In the end, Li Yao'er still failed to convince her father.

Even though she said that she wanted to disguise herself as a man and go to a school where no one knew her, she was strongly opposed by her father.

The reason is that her father and mother think that this is too risky, she was born with such a look, beautiful eyebrows, red lips and white teeth, but it is impossible for Mr. Fanna not to be blind and not to see that she is a woman.

More importantly, they firmly believe that women do not need to learn skills, and it is the right choice to find a good in-law to marry.

No matter how good Li Yao'er's reason for wanting to study sounds, in the eyes of her parents, it is nonsense that does not know the sky.

Li Yao'er is a stubborn and persistent character, otherwise he would not have insisted on climbing Phoenix Mountain to find Jinhua alone, and he has persevered for three and a half years without slacking off.

She is still a donkey, and the more her father and mother oppose it, the more she refuses to give up.

But Li still had an injury on his head, and Li Yao'er did not take a clear stand to resist her father and mother, so as not to worry her mother, but she did not give up the obsession in her heart.

In the following days, Li Yao'er became very well-behaved, she didn't cry or make trouble, and she didn't even set foot on Phoenix Mountain anymore.

She cooks, washes dishes, and does housework according to her mother's requirements every day, and does everything that a woman in the world should do like a really good woman.

The only change is that she stopped smiling, her father didn't take the initiative to talk to her, and she didn't speak anymore.

The little girl who used to be lively and smart and lived like a happy lark suddenly became a marionette and was lifeless.

At first, Li was very pleased with Li Yao'er's change.

But as time went by, especially after Li Yao'er's meal decreased sharply, and she looked thinner and thinner, as if a gust of wind could blow her down, Li couldn't stand it anymore.

She felt sorry for her daughter and couldn't bear to watch her girl depressed all day long, so Li began to think of ways to make Li Yao'er happy.

One day half a month later, she who has always been careful in her calculations took Li Yao'er to Zhancheng to relax, go to watch Li Yao'er's favorite drama, buy her new clothes, and buy her favorite food.

Li Yao'er followed Li obediently throughout the whole process, and Li gave her whatever she wanted, and would meekly say 'thank you', but she refused to laugh.

In the afternoon, Li Yao'er followed Li with a big bag of things and went back in the direction of Zhangjiawan Village.

Halfway through, it was still Li who didn't speak, and Li Yao'er didn't speak, which directly led to the topic that Li found several times in the cold.

Finally, by the reeds in the setting sun, Li couldn't suppress the anger in his heart anymore and suddenly stopped.

Li Yao'er was carrying something, and quietly stopped not far from Li's family.

With anger and disappointment that could not be vented, Li Shi looked back at Li Yao'er.

"Big girl, when are you going to stop making trouble?"

Li Yao'er looked at Li lukewarmly and replied obediently.

"Mother, how can you say that, I don't cry or make trouble, do what you ask, why are you unhappy?"

One sentence made Li speechless, and Li looked straight at Li Yao'er with a gentle smirk on the corner of his mouth, and couldn't say a word for a long time.

After a long pause, Li let out a long sigh of weakness, almost pleading.

"Big girl, you tell your mother honestly, what do you think, what do you want your mother to do so that you can understand your mother's intentions. ”

Li Yao'er looked at Li and replied with sincerity in her eyes.

"Mother, you are mistaken, I never think what you said is wrong, I always knew that you said those things that you wanted me to live well in the future. ”

When Li heard this, he looked at Li Yao'er weakly.

"Do you know why you treat your mother like this?"

Li Yao'er sighed.

"Mother, I'm really not angry with you, it's because I understand your intentions, I know that you are for my good, and I don't want to go against your will that I choose to do what you ask. ”

"But that's not the life I want, I do what you ask me to doom myself to not be happy, my ambitions and my wishes are different from what you expect, if you fulfill your wishes, I can only give up my own ideas. ”

"Mother, how can you expect me to make compromises and be sincerely happy at the same time. ”

Li Yao'er's words made Li stunned in place.

It was the first time she had heard such words from her daughter's mouth, and at no time in her life had she realized so clearly,

Her daughter has grown up, she can't have her own ideas, and she is no longer the little girl she used to be when she said anything.

Li was also a child, she also had dreams for the future and was unwilling to live in real life, but she never had the courage to put her dreams and unwillingness into reality like her daughter.

And it's such a shocking and deviant dream!

Now Li Yao'er, who is saying such things, is both mature and naïve, brave and absurd in her eyes.

She didn't know how to persuade such a daughter to listen to her experience and embark on a life that she thought should be happy, and she vaguely felt that what her daughter said was not all wrong.

But the path that the daughter wants to take is destined to be full of thorns and tribulations, and once she sets foot on it, it will be unimaginable for her to face and bear pressure.

As a mother, how could Li watch her child, who was raised single-handedly, embark on such a road that was destined to be difficult and not recognized by the world.

Li was so sad that she wanted to cry, she had a wound on her head, and her hair was only loosely tied, barely covering the scabbed wound.

A gust of wind blew, and the hair on the back of the head gently spread out to reveal half of the wound, and the cool breeze swished from the scar to the body until it penetrated into the bottom of the heart.

Lee's hand trembled uncontrollably as she looked at her daughter.

"But big girl, going to the academy to learn medicine is not the way a woman should go, have you ever thought about what kind of life you have chosen?"

Hearing this, Li Yao'er finally smiled sincerely.

The summer sun fell on her face and into her eyes, turning into a sparkling and dazzling light.

The thoughts that had been holding in Li Yao'er's chest for a few days finally turned into bell-like words, and word by word jumped out of her mouth.

"Mother, Daddy and you have protected me to live to such an age, I have never really endured hardships before, I have not really seen the hardships of life, and I have not faced my life alone. ”

"Maybe you're right, maybe I really don't have the ability to face my choice. ”

"But I know what I want now, and I really want to try, knowing that there is another life to choose, and if I don't try, I'm afraid I'll regret it for the rest of my life. ”

"Mother, you are worried that I will live a hard life in the future, have you ever thought that if I don't try, I may not be happy for the rest of my life. ”

"Have you ever thought that if I hadn't tried, the state of my life in the past few days might be what I will be like for the rest of my life. ”