"Maybe because of the anger in my heart, I felt that my body suddenly became so hot, that heat was completely beyond my limit, I felt as if my body was on fire, and I couldn't help but cry out in the intense pain, and those outlaws also set the next target of slaughter on me because of my screams. "There was a trace of peculiarity in Jiang Yu's eyes, he didn't know the reason for his body's fever back then, but now, Jiang Yu understands that the reason why his body suddenly heats up must be directly related to his sudden strength."www.biquge.info

"They carried me to the edge of the balcony and were ready to shoot me and then throw my body down, and until now, I have never forgotten the cold touch of the muzzle of the gun, and the fear of imminent death. Jiang Yu's voice trembled slightly, no matter how calm his temperament was, the feeling of being shrouded in death, Jiang Yu never had a way to forget.

Jiang Yu's fear did not last long, Zhang Yue walked to Jiang Yu's side gently, stretched out his hand and slowly stroked his son's hair, as a mother, Zhang Yue felt that he was not competent at all at this time, his son suffered such a terrible thing when he was young, and the shadow of that day still affects his son's character to this day, but as a mother, he knows nothing about all this, at this time, Zhang Yue's heart is full of guilt, and he can only soothe his son's injured heart in this way。

Feeling the warmth of his mother's palm, Jiang Yu's heart suddenly felt peaceful, and the trembling in his voice soon disappeared, maybe there is a saying that is very right, no matter what kind of thing, the past is the past, only what you have at this moment is the most precious, in Jiang Yu's heart, the most important and precious thing at this moment is to be accompanied by your family.

"At that time, I felt for the first time that death was so close to me, and it was also at that time that the power in my body awakened for the first time. Jiang Yu said, "In the face of the threat of death, I feel powerless in my heart, as well as the villains in front of me, I also hate them to the extreme, in that hatred emotion, I feel that something in my body seems to be broken, and then the endless power is to rush out of my body, above the heads of those villains, forming a huge palm, and directly crushed down." ”

"That was the first time I came into contact with the kind of power beyond human beings, under that power, the existence of human beings is so small and ridiculous, those villains have no power to resist, they are crushed into a pile of minced flesh by that huge palm, the sound of bones and muscles breaking in their bodies, seems to echo in my ears, in the face of the power beyond human common sense, they can not do anything, can only completely succumb to the oppression of power, and completely die in the oppression of power. Jiang Yu said, for those villains who died under his own power, Jiang Yu did not have any guilt or anxiety in his heart, which really made Jiang Yu sad, and it was to block his heart, what happened later.

"Those villains died, but the power that erupted also consumed all my physical strength, although the tragic situation around me made me feel extremely disgusting, but I was extremely happy in my heart, because I managed to survive, and my companions did not have to suffer from the slaughter of those villains. The child's mood was very simple, although Jiang Yu walked around the ghost gate at that time, what he thought of was not just his own safety, but the fact that he saved his friends.

"I was so happy at the time, although I knew that I had done something terrible, but the excitement in my heart covered up my uneasiness. There was a trace of pain in Jiang Yu's eyes, Jiang Yu's temperament would change greatly after he came back, because of what happened to him next, "I turned around and looked at my partners very happily, I thought that they would be the same as me, with the excitement of escaping from death, and the kind of happiness from the heart, but after I turned around, in their eyes, I couldn't see any of the feelings I expected before, and all I could see was the fear from the heart." ”

"I'll never forget the sharp 'monster', the strange look they looked at me, the fear and disgust in their eyes. The corners of Jiang Yu's mouth pulled out a bitter smile, but in the eyes of outsiders, it was a silent cry no matter how you looked at it.

Jiang Yu used the power he suddenly obtained, in a very bloody way, to save all the people, the child's heart is always clean, there is no intention of retribution, Jiang Yu at that time, is very simple because he can protect his friends feel sincerely happy, but the reality is cruel, the frightened eyes of the friends, and the look like looking at a monster, but in an instant, Jiang Yu understood one thing, that is, from now on, he is destined to be unable to play with his friends, because from a certain point of view, Jiang Yu knows that he is no longer a normal human being.

The frightened eyes of his companions made Jiang Yu really hear the sound of his heartbreak, the serious physical exertion and the mental blow, so that Jiang Yu gradually lost his consciousness, and faintly, Jiang Yu saw a police officer rushing up, and saw the anxious faces of his parents, and then Jiang Yu fell into a coma, and after waking up again, Jiang Yu's temperament has changed a lot.

"Although I saved everyone back then, the vast majority of my partners who survived afterwards were because of a huge mental impact, not only left a lifelong psychological shadow, but also some were admitted to a mental hospital because of excessive fear, and there was no possibility of enjoying life in this life, in some ways, although I saved everyone's lives back then, but I also ruined their lives. The past of the year was completely unfolded in Jiang Yu's telling.

Jiang Hong, Zhang Yue and Jiang Hui were completely silent, they never knew about these things, they just knew that something very cruel must have happened back then, so Jiang Yu's personality suddenly changed greatly, but no matter how they exhausted their imagination, they couldn't imagine that in these long fifteen years, Jiang Yu has been carrying such a huge psychological burden, and he is living so frightened.

"Child, you were not wrong about what happened back then, maybe they were affected by you, so they were cast a huge psychological shadow, but there is no doubt about one thing, that is, because of you, they can live in this world. Jiang Hong looked at his son, with a deep debt in his eyes. For so many years, Jiang Hong has always wanted to know what happened back then, but now that he knows the truth of the matter, Jiang Hong realizes how tired his son has been living in the past fifteen years.

"Dad is right, you saved their lives, as for how they lived, it was their own problem, it has nothing to do with you, for them, you have done your best, so there is no need to blame yourself at all. In Jiang Hui's view, his brother is the most important, as for his brother's playmates, they saved their lives because of their brother back then, no matter how they lived later, their brother is their savior, and no one can change this, so there is no need for my brother to blame himself at all, as for those who are mentally disordered and can only live in a mental hospital for the rest of their lives, Jiang Hui believes that it is only because of the poor psychological quality of those people, and they have no relationship with their brother.