Chapter 251: The father-daughter relationship is broken
Qin Xinfang has been in the prison for these days, and he finally has time to stop and think about it.
What he thought about the most was Qin Zhiyi's daughter.
The more I think about it, the more I feel indebted. The more I thought about it, the more I felt like a person in the first place.
It was only when he calmed down that he remembered many details of the past.
The expectation in Qin Zhiyi's eyes when he first entered the mansion and looked at him, the calm in Qin Zhiyi's eyes when he looked at himself when he got married, and Qin Zhiyi's eyes were cold when he left the capital and went to the north...... and the mockery in his eyes when he couldn't wait to give her to Gu Siyuan in front of the main hall that day.
He actually had the opportunity to have this daughter, but he didn't cherish it, and pushed people farther and farther away step by step, and finally completely broke off this father-daughter relationship.
Qin Xinfang regretted it, but there was no regret medicine for him in this world.
He didn't think that he would have the opportunity to see Qin Zhiyi again, but Qin Zhiyi still came, and promised him that he would protect his younger siblings.
Qin Xinfang was in tears, staring at Qin Zhiyi and crying speechless.
Qin Zhiyi frowned slightly, and said, "There was a time when you cried on the way to the distribution, and you cried too early now." ”
Qin Xinfang sobbed, raised his hand and wiped his tears in a little panic.
Qin Zhiyi was a little irritable in his heart, turned his head and didn't look at him, and asked directly: "I'm here, there is something I want to ask you, something about my mother." ”
Qin Xinfang was stunned for a moment, and then said, "What do you want to ask?" ”
"How much do you know about my mother's background?" Qin Zhiyi asked: "How did you know my mother back then, and did you help her find her family later?" ”
Qin Xinfang was silent for a moment, the look on his face was a little embarrassed.
He lowered his head and didn't look at Qin Zhiyi, squeaked for a long time, and then whispered: "I, when I met your mother, she was still a child......
Qin Zhiyi: "......"
Qin Xinfang hurriedly said: "But I really didn't have any ideas at that time, I just saw that she was separated from her family, which was very pitiful." Then I paid for her to be raised, thinking of doing something good...... Yes, it was later when your mother grew up and we got in touch more, and that's why ......."
Qin Zhiyi raised his hand to support his forehead, if the other party was not her father, she would have already scolded her with the word 'brute'.
Is this a human thing?
Qin Xinfang also felt embarrassed, and quickly changed the topic: "She only remembers that her name is Ouyang Lingyu, and there was a very big banyan tree where she lived when she was a child, and she doesn't remember anything else." She only had one longevity lock on her body, and then somehow, this longevity lock was gone...... I've tried to help her find her family, but there's no clue. And then there you ...... I haven't looked for it again. ”
Qin Zhiyi looked at Qin Xinfang silently, endured it for a long time, but still couldn't hold back, and said coldly: "You are really not a thing." ”
Qin Xinfang: "...... I know I'm sorry for your mother, and I'm sorry for you. Xiaoyi, can you forgive me? ”
"No," Qin Zhiyi said in a deep voice: "Also, even if I feel sorry for my mother, it's too late, and I have to go below to apologize." ”
Qin Xinfang: "......"
Although I feel indebted to this daughter, my daughter's words are really heart-piercing. The one who was a little fragile in his heart had already been angry with her.
Qin Xinfang raised his hand and stroked his heart, giving himself a good breath.
Qin Zhiyi glanced at him, raised his hand and threw him a cloth bag into it.
Qin Xinfang stretched out his hand to catch it, opened it and looked at it, almost blinded. This small cloth bag was full of gold beads.
He looked at Qin Zhiyi in amazement: "You, what are you doing with this?" ”
"You're leaving the capital soon, and you may not have much chance to meet at this farewell. If you hold these gold beads, you will be able to suffer less on the way. When you get there, if you're smarter, you might be able to live a good life with these gold beads. Qin Zhiyi looked at Qin Xinfang and said lightly: "Just think of it, pay for the father-daughter fate of our life in this life." ”
Qin Xinfang's hand holding the small cloth bag trembled a little, and his eyes were red.
He looked at Qin Zhiyi and said softly, "Can you call me father again?" ”
Qin Zhiyi rarely called his father, and every time he called him, it was only perfunctory.
He didn't know why, when he came to this situation, he wanted to listen to Qin Zhiyi's 'father' so much.
Qin Zhiyi was silent for a moment, then turned around and left, leaving only one sentence: "Take care on the road." ”
Qin Xinfang: "......"
He looked at the distant back, slowly knelt on the ground, holding the bag of gold beads, and wept silently.
For the first time, he realized so clearly that he had lost this daughter.
On the other side, Qin Zhiyi went directly to Mrs. Qin.
As soon as Mrs. Qin saw her, she hurriedly pounced: "Qin Zhiyi, what happened to your daughter, what did you do to her?" ”
She can't sleep well these days. None of the original dark piles could be contacted, and she couldn't even find out about the situation, let alone send letters out.
Qin Zhiyi did what he said, and pulled out those dark piles one by one, which was to abolish her ears and eyes, and let her be a deaf and blind person in this dark prison.
Qin Zhiyi looked at her, raised his eyebrows, and said, "I promised you to save her, and I won't break my promise." ”
When Mrs. Qin heard this, she immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and then said, "Can I meet her?" ”
Qin Zhiyi said lightly: "No, the person has already been sent out of the palace." ”
Mrs. Qin was stunned for a moment, and then immediately changed her face: "She is pregnant with a child now, how can you send her away?" So who is taking care of her now, and is she doing well? ”
Qin Zhiyi was silent for a moment, and then said, "You don't really think that the child in her belly can survive, do you?" ”
Mrs. Qin's face turned pale instantly, and then she slammed the door like crazy, and said sharply: "Qin Zhiyi, you lied to me, you lied to me, you said that you wanted to help me protect my daughter, you lied to me!" ”
Qin Zhiyi said lightly: "I promised to help you protect your daughter, but I didn't promise to protect the child in her belly." As long as you use your brain to think about it, you should know that it is impossible for the widow of Donggong to live in this world. ”
Mrs. Qin's voice choked suddenly, and then she began to cry, muttering, "My hard-working daughter ......"
Qin Zhiyi waited for her to calm down a little before saying, "I came this time to ask you about that rumor." ”
Mrs. Qin lowered her head, her whole person seemed to have lost her spirit, and she looked very decadent.
She whispered, "That's all I know, you don't have to ask me, I don't know if you ask again." ”
Qin Zhiyi paused, then turned around and left.
"Wait," Mrs. Qin stopped her and said slowly, "For your help, I'll give you a word." If you really want to know these old things, you might as well ask the people of the past, they probably know more than you think. ”