Chapter 476: I don't understand love

Once, he loved the country and didn't love the beauty,

In the end, he spent the rest of his life regretting it,

Now, even if he wants to love beauty but not the country,

But I never had that opportunity again,

Love, is to miss it, even if you want to catch it, you can't catch it,

Because, when it catches you, you don't catch it well,

By the time you want to catch it, there's no chance of it.

The most peculiar thing about the relationship between people is the love between men and women.

You say it's sweet, yes, it has,

You say it's bitter, yes, it has too,

You say it's beautiful and cheerful, yes, it contains,

You say it makes people feel sick and haggard, but you're not wrong.

Anyway, it's a strange thing.

What you do with it, it gives you,

If you treat it with jealousy and indifference, then what it will give you in the end is only infinite regret and melancholy.

Emperor Tang Wu, it took a thousand years to prove that there was no love that was well grasped, even if you spend more time to miss it afterwards, it will not help,

"Just because she came to me, not for me, but for another man, for her adoptive father, and I, I couldn't let go of my son, I couldn't let go of my chest, and finally ordered her adoptive father to be put to death in front of everyone. Emperor Tang Wu laughed at himself, "How high-spirited I have been in my life, but I never thought that I would do such a stupid thing, if I just attribute all this to the power and get carried away, I'm afraid it's just an escape." ”

Looking at Yan Yin, Emperor Tang Wu said, "You say, people like me, aren't they stupid, what else do you say Emperor Tang Wu, maybe in the eyes of others, I am a selfless and upright emperor, but I know that in my heart, I am a coward, a bastard, a coward who does not dare to face herself, a coward who does not dare to face her, what a man, what heroism, what arrogance, if you can't even give your own woman peace of mind and warmth, what is the use of those things, it's just a joke." ”

It's just a joke,

These six words, although they are only simple six words, truly show the views and inner thoughts of Emperor Tang Wu.

"People in the world often do some righteous killing relatives or hurting those who love themselves deeply for the sake of those so-called heroic arrogance, for the so-called arrogance and righteousness, I used to think that they were righteous, real men, and heroes, but now it seems that they are just a fool. Emperor Tang Wu shook his head and said, "How about the hero, how about the minister, what about the big husband and the big man, all this is just the opinion in the eyes of others, but, you say, that's important." ”

Shaking his head, Yan Yin said, "I don't know if it's important or not, but if it were me, I wouldn't hurt the people I love for the sake of other people's opinions or ideas, I have an elder who once said to me before he died: A real man is not to let those who care about you worry and worry about you, but to make those who care about you feel at ease and at ease." ”

Emperor Tang Wu was stunned for a moment, he fell silent,

After a long time, he sighed, "Yes, I used to reassure many people, and I also reassured many people, but they didn't have anyone who really cared about me, however, those who really cared about me, I have never given her peace of mind and peace of mind, ridiculous, pathetic......"

Emperor Tang Wu's emotions were a little excited, and the energy in his body kept surging, and a terrifying aura enveloped all directions, making Yan Yin feel breathless.

Even if the dragon was in front of him, he had never felt so bad,

However, Emperor Tang Wu only showed some of his aura, but it made Yan Yin himself feel as if he had returned to the time when he practiced horse walking in the sea east of Southern Academy.

Like a small boat, in the face of the boundless waves, it is so swaying,

After a long time, this terrible aura gradually calmed down and dissipated.

"......Huh," Emperor Tang Wu let out a long breath and said, "Actually, I know that with her strength, it will be easy to stop my subordinates and rescue that person, but she doesn't, you know, is that?" ”

Yan Yinzheng was shocked by the horror of Emperor Tang Wu, and when she heard this, she groaned for a while, and said slowly, "She believes in you, or rather, she respects you and loves you." ”

"Yes," Emperor Tang Wu nodded. She had the strength to stop all this, but she didn't, because she believed that I wouldn't do that, she loved me, she thought I would listen to her, but I failed her trust and love, she respected me, she didn't turn my orders into empty words in front of all the people in the world, she respected me, and in the end, even if she closed her eyes gloomily and left tears, she didn't make a move, and I, but I was there ridiculously accepting the praise from the ministers around me, what righteousness killed relatives, what an emperor through the ages, what was upright and fair, it was really ridiculous, I didn't care about her at that time and proudly accepted these meaningless flattery there。 ”

In this regard, Yan Yin is not good at saying anything,

He really wanted to point at Emperor Tang Wu and accuse and abuse him, and despise him for failing to live up to his intercession master.

Although he thought about these words, he did not say them.

After all, he is not Emperor Tang Wu, he doesn't understand his love,

It's just that Yan Yin only knows that he won't learn from Emperor Tang Wu, and never will.

"Then she went, silently, and when the maid who served her told me that she was long pregnant, I was still immersed in the power of the Empire. Emperor Tang Wu's tone returned to flat, "I didn't chase her, and I didn't do anything to make amends, perhaps, my indifference and indifference, this is the most fatal blow to the relationship between us, when the Yuehua Fairy sent a message to tell me that she gave birth to a child, I woke up, however, when I decided to leave everything behind to accompany her, she no longer needed me to accompany her." ”

Yan Yin was startled and asked, "Ask the fairy, she ......." ”

"She's gone" Emperor Tang Wu slowly closed his eyes, and two lines of tears flowed from the corners of his eyes. On the night before I came, she scattered all her skills, with her life's learning, to create this illusory world, perhaps, she wants to be in this world, ask, what is love, she used her life to prove that there is love in the world, and I will erase her proof, if in her life, who is the most important man to her, I think, I am not, because, compared with the adoptive father who raised her for eight years, I am just a negative person, hurt her heart, but also her love. ”

"Asking for love, asking for more than just love" Yan Yin sighed, "Asking for love is too intense, if she can wait until you come, you will ...... between you"

Waving his hand, Emperor Tang Wu didn't wait for Yan Yin's words to finish, and said, "You want to say that she knows that I regret it, and then accept me again, right?" ”

Nodding, Yan Yin said, "Yes, then everything will be a different ending." ”

"You don't understand her, even I, it's only in this thousand years that I gradually understand her," Emperor Tang Wu said slowly. Love is like a pool of clear water, if there is a pile of stolen goods in it, you may be able to salvage the stolen goods, it still looks as clear, but, is it really like that, she has been lonely since she was a child, has experienced many ups and downs, a heart, it can be said that it is extremely hard, when she believes in me and gives me a heart and I don't take good care of it, she will not take back the heart that has been handed over, because she is her, a very unique her. ”

"I paid, but I didn't get the love I wanted, and finally decided to use my life to build an illusory world, hoping that in this illusory world, I can find the love I want, and it is really ...... to ask the love master" Yan Yin didn't know what to use to express it, and finally could only sigh "Perhaps, this is the unique place of the love master." ”

Sighing, Emperor Tang Wu said, "Yes, when I thought I knew her, in fact, I didn't understand her, and when I got to know her, she didn't need me to understand, everything, it's too late." ”

Seeing that Emperor Tang Wu was a little lonely, Yan Yin said, "Senior Tang Wu, do you want to stay with you like this, is it worth it, it's better to let go cleanly as the compassionate senior said, this is also a good thing for you, for the ancestor of love, I think, if she is alive, she must not want you to be like this." ”

"So, that's just if," Emperor Tang Wu said, "Since she is dead, I will accompany her until I die." ”

Looking at Yan Yin, Emperor Tang Wu said, "You don't have to persuade me, in the past thousand years, I don't know how many masters of Qingyue Mountain have come here to persuade me, however, I am still here, because, I have my own thoughts, maybe other people's words are very correct and right, but I don't need others to tell me." ”

Yan Yin sighed secretly, this Emperor Tangwu is obviously also a person who sees everything clearly, but he doesn't want to see it clearly, he doesn't need others to tell him that this is wrong, because, he just wants to be wrong like this,

A person who gives up all his love because of love, a person who regrets and accompanies him silently for love,

Very peculiar people, very peculiar things, telling the side of love,

Even if you are a martial saint, what's the use, you can't catch your love, you're just a pathetic person,

Emperor Tang Wu talked to Yan Yin about some trivial things, such as the fact that he finally raised him with the child who asked for love, and finally after letting him inherit his throne, he came to Qingyue Mountain and stayed in this relationship.

And the origin of the Tangwu Conference, Yan Yin also learned its original meaning from the mouth of Emperor Tangwu,

"At that time, Qingyue Mountain was newly built, although there was the Yuehua Fairy and her support, but it was inevitable that it was excluded by some other major sects, because of regret and self-blame, I abandoned the opposition of all ministers, and resolutely united with Qingyue Mountain, and finally decided to use the situation of the Tang Wu Conference to select the best talents in the empire for Qingyue Mountain" When Emperor Tang Wu said this, his face was full of disdain" At that time, many people in the court said that it would be a big loss for the empire to send outstanding talents from the empire to Qingyue Mountain in this way, but for me, it was important. ”

Yes, it doesn't matter,

It's just a country, even if you are the master of this country, so what?

If you die, will the people of this country die with you?

No

If you shed tears, will the people of this country shed tears with you?

No

In that case, then why should I have to pay wholeheartedly for this country and for the people who don't understand my sorrows.

Love, the need for selfishness,

Yan Yin and Emperor Tang Wu chatted for a long time, and Yan Yin also talked about the current affairs of the Fengyun Empire, but Emperor Tang Wu did not care in the slightest, and even when he learned that the current Fengyun Empire was in chaos, Emperor Tang Wu sighed and said, "If someone is like me at the beginning, giving up his beloved for the so-called empire and hegemony, I will not blame him for overthrowing the empire I established, I will only laugh at him and not understand love." ”

In his heart, how the current Fengyun Empire has nothing to do with him,

All he cares about is intercession,

In the end, Emperor Tang Wu told him that he could let the phantom spirit beast send him out,

And himself, under Yan Yin's gaze, did not fall into the transparent ball,

At this time, the mist that covered the ball dissipated, and Yan Yin once again clearly saw the appearance of the ancestor of the intercession, and also saw the Emperor Tang Wu who was lying quietly in it like her,

Even though you're dead, I still want to be with you like this,

That's it, quietly with you,

No matter how many years, no matter how long, I just want to accompany you like this,

Until, too, die,

This is Emperor Tang Wu's concept of love, which belongs to his concept of love.

This is a great person, but in the face of love, he is very small,

Yan Yin sighed, then turned to leave