenme will see him just when I thought my life was about to usher in the light?

Emperor Xuanwu's favorite and favorite son, Rui Wang Jin Chenrui.

The first time I saw him, it was in the imperial study of the palace, he was wearing a purple robe, unattainable, and every move was carried by the elegance of the prince, handsome face, polite attitude, noble identity, and not weak strength, all of which coincided with the extravagant person I dreamed of.

I am so happy, on the way to the Qinglong Kingdom, even at the expense of losing the reserve and dignity of a woman, teasing him, tempting him, I want to catch this man, I want to be his wife, I want to get his heart, I want to be the princess of King Rui!

I knew my strengths, unlike ordinary weak women, my cultivation was at the top of my peers, and my appearance was beautiful, so when Sima Ruyi's damned woman humiliated King Rui again and again, I pretended to be considerate and approached him, standing on the same front as him.

I did it.

Successfully got his attention, and successfully climbed into his bed when Sima Ruyi suddenly left the queue.

When he was drunk, he fell on the bed with me in his arms, when his masculine arms hugged me tightly, when the clothes on his body were rudely torn apart, when the heart-rending pain, the stinging pain without any foreplay came, I knew that I had succeeded, successfully changed from a girl to a woman, and successfully seduced him.

That night is the most beautiful memory of my life.

After the clouds and rain, I pillowed on his strong chest, listening to his strong heartbeat, and I even thought for a moment that he was possessed by me!

On the white sheets, the bright red like plum blossoms is the proof that I am his woman!

His breath, rapid and scorching, burned all my sanity.

Looking at his sleeping face, my heart was filled with joy, and even my soul seemed to be fulfilled.

Tracing his perfect face with my fingers, I stared at him like this, all night, and when I woke up the next day, the prince was stunned at first, and then he put one hand around me tightly, and said nothing, but it seemed to me that it was worth a thousand words, because he couldn't wait again, like a tiger, to ask for me.

His sweat splashed on my naked body, and he whispered in my ear over and over again, "When I return to Beijing, I will give you a name." ”

Birthright......

I secretly rejoice, as long as I have a name, I can become a master, I can enter the palace, and I can get his favor.

I tried my best, even at the expense of belittleing Sima Ruyi and Qiu Lou in front of him, just to be able to have a little more of my own shadow in his heart, I once thought I had succeeded, because every night, he almost tossed so much that I couldn't sleep, every night, he was so eager for me.

Until that day, the day I will never forget in my life.

When I learned that Sima Ruyi came to Qinglong Kyoto, when I learned that she didn't live at the post station, the prince was very drunk, rude through me, and what was called over and over again in my ears was her Sima Ruyi's name!

I'm madly jealous!

Why?

Why can she get the attention of the prince?

I began to be afraid, I began to panic, I was afraid that this pillow person would fall in love with her.

After learning that Sima Ruyi had offended the Xuannu Palace, I was so happy because she was finished!

The existence of the Xuannu Palace, the Ling family is above the royal family, with them, what else can Sima Ruyi do in this life?

But she opened my eyes again, she not only injured the maid of the Xuannu Palace, but even killed the first maid under the palace master of the Xuannu Palace with one blow!

Isn't she afraid of the revenge of the Xuannu Palace?

I instigated the prince to go to Sima Ruyi Xingshi to ask for the guilt, but what about Zuihou? All I got was the rude treatment of the prince in front of everyone.

I began to feel uneasy, and I wondered day and night how heavy Sima Ruyi's weight was in the prince's heart, so heavy that even if he shared the bed with me, the name of that woman was still in his mouth!

There are too many complex emotions, like hatred, regret, and affection.

I don't want it!

Seeing that the prince was snubbing me day by day, and seeing the number of times Sima Ruyi's name appeared in his mouth increased day by day, I seemed to hear the sound of Shijie collapsing.

I don't want it!

I definitely don't want to be given up by the prince!

So, I began to blow the wind on the pillow frantically, wanting to let the prince know that Sima Ruyi was not worthy of him, but what I got was a slap in the face from the prince on the eve of the Four Nations Competition.

And his sentence: "Slut, why are you so much to do?"

This slap completely stunned me, and I was punished by the prince to kneel in the courtyard of the post station all night, just because, I said bad things about Sima Ruyi!

What a ridiculous fact, what a sad fact!

Sima Ruyi......

It wasn't until this moment that I really hated her, hated this woman who didn't do anything, but easily got the favor of the prince!

She deprived me of my happiness and deprived me of the right to be a human being, weishenme!?

weishenme？

After taking away the position that should belong to me, weishenme is going to seduce my man again?

I frantically wanted to take revenge on her, and I didn't hesitate to embarrass her in the Four Nations Competition, but Qiu Lou's girl was too sharp and too protective, like a vicious dog guarding her!

Seeing Sima Ruyi fighting against the crowd, seeing more and more people begin to pay attention to her, begin to pay attention to her, and begin to admire her, seeing the prince's eyes fall on her again and again, jealousy is like thousands of ants, gnawing at my heart and making me feel heartbreaking!

So, I used the prince to drug the wine she was drinking, and I wanted to make her make a fool of herself! This medicine was given to me by the master before leaving, so that I could use it when necessary!

It's the top elixir in the mercenary guild!

But I didn't expect that it was this move that completely shattered my life.

She's all right!

Not only was it okay, but it even broke through!

I heard the words and stabilized the prince, but in my heart, I was panicked, I was afraid that if Sima Ruyi was really fine, the prince would definitely find me to settle accounts after the autumn!

So, I secretly contacted my companions who had infiltrated the stands and wanted to assassinate Sima Ruyi.

But God didn't have mercy on me, it still stood on Sima Ruyi's side!

Watching my companion silently have her throat broken, watching Sima Ruyi approach me step by step, and looking at her cruel and deep eyes like death, I sat on the ground in embarrassment, my limbs weak.

She didn't kill me, but what greeted me was the whip of the prince, which fell on me mercilessly, my skin was opened, and I fell into a coma several times, and the prince didn't even let the doctor treat me, but threw me on the bed, leaving me to fend for myself, fortunately, I have long been used to such pain, a few days later, I recovered my health, but I heard that Sima Ruyi and the master of the Xuannu Palace were tied!

How is this possible!

But listening to the discussions of countless people, listening to those vivid words, I can no longer deceive myself after all.

That's all it takes, but the prince actually ordered me to get out of his sight forever after the Four Nations Tournament ended.

"Get out, you useless waste, how dare you use fake medicine to fool this king?" kicked me hard after kick, and even the prince was furious, and abolished my cultivation, he was tired, didn't listen to my explanation, and threw me out of the station, no matter how I begged or knelt, the door was always closed.

I was in the corner outside the post station, curled up, waiting for the prince to come out, and finally let me wait for it early in the morning.

The prince is leaving Qinglong and returning to Xuanwu!

I followed all the way behind the sedan chair, calling desperately, desperately shouting, wanting to go back with him, even after he treated me like that, my heart still hasn't changed.

But what do I get?

It was he who humiliated mercilessly and cruelly in front of the public and in the sight of Sima Ruyi's slut!

I can't wait to kill Sima Ruyi! When I think of her looking at my embarrassment, I can't wait to kill her!

I made a move, but I also failed, and even she didn't dodge at all, didn't fight back, just a dog by her side, it was enough for me to lose completely.

Falling to the ground, watching the sedan chair that the prince was riding in go away, my heart felt as if a big hole had been chiseled, and it was so cold that my lips and teeth trembled.

It's all because of her! It's all because of that woman!

If it weren't for her, the prince wouldn't have done this to me!

Hate!

I can't wait to eat her flesh and drink her blood, so that she can taste this heart-rending pain!

Sima Ruyi......

As long as I think of her cold and arrogant figure, I grit my teeth with hatred!

In this life, she and I will never die!