Chapter 84: Commitment

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On this day, Jiang Luosheng and Wenwen chatted until almost late at night.

After Wenwen left, Jiang Luosheng sat alone at the dining table, looking at the wine bottles piled up on the table, the plates dipped in sauces, and the unpacked snacks.

Obviously it should be satisfied and happy.

She was melancholy, her heart hurt as if she was being pinched, and she felt that her home was empty.

What to do? The future is too uncertain.

She was very afraid, afraid of being abandoned again, afraid that she and Xiao Qi would unconsciously come to a completely different ending than expected, connect with the fate of her father, and then repeat it forever.

A charged phone vibrates.

Jiang Luosheng turned her head to see that it was Xiao Qi who called her.

She unplugged the charger and picked up the phone, a familiar voice on the other side, "What are you doing?" ”

Her nose was sour, her throat was astringent, and she couldn't speak at all.

"Luo Sheng?" Xiao Qi called her name.

"Hmm." Jiang Luosheng cleared his throat, "I just ate." ”

"What did you eat?"

"I met Wenwen at the supermarket and invited her over for a steak together."

"Hmm."

Jiang Luosheng suddenly cried, "When you come back, the steak will be gone." It was supposed to be made for you tomorrow. ”

Xiao Qi was stunned, "It's okay." Anything else is fine. ”

"But it's all said and done......" Jiang Luosheng still wanted to cry.

"Luo Sheng," Xiao Qi persuaded her, "then we'll buy it tomorrow." ”

But Jiang Luosheng suddenly collapsed, she slowly squatted down, shrank into the corner and hugged herself, buried her head in her knees, and cried heartbreakingly.

She was so scared. The feeling of loving others turned out to be this cramping and bone-like fear.

She heard Xiao Qi call her name, but she hung up.

She didn't want to talk.

What to do? What should she do? The weight of love is too heavy for her to bear.

It was the first time she wanted to run away from something so intensely.

She stood up, rushed into the bedroom, opened the closet, and spread out her suitcase.

She cried as she loaded the boxes one by one, not knowing where she should go with them for a while.

In the huge world, there is no place for her at all, and she does not dare to rely on anyone.

When Xiao Qi pushed open Jiang Luosheng's half-hidden door with a "bang", she was curled up into a ball and leaned against the head of the bed, hugging herself tightly, crying and trembling gently.

In the suitcase spread out on the ground was the clothes she had half-packed. Xiao Qi glanced at it, then withdrew his gaze.

Jiang Luosheng was startled when he heard someone push the door in, and when he raised his head, he crashed directly into Xiao Qi's eyes.

Xiao Qi's face was solemn, and the worry between his eyebrows and eyes was so thick that he couldn't dissolve it at all. Seeing that Jiang Luosheng was fine, his breathing stabilized a little, and a heart that had been hanging all the way was also put down.

"Why are you back?" Jiang Luosheng asked softly in surprise.

Xiao Qi walked over, sat down beside her, stretched out his hand to take her into his arms, and hugged her tightly, "I'm scared to death." ”

He hugged it too tightly. Jiang Luosheng struggled twice from his arms and turned his head to the side so that he could breathe.

In my ears is Xiao Qi's chaotic and fast heartbeat. She heard him whisper to himself, "It's okay." ”

Xiao Qi was glad that he was on a business trip in Lincheng. He rushed back at a gallop, and the two-hour drive was compressed by him by nearly half, and he was speeding and running a red light, and he was soon going to have countless tickets.

But as long as she's okay.

He let go of Jiang Luosheng, distanced himself from her, and looked at her tear-stained face, "What's wrong?" ”

Jiang Luosheng shook his head, still sobbing.

"Luo Sheng, tell me what you're thinking." Xiao Qi stretched out his hand to help her wipe the tears from her face, so gentle that she couldn't speak, "Tell me, we can solve it together." ”

"I don't know what I'm thinking." Jiang Luosheng was aggrieved and began to shed tears again, "I'm scared." ”

"Afraid of what?"

"I'm afraid ......," Jiang Luosheng whispered, "I'm afraid we'll be like them." ”

She didn't even know who she was referring to. Is it Jiang Yuan and the original match? Are you your own parents? Or my brother and Dr. Zhao?

"I'm not confident, I'm sorry." Jiang Luosheng felt very guilty, "You have obviously met better girls, they know how to love and be loved better than me, and they are more worthy of you." But I'm just a dirty person, I only cause trouble for you, I never think about your feelings, I don't care about your pain, I don't deserve ...... at all"

"Luo Sheng," Xiao Qi pinched her chin, "look at me." ”

Jiang Luosheng looked up and looked at him.

"If you don't deserve it, I won't be willing to stay by your side all the time." Xiao Qi said lightly, "It's my decision to love you, don't come to teach me." ”

Jiang Luosheng's eyelashes twitched slightly, "But I don't have the confidence to ......"

"You don't have to have faith," Xiao Qi told her, "you don't have to worry about anything, leave it to me." ”

But now it's different. Xiao Qi has entered her life, completely. She can no longer regard him as an outsider, his every move, word and deed is no longer his business, and it is also hers.

"Why don't you ......" Jiang Luosheng glanced at the suitcase on the ground, "Why don't we live separately for a while?" ”

Xiao raised his eyebrows, turned his hand and clasped the back of her head, imprisoning her.

"Jiang Luosheng, what are you thinking?" His tone was not oppressive, but firm, "Where do you want to escape?" ”

Jiang Luosheng read a faint dissatisfaction from the bottom of his eyes, "I didn't want to escape......

"Don't bother," Xiao Qi explained to her calmly, "I can hack into all your electronic devices and check your location." Wherever you flee, I will find you. ”

Jiang Luosheng couldn't help but laugh, "Why do you sound like a pervert?" ”

"So you give up." Xiao Qi stepped forward and pressed his forehead against her, "Your life belongs to me." ”

Jiang Luosheng felt that he had finally calmed down. She looked at Xiao Qi, obviously talking about love, but her eyes were full of reason.

Even love words, as long as he says them, they become promises.

He has always been like this, he does what he says, he is always responsible for his words, and he has never let her down.

Jiang Luosheng stretched out his hand and wrapped his arms around his neck, "Are you going back?" ”

"Nope. Let them handle it. ”

"Am I delaying your work too much?"

"I willingly."

Jiang Luosheng hugged him tighter, "I may be ...... recently." Mood swings can be greater. ”

She herself never imagined that the uncertainty in her relationship would torment her so much, so that her already stable emotions began to come back and forth.

"Hmm." Xiao Qi patted her gently and comforted her, "I'm here." ”

After surviving the hellish years, in the days to come, for the rest of his life, he has confidence.

Jiang Luosheng may back down, but that's okay. This time, he will be the one who does not escape.

Time flies, and the spring in Hamato Castle, which is not very long, disappears in the blink of an eye. The girls on the street put on short skirts, and cicadas began to chirp in the shade of the trees.

July.

The international flight landed at Hamamonjo Airport, taxied for some distance, and finally came to a slow stop.

After Jiang Luosheng became the principal, the workload also increased, and he often had to tour other cities and even countries with the dance troupe.

She hadn't recovered from jet lag yet, and yawned as she unbuckled her seatbelt.

"Then it's decided? Tomorrow night doubledate? The colleague next to him asked.

"Okay." Jiang Luosheng rubbed his eyes and nodded, "I'll ask Xiao Qi to book a table for four." ”

A colleague looked at her, "You and your partner seem to have suddenly changed from an old husband and wife to a newlywed." ”

Jiang Luosheng put down his hand, "What?" ”

"You never took him to see us before, but now you have to show off in three days."

Jiang Luosheng shrugged, "Disgusting?" ”

"Disgusting."

"Bear with me."

"Get out."

When she walked out of the airport with her suitcase, she saw Xiao Qi from the vast sea of people at a glance.

Xiao Qi was also looking at her and nodded.

She quickened her pace and threw herself into Xiao Qi's arms.

When colleagues passed by her, they didn't forget to tease.

Xiao Qi took her suitcase, "Good work." ”

"Everyone is going to die of hard work." Jiang Luosheng pouted and coquettishly, "Director Xiao, how are you going to treat me?" ”

"I bought the ingredients and cooked for you in the evening."

"You're cooking?"

"I'll cook."

"Then you have to make something delicious, I'm picky."

Xiao Qi put his hand on top of her head, "Don't take an inch." ”

Jiang Luosheng smiled brightly, pulled his hand down, and took it.

Xiao Qi interlocked his fingers with her, led her through the crowd, and walked all the way forward.

On the way to the parking lot, Jiang Luosheng saw Lin Yubai and Wan Qi get into a taxi together.

Lin Yubai's face has always been colder than ice cubes, and it is rare to have a little temperature.

Jiang Luosheng retracted his gaze and followed Xiao Qi forward.

This feeling is wonderful, the city of Binmen City, she used to hate it to the core. Although she still doesn't love this place much, she has begun to slowly admit that this is her home, and today's breeze is very warm and pleasant.

"Xiao Qi." She took two quick steps, stood side by side with Xiao Qi, and grabbed his arm.

Xiao Qi turned his head to look at her.

"I love you."

"I love you too, Luo Sheng."